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    Am I the only one who flips outs

    if your parents don't answer the phone, always thinking something bad happened? Like I'm having a nervous breakdown!
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 27, 2014

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    Feeling Helpless

    I am sitting in the hospital beside her bed. She's fast asleep, fever finally settling to normal after almost a month of blistering highs and constant trips to the doctor. The misdisgnosis are mounting up now and I wonder what it has cost her. I am finally a step closer to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 3, 2012

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    I'm a deeply imaginative person.

    It's why I have such interesting dreams. But my imagination extends in both directions, and can either be magical and fun or highly disturbing and awful. I'm starting to realize this. I want to stay out of the dark side of my brain, as stupidly edgy as that sounds. I've been...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response May 18

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    Love. Hate. Pain. Fear.

    Happiness. Joy. Worry. Take my heart and make it free. No, it's caged. It cannot move from this struggle. This love it is so held by. I like it. I love it. It's caged with love. But then, every so often, it leaves. The love is replaced with an eerie moan. One that cries "hate...
    seasalticecream seasalticecream 16-17, M Jun 18, 2014

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    I don't know if I will be able to fit in.

    I am leaving everything I know behind and going to a new thing. I want to do it so badly, and I hate that I have to wait. But at the same time, I am scared.
    amyo33 amyo33 22-25 1 Response Mar 12

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    I don't even know what I'm worried about yet.

    My husband had an issue at work, no problem he followed the orders he was given fixed the issue and wrote out an action plan about what he did to fix the issue and what he will do to insure it doesn't happen again. He then had a meeting about the issue to present his action plan...
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I've been sleeping like crazy all this week!

    I went to bed at 2:40 am, which is slightly earlier than I normally go to bed. Usually I sleep 8 hours. So I should have woken up at 10:40 am right?! No! I just woke up now and it's 1 pm!! What the heck?!
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F May 21

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    One of my EP friends has not been online

    since April 8. Her last story was written on April 4 and it was from the experience group "I see not point in living" and that is what's worrying me. I hope she only quit EP and didn't do anything impulsive, like suicide.
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 6, 2014

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    ....I'm worried. She's not responding.

    She's not saying anything to me. I think the worst, I always do, I'm panicking, my heart is pounding, I can't breathe at the same time I'm breathing too much I'm only typing this because I have no idea what else to do I think I'm going to be sick. Where is she, what is she...
    SunnysBlueForever SunnysBlueForever 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12, 2014

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    Where is my dad? What has happened to him?

    Is he happy? Has he found peace? Will I see him again? I really don't know. Nobody can tell me! I miss him so much. I am so sorry for the time I didn't spend with him when I should have. I am scared he is angry with me. Does God care for him now? I regret so much I love you dad...
    Littlebikiechick Littlebikiechick 41-45, F Feb 24, 2014

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    It's late. The doorbell rings,

    but nobody would answer it. I normally wouldn't either, but it wouldn't stop. Open the door..."What the hell happened to your eye?" There's my roommate's and my friend standing there, obviously injured and kind of out of it. "I got jumped," she said. She asked where roommate was...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 31-35 1 Response May 2

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    In the state of New South Wales,

    Australia, there is an extreme storm that's causing havoc. It is not a cyclone but it's a wild spinning system. The NEWS just said that Police has confirmed that 3 people have been killed in the weather. I live in a completely different state but it's quite scary.
    Delphi111 Delphi111 13-15, M Apr 20

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    Augusta!

    I am so worried about my bestfriend from high school, she is so f'ucked up. She lives with an @$$hole of a man. He has just recently started to beat her. I know that it is hard for, she came from an abusive home. All of this has to make old memories come up. I feel so bad that I...
    hellontheheart hellontheheart 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2012

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    Lol, we're camping and I'm literally being made

    fun of for having anxiety and worrying all the time. A bunch of my "friends" are all drinking and I said I wasn't going to because I'm the one who's driving everyone back to campsite tonight. Thanks guys!! Y'all are so nice.
    TheSongPlaysWithin TheSongPlaysWithin 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 6, 2014

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    I am worried about my dadmy mom does not say

    nothing to me is just my aunt who is my and his best friend too told me he is sick! ... i can not help him because he does tell me anything too! he is my best friend of all i had , he always help and held me all the time and i do not want to loose him :'(( 
    lovingCuteSmartGirl lovingCuteSmartGirl 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    Super Worried

    My girlfriend went back to her country. She had a mansion there.not really as big as a mansion but we call it a mansion. It was haunted. My girlfriend never wanted to go back to that house but my girlfriend's mum thinks that if they have a house why must they live in a hotel...
    LuCiFeRz LuCiFeRz 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2013

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    This really tough girl from the school next to

    mine says she is gonna beat me up next Thursday (I'm writing this on a Saturday), when she'll be coming to my school to do an exam. (I am a girl too, btw) She is a year older than me and also taller and bigger, and she is... well, the typical girl who drinks a lot and smokes...
    Wildheart919 Wildheart919 13-15, F 1 Response May 9

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    About Friendships

    My best friend seems to go on facebook more and more. She is 'meeting' people who are all probably really nice and all, just it seems to me that she's drifting away: and I'm scared. She was talking to me on msn the other day, and she mentioned a load of peole who I don't know at...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 5, 2010

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    He says that he likes me

    but I am worried that since I hate myself he will never truly like me. I am worried to like him because how can I guarantee I like someone when I don't even like myself.
    blondechick0130 blondechick0130 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 31, 2014

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    I'm a 16 year old girl.

    I live with my mom and my 18 year old brother. He's been acting completely weird for a couple months now. Its like he never asleep, constantly awake at night yet asleep during the day.. my mom works the night shift so shes at work from 11pm - 7:30am. Lately i've been waking up...
    kaaligirl kaaligirl 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 5, 2014

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    I had medical exam yesterday,

    not sure how I did. The last part of it was the eye examination. I think I'm having a blurry vision. It is scaring me, I used to have a 20/20 vision. I'm thinking of going for a check up this week.
    dimples004 dimples004 22-25, F 3 Responses May 11, 2014

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    Can't get ahold of a good friend.

    Her husband strangled her recently and she's been trying to sort out the situation. I haven't been able to get ahold of her for two days. I just hope she's ok and he hasn't done anything to her.
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F 1 Response May 5

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    That I will be called ugly (again)-

    which is why I didn't have a profile picture up before... That I am not good enough... That I will fall asleep while typing lml.. That I will never be completely happy again... That I will lose my family... That I will say the wrong thing... Lastly, that I worry too much ~_~
    SuperRose27 SuperRose27 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am failing Algebra 2 right now,

    and I highly doubt that I will pass the final. I have only passed about 3 tests in that class this entire semester. I hope that a job will still hire me with that F. I will get kicked out of the police explorer program for having below a C average, so I don't plan on sticking...
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 2 Responses May 6

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    Sweat....

    Hands shaking peace of mind completely out the door. Every thing I see and hear bothers me. Like if I look in one direction what is coming next. When I get to high school will I fail a test or get expelled. Will i get to college or kill myself by them. Will anyone miss me or with...
    cookie285 cookie285 16-17, F Apr 10, 2012

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    About several things currently.

    Typing them down so they can be out of my head. 1) Organic chemistry this summer. It's going to be so much work with so little time to study. I really can't afford to keep getting C's if I want to recover my gpa for grad school. 2) My lab position next year. I was granted a...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F May 18

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    Do any of you ever feel like your stomach is

    empty? Like you can eat a big plate of food and still feel hungry?
    MkyaEd MkyaEd 16-17, F 3 Responses May 28, 2014

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    Worried

    I thought I was doing the right thing my staying with her even after she aborted my baby many years ago now finally apart happy I finally got away from her. now sad and worried I wasted so much time with wrong girl I will never find the right one and have the wife and family I...
    apache68 apache68 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 27, 2010

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    I don't like my new laptop

    and I feel upset because I feel like I was tricked into getting it. I was going to get the same kind as the one I used to have, I really liked that kind, and some sales guy showed me this other laptop that was supposedly better and would have normally been way more expensive...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    So my boyfriend hasn't texted me in 3 days.

    He can only text off wi-fi so I don't know if wi-fi messed up or him and I are over. So either I need to move on and find a new guy, or wait and see if he texts me...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    I am worried that one day my moms Gonna go

    through my phone, find this, show my stepdad, and both of them shake their head in disappointment.
    SleepIsLife321 SleepIsLife321 13-15, F 6 Responses Apr 6

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    My little cousin who's 9 lost her mom about 2-3

    years ago. We knew at that time that she really wouldn't understand why or how. I don't know why we expected smooth sailing with her after with no issues. But she should've been in therapy from that moment to work out whatever feelings she may have had. Now that she is 9. I...
    Nottheaveragegirl Nottheaveragegirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    I am worried about my little dachshund.

    She has a UTI and a bladder stone the size of a chicken egg. She been so moody lately and will snap at anyone for anything. She also has welts and bumps the recently appeared on her stomach. I'm worried that she might be getting sicker.
    UchigawaNiShinda UchigawaNiShinda 13-15, F Jul 10, 2014

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    At this time in my life,

    I have to make a very tough decision. A decision for my future, for our future. But, deep in my heart, there's this pain because I know I have to sacrifice my time with my loved one. Truthfully, Im quite worried of everything. I dont know. No matter what solution I think, I...
    theoabern0741 theoabern0741 26-30 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I got on the track team

    and I'm happy and we have a meet this Tuesday and Thursday, but I'm one of the slowest on the team, and my best may not be good enough, and I'm trying to be friends with a girl, that I find attractive on the track team
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 19

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    My mom just called me Argentina?

    ??!! That's not my name?????!!!
    SleepIsLife321 SleepIsLife321 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I am sick and I must get better in 2 days,

    oh actually 1 and a 1/2. I need to board a plane on Friday to go to the Philippines on a mission trip to help the underprivileged. This trip is huge to me, I don't even have the money to go on this trip, I was financially supported and sponsored, I can't let people down! My...
    Hannacappucio Hannacappucio 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    I have a graduating sister,

    and she will graduate this May, thank God. She's been very busy. She has to do her thesis, and go different places to cover some events, requirements, appointments. These require not getting enough sleep to finish it all. I'm starting to worry about her health. Every time she...
    Awesome003 Awesome003 13-15, F Apr 3

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    As the cold slowly envelopes my body,

    I am worried. The snow piles up. Endless snowflakes fall from the sky. They vary in size, sometimes they're small, sometimes they're big. Soon the world will darken. I fear the snow storm because it has the ability to take away so many things. My power. It's not ridiculous even...
    LonelyRollingStar LonelyRollingStar 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    Sigh. She works in Dubai.

    Her leave was not answered, so she decided to resign. After she resigned, things get more complicated. She told me she resigned on 23 March but her employer wants her to work until 23 April. Sigh. And she thought the visa cancellation only takes few days but now she was told...
    EasyOrange EasyOrange 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    chianamaree chianamaree 13-15, F 3 Responses May 11, 2014

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    My best friend went to the hospital on saturday

    and she had a deadly high tempeture. They did some tests. And they found out he has a very dangerous heart infection, so she needs to go to a special hospital. The infection has spread in her heart and might spread further. To be honest i am worried sick about her.
    guitarsongwriter guitarsongwriter 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2014

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    I have been out sick from work the last 4 days.

    One of my coworkers just messaged me that she and another coworker were terminated today. I'm not sure if there was any reason outside of finances, but I'm still worried. Employers are notorious at undervaluing positions they don't fully understand. I'm just hoping my superiors...
    frostyflower frostyflower 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    My dad comes home tomorrow.

    It's causing me stress. I have so many conflicting feelings on my dad. Long story short he's a control freak with anger management issues. Also somewhat immature and acts like a teenage boy a lot of the time. Throws tantrums when things don't go his way, is oblivious to others...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F May 14

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    She's going to commit suicide.

    .. She is sitting there with a knife right now, cutting herself. You promised her you'd never leave. *Tears roll down my cheeks* You promised. What have you done, Lia? What have you done?
    Creativegirl12 Creativegirl12 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2014

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    It might sound stupid

    but even on a good day when I am feeling great when you talk about weird things with your friends like how do you think your going to die ? I only see suicide ... I don't want sympathy or people telling me there is always other options, I just want to know whether that is bad...
    Kamarshmallow Kamarshmallow 13-15 Jun 1, 2014

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