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I Am Working On Being Truely Alive

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 116 People

    I'm just always trying to find the meaning in

    things.I have bouts of suicidal depression at time but it's always overcome by just the vivacious mess of being alive the feeling of hope movies and books and tv shows and just people really give me. I have this intense phobia of wasting my life away or looking back and feeling...
    rawanabanana rawanabanana 16-17, F Feb 11

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    I Am Working On...

    Finding a reason to smile.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 5, 2011

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    Life Is .......

    Life is happening, love it.Life is love, feel it.Life is spirit, nurture it.Life is laughter, enjoy it.Life is happiness, strive for it.Life is opportunity, benefit from it.Life is beauty, admire it.Life is bliss, taste it.Life is a dream, realize it.Life is a challenge, meet it...
    Annikka Annikka 51-55, F 2 Responses Jun 21, 2012

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    Alive...

    I have been living a dream for the past two years. Doing what ever i could to block out the world. In other peoples eyes i was living, doing things they didn't dare. But truely living is feeling things, anything! I want to wake up and start living properly... I wan't to...
    Tool88 Tool88 18-21, F May 12, 2010

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    Alive

    These past 2 years I have felt so dead inside.  I do not know if it is the fear of getting older, what I gave with my family and have nothing in return or just the feeling of being let down, and used. But I have set some goals for myself this week and I am...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 7 Responses Mar 29, 2009

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    First Step

    Yesterday was just an ordinary day. I did not dread it. It was around 7pm and I got on the bus and went shopping. The sky was filled with dark clouds and pieces of sunset. The air was moist and "beachy". I was calm and content buying groceries. I happen to look in the jewelry...
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe 22-25 Sep 14, 2011

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    Height of idiotic censorship.. Oops! Your content, merry christmas 🎅 .. to one and all, was removed because it violated our community guidelines. Click the following link to...
    thebartender thebartender 26-30, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    This life is like a dream. By the blink of an eye, it can all disappear. Everything. We don't wake up in the morning because we are good people. We all do bad things. We all...
    GhostBride GhostBride 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 1

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    Okay, so this me wanting to vent about some stuff. I don't expect anyone to have sympathy for my small problems. I am afraid of having to work. Sue me. I am about to finish my the...
    PeterPalmer PeterPalmer 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 3

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    Firstly I would like to say that I arrived at these most important principles after what I could term a whirlwind of experiences, mostly negative, that helped to shape these...
    KingDee2 KingDee2 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 11

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    I'm so happy and thankfull for being alive. I'm so happy that I can hear music and see colors and beautiful peoples and landscapes. And I'm so thankful that I have really good...
    marko1234567 marko1234567 22-25, M Dec 7

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    Active efforts to work on our marriage are "on-hold" to an extent over the holidays at my wife's insistence, though I struggle to believe good things can come from letting serious...
    WishfulGuy WishfulGuy 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 15

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    I'm still alive. I'm still alive and well... No matter what knocks me down again, no matter ow tempting death may be, I'll live on. Now i have, even if it is the smallest...
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M Nov 25

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    I think being a real man is very difficult But I think that my father is a real man coz when he was only 6 years old he started working and for small money he did very hard jobs...
    Stevejons Stevejons 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 3

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    I Being Alone Well, I guess he'll make it official tomorrow. Hubby went berserk because he broke into my laptop and found an email I had sent to an ex boyfriend I ran into here...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 7

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    I have sealed myself into a safe little box over the years. I am rediscovering myself now and branching out. I have blamed my husband for being controlling, but have realized that...
    NWBiggirl420 NWBiggirl420 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 3

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    What if Ive done everything you're suppose to to feel for filled and its not enough. Volunteering, a job working with elementary kids, college, good grades, being a kind, silly...
    jcbinns jcbinns 18-21, F Dec 5

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    Good morning everyone - working from home today and could do with being distracted in a fun and sexy way.
    Barnesgirl Barnesgirl 31-35 5 Responses Dec 8

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    Well, I am suppose to live that is why I am alive. When my time is up, I will head for my Grave. I have had felt and wished more than once that, "the earth to Split in Two so I...
    Cowsir66 Cowsir66 41-45, T 2 Responses Nov 27

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    I hate being poor... I hate it when I have to save my money for my next week allowance... I hate it when we don't have any television or dvd...I hate it when we have no money to...
    kiendy123 kiendy123 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I'm so happy I'm alive. By this it means that I'm happy I haven't killed myself yet. I'm honestly so proud of myself but also scared for the future and if I can handle it before I...
    mckennaolsen mckennaolsen 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 4

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    So... Today I was walking around to try to clear my head. I have bad depression, and I'm an introvert, and I have been surrounded by loud people non-stop for two weeks. And that...
    oaktheprof oaktheprof 16-17, M Dec 6

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    The sight of Ferguson outrage is a very welcome. It shows that America is still living and not dead. One year back there were the wall-street protests which were a very encouraging...
    aproudwoman aproudwoman 46-50, F Dec 8

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    I think of suicide every day. It might actually be caused by a friend problem but I don't know. I feel that if it wasn't to keep a friend alive I would not be here.
    mickeymousecupcakelover mickeymousecupcakelover 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    Ok I don't want to be alive anymore anyone got any ideas to kill myself?
    Thatrandompersonme1 Thatrandompersonme1 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 13

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    carecc13 carecc13 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 14

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    I'm one of the revolutionary in Bahrain I faced the policemen who tried to kill anyone who Protest in the road to reach his voice to the government and fighting for their FREEDOM...
    Al3qeed Al3qeed 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    adeleccaa adeleccaa 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    adeleccaa adeleccaa 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    carry11 carry11 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    carry11 carry11 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    You can not live here one day without being tampered with in one simple and natural rights ! they think they love god more than any population becoz they are muslims ! trying to...
    Mariam1996 Mariam1996 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    A workout and being a bit artsy lol
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M Nov 26

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    I've been a size 16-20 my whole life. I started working out and changing my eating habits and now I absolutely love being naked! I liked it before, but I love it now! It's just I...
    JDanielle7 JDanielle7 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 3

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    i want to start going to the gym to workout and get me back into shape and loses same what but the fear of being judged by others is holding me back. i can see my self going to...
    wolf2020 wolf2020 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 10

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    When I was 6 years old my father wasn't doing well but I didn't feel it Life was simple without any problems But when I became 12 years old I felt like depressed My friend were...
    Stevejons Stevejons 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 11

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    I love being tied down and dominated.
    livyya livyya 18-21, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I am 21 years old, and live away from home, but am staying at my parents' house for a couple of weeks while I recover from a surgical procedure that was carried out at a nearby...
    spankedtom spankedtom 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    My dad tried to strangle me today....on Christmas...he was going to kill me.... But my mom who was coming to get me to take me and my brother home....to her house my parents are...
    Alli13146 Alli13146 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    Sore throat since Saturday ... I feel like I'm being punished for not having much Christmas spirit ... PA says it's allergies ... A more accurate word would be torture
    bleubyrd bleubyrd 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    Yesterday I took a rest day and totally regretted it. After working out I just feel better and have a much more positive mood. I plan on working out today for sure!
    DrunkGiraffe DrunkGiraffe 26-30, M 3 Responses Dec 11

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    My younger days were happy days.. I did not care about the world and was just your avverage kid. It had friends and a girlfriend now and then. When i was little i always said i...
    lifeaintshit lifeaintshit 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    I need so much help to end this. I am so weak and I know that hes not treating me like I deserve. Almost 7years and taking me for granted. How are you ending this and what is...
    blue963 blue963 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    You want to know what living life to the fullest actually is? It's waking up on a Monday morning with no complaints and no regrets. It's knowing you always deserve to laugh and be...
    Tonia248 Tonia248 51-55, F 3 Responses Nov 28

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    Hi. I am a man, well not just a man, but a father. I am 30 years old and I can't seem to stop being so damn stupid. With every step forward I take I lose sense of direction and...
    aintlife1000 aintlife1000 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 4

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    Hi. I am a man, well not just a man, but a father. I am 30 years old and I can't seem to stop being so damn stupid. With every step forward I take I lose sense of direction and...
    aintlife1000 aintlife1000 26-30, M Dec 4

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