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I Am Working On Being Truely Alive

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    I Am Working On...

    Finding a reason to smile.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5, 2011

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    Alive...

    I have been living a dream for the past two years. Doing what ever i could to block out the world. In other peoples eyes i was living, doing things they didn't dare. But truely living is feeling things, anything! I want to wake up and start living properly... I wan't to...
    Tool88 Tool88 18-21, F May 12, 2010

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    Alive

    These past 2 years I have felt so dead inside.  I do not know if it is the fear of getting older, what I gave with my family and have nothing in return or just the feeling of being let down, and used. But I have set some goals for myself this week and I am...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 7 Responses Mar 29, 2009

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    I'm just always trying to find the meaning in

    things.I have bouts of suicidal depression at time but it's always overcome by just the vivacious mess of being alive the feeling of hope movies and books and tv shows and just people really give me. I have this intense phobia of wasting my life away or looking back and feeling...
    rawanabanana rawanabanana 16-17, F Feb 11

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    First Step

    Yesterday was just an ordinary day. I did not dread it. It was around 7pm and I got on the bus and went shopping. The sky was filled with dark clouds and pieces of sunset. The air was moist and "beachy". I was calm and content buying groceries. I happen to look in the jewelry...
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe 22-25 Sep 14, 2011

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    Life Is .......

    Life is happening, love it.Life is love, feel it.Life is spirit, nurture it.Life is laughter, enjoy it.Life is happiness, strive for it.Life is opportunity, benefit from it.Life is beauty, admire it.Life is bliss, taste it.Life is a dream, realize it.Life is a challenge, meet it...
    Annikka Annikka 51-55, F 2 Responses Jun 21, 2012

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    My family had an intervention where we all sat around and they cried about how sad it is that I want to kill myself. That's all they have to live with, just a little bit of pain...
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    A SERIOUS MATTER NOT WORTH JOKING AROUND! It’s easy to see a person so bubbly, energetic, humorous and alive, thinking ‘wow that person has it all, a great life’ maybe they...
    imperfectedsoul imperfectedsoul 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I have always felt a strong desire to be nude, especially outside, since I was about 15. I started sneaking out my bedroom window after everyone was in bed, leaving some shorts in...
    StormWatcher69 StormWatcher69 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 10

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    At my funeral I want the song Ah ah ah ah stayin' alive stayin' alive played, you know the one by the bee gee's, any better suggestions?
    Thisgeezer Thisgeezer 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 13

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    I love thinking and feeling. I love watching nature. I love the sunshine. I love the rain. I love taking deep breaths in. I love laughing with my friends and family. I love going...
    rewindme rewindme 22-25, M Aug 20

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    In this manner, working memory is necessary for being focused on a undertaking, blocking out distractions, and maintaining you current and mindful about what’s taking place...
    Lestermg94 Lestermg94 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    I feel guilty for being alive. I feel guilty for being able to breath and walk and talk. I feel guilty for ruining my parents lives by being born. I wish they never met and got...
    sewshow sewshow 18-21 Aug 6

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    I dislike talking about this sort of thing. I suppose it is because it makes me feel weak, I don't know. I have not felt right since I was really little. I have been anxious...
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    Working memory is definitely the cognitive operate chargeable for retaining details on the internet, manipulating it, and applying it within your imagining. It is the way that you...
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    It's so sad and sickening that we only get 1 life and almost everything of what the quality of that life will be comes from how we are born. I don't understand why i wasn't born as...
    unknow1235 unknow1235 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I want to begin this by saying that I was once a completely normal girl. I grew up in a house with a yard, two parents who were hard workers and a lazy pet dog. I never got into...
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    Named as certainly one of "The top Medical doctors in the united states" in a few nationwide buyer publications each year due to the fact 1994, Dr. Hill is usually a environment...
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    I hate myself enough to commit suicide..But at the same time I know I finally have so much to live for. I can have a wonderful time while I am out with friends, but I fall apart...
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    you might think of being religiously inclined as a good thing or a bad thing, but you must know the images associated with it - attending church, receiving warm smiles, getting...
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    This may sound like other "brain-training" packages which have been given loads of media awareness prior to now few years. The principle variances between CogMed and these other...
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    Was there today for five hours. My uncles doing worse than yesterday. He has a temperature, they now have to suction his lungs out periodically because the tubes for draining aren...
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    I'm having a difficult time confirming with society. I'm naturally Jesus lol which means I'm naturally a radically loving rebel. I'm into bind breaking and escaping boxes. I hate...
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    Named as certainly one of "The Best Medical doctors in the united states" in three nationwide shopper publications yearly given that 1994, Dr. Hill is usually a globe-renowned...
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    My husband and I met a year and a half ago and fell in love super fast. When we started dating he said he was divorced and had a son who was 6. I found that cute. Being a teacher...
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    The doctors said they don't know how I survived my car accident I thought when I woke up in a burning car and couldn't feel my face that I would survive but I am lucky to be alive...
    ChandlerTitus1 ChandlerTitus1 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 2

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    I tried killing myself last year, which led me to a small coma. Everyone thought I'd be dead, but ****. I'm alive and typing this out.
    MacabreCannibal MacabreCannibal 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 12

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    Hit like if you feel alive and happy. Cox they dont last forever :)
    aliakhtar17 aliakhtar17 18-21, M Aug 14

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    Still breathing, and today, I am happy to be. Here's hoping that "happy to be alive" feeling lasts. Sometimes, it doesn't. O.O
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I'm going to try to make this story short if I can. I'm now 26 years old I met my boyfriend two years ago at my job. 4 months after starting there him and I started dating on our...
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    I don't know since when this crime has been going on to victimize me. I have an idea of people behind this but have no proof. I have realized it only like five and half years back...
    TIINDIA3 TIINDIA3 31-35, M Aug 2

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    I love being the last one to wake up in the house. once I wake up, with everyone else awake, the house feels so lively. I love it!
    bawniie bawniie 16-17, F Aug 3

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    Working sucks you have to be on your feet all day worrying about the man catching you when you're taking a breather and missing you when your working hard. On top of that it is so...
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    The sun is beating down overhead. I'm outside, shirtless. I'm about 6 foot, squatting in a pair of blue jeans, listening intently. I hear a rustling. They are getting hungry. I...
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    Alive and breathing Tribe member?
    screwyiusandi screwyiusandi 46-50, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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