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I Am Working On Being Truely Alive

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    Alive...

    I have been living a dream for the past two years. Doing what ever i could to block out the world. In other peoples eyes i was living, doing things they didn't dare. But truely living is feeling things, anything! I want to wake up and start living properly... I wan't to...
    Tool88 Tool88 18-21, F May 12, 2010

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    Life Is .......

    Life is happening, love it.Life is love, feel it.Life is spirit, nurture it.Life is laughter, enjoy it.Life is happiness, strive for it.Life is opportunity, benefit from it.Life is beauty, admire it.Life is bliss, taste it.Life is a dream, realize it.Life is a challenge, meet it...
    Annikka Annikka 51-55, F 2 Responses Jun 21, 2012

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    I Am Working On...

    Finding a reason to smile.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 5, 2011

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    Alive

    These past 2 years I have felt so dead inside.  I do not know if it is the fear of getting older, what I gave with my family and have nothing in return or just the feeling of being let down, and used. But I have set some goals for myself this week and I am...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 7 Responses Mar 29, 2009

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    First Step

    Yesterday was just an ordinary day. I did not dread it. It was around 7pm and I got on the bus and went shopping. The sky was filled with dark clouds and pieces of sunset. The air was moist and "beachy". I was calm and content buying groceries. I happen to look in the jewelry...
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe 22-25 Sep 14, 2011

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    I'm just always trying to find the meaning in

    things.I have bouts of suicidal depression at time but it's always overcome by just the vivacious mess of being alive the feeling of hope movies and books and tv shows and just people really give me. I have this intense phobia of wasting my life away or looking back and feeling...
    rawanabanana rawanabanana 16-17, F Feb 11

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    Related Experiences

    Im always in an emotional breakdown when I'm having my period. Like yesterday i just got back from hospital because of my painful period. I felt like its the end for me. It felt...
    agone agone 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    Guess this days am working on my myself to be happy without anyone making me happy coz with dat I get mood swings
    loveydoveyd loveydoveyd 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    LIFE THROWS ITS CURVE BALLS. WHAT DO YOU DO? JUST LAY DOWN AND PLAY DEAD, OR JUMP BACK ON THE HORSE AGAIN, AND KEEP RIDING........... AFTER SOME PEOPLE HAVE ALL READY TRIED (DRUGS...
    sweetc123 sweetc123 36-40 1 Response Sep 27

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    Well when my mom was pregnant with me she was so happy cuz she has PCOS and basically it has a lot of health problems so it is very rare for people with that condition go have a...
    liajip liajip 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I think a lot of people who say they hate working actually just hate their job. But there's no denying it for me because I've had so many jobs and I've hated all of them (except...
    chickiebos chickiebos 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    The roles of men and women used to be so clear... the woman... would take care of the home and the kids, the man would provide the food and safety. They had respect for one another...
    anAquiredTaste anAquiredTaste 36-40, F 4 Responses Sep 28

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    For those following my posts and who asked for updates: My wife and I are now about a month into our efforts to turn our marriage around after years of highs and lows. I'm doing...
    lonelyguy375 lonelyguy375 46-50, M 4 Responses Oct 3

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      I'm not really. Just that on the maths noticeboards at my school, there is a board with people's faces on it and saying something that they got wrong in the summer...
    Kyprioi Kyprioi 16-17, F Oct 14

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    I am alive, I'm still here. You're alive, you're still here. And that's what matters. As long as we're breathing, as long as we woke up today, doing what kills you makes you feel...
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    I suppose the differences in the people in this group is enlightening. And with that I mean that there are some waiting to experience a selfless love for the first time and others...
    CarlyOnline CarlyOnline 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I feel guilty writing this, let alone thinking it. Truth is I am not really "legally" the stepmom...just the woman married to the child's father. Since the day we fell in love...
    LadyLoner LadyLoner 46-50, F 3 Responses Oct 4

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    I have enough confidence where I am comfortable in my skin and am starting to embrace it slowly. I just want to get to the point where I'm not afraid of what comes out of my mouth...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    When I was living in another city in 2009, continuously some unknown elements were entering my house. They used to mix kerosene in my food everyday. I used to throw that food and...
    aproudwoman aproudwoman 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    TV nick-knacks I have a TV. It has two remotes, one for TV itself and the other for the cable. Recently the remote for TV stopped working. We had to operate the TV by physically...
    aproudwoman aproudwoman 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    i hate being stuck in an office for 8 plus hours. u never get to leave on time anways, at least in my line of work, or its just frowned upon. i just dont understand how ppl go...
    blahblah2789 blahblah2789 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    Many people take it for granted, How many people ACTUALLY wake up and are thankful to be alive? How many people wake up and complain because they're weak? Or because they feel...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 6

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    So tired of being single. Tired of family and friends all the time. Would prefer a woman that i could spend my time with. I can cook, work, and im working towards other goals...
    DarkKnightPEKKA DarkKnightPEKKA 26-30, M Oct 7

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    Why am i so ugly?. Fr 😕 im one of the ugliest people alive .-.
    bitchhtripinnXD bitchhtripinnXD 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 8

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    From the few experiences that I have read...most are young. Believe me, you still have time. People used to tell me to lose the weight before I turned 40 because it was harder to...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 10

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    I love life and I am happy I am alive and experiencing it. I believe life is a gift not a right and you should live it to the full. Try something new, be adventurous and take a...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M Oct 11

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    I miss being a Kid. I have been working since I was 11 years old.I missed almost everything a kid would normally have in his childhood.I am trying to compensate the years I lost. I...
    HopelessPhilosopher HopelessPhilosopher 22-25, M Oct 12

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    A song by becca is called I'm alive, I'm in love with that song, heck it is my theme song
    bisexuwhale bisexuwhale 13-15, M Oct 15

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    Out of immense interest for designing spaces i had been pleading to my parents to enroll me to an Architectural school right from when i passed my secondary schooling but alas...
    Designerxox Designerxox 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 17

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    I hate all of my "friends" being only 14 i have been treated like crap, need to fix anything related to a computer? Call jp, the project we were supposed to give this morning? Its...
    JPwolf JPwolf 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    I have this new job and I have a new family. So many new events in my life and it makes me feel so alive and well. I may birch and I may not know where all this is going. The ride...
    easterbaby88 easterbaby88 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    There are other people that deserve to be alive but are not given the chance to have another day, another hour, another minute or even a second. While I'm here suffering from...
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F 19 hrs ago

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    Whenever I'm sitting with a group of friends with everyone joking around and stuff, I try to join the conversation or say a funny comment but people usually ignore me. I'm usually...
    malakhkhalil malakhkhalil 13-15, F 4 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I love being inboxed, but I very seldom write first. I guess its flattering to have someone else make the first move.
    Anch0rMan Anch0rMan 41-45, M 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Of course it is. It should be. A lot of time you're just busy doing what comes next, and then there are times you look at your child and it blows you away. You made this. You gave...
    niklb niklb 41-45, F 4 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Love it. I love being that way and my friends seeing me that way
    ryanbaby1 ryanbaby1 13-15, M 5 hrs ago

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    I hate being 5'5'' **** this ****, nobody will never be in love with me because I am a ******* dwarf. Killing myself right now
    andrespm andrespm 18-21, M 4 hrs ago

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    Being a college student. I'm sooo broke and it sucks.. I remember when I was in highschool and had a job and had so much money in the bank. Average of atleast 600-700$ a month...
    youchewy youchewy 18-21, M 45 mins ago

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    Underneath it all I really want to take the opportunity to show myself through a more light hearted Roxy. Ok if you haven't found out by now I'm new to being a mom and to have...
    meekme meekme 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    Well this morning I been working again at the store, we have had a few customers, I guess people are coming in because how cool it is outside, well I been texting my roommate joy...
    jennylovestosmile jennylovestosmile 18-21, F 8 Responses Oct 12

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    I must say that I was a sports girl? So, I ran in the evening, before bedtime. The fact that I did it in the woods, it's natural. There are few people, and there is always the...
    tarasi tarasi 31-35, F 12 Responses Oct 15

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    In the last year and a half I lost literally everyone of my friends and other acquaintances. I currently have 6 friends and only talk to 3 on a daily basis. The reason I've lost...
    Thomasjcox Thomasjcox 18-21, M a week ago

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    I'm sick of working dead end jobs, and then let being go because they are downsizing. I have my Bachelor's, graduated with Honors and am taking fully online classes for my Masters...
    bsparrot bsparrot 22-25 2 Responses a week ago

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    I don't think I ever told some, in person, that I am here for them.. In fact out side of writing things down I have never really expressed my feelings so outwardly to someone.. I...
    Moniqueismyname1 Moniqueismyname1 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 29

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    When he says, "Get over my lap," and reaches for the paddle, I know that I will soon feel completely feminine, completely Taken In Hand, and my bottom will soon be completely red...
    ShaggyzBaby ShaggyzBaby 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    I am so tired. These past few months it has gotten worse. I don't know how to behave around new people or people I barely know, especially those I feel inferior around. That counts...
    haroni haroni 22-25, F Oct 14

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    Well mine is a long story. I had this bf and we dated for quite awhile.... He took my virginity and we fell in love from the start... Then I found out that he has been engaged for...
    Revengeful007 Revengeful007 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 14

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