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I Am Working On Being Truely Alive

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    I Am Working On...

    Finding a reason to smile.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 5, 2011

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    Alive

    These past 2 years I have felt so dead inside.  I do not know if it is the fear of getting older, what I gave with my family and have nothing in return or just the feeling of being let down, and used. But I have set some goals for myself this week and I am...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 7 Responses Mar 29, 2009

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    First Step

    Yesterday was just an ordinary day. I did not dread it. It was around 7pm and I got on the bus and went shopping. The sky was filled with dark clouds and pieces of sunset. The air was moist and "beachy". I was calm and content buying groceries. I happen to look in the jewelry...
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe 22-25 Sep 14, 2011

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    I'm just always trying to find the meaning in

    things.I have bouts of suicidal depression at time but it's always overcome by just the vivacious mess of being alive the feeling of hope movies and books and tv shows and just people really give me. I have this intense phobia of wasting my life away or looking back and feeling...
    rawanabanana rawanabanana 16-17, F Feb 11

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    Life Is .......

    Life is happening, love it.Life is love, feel it.Life is spirit, nurture it.Life is laughter, enjoy it.Life is happiness, strive for it.Life is opportunity, benefit from it.Life is beauty, admire it.Life is bliss, taste it.Life is a dream, realize it.Life is a challenge, meet it...
    Annikka Annikka 51-55, F 2 Responses Jun 21, 2012

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    Alive...

    I have been living a dream for the past two years. Doing what ever i could to block out the world. In other peoples eyes i was living, doing things they didn't dare. But truely living is feeling things, anything! I want to wake up and start living properly... I wan't to...
    Tool88 Tool88 18-21, F May 12, 2010

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    My family had an intervention where we all sat around and they cried about how sad it is that I want to kill myself. That's all they have to live with, just a little bit of pain...
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    Another wonderful day working from home. The work is okay, being naked as I work is the wonderful part. I have always enjoyed being nude. I wish the world can see the wonder in...
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    I love thinking and feeling. I love watching nature. I love the sunshine. I love the rain. I love taking deep breaths in. I love laughing with my friends and family. I love going...
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    Youthful small children use their working memory for quite a few issues, including focusing on and pursuing Directions, and remaining seated to finish unbiased functions.He/she is...
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    Working memory could be the cognitive function chargeable for retaining information and facts on the web, manipulating it, and making use of it within your wondering. It's the way...
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    I dislike talking about this sort of thing. I suppose it is because it makes me feel weak, I don't know. I have not felt right since I was really little. I have been anxious...
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    Working memory is definitely the cognitive operate chargeable for retaining details on the internet, manipulating it, and applying it within your imagining. It is the way that you...
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    It's so sad and sickening that we only get 1 life and almost everything of what the quality of that life will be comes from how we are born. I don't understand why i wasn't born as...
    unknow1235 unknow1235 18-21, M Aug 29

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    A long time ago I went to the doctors complaing of depression and a lack of motivation to live my life, they put me on medical benefits and left me there to rot. After 15years of...
    AltLexington AltLexington 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    im tired of crying . im tired of cutting myself . im tired of being alive . if i ever actually had a conversation with God in person, I'm pretty sure he'd hate me. If I were God...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Named as certainly one of "The top Medical doctors in the united states" in a few nationwide buyer publications each year due to the fact 1994, Dr. Hill is usually a environment...
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    Some-days, I feel that I am the loneliest person in the world. Now, that “in the world” feeling may be a bit of hyper-collegiate over-dramatisme, of latent-teenage psychopathy...
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    Gavin is quite apparent to the treatment method he will probably do within the working day and is honest if he can see I really should be taking greater treatment of myself oral...
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    I'm not at all living, I'm just occupying useless space until the day my body is rotting corpse. A 5-minute writing below: I don't feel alive, yet my heart continues to beat My...
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    Bare with me please it's a long story but I do need help! Okay so I worked in a photo studio place and as I love photography I figured I'd finally found a job I could stay in for...
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    This may sound like other "brain-training" packages which have been given loads of media awareness prior to now few years. The principle variances between CogMed and these other...
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    Exploration also reveals that deficits in working memory are connected to weak tutorial or Skilled effectiveness. Conversely, potent working memory potential is intently correlated...
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    Was there today for five hours. My uncles doing worse than yesterday. He has a temperature, they now have to suction his lungs out periodically because the tubes for draining aren...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    People whom I'm jealous of that pompous guy, vengeful old man and also spammers thank you for all the hatred, the condescending tone of lectures. Thank you, I love it that I can't...
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    I'm having a difficult time confirming with society. I'm naturally Jesus lol which means I'm naturally a radically loving rebel. I'm into bind breaking and escaping boxes. I hate...
    RainbowLoveFire RainbowLoveFire 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    Named as certainly one of "The Best Medical doctors in the united states" in three nationwide shopper publications yearly given that 1994, Dr. Hill is usually a globe-renowned...
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    My husband and I met a year and a half ago and fell in love super fast. When we started dating he said he was divorced and had a son who was 6. I found that cute. Being a teacher...
    expressmom expressmom 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 24

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    It does certainly cost you a lot more upfront, but Should you be on a good sized block (say 550sqm +) and plan to continue to be there for four-five yrs then chances are high you...
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    Recently we were doin fitness testing for my p.E class. We were doing dips and I sprained the bone in my chest( idk what it's called) and Golly did it hurt! It was the pain that...
    NeverLooseYourFlames NeverLooseYourFlames 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Still breathing, and today, I am happy to be. Here's hoping that "happy to be alive" feeling lasts. Sometimes, it doesn't. O.O
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I had a best friend. She was silly and crazy to be around. Most days she was depressed. It was always, "Why don't they want to hang out with me. I'm never included in the...
    HKT1993 HKT1993 18-21, F 9 Responses Sep 7

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    I don't just feel lucky to be alive, I know I am. With everything that has happened to me I always held strong and brave. I'll continue to no matter what.
    KWsuperstar KWsuperstar 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    I lose interest in people fast, friendships are pointless especially when they realize they can't get any freebies off you. As I get older, I'm starting to become like my great...
    LadyOutspoken LadyOutspoken 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Alive and breathing Tribe member?
    screwyiusandi screwyiusandi 46-50, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    Hoy I feel Wicca I dose off with a flower in my right hand while I clench my left hand into a fist of sorrow. I want the sky blue when I am sleep. I want the sky black when I am...
    RosaElaPilarGoens RosaElaPilarGoens 18-21, F Aug 25

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    I can't help it. I love how I feel after working out and how quickly I can shape my body into what I want. I went to the gym every, single day for years and miss working out as...
    Cindell Cindell 22-25, F Aug 17

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    I am currently working as a project manager. I have been doing management work since a long time but I have very big problem at the current office due to my pushover nature. I am...
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    18 Aug 2014 “All rooms we walked previous have been amazing and all are really near The ocean so Do not worry about which space you might have!” (LucyMorrell)This...
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    un-hung .. interesting turn of the phrase. neutering. cutoff. in any case, have known several women, beginning with my two older sisters, who certainly took great joy in...
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    I am 38 weeks +3 days now. This whole pregnancy pretty much has beena nightmare come true. I never wanted another child. I sure as hell do not want to experience labor again but...
    dollhex dollhex 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    Some things are just not for us! We have to be able to recognize what is good for us and what isn't IM AM RESPONSIBLE FOR HOW MY LIFE TURNS OUT I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR LOVING MYSELF I...
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    Because I am working in the other country to provide the needs of my son. The hardest part from being far away, you couldn't give the support and guidance emotionally, physically...