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    Essence Of Silence

    Without the element of a single word spoken, I knew you fell in love with me a second before the thought entered your own mind, and at that exact moment, an eager, yet weakened soul was granted a level of strength which only a man is bequeathed  Others are capable of loving you...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Jan 29, 2012

    Growing up is realizing

    who you have been as a person and realizing you can't change who you are. The people you grew up thinking just didn't like you, you realize you have them a reason for it. It's not a sad thing I guess, just more of a reality check. This is who you are, and this is what you've...
    kxCobra kxCobra
    18-21, F
    Apr 8, 2014

    Balance

    You caught me off guard.A few little words.Unexpected to say the least.Filled with warmth and caring. Melted my heart.Caused it to soar.Now to find my balance again. 
    snowberry75 snowberry75
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Nov 4, 2011

    I avoided the progression of time Gracefully

    dodging the bullets of my mortality's dictation As those all around me swayed with the wind's push toward infinity I stayed sheltered within a barred cage that was wide enough to deftly dodge the oncoming effects of my day-to-day I felt the walls of my mortality rise higher...
    Rabbittarius Rabbittarius
    26-30, M
    Feb 28

    Unless its mad, passionate

    and extra ordinary, it's not love.There are too many mediocre things in life. Love isn't one of them..
    amoonlitbarn amoonlitbarn
    22-25, M
    Dec 6, 2015

    Drawing dots! ...It didn't make any sense

    when you look forward at that time. But when you looked back you'll see many dots lying here and there and a imaginary line connecting these dots is pointing towards somewhere... When I was 10, I was spanked furiously by mum because I visited my friend house from morning till...
    whyacinth whyacinth
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 24

    Loss

    She stood there... Frozen Dressed all in black In the darkness, only her face was visible ..................................................................... Standing under the street lamp; She stared up, without blinking The look in her eyes...... There was no light in...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 26, 2013

    He had lost somethingSomething

    so deep that he wasn't to able to feel his own sadnessPeople asked him if there was something wrong going onHe used to smile and nod his head in denialSurprisingly though, this would every time and with everyoneHe used to wonderCould my fake smile really light up people's hearts...
    amoonlitbarn amoonlitbarn
    22-25, M
    May 22, 2015

    Let Us Live Superbly!

    Life is indeed the most tremendous of all qualities If we were to even for a single moment reflect upon Life and its trajectories, all we could be able to perceive is that Life is encompassed and has bestowed each and every one of us with excellence in each sphere and facet of...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus
    51-55, M
    5 Responses Oct 30, 2011

    If I Were A Bird, I'd Sing A Song And Fly About The Whole Day Long.

    Oh! If I was a bird I'd fly away How I long to be a bird, To spread my wings and fly away, So beauteous thing no rival heard, And choice to go and not to stay, So far, so fast could I then leave, Brush with wings the tops of trees, And leave behind forever more, The fallen nest I...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus
    51-55, M
    3 Responses Sep 20, 2011

    Redirection

    When God gives us 'NO' for an answer Keep in mind that there is a much greater 'YES' behind it His 'NO' is not a 'REJECTION', But a 'REDIRECTION'..:)
    gr8jesus gr8jesus
    51-55, M
    5 Responses Aug 16, 2011

    why would people say things like "it wouldn't

    last" "it's a temporary thing" almost every time I post about love experiences? why can't people just be happy for me and wish my relationship to last?? why wish something bad on someone. I've never even met you, you don't even know me (or what I'm like), I didn't do anything...
    kittywolfeyes kittywolfeyes
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 22, 2014

    Shadow Tales

    Loneliness had found a fertile soil Solitude became a habit The habit became a man Crushed him into a shadow........ A shadow that created an unease, unsettled others Despite his attempts to hide........ A shadow that will never know companionship Never find unadulterated...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 24, 2013

    It takes a broken heart to love It takes a

    shattered soul to adore For he knows how you might feel For he feels what you might not say He picks up your pieces He looks at 'em, mends 'em, caresses 'em and adores 'em He infuses life in 'em The pieces come alive They wonder They smile They remember They forget They stab him...
    amoonlitbarn amoonlitbarn
    22-25, M
    Jun 21, 2015

    I am not yours You are not mine We are not

    together but our hearts entwine.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 10

    letter for my h**** I just want to let this out

    of me, I love you so deeply but I am not prepare to have this marriage as it is. I know I tend to complained a lot but Its just hard to stand here and see that everything that we built seem to be falling apart. I know I pretty much screw up in some things, that probably the...
    dylan4444 dylan4444
    36-40, F
    Jun 5, 2014

    He ran from her, enveloped in the shade of the

    world.The shelled necklace she made beach side for the boy sat in solitudeHe would not be around for her to place them around his neck.Rejection failed her at every corner as the universe welcomed her with its open arms.The boy wandered in the space between light and dark...
    Rabbittarius Rabbittarius
    26-30, M
    Mar 19

    As I am facing separation

    and divorce, I'm have this huge basket of emotions that seem overwhelming at times. I'm anxious, excited, nervous, scared, but most of all I'm disappointed and heartbroken. Emotionally I'm already pretty detached from my h, but at the same time I am hurting and I sit and think...
    greeneyedlady72 greeneyedlady72
    41-45, F
    18 Responses Oct 8, 2014

    Friendships

    A friendship can weather most things and thrive in thin soil; but it needs a little mulch of letters and phone calls and small, silly presents every so often - just to save it from drying out completely.  
    Lizzy2046 Lizzy2046
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Feb 4, 2012

    We Belong To The Sea

    There is a place in this world where we all belong Where we can be as free as the wind and as reckless as the waves We could sleep on the sand and walk the shores Where the water will love us and we will care for it Where we can swim forever into the depths of the sea And explore...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus
    51-55, M
    10 Responses Aug 9, 2011

    Requiem

    The familiar feeling of fear in his stomach, Though what is about to happen is a scene that occurs every night The calm, methodical beating, The occasional thud.... The brief silence that follows As if for appreciation...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 13, 2013

    I often feel restless

    and discontent. It's like perching on the edge of a cliff wanting so badly to fly but unable to take that leap into the air and flap my wings. Constantly second guessing myself, looking for and focusing on the reasons why I shouldn't just leap. They say that you have to...
    snowberry75 snowberry75
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Jun 18, 2015

    My Thoughts Tonight

    As I sit at my desk enjoying the peaceful evening. Our lab is laying to my right on the floor and my halloween kitty is to my left curled up sleeping in the chair. As I hear a sigh behind me. I turn to look my little dog is staring watching my every move. I ask him do you want to...
    Lizzy2046 Lizzy2046
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Oct 28, 2011

    M Ready For The Change

    Re-tuning the strings of my heart to a beat of my own I see optimism I see rivers of happiness I see fruit bearing trees I see my soul dancing around in the cool breeze bringin out the id inside of me I see lavish fields grazing n kissin their tips to the unbounded waves of...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 28, 2013

    Half of the time I'm completely unaware of

    what's going on inside my head until I start to write
    BoredNerd BoredNerd
    18-21, F
    Jun 12, 2014

    I dream And you are the only one

    who speaks to my mind... The drowsy thoughts that I cannot control are the ones that you take over... And that's just fine with me. If you ask, I will answer, and I will always wait right here. You are beautiful, and you are wonderful, for your petals are the only grace to my...
    tryingbutfailing tryingbutfailing
    18-21, F
    Oct 17, 2014

    Life In Darkness

    A soul wandering in darkness Wondering if he would ever see the light again Maybe the better days were gone And this darkness was he had for life The lonely life he was living Tortured by the regrets of past shivering memories of wrong deeds deeds that had driven him to this...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 26, 2013

    I'm a new writer looking

    for some feedback. Growing up in a small lousiana town, every boy grows the same. Same hobbies, same interests, same skills. I didn't grow up that way, I didn't spend time with those boys. I spent time dreaming, sticking to my close circle of friends and no one else. I was never...
    rydermatherne rydermatherne
    18-21, M
    Apr 8, 2015

    Today I am writing happy stories

    because I am happy to say that I had friends on experience project who had find either.
    mother1983 mother1983
    31-35, F
    Jun 18, 2015

    My mom is a fan of Hindi movies.

    Her mother however is half Chinese. I watched this movie couple of times. I liked it. The story, the feelings. This song especially... Touched me. 
    NonchalantEros NonchalantEros
    31-35, M
    1 Response Sep 9, 2014

    Today is just one of those days.

    I'm sick but that's not the main problem, Or maybe it is. I'm just sick of stuff being wrong with me. from sickness to sleeping disorders to not being able to smell for Gods sake I am just tired of being tired at this point
    kxCobra kxCobra
    18-21, F
    May 1, 2014

    The wounds from the past are still bleeding.

    . it's nt that i didn't try to heal them..but in order for me to heal, i need you out of my life.. all of you.. you tried to pour me with love n kindness, but today,those love,those kindness seem meaningless.. valueless.. yr presence is annoying.. what i really want is, a life...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i
    70+, M
    3 Responses May 27, 2015

    When I Found Love....

    As the rain hammered down, Filling my lungs with toxic flavored air Snapped power lines sputtered in near by puddles The smell of garbage, ashes hung in the air ....................................................................... As i stood there, Watching two big birds...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 29, 2013

    a friend in my circle asked this question,

    what do men want in women? it makes me ponder.. I always know exactly what I want.. but I'm trying to teach myself to accept people for who they are, that you dont hve a choice in love, when you truly love, you will love then for whoever they are.. but I realise that, the...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i
    70+, M
    1 Response Mar 16, 2015

    Lets Just..

    All the lights are out. The candles are lit. Lets just pretend that it's not because we didn't have enough to pay the bill. For a few moments.... let us let our troubles go and gaze at each other in the candle lights glow. Let us focus on the rhythm of each others voices as we...
    snowberry75 snowberry75
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Oct 2, 2013

    When Day And Night In Breathless Magic Merge

    When soft the purple evening fades to slumber, When day and night in breathless magic merge, Then wakes the soul in me to wonder and wells within my heart a quivering awe The stillness of that hour now holds me fast To move, to breathe, would break the spell, But to enjoy, to...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus
    51-55, M
    7 Responses Jun 20, 2011

    The Morse Code

    It takes time to reach you It searches the whole universe, before it gets to you And when its true face stares you in the eye, Hug it, make it your friend.... Suddenly from a crowd of people, it will spot you. Lurking behind the curtain of hesitation, Wondering whether you will...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 10, 2013

    If you said “Nice day,

    ” he would look up at the three clouds riding overhead, nod at each, and go back to doing what- ever he was doing or not doing. If you asked for a smoke or a light, he’d hand you whatever he found in his pockets: a jackknife, a hankie – usually unsoiled — a dollar bill, a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 1, 2014

    The Parade - Part 2

    (Sorry part two is in part one) I pulled on my old leather boots, and swung my tattered bag over my shoulder. "Bye! I'll be back soon!" I said, Walking out the wooden door. "Forgetting something?" Said Poppy, running up behind me with the bucket in her hand. "Ah yes, that could...
    UnknownGirlll UnknownGirlll
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 31, 2013

    The melancholy was back again.

    She tried to hold on to an image, a memory, but everything was blurry. The memories were slowly fading and she didn't know if that was a good thing or bad. What were memories anyways, she wondered, nothing but smoke that eventually gets mixed into the thin air. The fire was...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 6

    I would woo you From the corner of our eyes we

    met From the very first glance, it was a safe bet That I would exhume you As soon as your lungs exhaled across the pores of my own skin And your lips stuck to mine so true That I would consume you Inhale the very make and model of your fine construction One in a million...
    Rabbittarius Rabbittarius
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 26

    I am a wolf, running through the trees.

    Following the scents, on the midnight breeze. I am a wolf, howling beneath a silver moon. Hoping that my loyal pack, will answer back quite soon. I am a wolf, standing with my beautiful mate. We must stand strong and brave, and face any challenges we meet. I am a wolf...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 1, 2014

    I Want To Let The World Know.......

    Lately i am so filled of God's love that i can't help but write it on EP to let the world knows how i felt. I wish many will have this amazing love that is freely given to those who believe in HIM.
    unshakable unshakable
    61-65, F
    5 Responses Oct 21, 2011

    Marilyn stop standing by the doors

    and asking for money! Marilyn you need to leave! Marilyn breaks my heart....... She is but a tiny little lady with eyes that just pierce right through you yet displays no heart or soul. She's between 50-60 years old. She is but an empty shell of a person carrying on in her...
    snowberry75 snowberry75
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jun 20, 2015

    If I called out to you in the night,

    Tried to reach your soul, gently Tugging at your heart Would you hear me, If the pain of my past began to rush over me Filling my mind with all the hopelessness Of no more tomorrow’s, What would you say to me, If the tears began to flow as I become weak, Overwhelmed by the...
    Ransammac Ransammac
    51-55, M
    Jun 12, 2014

    Lost in dreams, Wanting it to be a reality,

    Cause what's around you seems To becoming a Mysery...
    kikus13 kikus13
    18-21, F
    Mar 28, 2015

    Save me from uncertainty Unbearable necessity

    Nothing happens on occasion Sins and vices for vacation How do you live with no fear of death? I think about it with every breath Neurosis of halitosis on the mind Exit myself from vanity's kind
    Rabbittarius Rabbittarius
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 14

    Do Not Judge According To Appearance, But Judge With Righteous Judgment.

    I was jogging on track one day and had my car keys in my pocket It was getting dark so I decided to leave Realised my keys had fallen out and I walked a block back to the track to see the same grungy, raggy looking man who quickly handed the keys to me and kindly told me he was...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus
    51-55, M
    11 Responses Sep 4, 2011

    There is so much evil in this world.

    And in each and every one of us. I feel disgusted by it and by myself. It's one of those nights I guess. God has a plan for me I know he does I just feel like a pawn. And I guess I just have to remind myself he gave me all that I have now. I'm just so tired. I'm tired of being...
    kxCobra kxCobra
    18-21, F
    May 20, 2014

    This school year has been too much

    for me. I want to go home, I hate the way so many things ended up. I am depressed. I am really depressed.
    catbills catbills
    18-21, M
    May 5, 2014

    I Ain't Looking Back Glad I Didn't Walk The Other Way

    Walking down a lonely street darkness in the faces I meet I smile, but no one smiles back I turn to make a right but that brings on the night I try, but no ones trying back Now I'm standing alone The wind shares a groan ,the leaves are flowing the other way got my world in my...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus
    51-55, M
    6 Responses Jun 24, 2011

    Equipoise

    Facing him across the width of the room A seasoned black leather sofa, now vacant But with irreparable depressions of long waits ........................................................................... They talked a lot Shared several silences.. The memory of such happiness...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 6, 2013

    As He Saw...

    For all their life together, He had always kept a distance from her..... As if she contained a poison to which he was peculiarly vulnerable As if it is going to clean out people like him.... Her words made him panic.. They only seemed to add on to the 'negativity' around him...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses May 13, 2013

    If our teacher gives a seatwork to write a

    compisition about our vacation on summer my thoughts shows up and I could just write continously because my experiences are so many... I can write a composition of 2-3 pages of a pad paper (back to back) as my ideas flows. I can do that at least 20 min. So exciting when we read...
    sherahasel712 sherahasel712
    13-15, F
    May 22, 2014

    Sleepy Word Flow

    My eyes droop and my body relaxes. My mind is on the edge of unconciousness. The warmth of the blankets seep in and my head forms into the pillow. My eyes close and I see darkness. My mind stops and my spirit floats into dreams.
    wecanovercome wecanovercome
    18-21, F
    May 31, 2013

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