I Am Writing Letters From The Loveseat

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    Sleep 9

    I think I figured out why I don't sleep good anymore. If I do I stay up and don't get enough. I know some has to do with sexual frustration. But that's not the only problem. I think I don't sleep as much because I don't want to feel I'm missing anything. I don't want to go to...
    soulrunher soulrunher
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Sep 25, 2013

    Letter 1

    This being my first letter here, I thought I would explain why I made this group. I sleep on a loveseat so as to avoid sleeping next to my spouse. (Cringe everytime I have to call him that or husband. LOL) Anyway, I get to thinking a lot laying on this damn thing....so here I am...
    soulrunher soulrunher
    46-50, F
    2 Responses May 1, 2013

    10 And.Once.Again...

    I'm sleeping on the loveseat! :o I had moved to a bed right? Well, its getting colder and the room I was staying in is over the garage. It gets super cold. Its huge too. So he's been telling me for a week now I need to move out of there. He likes to keep that door closed because...
    soulrunher soulrunher
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Oct 22, 2013

    For PoseyBloom.......

    ...........I just wanted to tell you how much I value you, the care & friendship that you offer me (and Aslan-Bunny) unconditionally. You have handled all the curve balls that life has slung at you with poise, bravery & dignity, never waivering in courage & faith that things will...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Apr 25, 2014

    Frick Frack! 3

    I wanted to write this last night as I lay propped up on the loveseat, but I was so sleepy by 1:30, I couldn't. I use the term frick frack when frustrated. LOL As I sat eating reduced fat Wheat Thins and diet Dr Pepper, I pondered all of the things going on around my Ep friends...
    soulrunher soulrunher
    46-50, F
    4 Responses May 8, 2013

    Before I Sleep 8

    I'm laying down all tucked in bed eping. A usual night for me. Tonight I'm finding I don't want to quit and sleep. I don't want to close this day with usual. I want to have a day out of the routine. Possibly exciting, or meaningful. I want to sleep knowing I did try and I am...
    soulrunher soulrunher
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Sep 23, 2013

    Reflections 4

    Looking past Anxieties last Tears running I'm not Thankful for Revolving doors Burning Yearnings Thirsty Spent
    soulrunher soulrunher
    46-50, F
    1 Response May 9, 2013

    Letter 2

    Tonight I'm left with my loves words that completley feel me, so I'm happy. I will sleep week thinking someone cares for me. Someone wants me and needs me. Its all I want. Life is always good with good people around you. Thanks circle! I think you are all awesome! Hugs.. No iRant...
    soulrunher soulrunher
    46-50, F
    May 3, 2013

    Still Here 7

    Its been a year since I had relations with hubby. Seems like more. But before that it was not very often either. Just too hard to fix it all. I don't miss him, I miss feeling someone. I miss affection even if it was momentary. I have nothing. I can't have sex with him. I don't...
    soulrunher soulrunher
    46-50, F
    9 Responses Sep 3, 2013

    Giggles 5

    Thankfully I have moved from the loveseat to an extra bed. Although after messing up the shoulder a bit on Saturday, its a little uncomfy. But lets face it, when was I last comfortable? I cant remember. And that sucks. However, I am comforted by quiet giggles as I toss and turn...
    soulrunher soulrunher
    46-50, F
    May 20, 2013

    Been A While 6

    I haven't written in a while. Ive been tired or distracted (Dot) LOL! I am reflecting on a couple things today. Reading so many people's post about being unhappy and just wondering is this normal. Is this just a natural state? Ups and downs struggling with yourself and then...
    soulrunher soulrunher
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Jun 17, 2013

    Every woman dreams of meeting a knight in

    shining armorOne day he will come alongHastily, gallantly, riding on his horseTo rescue herHe will calm her fearsWipe away her tearsBearing his shield and swordHe will protect her from harmAs she embraces and falls into his strong armsShe can't resist his irresistible...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Feb 17, 2014
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