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    I Ain't Looking Back Glad I Didn't Walk The Other Way

    Walking down a lonely street darkness in the faces I meet I smile, but no one smiles back I turn to make a right but that brings on the night I try, but no ones trying back Now I'm standing alone The wind shares a groan ,the leaves are flowing the other way got my world in my...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus 51-55, M 6 Responses Jun 24, 2011

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    This school year has been too much

    for me. I want to go home, I hate the way so many things ended up. I am depressed. I am really depressed.
    catbills catbills 18-21, M May 5, 2014

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    If you said “Nice day,

    ” he would look up at the three clouds riding overhead, nod at each, and go back to doing what- ever he was doing or not doing. If you asked for a smoke or a light, he’d hand you whatever he found in his pockets: a jackknife, a hankie – usually unsoiled — a dollar bill, a...
    lace1996 lace1996 18-21, F Jul 1, 2014

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    Lets Just..

    All the lights are out. The candles are lit. Lets just pretend that it's not because we didn't have enough to pay the bill. For a few moments.... let us let our troubles go and gaze at each other in the candle lights glow. Let us focus on the rhythm of each others voices as we...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 2, 2013

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    Do Not Judge According To Appearance, But Judge With Righteous Judgment.

    I was jogging on track one day and had my car keys in my pocket It was getting dark so I decided to leave Realised my keys had fallen out and I walked a block back to the track to see the same grungy, raggy looking man who quickly handed the keys to me and kindly told me he was...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus 51-55, M 11 Responses Sep 4, 2011

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    The Parade - Part 2

    (Sorry part two is in part one) I pulled on my old leather boots, and swung my tattered bag over my shoulder. "Bye! I'll be back soon!" I said, Walking out the wooden door. "Forgetting something?" Said Poppy, running up behind me with the bucket in her hand. "Ah yes, that could...
    UnknownGirlll UnknownGirlll 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 31, 2013

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our

    school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my mind I was thinking "you know what, I'm gonna try to talk to her, I need to man up, I need to know how to talk to a girl and here's my first...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 6, 2014

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    I dream And you are the only one

    who speaks to my mind... The drowsy thoughts that I cannot control are the ones that you take over... And that's just fine with me. If you ask, I will answer, and I will always wait right here. You are beautiful, and you are wonderful, for your petals are the only grace to my...
    HypeAboutEverything HypeAboutEverything 18-21, F Oct 17, 2014

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    If I called out to you in the night,

    Tried to reach your soul, gently Tugging at your heart Would you hear me, If the pain of my past began to rush over me Filling my mind with all the hopelessness Of no more tomorrow’s, What would you say to me, If the tears began to flow as I become weak, Overwhelmed by the...
    Ransammac Ransammac 46-50, M Jun 12, 2014

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    I don't like this whole "meant to be together"

    stuff. It's stupid. First off it's accepting that there is no one else in the entire world that you can be with except for this person. And then it's saying it's not possible for you to not be together. Stuff happens, and while it was great for awhile, sometimes it's just not...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6, 2014

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    Essence Of Silence

    Without the element of a single word spoken, I knew you fell in love with me a second before the thought entered your own mind, and at that exact moment, an eager, yet weakened soul was granted a level of strength which only a man is bequeathed  Others are capable of loving you...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 29, 2012

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    It's a stormy night, about 10:36pm

    and I'm just packing up my papers to head home. I lock the office and head down stairs to get in my car, a white 1998 chevy malibu, my mother got it for me before she passed away. I step in my car, and I start going 95mph down the highway. About 15 miles out if town I...
    Kanimaz Kanimaz 13-15, F Feb 17

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    Shadow Tales

    Loneliness had found a fertile soil Solitude became a habit The habit became a man Crushed him into a shadow........ A shadow that created an unease, unsettled others Despite his attempts to hide........ A shadow that will never know companionship Never find unadulterated...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 24, 2013

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    Sleepy Word Flow

    My eyes droop and my body relaxes. My mind is on the edge of unconciousness. The warmth of the blankets seep in and my head forms into the pillow. My eyes close and I see darkness. My mind stops and my spirit floats into dreams.
    wecanovercome wecanovercome 18-21, F 1 Response May 31, 2013

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    Today is just one of those days.

    I'm sick but that's not the main problem, Or maybe it is. I'm just sick of stuff being wrong with me. from sickness to sleeping disorders to not being able to smell for Gods sake I am just tired of being tired at this point
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F May 1, 2014

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    So I woke up and I watch some tv today

    and like game of thrones was on alllll day I felt like and I saw a butterfly ok the window and my cat kept jumping at it and it was really funny to watch um my little sister fell off the bed this morning and that was funny lol she's such a clutz ummmm I have school tomorrow that...
    JadenLangVageta JadenLangVageta 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6, 2014

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    My Thoughts Tonight

    As I sit at my desk enjoying the peaceful evening. Our lab is laying to my right on the floor and my halloween kitty is to my left curled up sleeping in the chair. As I hear a sigh behind me. I turn to look my little dog is staring watching my every move. I ask him do you want to...
    Lizzy2046 Lizzy2046 46-50, F 5 Responses Oct 28, 2011

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    Redirection

    When God gives us 'NO' for an answer Keep in mind that there is a much greater 'YES' behind it His 'NO' is not a 'REJECTION', But a 'REDIRECTION'..:)
    gr8jesus gr8jesus 51-55, M 6 Responses Aug 16, 2011

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    why would people say things like "it wouldn't

    last" "it's a temporary thing" almost every time I post about love experiences? why can't people just be happy for me and wish my relationship to last?? why wish something bad on someone. I've never even met you, you don't even know me (or what I'm like), I didn't do anything...
    kittywolfeyes kittywolfeyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 22, 2014

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    letter for my h**** I just want to let this out

    of me, I love you so deeply but I am not prepare to have this marriage as it is. I know I tend to complained a lot but Its just hard to stand here and see that everything that we built seem to be falling apart. I know I pretty much screw up in some things, that probably the...
    dylan4444 dylan4444 31-35, F Jun 5, 2014

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    If our teacher gives a seatwork to write a

    compisition about our vacation on summer my thoughts shows up and I could just write continously because my experiences are so many... I can write a composition of 2-3 pages of a pad paper (back to back) as my ideas flows. I can do that at least 20 min. So exciting when we read...
    sherahasel712 sherahasel712 13-15, F May 22, 2014

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    M Ready For The Change

    Re-tuning the strings of my heart to a beat of my own I see optimism I see rivers of happiness I see fruit bearing trees I see my soul dancing around in the cool breeze bringin out the id inside of me I see lavish fields grazing n kissin their tips to the unbounded waves of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 28, 2013

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    The Morse Code

    It takes time to reach you It searches the whole universe, before it gets to you And when its true face stares you in the eye, Hug it, make it your friend.... Suddenly from a crowd of people, it will spot you. Lurking behind the curtain of hesitation, Wondering whether you will...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 10, 2013

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    I think the idea that we must "find our

    purpose" is set up for us to fail. You can spend your whole life searching for the perfect place where you feel like you belong, or you can start today, or tomorrow, to create the life that you want. When you create your life, you ARE that life and you belong to that life. It's...
    lizpurc925 lizpurc925 22-25, F May 21, 2014

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    When I Found Love....

    As the rain hammered down, Filling my lungs with toxic flavored air Snapped power lines sputtered in near by puddles The smell of garbage, ashes hung in the air ....................................................................... As i stood there, Watching two big birds...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 29, 2013

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    Life In Darkness

    A soul wandering in darkness Wondering if he would ever see the light again Maybe the better days were gone And this darkness was he had for life The lonely life he was living Tortured by the regrets of past shivering memories of wrong deeds deeds that had driven him to this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 26, 2013

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    Can we talk... Darkness shelters this room,

    your subtle breathing is lulling me near. I have words for you, one would think to be whispered in your ear. Not now not this way, a conversation that only my body knows. With my finger tips lightly dancing, skin starts to glow. Tracing your collar bone, my palm rests on your...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    When Day And Night In Breathless Magic Merge

    When soft the purple evening fades to slumber, When day and night in breathless magic merge, Then wakes the soul in me to wonder and wells within my heart a quivering awe The stillness of that hour now holds me fast To move, to breathe, would break the spell, But to enjoy, to...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus 51-55, M 7 Responses Jun 20, 2011

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    Longing and resignation.

    To be wanted, desired. To feel passion and love and joy and ecstasy. To have that in a relationship with my closest confident. Wouldn't that be wonderful? It's the one thing I've wanted but haven't gotten, and I'm the kind of person who puts her mind to something and makes it...
    livelaughlovedream3 livelaughlovedream3 41-45, F 10 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    Loss

    She stood there... Frozen Dressed all in black In the darkness, only her face was visible ..................................................................... Standing under the street lamp; She stared up, without blinking The look in her eyes...... There was no light in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    Dark Tears

    Living without you is worse than dying..Breathing without you is like choking to painful endThe metal thorns poke my skin every time that my mind wanders in the scented shadow of your dark hair  Then why do i say hurtful things and break your oh so soft heart..   These tears...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 24, 2013

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    Sliver Shadows fall across the room.

    It's empty, cold, waiting to come alive again with joy and laughter. They were stolen from it, but a tiny sliver of sunlight brings hope.
    livelaughlovedream3 livelaughlovedream3 41-45, F Aug 13, 2014

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    Such vast country side my limbs stretch far

    and wide. Abandoned and desolate horizon beckons, along a lonely stretch of meadow. Sweet Vernal grass coming to a head, knowing as summer fades the frost heaves will take me over. Sub alpine climate is far too heavy of a pull. Sodden Nimbus lumbers overhead as it threatens to...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 28

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    I am a wolf, running through the trees.

    Following the scents, on the midnight breeze. I am a wolf, howling beneath a silver moon. Hoping that my loyal pack, will answer back quite soon. I am a wolf, standing with my beautiful mate. We must stand strong and brave, and face any challenges we meet. I am a wolf...
    lace1996 lace1996 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1, 2014

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    Requiem

    The familiar feeling of fear in his stomach, Though what is about to happen is a scene that occurs every night The calm, methodical beating, The occasional thud.... The brief silence that follows As if for appreciation...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 13, 2013

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    We Belong To The Sea

    There is a place in this world where we all belong Where we can be as free as the wind and as reckless as the waves We could sleep on the sand and walk the shores Where the water will love us and we will care for it Where we can swim forever into the depths of the sea And explore...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus 51-55, M 10 Responses Aug 9, 2011

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    Let Us Live Superbly!

    Life is indeed the most tremendous of all qualities If we were to even for a single moment reflect upon Life and its trajectories, all we could be able to perceive is that Life is encompassed and has bestowed each and every one of us with excellence in each sphere and facet of...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus 51-55, M 6 Responses Oct 30, 2011

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    Equipoise

    Facing him across the width of the room A seasoned black leather sofa, now vacant But with irreparable depressions of long waits ........................................................................... They talked a lot Shared several silences.. The memory of such happiness...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    If I Were A Bird, I'd Sing A Song And Fly About The Whole Day Long.

    Oh! If I was a bird I'd fly away How I long to be a bird, To spread my wings and fly away, So beauteous thing no rival heard, And choice to go and not to stay, So far, so fast could I then leave, Brush with wings the tops of trees, And leave behind forever more, The fallen nest I...
    gr8jesus gr8jesus 51-55, M 3 Responses Sep 20, 2011

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    As I am facing separation

    and divorce, I'm have this huge basket of emotions that seem overwhelming at times. I'm anxious, excited, nervous, scared, but most of all I'm disappointed and heartbroken. Emotionally I'm already pretty detached from my h, but at the same time I am hurting and I sit and think...
    greeneyedlady72 greeneyedlady72 41-45, F 23 Responses Oct 8, 2014

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    I Want To Let The World Know.......

    Lately i am so filled of God's love that i can't help but write it on EP to let the world knows how i felt. I wish many will have this amazing love that is freely given to those who believe in HIM.
    unshakable unshakable 61-65, F 5 Responses Oct 21, 2011

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    More More than a cute face

    and a curvy figure More than a quick wit and a bright mind More than a fun girl or a good time I am flesh and blood, heart and soul, intelligence and emotion, passion and curiosity, laughter and love, generosity and respect, happiness and compassion, honesty and care, trust...
    livelaughlovedream3 livelaughlovedream3 41-45, F 4 Responses Aug 18, 2014

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    As He Saw...

    For all their life together, He had always kept a distance from her..... As if she contained a poison to which he was peculiarly vulnerable As if it is going to clean out people like him.... Her words made him panic.. They only seemed to add on to the 'negativity' around him...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses May 13, 2013

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    a friend in my circle asked this question,

    what do men want in women? it makes me ponder.. I always know exactly what I want.. but I'm trying to teach myself to accept people for who they are, that you dont hve a choice in love, when you truly love, you will love then for whoever they are.. but I realise that, the...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 2 Responses Mar 16

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    My mom is a fan of Hindi movies.

    Her mother however is half Chinese. I watched this movie couple of times. I liked it. The story, the feelings. This song especially... Touched me. 
    NonchalantEros NonchalantEros 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 9, 2014

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    Growing up is realizing

    who you have been as a person and realizing you can't change who you are. The people you grew up thinking just didn't like you, you realize you have them a reason for it. It's not a sad thing I guess, just more of a reality check. This is who you are, and this is what you've...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F Apr 8, 2014

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