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I Am Worried About Ellemeza

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 6 People

    Ellemeza?

    Yeah.  Hope she got through it OK, whatever it was.  
    grendelan grendelan 46-50, M Nov 30, 2010

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    3 1/2 Months Later

    I think we can all assume the worst. I hate to, but how could anyone write this and never come back. I just re-read her blog. I had no idea how bad things were going... are going? I sent her a message just now, but since I haven't heard from anyone here (some of you told me that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 28, 2008

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    I Miss Ellemeza

      I miss her deeply. I still think about her once in a while, and say a prayer for her. She was such an inspiration to me and many others. In my heart I believe she is OK, I do not believe she would harm herself. But I do realize that it is possible...
    mikebob mikebob 46-50, M Oct 31, 2009

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    3 Weeks Now...

    Has anyone heard anything from her or about her? Doesn't anyone hear have a way of contacting her in the real world? I am really worried. It has been 3 weeks and no one has heard anything.     July 23, 2008 She still hasn't checked in here at EP, at least not under...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 29, 2008

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    Ep Strong One

    Many of you know Ellemeza. She is long time member of EP. She has been a source of strength within this community. Her profliel remains open but she has deleted everything off of it. More concerning to me than that is the blog she wrote talking about suicide. Please keep her...
    ColorMeReal ColorMeReal 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 9, 2008

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    6 Months

    Anyone have any thoughts, nearly 6 months later? I didn't want to give up, but unless she's in a psych ward, I think she's gone.... really gone. I guess there's a point where I should just give up trying to contact people who have been gone more than three months.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 1, 2008

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    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Mar 30

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    SunshineAnderson13 SunshineAnderson13 22-25, F a week ago

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    Haven't had anything significant in nearly two days now. I haven't exercised at all either. I have symptoms still but they have been minor. I know it's dangerous for me to exercise...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 5 days ago

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    DavidHamilton1 DavidHamilton1 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Mar 25

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    Ugh I wanna be 18 NOW. I wanna live with my loves and not be lonely and ehh...
    EchoShine EchoShine 13-15, F Mar 27

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    Sleeping terribly. Woke up and my heart was insane. I put my hand to my chest and could feel my heart beats practically leaping out of my skin! Then they went sideways?! It hurt...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Mar 28

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    my best friend of 15 years, now both between the ages of 26-28, recently came out of the closet and now is in a relationship with a female. i accepted it just like any true friend...
    prachtig prachtig 26-30, F Mar 29

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    I don't know if you know josie died last December 31rst
    Goldman16 Goldman16 16-17, F Mar 29

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    Last night my heart was really bad. I wish I knew what was wrong. Got fed up I took two sprays of the heart spray. Didn't get any sleep either and I'm soooooooooooooo tired. Sick...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Apr 8

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    Oh man I can't deal with this heart problem. I have to go back to the doctors but I don't want to. I'm positive something is wrong. It annoys me a lot. It happens only at night...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Apr 10

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    Went for a walk today to help. I know exercise helps it. I've had an awful headache all day. I thought it was from tiredness and I did have an awful sleep as well but it continues...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 3 Responses Apr 11

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    Back to doctors again tomorrow. It's only gotten worse. Have continuous throbbing on my right side that started up two nights ago
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    She still isnt better. And she got sick last year the day after thanksgiving...
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge 16-17, F Apr 14

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    Beast16 Beast16 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    Past few days I've been hit with incredible tiredness. I've only been sleeping for the past 2 days 4-5 hours with interrupted sleep. I have "slept" for 12 hours the other day but...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Apr 16

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    My health hasn't been to bad today. Some minor throbbing in my legs and some numbness and loss of feeling in body parts but no throbbing around my heart or chest or stomach. Was...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 6 days ago

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    chuckzares chuckzares 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    I'm pretty sure she's still suicidal and I don't think I can do anything to help without overstepping the boundary of best friend/creepy T-T
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