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    My dad comes home tomorrow.

    It's causing me stress. I have so many conflicting feelings on my dad. Long story short he's a control freak with anger management issues. Also somewhat immature and acts like a teenage boy a lot of the time. Throws tantrums when things don't go his way, is oblivious to others...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F May 14

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    I don't like my new laptop

    and I feel upset because I feel like I was tricked into getting it. I was going to get the same kind as the one I used to have, I really liked that kind, and some sales guy showed me this other laptop that was supposedly better and would have normally been way more expensive...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F May 27

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    Super Worried

    My girlfriend went back to her country. She had a mansion there.not really as big as a mansion but we call it a mansion. It was haunted. My girlfriend never wanted to go back to that house but my girlfriend's mum thinks that if they have a house why must they live in a hotel...
    LuCiFeRz LuCiFeRz 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2013

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    This really tough girl from the school next to

    mine says she is gonna beat me up next Thursday (I'm writing this on a Saturday), when she'll be coming to my school to do an exam. (I am a girl too, btw) She is a year older than me and also taller and bigger, and she is... well, the typical girl who drinks a lot and smokes...
    Wildheart919 Wildheart919 13-15, F 1 Response May 9

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    Ard so last nite at like 12 am me

    and my friend ny were bored out our minds and we were otp and a new family moved in our neighborhood and she was like we should egg their house. I was like hell yea. So we meet up we live around the corner from each other and we had 3 eggs each cuz we wasnt tryna do no real...
    LoveEverMore LoveEverMore 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    ....I'm worried. She's not responding.

    She's not saying anything to me. I think the worst, I always do, I'm panicking, my heart is pounding, I can't breathe at the same time I'm breathing too much I'm only typing this because I have no idea what else to do I think I'm going to be sick. Where is she, what is she...
    SunnysBlueForever SunnysBlueForever 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12, 2014

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    Feeling Helpless

    I am sitting in the hospital beside her bed. She's fast asleep, fever finally settling to normal after almost a month of blistering highs and constant trips to the doctor. The misdisgnosis are mounting up now and I wonder what it has cost her. I am finally a step closer to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 3, 2012

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    Im afraid One day we'll go from hanging

    out/talking everyday to one day we awkwardly meet up again and greet eachother by saying " woah i havent Seen you in a year" "Its been forever" . maybe youll forget my name, maybe youll forget my face. We will no longer exist to eachother. Life goes on unfortunatly.
    raynbow32 raynbow32 18-21, F Jun 6

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    About Friendships

    My best friend seems to go on facebook more and more. She is 'meeting' people who are all probably really nice and all, just it seems to me that she's drifting away: and I'm scared. She was talking to me on msn the other day, and she mentioned a load of peole who I don't know at...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 5, 2010

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    chianamaree chianamaree 13-15, F 3 Responses May 11, 2014

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    About several things currently.

    Typing them down so they can be out of my head. 1) Organic chemistry this summer. It's going to be so much work with so little time to study. I really can't afford to keep getting C's if I want to recover my gpa for grad school. 2) My lab position next year. I was granted a...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F May 18

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    That I will be called ugly (again)-

    which is why I didn't have a profile picture up before... That I am not good enough... That I will fall asleep while typing lml.. That I will never be completely happy again... That I will lose my family... That I will say the wrong thing... Lastly, that I worry too much ~_~
    SuperRose27 SuperRose27 13-15, F 1 Response May 24

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    Where is my dad? What has happened to him?

    Is he happy? Has he found peace? Will I see him again? I really don't know. Nobody can tell me! I miss him so much. I am so sorry for the time I didn't spend with him when I should have. I am scared he is angry with me. Does God care for him now? I regret so much I love you dad...
    Littlebikiechick Littlebikiechick 41-45, F Feb 24, 2014

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    Today is probably one of the most weirdest day

    that I ever had.. So my friend.. My best friend is pretty much non existent today.. I haven't heard from her since this morning. So I'm really worried... Her day is pretty much schedule out from her waking hour to her sleeping hour. It is pretty much the same every single day...
    DaOneandOnlyOne DaOneandOnlyOne 18-21, F Jun 2

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    I recently took the ACT & I'm hoping I did

    decent enough. This is my 4th time taking and I really really don't want the same score.
    muhhryaa muhhryaa 18-21, F Jun 14

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    I'm a 16 year old girl.

    I live with my mom and my 18 year old brother. He's been acting completely weird for a couple months now. Its like he never asleep, constantly awake at night yet asleep during the day.. my mom works the night shift so shes at work from 11pm - 7:30am. Lately i've been waking up...
    kaaligirl kaaligirl 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 5, 2014

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    It might sound stupid

    but even on a good day when I am feeling great when you talk about weird things with your friends like how do you think your going to die ? I only see suicide ... I don't want sympathy or people telling me there is always other options, I just want to know whether that is bad...
    Kamarshmallow Kamarshmallow 13-15 Jun 1, 2014

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    One of my EP friends has not been online

    since April 8. Her last story was written on April 4 and it was from the experience group "I see not point in living" and that is what's worrying me. I hope she only quit EP and didn't do anything impulsive, like suicide.
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 6, 2014

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    Sigh. She works in Dubai.

    Her leave was not answered, so she decided to resign. After she resigned, things get more complicated. She told me she resigned on 23 March but her employer wants her to work until 23 April. Sigh. And she thought the visa cancellation only takes few days but now she was told...
    EasyOrange EasyOrange 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I got on the track team

    and I'm happy and we have a meet this Tuesday and Thursday, but I'm one of the slowest on the team, and my best may not be good enough, and I'm trying to be friends with a girl, that I find attractive on the track team
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 19

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    About whatever I say all the time,

    afraid I'll say curse words or inappropriate words or say something wrong or offensive. It's like if I like someone or care about others too much, idk it's like I'm scared of losing face or being rude. Then my elder sister who always exaggerate laughing loudly out of the blue...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 11, 2014

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    I'm a deeply imaginative person.

    It's why I have such interesting dreams. But my imagination extends in both directions, and can either be magical and fun or highly disturbing and awful. I'm starting to realize this. I want to stay out of the dark side of my brain, as stupidly edgy as that sounds. I've been...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response May 18

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    At this time in my life,

    I have to make a very tough decision. A decision for my future, for our future. But, deep in my heart, there's this pain because I know I have to sacrifice my time with my loved one. Truthfully, Im quite worried of everything. I dont know. No matter what solution I think, I...
    theoabern0741 theoabern0741 26-30 May 23

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    I just ordered a currency card

    as I'm going to ibiza next Wednesday... Before I ordered on the website it stated that would take 3 days to deliver. After I ordered it, it then said it will be delivered within 5 days. Which is kinda pushing it as I go away very early in the morning on the 5th..... The lady on...
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 29

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    Wanting to fix things,

    but cant. Hate seeing pain in peoples life. I wish their was more I could do....but I cant
    Masterskitten15 Masterskitten15 46-50, F 2 Responses May 8

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    I've been sleeping like crazy all this week!

    I went to bed at 2:40 am, which is slightly earlier than I normally go to bed. Usually I sleep 8 hours. So I should have woken up at 10:40 am right?! No! I just woke up now and it's 1 pm!! What the heck?!
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F May 21

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    I am worried about my dadmy mom does not say

    nothing to me is just my aunt who is my and his best friend too told me he is sick! ... i can not help him because he does tell me anything too! he is my best friend of all i had , he always help and held me all the time and i do not want to loose him :'(( 
    lovingCuteSmartGirl lovingCuteSmartGirl 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    My partner thinks I have an eating disorder.

    And I realized that I actually am slowly killing myself. All of my life I've dealt with anxiety and troubles with my weight and appetite. I absolutely love food and cooking and I always have. It wasn't until a few years ago that my anxiety began controlling my life, and slowly...
    MyMindCravesNectar MyMindCravesNectar 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    She's going to commit suicide.

    .. She is sitting there with a knife right now, cutting herself. You promised her you'd never leave. *Tears roll down my cheeks* You promised. What have you done, Lia? What have you done?
    Creativegirl12 Creativegirl12 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2014

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    Sweat....

    Hands shaking peace of mind completely out the door. Every thing I see and hear bothers me. Like if I look in one direction what is coming next. When I get to high school will I fail a test or get expelled. Will i get to college or kill myself by them. Will anyone miss me or with...
    cookie285 cookie285 16-17, F Apr 10, 2012

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    Am I the only one who flips outs

    if your parents don't answer the phone, always thinking something bad happened? Like I'm having a nervous breakdown!
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 27, 2014

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    About my summer classes.

    The first week of classes I didn't really study at all or so any homework. I was just too tired. My on campus housing hadn't opened up yet so I was commuting from a friend's. I had no time to rest and study and I was so sleepy and tired when I did from all the travel that I...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 2

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    Worried about my health.

    .I don't trust docs so i put off seeing them.There's a couple of health issues that concern me though and i feel i do need to see a doc for.I had this kinda health scare today,i had some bad pain today,worried about that don't wanna get into details cause talking about this only...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 10

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    So, this weird guy was messaging me

    and kept asking me for my Skype and pics. I blocked him and he hasn't been online since I blocked him. I'm afraid actually that he ended up being very mad at me..
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 24

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    Worried

    I thought I was doing the right thing my staying with her even after she aborted my baby many years ago now finally apart happy I finally got away from her. now sad and worried I wasted so much time with wrong girl I will never find the right one and have the wife and family I...
    apache68 apache68 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 27, 2010

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    I'm worried about my cat,

    he has been losing fur and has a cough, he seems weak he barely moves and when he does it's when he's hungry but he doesn't eat much when I give him food. He got stung by something but I don't know what, I asked my mom what I should give him and she said half of loratidine or...
    oddiecastillo oddiecastillo 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    Lol, we're camping and I'm literally being made

    fun of for having anxiety and worrying all the time. A bunch of my "friends" are all drinking and I said I wasn't going to because I'm the one who's driving everyone back to campsite tonight. Thanks guys!! Y'all are so nice.
    TheSongPlaysWithin TheSongPlaysWithin 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 6, 2014

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    It only takes 15 mins to go get my grandma,

    it's been 3 hours and no one can get ahold of them. I'm all alone with the baby and crying and worried. I HATE calling 911 but I'm about to...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F Jun 9

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    I'm not sure if my mom's stalker is going to

    come back and try to hurt her. I don't know anything about this guy and I know she won't tell me anything. I have my knife on me though. I only like to use it to make cuts on my arm but I'd use it to protect my mom if I had to. I know I hate her but she's still my mother and I...
    crystal234 crystal234 13-15, F Jul 4

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    I am failing Algebra 2 right now,

    and I highly doubt that I will pass the final. I have only passed about 3 tests in that class this entire semester. I hope that a job will still hire me with that F. I will get kicked out of the police explorer program for having below a C average, so I don't plan on sticking...
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 2 Responses May 6

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    Augusta!

    I am so worried about my bestfriend from high school, she is so f'ucked up. She lives with an @$$hole of a man. He has just recently started to beat her. I know that it is hard for, she came from an abusive home. All of this has to make old memories come up. I feel so bad that I...
    hellontheheart hellontheheart 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2012

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    flowergirl1997 flowergirl1997 18-21, F 2 Responses May 21

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    I've had this lump on the top of my nose

    for about 2 weeks now. I've been getting increasingly worried about it as it seems to be growing bigger and turning red. so I asked my mum to book an appointment with my gp. she's done this but it's next Friday. my nan used to work in a doctors place and she said it might be a...
    HMC17 HMC17 13-15, M 5 Responses Apr 19

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    Going on night 3 of being alone.

    Roommate is gone. A friend came and stayed over last night and made breakfast in the morning so that was cool. I've not been doing well. My brain isn't right.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Jun 28

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    Worried...

    I worry that he will sleep with another girl when he goes out and plays gigs.. I know there are so many pretty and sexy (better looking) women that would love to sleep with him because he is just amazing.. and i worry that he will go home with one some night :( I know its...
    ChristmasBaby25 ChristmasBaby25 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2010