Is the destiny of man to continue to progress and change?
To become a little more heartless and cold every passing day?
I thought I found something special, but all for naught.
Fools gold still shines in the light,
but crumbles in the shadow of doubt.
Can I live and love and...
My hubby and I are tired of being broke, we were never really well off but we never had problems with bills before..but lately things just seem to get bad for us, We both have jobs..I do not have a college degree (so if people here have master degrees and have money problems...
... I am..... what proceeds this? What label or value or idea can we put after this? The more i have thought about this the more i realize this is where my suffering has always stemmed from. There are many I am’s and I am not’s i could imagine or write but what it really...
If u dont, dont make it my problem.
I've been through many unfair trials and tribulations in life, which I did not deserve. It hasnt made me a better person, as I was never a bad person to start off with. Im always trying to connect the right kind of people with each other...
I've encounteredand all the things I have experienced.Inside, I hold the laughter of my friends,the arguments with my parents,the chattering of young children,and the warmth from kind strangers.Inside, there are stitching from cracked hearts,bitter words from heated arguments...
for the connection i hold with my man for it hold more power than i could ever imagine, true beauty and love. A sacred union only we will ever understand. I am grateful that i am needed and that i can be there. I am grateful for my sons and their gifts. I am grateful to wake up...
his car... I'm hoping pizza. He looked a little unsure but I know he loves my weight gain. Why else would he be feeding and fondling me? I think he is intimidated... I hope he takes my jeans that just ripped as a grain of salt. Salt. That is yummy!
and I can't shake of this feeling, then my mum saw that I was tense and asked what's wrong, I told her and and my dad said, don't do anything bad next time, (he always assumes that I do bad stuff, when I don't) then you need not be so afraid, because the saying goes, and blah...
that sees your message, puts my phone down for two minutes to go do something, then remembers three hours later I had a message....oops....
Hope you all have a lovely Sunday....ill message you back in a minute...(or maybe, in several hours !!!!) xx
Much love ..
I've come to a point where I don't want to feel. It hurts to feel, happy or sad, bitter and angry, disappointed or cheated. I lost someone special who made promises and then lied. I lost family and friends along the way. I've lost it. I don't feel any emotion now.
I used to...
I am bold
I am independent, yet always part of the whole
I am lonely sometimes, but like to be alone other times
I am a territorial being
I am creative
I am an artist
I am smart
I am a writer
I am shy, sometimes
I am a sister
I am a daughter
I am arachnophobic
I am afraid...
I am here again but one day I will forget. All that has happened and all that will happen. I am forever striving for inner peace, inner love, inner awareness, and I will always care. I could wish a thousand times and sometimes I do. I wish for humanity to be at peace, I wish we...
so I filed the sections into characters:
My true self(mediator)
They all play roles and they have alignments. I will give in to one before my death.
(sā-pē-ō-sĕk-shü-ăl). 1. (n.) A behavior of becoming attracted to or aroused by intelligence and its use.
I have worked in law enforcement, public education, media arts... Too many experiences - too little time.
I REALLY love when people know what they want to do when...
and in my head, that is one big deal.
In a year from now, I will be in college, away from my house, into a life that I have dreamt about since I was a child.
I knew it as a 12 year old what I want to be when I grow up and I have stuck to my word. In a year, I will be living...
I am not strong enough to make every step of the way without falling from time to time.
But I am strong enough to get back up again.
I am not courageous enough to face the darkness ahead of me.
But I am courageous enough to close my eyes, sing softly to myself, and push...
I wish for my simple life where I can sit on the beach, drink beer and watch the sunset.
Where my life didn't revolve around money or someone getting pissed off at me for not understanding me.
I wish for a simpler time
I am a geek. I am a labor and delivery nurse. I am a woman getting divorced at age 51, because I deserve to be treated with respect and loved. I am a woman who is not afraid to be alone. I am a great shot with a revolver. I am an incredible fishing person. I love to fish and...
my hair is gone just like the rest,
I stand and look at those around and realise at last I’ve found,
Its not the hairs upon my head that say that I’ve been good, instead
Its is the ones that lay beside the acts I carried out with pride.
but such a whor*
So self-aware, so full of sh*t
So indecisive, so adamant...
So rock 'n' roll, so corporate suit
So damn ugly, so damn cute
So well-trained, so animal
So need your love, so **** you all.
I am hard to love I am hard to maintain I am hard as a rock I am hard to explain , I am tired I am wired I am not grounded I am not found I am still lost, I regret I cant kick , I am sick I am torn I am a thorn, I am crying I am dying, I am in I am out, I am where its at I am...
Finally graduated and qualified for the career I've been studying my arse off to get... And here I am eating my kids Halloween candy and flipping through Kijiji free ads.
Don't get me wrong, that's not all I've been doing. I've spent endless days writing cover letter after...
night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed...
Why do we bring trees in our house? A question I had long ago.....Dec. 21st marks the gradual return of longer days with sunlight.
This year I focused on the good things in my life and to find ways to appreciate people around me.
Though money is a challenge I picked up small...
i have cerebrel palsy so sometimes i have good days and some i wonder why i'm here on earth i feel alone and seems like things are always my fault i have never had a girlfriend and i don't have anyone to talk to that is in my position. people look at me and think i'm slow or...
have a needle almost hitting empty on the gauge of whatever this is right now, and probably a little lost. Hp it's not funny any longer.
Yes the cat is snuggled up against me as I lay in bed, though it's not enough. I miss you too much. I just want you home for good.
extraordinarily exaggerated lazy gestures. when i set a bowl on the counter, i then flop my arm back down by my side, roll my eyes up, and reach for the next thing with my opposite floppy arm. when i walk, i weave back and forth along the short hallway, almost hitting the walls...
A negative force controling me.up in the mourning ready to fight.this will be a shity day out of spite.anger and disposition filled with the grudge.how could someone like that be in the position to judge.climbing the mountain everyday.waiting for death to catch my breath...
who I've never met.
We first saw each other on Omegle. My purpose for being there was to use Omegle as a tool for energy attraction to find a girl who I had been communicating with in meditations for a couple years prior to that. I was looking for her, and I found Shy. She was...
i am the thought you never had, and that feeling you almost felt so long ago. i am the dream you forgot as soon as you awoke this morning. i am the face you would instantly know, but have never seen before. i am the ghost that haunts the darkest halls and locked rooms of your...
I am a human being who makes mistakes much like everyone else. One of the things that separates me from some of the rest of the herd is that I take responsibility for everything I have ever done and stand ready to admit whenever I am wrong. These things about me will never change...