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    This has been a terrible sunday.

    I have to study for an important assignment and presentation for this week, but somehow everyone has problems today and I cant stop worrying. I wake up to texts from two of my closest friends. One, from a friend that struggles with depression, saying that shes done something...
    moretotheeyes moretotheeyes 18-21, F Nov 29, 2015

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    The day I go back home from vacation.

    Like, wow. Okay then. Love you too mother nature. Aha anyways, if you're reading this bestie. Please don't worry about me, i'll be fine. I won't be able to talk to you for a bit, I promise i'll text you when i'm home or as soon as I can. Hopefully it won't be as bad. As you...
    MysticalBlade MysticalBlade 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2014

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    So today I found out

    that the rumor that my favorite teacher got hurt while going safety inspections in the shops. He was in welding and he was checking a shelf that had pipes on it the shelf fell and he got knocked out of the tool room and he is out with a bad concussion. I'm close to this teacher...
    CaptainDragoness CaptainDragoness 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    How am I ever going to be able to have sex with

    someone. I'm still undecided as to whether or not sex with another person is appealing to me or not. Right now it just doesn't seem appealing at all. ************ is entirely satisfying of my sexual needs. I'm going through this whole awful struggle to try to get myself...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    I got on the track team

    and I'm happy and we have a meet this Tuesday and Thursday, but I'm one of the slowest on the team, and my best may not be good enough, and I'm trying to be friends with a girl, that I find attractive on the track team
    dominick6 dominick6 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 19, 2015

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    so my current manager is leaving tomorrow.

    I heard our new manager who is taking over is very strict and not a very nice person. I really hope that I don't get in his way and that he likes my work.
    BeautifulSoul09 BeautifulSoul09 18-21, F Nov 23, 2015

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    Love. Hate. Pain. Fear.

    Happiness. Joy. Worry. Take my heart and make it free. No, it's caged. It cannot move from this struggle. This love it is so held by. I like it. I love it. It's caged with love. But then, every so often, it leaves. The love is replaced with an eerie moan. One that cries "hate...
    seasalticecream seasalticecream 18-21, M Jun 18, 2014

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    A girl in one of my classes was telling me how

    she had nowhere to stay the night except for a girl's place who she wasn't comfortable staying at. I somewhat know her so being the person I am, i told her she could stay at my place. Now that I'm thinking about it i have no idea why I'd do that because it's going to be so...
    sunuii sunuii 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2015

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    I NEED YOU TO VOTE. THE FUTURE OF THE WORLD

    DEPENDS ON IT! I'm not trying to rile anyone up but I need you to vote this year! If trump becomes president I just might kill myself. I'm afraid for the future of the worlds this man takes office. I understand that the president doesn't have that much power. But this man could...
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    One of my EP friends has not been online

    since April 8. Her last story was written on April 4 and it was from the experience group "I see not point in living" and that is what's worrying me. I hope she only quit EP and didn't do anything impulsive, like suicide.
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 6, 2014

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    I really hope there is somebody worried about

    my things together with me. I think when I am worried about my things so much, anybody who treat I'm fine is not my friend. Nester, after I prompted him for reviewing my papers for almost 5 years but still hadn't finished the review, isn't worried about me. I once told him I...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself 26-30, F Jan 24

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    I've had this lump on the top of my nose

    for about 2 weeks now. I've been getting increasingly worried about it as it seems to be growing bigger and turning red. so I asked my mum to book an appointment with my gp. she's done this but it's next Friday. my nan used to work in a doctors place and she said it might be a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Apr 19, 2015

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    Am I the only one who flips outs

    if your parents don't answer the phone, always thinking something bad happened? Like I'm having a nervous breakdown!
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 27, 2014

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    So it's about 5AM and I haven't slept (unless

    you count the nap I overslept from 3PM to 8 PM) because I've been stressed about school and the speech auditions I have today. For one thing, my precalc grade is down to a C because I haven't taken this test (which I'm supposed to make up before school starts tomorrow). I'm sort...
    iamofnothing iamofnothing 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 12, 2015

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    "Kinda stressing like I'm gonna have a heart

    attack, it's been an hour and you haven't even hit me back, baby keep it real, tell me what's the deal, 'cause I miss you, you don't know how this feels, and I know it's complicated, this always happens when I'm wasted..." I keep telling myself not to listen to 3am by Meghan...
    Naty73 Naty73 13-15, M Nov 18, 2015

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    It's a bad thing to be educated

    and having problems. I am a neuroscience major psychology minor and know a TON about mental disorders and things to do with the brain. I am very aware that when students learn about these things they will sometimes think they have the disorders when really they don't. I'm always...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2015

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    My doctor won't let me get a d-dimer blood test

    because I've had it done before. Way back in May. I don't see why I can't get it done again. What does it matter if I've had it before? I have had some suspicious lung clot symptoms for two weeks. Doesn't mean it is but yeah...I worry too much. Don't get why they'd never go a...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 46-50 1 Response Dec 29, 2015

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    I have a maternal genetic skin condition.

    I called it leopard dots.My great granny had so many tiny white spots on her legs and thighs. My granny has a lot. My mom has quite a few. I have a few, but now the number has increased. I have about eight now. Some are not noticeable because they are so tiny. What are they? Why...
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 22-25, F Nov 16, 2015

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    I got a phone call today from my family saying

    my little sister is missing.
    WhiskeyRoger369 WhiskeyRoger369 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 17, 2015

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    Worried about my health.

    .I don't trust docs so i put off seeing them.There's a couple of health issues that concern me though and i feel i do need to see a doc for.I had this kinda health scare today,i had some bad pain today,worried about that don't wanna get into details cause talking about this only...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 10, 2015

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    It might sound stupid

    but even on a good day when I am feeling great when you talk about weird things with your friends like how do you think your going to die ? I only see suicide ... I don't want sympathy or people telling me there is always other options, I just want to know whether that is bad...
    Kamarshmallow Kamarshmallow 13-15 Jun 1, 2014

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    so.... i passed 3 of my classes with A's.

    but my 4th class (math) i ended with a 65.7 and i'm stressing out because i need at least a C (70 or better) to keep my scholarship..... technically, i passed the class, but will the enrollment services pardon my final score? i tried my best.... help?! *Edit Update: i went to...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2015

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    I suspect a friend of mine's daughter might be

    expecting a baby. The daughter is still a teen and her mum works as a nurse so a lot of the time the daughter is on her own or with her dad. Her dad is a heavy drinker and I'm not convinced he's going to take the news well that is if he doesn't already know.
    AlisonH1974 AlisonH1974 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 30, 2015

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    chianamaree chianamaree 13-15, F 3 Responses May 11, 2014

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    So this is it, I am in 5th grade this 2015 &

    2016. Last year to see my friends (unless they go to my school). I have a small crush on two of them. Three of them are going in the Acarage, which is where my cousin lives. One of them are going to Wellington Landings Midd.. And the last is going to Crestwood. WTF DO I DO?
    ZACHhill ZACHhill 22-25, M Dec 1, 2015

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    dear God, a friend of mine on EP was trying to

    comfort me by saying that "God picks his favourite flower first". dearest good lord.. what if I told you that your fav happens to be my fav creature in the entire world. it's true that what we have is not the most intimate connection, but please know that I love you dearly...
    ledina ledina 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2015

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    Sigh. She works in Dubai.

    Her leave was not answered, so she decided to resign. After she resigned, things get more complicated. She told me she resigned on 23 March but her employer wants her to work until 23 April. Sigh. And she thought the visa cancellation only takes few days but now she was told...
    EasyOrange EasyOrange 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 6, 2015

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    dear fav flower, I am happy to see

    that you are doing a lot better.. from time to time, when u get a bit too quiet.. I'll stare blankly at your tummy to see if it moves up and down. I'm getting stronger! I don't cry as much anymore these days ;) day after day, doctor surprises me with new findings. I know I'm...
    ledina ledina 26-30, F Dec 14, 2015

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    I think Father wants me to fight the demons.

    I'm getting messages. He doesn't want me to do what I'm doing now, which is basically burying my head in the sand. I know I'm supposed to be a warrior and not shy from battle. But I feel that a good warrior needs to know when to retreat and deal with their wounds. Last night...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I am in a serious relationship with this guy

    for over a year and we are very in love, we planned to get married and were so happy...only problem...he's part of an African tribe thing and he's the middle child so he HAS to be in a arranged marriage that his grandfather already picked...he got brandded and now I nor he knows...
    Myrhazwa Myrhazwa 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    Today is the day my ex is supposed to pick up

    my son.I decided to take him over to my friends house, just in case he decides to drive over to my house. Im afraid I will have to go to court soon. I dont want that. I know I cant keep this up for too long. So I have to come up with a plan.
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I'm a deeply imaginative person.

    It's why I have such interesting dreams. But my imagination extends in both directions, and can either be magical and fun or highly disturbing and awful. I'm starting to realize this. I want to stay out of the dark side of my brain, as stupidly edgy as that sounds. I've been...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 1 Response May 18, 2015

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    I am failing Algebra 2 right now,

    and I highly doubt that I will pass the final. I have only passed about 3 tests in that class this entire semester. I hope that a job will still hire me with that F. I will get kicked out of the police explorer program for having below a C average, so I don't plan on sticking...
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 2 Responses May 6, 2015

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    Where is my dad? What has happened to him?

    Is he happy? Has he found peace? Will I see him again? I really don't know. Nobody can tell me! I miss him so much. I am so sorry for the time I didn't spend with him when I should have. I am scared he is angry with me. Does God care for him now? I regret so much I love you dad...
    Littlebikiechick Littlebikiechick 41-45, F Feb 24, 2014

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    Wanting to fix things,

    but cant. Hate seeing pain in peoples life. I wish their was more I could do....but I cant
    msvanish0 msvanish0 46-50, F 2 Responses May 8, 2015

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    I mentioned that thing

    before where I never wake up naturally, I would literally just sleep and continuously dream all day long unless I set alarms and force myself up, and even then I'm tired and could easily fall back asleep. And the other morning when I was trying to wake up I experienced the...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F Dec 26, 2015

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    Lol, we're camping and I'm literally being made

    fun of for having anxiety and worrying all the time. A bunch of my "friends" are all drinking and I said I wasn't going to because I'm the one who's driving everyone back to campsite tonight. Thanks guys!! Y'all are so nice.
    TheSongPlaysWithin TheSongPlaysWithin 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 6, 2014

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    About two weeks I've been awaiting a CT scan

    for my brain. It sucks waiting when I have these symtpoms. I can't go to hospital because they think I'm crazy. It's frightening living with what I live with. I haven't received any letter and on a non urgent waiting list so could be waiting months!! It sucks because I don't...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 46-50 3 Responses Dec 27, 2015

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    yes I am for my girlfriend I love her

    so much and she's going through a tough sometimes I think does she deserve someone like me she's the smartest girl I know she's better then me in a lot of ways but I love her I just wish I could help her through the tough time she's going through if you read this I love you
    natsufairy12 natsufairy12 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 5, 2015

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    I'm on latuda, and I can't help

    but worry about a lot of things. One is how am I going to pay for it? Another oNE is am I on a drug that's going to control my life? Like Ive notices without latuda I start to experience bad anxiety and I feel extremely antsy and worried about lots of stuff... sigh... I'm just...
    xXverlorenXx xXverlorenXx 22-25, M Nov 7, 2015

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    I am worried about my dadmy mom does not say

    nothing to me is just my aunt who is my and his best friend too told me he is sick! ... i can not help him because he does tell me anything too! he is my best friend of all i had , he always help and held me all the time and i do not want to loose him :'(( 
    lovingCuteSmartGirl lovingCuteSmartGirl 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 2, 2015

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    I know you are feeling very uncomfortable with

    your state of health. Despite non-stop pleas, you haven't told me a single word about how serious is your condition.. Your answers are so vague, I stopped listening to them a while back. I love you dearly, I really do. however, ur behaviour these past couple of days has been...
    ledina ledina 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 5, 2015

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    Im afraid One day we'll go from hanging

    out/talking everyday to one day we awkwardly meet up again and greet eachother by saying " woah i havent Seen you in a year" "Its been forever" . maybe youll forget my name, maybe youll forget my face. We will no longer exist to eachother. Life goes on unfortunatly.
    raynbow32 raynbow32 18-21, F Jun 6, 2015

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    I have a weird fear in the back of my head

    that my dad hurt me when I was a baby. It just kind of lurks there. I'm just trying to think of why I was so disturbed as a kid. Was it solely mental illness or was it due to environmental factors? I would get SO SCARED at night, and all of those incredibly violent nightmares...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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