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    Marilyn stop standing by the doors

    and asking for money! Marilyn you need to leave! Marilyn breaks my heart....... She is but a tiny little lady with eyes that just pierce right through you yet displays no heart or soul. She's between 50-60 years old. She is but an empty shell of a person carrying on in her...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 20

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    I Ain't Looking Back Glad I Didn't Walk The Other Way

    Walking down a lonely street darkness in the faces I meet I smile, but no one smiles back I turn to make a right but that brings on the night I try, but no ones trying back Now I'm standing alone The wind shares a groan ,the leaves are flowing the other way got my world in my...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus 51-55, M 6 Responses Jun 24, 2011

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    Does it matter where your really going?

    The only thing constant in our lives is change and there is no stopping it. Changes in your homes, jobs, family, and heart. The world around us literally disintegrates before our eyes. Yet many are stuck on the could haves, should haves, and desires. Take a step back and look...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 6 Responses Apr 27

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    If our teacher gives a seatwork to write a

    compisition about our vacation on summer my thoughts shows up and I could just write continously because my experiences are so many... I can write a composition of 2-3 pages of a pad paper (back to back) as my ideas flows. I can do that at least 20 min. So exciting when we read...
    sherahasel712 sherahasel712 13-15, F May 22, 2014

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    a friend in my circle asked this question,

    what do men want in women? it makes me ponder.. I always know exactly what I want.. but I'm trying to teach myself to accept people for who they are, that you dont hve a choice in love, when you truly love, you will love then for whoever they are.. but I realise that, the...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 2 Responses Mar 16

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    Such vast country side my limbs stretch far

    and wide. Abandoned and desolate horizon beckons, along a lonely stretch of meadow. Sweet Vernal grass coming to a head, knowing as summer fades the frost heaves will take me over. Sub alpine climate is far too heavy of a pull. Sodden Nimbus lumbers overhead as it threatens to...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 28

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    Let Us Live Superbly!

    Life is indeed the most tremendous of all qualities If we were to even for a single moment reflect upon Life and its trajectories, all we could be able to perceive is that Life is encompassed and has bestowed each and every one of us with excellence in each sphere and facet of...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus 51-55, M 6 Responses Oct 30, 2011

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    I'm a new writer looking

    for some feedback. Growing up in a small lousiana town, every boy grows the same. Same hobbies, same interests, same skills. I didn't grow up that way, I didn't spend time with those boys. I spent time dreaming, sticking to my close circle of friends and no one else. I was never...
    rydermatherne rydermatherne 18-21, M Apr 8

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    Equipoise

    Facing him across the width of the room A seasoned black leather sofa, now vacant But with irreparable depressions of long waits ........................................................................... They talked a lot Shared several silences.. The memory of such happiness...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    Essence Of Silence

    Without the element of a single word spoken, I knew you fell in love with me a second before the thought entered your own mind, and at that exact moment, an eager, yet weakened soul was granted a level of strength which only a man is bequeathed  Others are capable of loving you...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 29, 2012

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    I think the idea that we must "find our

    purpose" is set up for us to fail. You can spend your whole life searching for the perfect place where you feel like you belong, or you can start today, or tomorrow, to create the life that you want. When you create your life, you ARE that life and you belong to that life. It's...
    lizpurc925 lizpurc925 22-25, F May 21, 2014

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    This school year has been too much

    for me. I want to go home, I hate the way so many things ended up. I am depressed. I am really depressed.
    catbills catbills 18-21, M May 5, 2014

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    As He Saw...

    For all their life together, He had always kept a distance from her..... As if she contained a poison to which he was peculiarly vulnerable As if it is going to clean out people like him.... Her words made him panic.. They only seemed to add on to the 'negativity' around him...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses May 13, 2013

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    My Thoughts Tonight

    As I sit at my desk enjoying the peaceful evening. Our lab is laying to my right on the floor and my halloween kitty is to my left curled up sleeping in the chair. As I hear a sigh behind me. I turn to look my little dog is staring watching my every move. I ask him do you want to...
    Lizzy2046 Lizzy2046 46-50, F 5 Responses Oct 28, 2011

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    My mom is a fan of Hindi movies.

    Her mother however is half Chinese. I watched this movie couple of times. I liked it. The story, the feelings. This song especially... Touched me. 
    NonchalantEros NonchalantEros 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 9, 2014

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    We Belong To The Sea

    There is a place in this world where we all belong Where we can be as free as the wind and as reckless as the waves We could sleep on the sand and walk the shores Where the water will love us and we will care for it Where we can swim forever into the depths of the sea And explore...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus 51-55, M 10 Responses Aug 9, 2011

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    Can we talk... Darkness shelters this room,

    your subtle breathing is lulling me near. I have words for you, one would think to be whispered in your ear. Not now not this way, a conversation that only my body knows. With my finger tips lightly dancing, skin starts to glow. Tracing your collar bone, my palm rests on your...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 23

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    It takes a broken heart to love It takes a

    shattered soul to adore For he knows how you might feel For he feels what you might not say He picks up your pieces He looks at 'em, mends 'em, caresses 'em and adores 'em He infuses life in 'em The pieces come alive They wonder They smile They remember They forget They stab him...
    amoonlitbarn amoonlitbarn 22-25, M Jun 21

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    This day does not end,

    rain and desires I spend. One mere moment of partnership, to reflect upon my ownership. Clouds carry away my wishes, wind blow tiny glimpses. When the storm passes I will rise from the masses. Drowning in darkness, hoping for fondness. Knowing in the end, rules were made...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 2 Responses May 6

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    why would people say things like "it wouldn't

    last" "it's a temporary thing" almost every time I post about love experiences? why can't people just be happy for me and wish my relationship to last?? why wish something bad on someone. I've never even met you, you don't even know me (or what I'm like), I didn't do anything...
    kittywolfeyes kittywolfeyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 22, 2014

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    Half of the time I'm completely unaware of

    what's going on inside my head until I start to write
    BoredNerd BoredNerd 16-17, F Jun 12, 2014

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    Requiem

    The familiar feeling of fear in his stomach, Though what is about to happen is a scene that occurs every night The calm, methodical beating, The occasional thud.... The brief silence that follows As if for appreciation...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 13, 2013

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    Do Not Judge According To Appearance, But Judge With Righteous Judgment.

    I was jogging on track one day and had my car keys in my pocket It was getting dark so I decided to leave Realised my keys had fallen out and I walked a block back to the track to see the same grungy, raggy looking man who quickly handed the keys to me and kindly told me he was...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus 51-55, M 11 Responses Sep 4, 2011

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    There is so much evil in this world.

    And in each and every one of us. I feel disgusted by it and by myself. It's one of those nights I guess. God has a plan for me I know he does I just feel like a pawn. And I guess I just have to remind myself he gave me all that I have now. I'm just so tired. I'm tired of being...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 1 Response May 20, 2014

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    Translucent droplets reflect a rainbow.

    Shiny and shimmering amongst the great grey clouds... For my love is heavy waiting to flee. In stillness I wait for a moment of serenity. Cover you with rain flood away all mystery. For each moistened drop I will caress you carefully. Soon the sun will shine as I...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 6 Responses Apr 4

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    He had lost somethingSomething

    so deep that he wasn't to able to feel his own sadnessPeople asked him if there was something wrong going onHe used to smile and nod his head in denialSurprisingly though, this would every time and with everyoneHe used to wonderCould my fake smile really light up people's hearts...
    amoonlitbarn amoonlitbarn 22-25, M May 22

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    I dream And you are the only one

    who speaks to my mind... The drowsy thoughts that I cannot control are the ones that you take over... And that's just fine with me. If you ask, I will answer, and I will always wait right here. You are beautiful, and you are wonderful, for your petals are the only grace to my...
    tryingbutfailing tryingbutfailing 18-21, F Oct 17, 2014

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    A stolen glance felt by chance.

    Weary and weak she needs to speak. With just one look everything is read like a book. Behind her proper posture her gaze becomes the one of the watcher. Warmth envelopes the room, wrapping you in a cocoon. As two souls dance neither can advance. Within this liquid...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 8

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    M Ready For The Change

    Re-tuning the strings of my heart to a beat of my own I see optimism I see rivers of happiness I see fruit bearing trees I see my soul dancing around in the cool breeze bringin out the id inside of me I see lavish fields grazing n kissin their tips to the unbounded waves of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 28, 2013

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    If I called out to you in the night,

    Tried to reach your soul, gently Tugging at your heart Would you hear me, If the pain of my past began to rush over me Filling my mind with all the hopelessness Of no more tomorrow’s, What would you say to me, If the tears began to flow as I become weak, Overwhelmed by the...
    Ransammac Ransammac 46-50, M Jun 12, 2014

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    Loss

    She stood there... Frozen Dressed all in black In the darkness, only her face was visible ..................................................................... Standing under the street lamp; She stared up, without blinking The look in her eyes...... There was no light in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    Lost in dreams, Wanting it to be a reality,

    Cause what's around you seems To becoming a Mysery...
    kikus13 kikus13 18-21, F Mar 28

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    If you said “Nice day,

    ” he would look up at the three clouds riding overhead, nod at each, and go back to doing what- ever he was doing or not doing. If you asked for a smoke or a light, he’d hand you whatever he found in his pockets: a jackknife, a hankie – usually unsoiled — a dollar bill, a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 1, 2014

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    Lets Just..

    All the lights are out. The candles are lit. Lets just pretend that it's not because we didn't have enough to pay the bill. For a few moments.... let us let our troubles go and gaze at each other in the candle lights glow. Let us focus on the rhythm of each others voices as we...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 2, 2013

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    Today I am writing happy stories

    because I am happy to say that I had friends on experience project who had find either.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    When I Found Love....

    As the rain hammered down, Filling my lungs with toxic flavored air Snapped power lines sputtered in near by puddles The smell of garbage, ashes hung in the air ....................................................................... As i stood there, Watching two big birds...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 29, 2013

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    It's a stormy night, about 10:36pm

    and I'm just packing up my papers to head home. I lock the office and head down stairs to get in my car, a white 1998 chevy malibu, my mother got it for me before she passed away. I step in my car, and I start going 95mph down the highway. About 15 miles out if town I...
    Kanimaz Kanimaz 13-15, F Feb 17

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    When Day And Night In Breathless Magic Merge

    When soft the purple evening fades to slumber, When day and night in breathless magic merge, Then wakes the soul in me to wonder and wells within my heart a quivering awe The stillness of that hour now holds me fast To move, to breathe, would break the spell, But to enjoy, to...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus 51-55, M 7 Responses Jun 20, 2011

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    letter for my h**** I just want to let this out

    of me, I love you so deeply but I am not prepare to have this marriage as it is. I know I tend to complained a lot but Its just hard to stand here and see that everything that we built seem to be falling apart. I know I pretty much screw up in some things, that probably the...
    dylan4444 dylan4444 31-35, F Jun 5, 2014

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    The wounds from the past are still bleeding.

    . it's nt that i didn't try to heal them..but in order for me to heal, i need you out of my life.. all of you.. you tried to pour me with love n kindness, but today,those love,those kindness seem meaningless.. valueless.. yr presence is annoying.. what i really want is, a life...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 4 Responses May 27

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    I am a wolf, running through the trees.

    Following the scents, on the midnight breeze. I am a wolf, howling beneath a silver moon. Hoping that my loyal pack, will answer back quite soon. I am a wolf, standing with my beautiful mate. We must stand strong and brave, and face any challenges we meet. I am a wolf...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 1, 2014

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    I often feel restless

    and discontent. It's like perching on the edge of a cliff wanting so badly to fly but unable to take that leap into the air and flap my wings. Constantly second guessing myself, looking for and focusing on the reasons why I shouldn't just leap. They say that you have to...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 5 Responses Jun 18

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    The Morse Code

    It takes time to reach you It searches the whole universe, before it gets to you And when its true face stares you in the eye, Hug it, make it your friend.... Suddenly from a crowd of people, it will spot you. Lurking behind the curtain of hesitation, Wondering whether you will...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 10, 2013

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    Shadow Tales

    Loneliness had found a fertile soil Solitude became a habit The habit became a man Crushed him into a shadow........ A shadow that created an unease, unsettled others Despite his attempts to hide........ A shadow that will never know companionship Never find unadulterated...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 24, 2013

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    Release the ties that bind.

    .. Show me through the rest of time, that my existence is not a crime. Touch hidden places, take away all of my disgraces. Show me how beautiful my heart is. Let me fall into your arms, seeking shelter not harm. Whisk me away with your fancy charms. Inside your eyes is...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 6 Responses Jun 18

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    As I am facing separation

    and divorce, I'm have this huge basket of emotions that seem overwhelming at times. I'm anxious, excited, nervous, scared, but most of all I'm disappointed and heartbroken. Emotionally I'm already pretty detached from my h, but at the same time I am hurting and I sit and think...
    greeneyedlady72 greeneyedlady72 41-45, F 22 Responses Oct 8, 2014

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