The only thing constant in our lives is change and there is no stopping it. Changes in your homes, jobs, family, and heart. The world around us literally disintegrates before our eyes. Yet many are stuck on the could haves, should haves, and desires. Take a step back and look...
rain and desires I spend.
One mere moment of partnership,
to reflect upon my ownership.
Clouds carry away my wishes,
wind blow tiny glimpses.
When the storm passes
I will rise from the masses.
Drowning in darkness,
hoping for fondness.
Knowing in the end,
rules were made...
shattered soul to adore
For he knows how you might feel
For he feels what you might not say
He picks up your pieces
He looks at 'em, mends 'em, caresses 'em and adores 'em
He infuses life in 'em
The pieces come alive
They stab him...
Loneliness had found a fertile soil
Solitude became a habit
The habit became a man
Crushed him into a shadow........
A shadow that created an unease, unsettled others
Despite his attempts to hide........
A shadow that will never know companionship
Never find unadulterated...
It takes time to reach you
It searches the whole universe, before it gets to you
And when its true face stares you in the eye,
Hug it, make it your friend....
Suddenly from a crowd of people, it will spot you.
Lurking behind the curtain of hesitation,
Wondering whether you will...
because then it's a reality in my world. For now, this is my release and probably the only time or place I'm ever gonna even acknowledge this.. thing. I have a lot of thoughts that go unsaid.. wishes that I'll never admit to having. A part of me is afraid to wish because that...
All the lights are out. The candles are lit.
Lets just pretend that it's not because we didn't have enough to pay the bill. For a few moments.... let us let our troubles go and gaze at each other in the candle lights glow. Let us focus on the rhythm of each others voices as we...
and dream away, all the pain, wake tommorw and not remember crying, hurting feeling like I am dying.
Would I stay in this dream, never knowing what my life was to bring? Is the trials, pain, saddness that i have lived worth sacrificing the good I have?
What if I woke to a...
last" "it's a temporary thing" almost every time I post about love experiences?
why can't people just be happy for me and wish my relationship to last?? why wish something bad on someone. I've never even met you, you don't even know me (or what I'm like), I didn't do anything...
Re-tuning the strings of my heart to a beat of my own
I see optimism
I see rivers of happiness
I see fruit bearing trees
I see my soul dancing around in the cool breeze bringin out the id inside of me
I see lavish fields grazing n kissin their tips to the unbounded waves of...
It's like perching on the edge of a cliff wanting so badly to fly but unable to take that leap into the air and flap my wings.
Constantly second guessing myself, looking for and focusing on the reasons why I shouldn't just leap.
They say that you have to...
Without the element of a single word spoken, I knew you fell in love with me a second before the thought entered your own mind, and at that exact moment, an eager, yet weakened soul was granted a level of strength which only a man is bequeathed Others are capable of loving you...
and divorce, I'm have this huge basket of emotions that seem overwhelming at times. I'm anxious, excited, nervous, scared, but most of all I'm disappointed and heartbroken. Emotionally I'm already pretty detached from my h, but at the same time I am hurting and I sit and think...
As the rain hammered down,
Filling my lungs with toxic flavored air
Snapped power lines sputtered in near by puddles
The smell of garbage, ashes hung in the air
As i stood there,
Watching two big birds...
A soul wandering in darkness
Wondering if he would ever see the light again
Maybe the better days were gone
And this darkness was he had for life
The lonely life he was living
Tortured by the regrets of past
shivering memories of wrong deeds
deeds that had driven him to this...
Shiny and shimmering amongst the great grey clouds...
For my love is heavy
waiting to flee.
In stillness I wait
for a moment of serenity.
Cover you with rain
flood away all mystery.
For each moistened drop
I will caress you carefully.
Soon the sun will shine
Weary and weak she needs to speak.
With just one look everything is read like a book.
Behind her proper posture her gaze becomes the one of the watcher.
Warmth envelopes the room, wrapping you in a cocoon.
As two souls dance neither can advance.
Within this liquid...
Show me through the rest of time, that my existence is not a crime.
Touch hidden places, take away all of my disgraces. Show me how beautiful my heart is.
Let me fall into your arms, seeking shelter not harm. Whisk me away with your fancy charms.
Inside your eyes is...
for some feedback. Growing up in a small lousiana town, every boy grows the same. Same hobbies, same interests, same skills. I didn't grow up that way, I didn't spend time with those boys. I spent time dreaming, sticking to my close circle of friends and no one else. I was never...
and asking for money!
Marilyn you need to leave!
Marilyn breaks my heart.......
She is but a tiny little lady with eyes that just pierce right through you yet displays no heart or soul. She's between 50-60 years old. She is but an empty shell of a person carrying on in her...
so deep that he wasn't to able to feel his own sadnessPeople asked him if there was something wrong going onHe used to smile and nod his head in denialSurprisingly though, this would every time and with everyoneHe used to wonderCould my fake smile really light up people's hearts...
She stood there...
Dressed all in black
In the darkness, only her face was visible
Standing under the street lamp;
She stared up, without blinking
The look in her eyes......
There was no light in...
There is a place in this world where we all belong Where we can be as free as the wind and as reckless as the waves We could sleep on the sand and walk the shores Where the water will love us and we will care for it Where we can swim forever into the depths of the sea And explore...
who speaks to my mind...
The drowsy thoughts
that I cannot control
are the ones that you take over...
And that's just fine with me.
If you ask, I will answer,
and I will always wait right here.
You are beautiful,
and you are wonderful,
for your petals are the only grace
I was jogging on track one day and had my car keys in my pocket It was getting dark so I decided to leave Realised my keys had fallen out and I walked a block back to the track to see the same grungy, raggy looking man who quickly handed the keys to me and kindly told me he was...
As I sit at my desk enjoying the peaceful evening. Our lab is laying to my right on the floor and my halloween kitty is to my left curled up sleeping in the chair. As I hear a sigh behind me. I turn to look my little dog is staring watching my every move. I ask him do you want to...
Life is indeed the most tremendous of all qualities If we were to even for a single moment reflect upon Life and its trajectories, all we could be able to perceive is that Life is encompassed and has bestowed each and every one of us with excellence in each sphere and facet of...
body, and mind want. Every piece of you wants, craves, and needs something. In brief moments of silence the heart whispers. In brief moments of time the mind rests. In brief moments of quiet the body quakes. It's within these brief moments, that all that we are speaks with...
what do men want in women? it makes me ponder.. I always know exactly what I want.. but I'm trying to teach myself to accept people for who they are, that you dont hve a choice in love, when you truly love, you will love then for whoever they are..
but I realise that, the...
or place for love. It happens in the blink of an eye, in a heartbeat, a single moment.
In a throbbing, enveloping, unbridled, and passionate, flashing moment that sometimes isn't realized until it's time has already passed.
. it's nt that i didn't try to heal them..but in order for me to heal, i need you out of my life.. all of you..
you tried to pour me with love n kindness, but today,those love,those kindness seem meaningless.. valueless.. yr presence is annoying..
what i really want is, a life...
Abandoned and desolate horizon beckons, along a lonely stretch of meadow.
Sweet Vernal grass coming to a head, knowing as summer fades the frost heaves will take me over.
Sub alpine climate is far too heavy of a pull.
Sodden Nimbus lumbers overhead as it threatens to...
The familiar feeling of fear in his stomach,
Though what is about to happen is a scene that occurs every night
The calm, methodical beating,
The occasional thud....
The brief silence that follows
As if for appreciation...
your subtle breathing is lulling me near.
I have words for you, one would think to be whispered in your ear.
Not now not this way, a conversation that only my body knows.
With my finger tips lightly dancing, skin starts to glow.
Tracing your collar bone, my palm rests on your...
” he would look up
at the three clouds riding overhead,
nod at each, and go back to doing what-
ever he was doing or not doing.
If you asked for a smoke or a light,
he’d hand you whatever he found
in his pockets: a jackknife, a hankie –
usually unsoiled — a dollar bill,
Following the scents,
on the midnight breeze.
I am a wolf,
howling beneath a silver moon.
Hoping that my loyal pack,
will answer back quite soon.
I am a wolf,
standing with my beautiful mate.
We must stand strong and brave,
and face any challenges we meet.
I am a wolf...
For all their life together,
He had always kept a distance from her.....
As if she contained a poison to which he was peculiarly vulnerable
As if it is going to clean out people like him....
Her words made him panic..
They only seemed to add on to the 'negativity' around him...