And in each and every one of us. I feel disgusted by it and by myself. It's one of those nights I guess. God has a plan for me I know he does I just feel like a pawn. And I guess I just have to remind myself he gave me all that I have now. I'm just so tired. I'm tired of being...
It's like perching on the edge of a cliff wanting so badly to fly but unable to take that leap into the air and flap my wings.
Constantly second guessing myself, looking for and focusing on the reasons why I shouldn't just leap.
They say that you have to...
Facing him across the width of the room
A seasoned black leather sofa, now vacant
But with irreparable depressions of long waits
They talked a lot
Shared several silences..
The memory of such happiness...
There is a place in this world where we all belong Where we can be as free as the wind and as reckless as the waves We could sleep on the sand and walk the shores Where the water will love us and we will care for it Where we can swim forever into the depths of the sea And explore...
and asking for money!
Marilyn you need to leave!
Marilyn breaks my heart.......
She is but a tiny little lady with eyes that just pierce right through you yet displays no heart or soul. She's between 50-60 years old. She is but an empty shell of a person carrying on in her...
Loneliness had found a fertile soil
Solitude became a habit
The habit became a man
Crushed him into a shadow........
A shadow that created an unease, unsettled others
Despite his attempts to hide........
A shadow that will never know companionship
Never find unadulterated...
Tried to reach your soul, gently
Tugging at your heart
Would you hear me,
If the pain of my past began to rush over me
Filling my mind with all the hopelessness
Of no more tomorrow’s,
What would you say to me,
If the tears began to flow as I become weak,
Overwhelmed by the...
compisition about our vacation on summer my thoughts shows up and I could just write continously because my experiences are so many... I can write a composition of 2-3 pages of a pad paper (back to back) as my ideas flows. I can do that at least 20 min. So exciting when we read...
As the rain hammered down,
Filling my lungs with toxic flavored air
Snapped power lines sputtered in near by puddles
The smell of garbage, ashes hung in the air
As i stood there,
Watching two big birds...
Without the element of a single word spoken, I knew you fell in love with me a second before the thought entered your own mind, and at that exact moment, an eager, yet weakened soul was granted a level of strength which only a man is bequeathed Others are capable of loving you...
rain and desires I spend.
One mere moment of partnership,
to reflect upon my ownership.
Clouds carry away my wishes,
wind blow tiny glimpses.
When the storm passes
I will rise from the masses.
Drowning in darkness,
hoping for fondness.
Knowing in the end,
rules were made...
As I sit at my desk enjoying the peaceful evening. Our lab is laying to my right on the floor and my halloween kitty is to my left curled up sleeping in the chair. As I hear a sigh behind me. I turn to look my little dog is staring watching my every move. I ask him do you want to...
and I'm just packing up my papers to head home. I lock the office and head down stairs to get in my car, a white 1998 chevy malibu, my mother got it for me before she passed away. I step in my car, and I start going 95mph down the highway.
About 15 miles out if town I...
Life is indeed the most tremendous of all qualities If we were to even for a single moment reflect upon Life and its trajectories, all we could be able to perceive is that Life is encompassed and has bestowed each and every one of us with excellence in each sphere and facet of...
Abandoned and desolate horizon beckons, along a lonely stretch of meadow.
Sweet Vernal grass coming to a head, knowing as summer fades the frost heaves will take me over.
Sub alpine climate is far too heavy of a pull.
Sodden Nimbus lumbers overhead as it threatens to...
shattered soul to adore
For he knows how you might feel
For he feels what you might not say
He picks up your pieces
He looks at 'em, mends 'em, caresses 'em and adores 'em
He infuses life in 'em
The pieces come alive
They stab him...
” he would look up
at the three clouds riding overhead,
nod at each, and go back to doing what-
ever he was doing or not doing.
If you asked for a smoke or a light,
he’d hand you whatever he found
in his pockets: a jackknife, a hankie –
usually unsoiled — a dollar bill,
When soft the purple evening fades to slumber, When day and night in breathless magic merge, Then wakes the soul in me to wonder and wells within my heart a quivering awe The stillness of that hour now holds me fast To move, to breathe, would break the spell, But to enjoy, to...
Weary and weak she needs to speak.
With just one look everything is read like a book.
Behind her proper posture her gaze becomes the one of the watcher.
Warmth envelopes the room, wrapping you in a cocoon.
As two souls dance neither can advance.
Within this liquid...
of me, I love you so deeply but I am not prepare to have this marriage as it is. I know I tend to complained a lot but Its just hard to stand here and see that everything that we built seem to be falling apart. I know I pretty much screw up in some things, that probably the...
and divorce, I'm have this huge basket of emotions that seem overwhelming at times. I'm anxious, excited, nervous, scared, but most of all I'm disappointed and heartbroken. Emotionally I'm already pretty detached from my h, but at the same time I am hurting and I sit and think...
The familiar feeling of fear in his stomach,
Though what is about to happen is a scene that occurs every night
The calm, methodical beating,
The occasional thud....
The brief silence that follows
As if for appreciation...
It takes time to reach you
It searches the whole universe, before it gets to you
And when its true face stares you in the eye,
Hug it, make it your friend....
Suddenly from a crowd of people, it will spot you.
Lurking behind the curtain of hesitation,
Wondering whether you will...
Following the scents,
on the midnight breeze.
I am a wolf,
howling beneath a silver moon.
Hoping that my loyal pack,
will answer back quite soon.
I am a wolf,
standing with my beautiful mate.
We must stand strong and brave,
and face any challenges we meet.
I am a wolf...
last" "it's a temporary thing" almost every time I post about love experiences?
why can't people just be happy for me and wish my relationship to last?? why wish something bad on someone. I've never even met you, you don't even know me (or what I'm like), I didn't do anything...
purpose" is set up for us to fail. You can spend your whole life searching for the perfect place where you feel like you belong, or you can start today, or tomorrow, to create the life that you want. When you create your life, you ARE that life and you belong to that life. It's...
For all their life together,
He had always kept a distance from her.....
As if she contained a poison to which he was peculiarly vulnerable
As if it is going to clean out people like him....
Her words made him panic..
They only seemed to add on to the 'negativity' around him...
Shiny and shimmering amongst the great grey clouds...
For my love is heavy
waiting to flee.
In stillness I wait
for a moment of serenity.
Cover you with rain
flood away all mystery.
For each moistened drop
I will caress you carefully.
Soon the sun will shine
your subtle breathing is lulling me near.
I have words for you, one would think to be whispered in your ear.
Not now not this way, a conversation that only my body knows.
With my finger tips lightly dancing, skin starts to glow.
Tracing your collar bone, my palm rests on your...
I was jogging on track one day and had my car keys in my pocket It was getting dark so I decided to leave Realised my keys had fallen out and I walked a block back to the track to see the same grungy, raggy looking man who quickly handed the keys to me and kindly told me he was...
what do men want in women? it makes me ponder.. I always know exactly what I want.. but I'm trying to teach myself to accept people for who they are, that you dont hve a choice in love, when you truly love, you will love then for whoever they are..
but I realise that, the...
. it's nt that i didn't try to heal them..but in order for me to heal, i need you out of my life.. all of you..
you tried to pour me with love n kindness, but today,those love,those kindness seem meaningless.. valueless.. yr presence is annoying..
what i really want is, a life...
The only thing constant in our lives is change and there is no stopping it. Changes in your homes, jobs, family, and heart. The world around us literally disintegrates before our eyes. Yet many are stuck on the could haves, should haves, and desires. Take a step back and look...
for some feedback. Growing up in a small lousiana town, every boy grows the same. Same hobbies, same interests, same skills. I didn't grow up that way, I didn't spend time with those boys. I spent time dreaming, sticking to my close circle of friends and no one else. I was never...
so deep that he wasn't to able to feel his own sadnessPeople asked him if there was something wrong going onHe used to smile and nod his head in denialSurprisingly though, this would every time and with everyoneHe used to wonderCould my fake smile really light up people's hearts...
Re-tuning the strings of my heart to a beat of my own
I see optimism
I see rivers of happiness
I see fruit bearing trees
I see my soul dancing around in the cool breeze bringin out the id inside of me
I see lavish fields grazing n kissin their tips to the unbounded waves of...
who speaks to my mind...
The drowsy thoughts
that I cannot control
are the ones that you take over...
And that's just fine with me.
If you ask, I will answer,
and I will always wait right here.
You are beautiful,
and you are wonderful,
for your petals are the only grace
A soul wandering in darkness
Wondering if he would ever see the light again
Maybe the better days were gone
And this darkness was he had for life
The lonely life he was living
Tortured by the regrets of past
shivering memories of wrong deeds
deeds that had driven him to this...
She stood there...
Dressed all in black
In the darkness, only her face was visible
Standing under the street lamp;
She stared up, without blinking
The look in her eyes......
There was no light in...
Show me through the rest of time, that my existence is not a crime.
Touch hidden places, take away all of my disgraces. Show me how beautiful my heart is.
Let me fall into your arms, seeking shelter not harm. Whisk me away with your fancy charms.
Inside your eyes is...