my hair is gone just like the rest,
I stand and look at those around and realise at last I’ve found,
Its not the hairs upon my head that say that I’ve been good, instead
Its is the ones that lay beside the acts I carried out with pride.
I am a human being who makes mistakes much like everyone else. One of the things that separates me from some of the rest of the herd is that I take responsibility for everything I have ever done and stand ready to admit whenever I am wrong. These things about me will never change...
but such a whor*
So self-aware, so full of sh*t
So indecisive, so adamant...
So rock 'n' roll, so corporate suit
So damn ugly, so damn cute
So well-trained, so animal
So need your love, so **** you all.
and special. Something that can't be described or found online or in a book. Most people don't even know it exists. But my heart does. I've been searching for it, ever since I was a kid. And whenever I started to believe that my search was useless, a feeling of hope would return...
banter with anyone online, nor do I want anyone to propose an in-person meeting for any reason what so ever. I am incredibly sick of receiving messages from people speaking of such to me. There has not been and will not be any reason for anyone to do so upon me. If you do, I...
I don't like being part of a group, I don't have a favorite color, I think hate is a strong word, I think love is a strong word. I love mornings, but I don't really like waking up that early, I don't like drinking too much because I realize it hurts me. I don't smoke cigarettes...
i am the thought you never had, and that feeling you almost felt so long ago. i am the dream you forgot as soon as you awoke this morning. i am the face you would instantly know, but have never seen before. i am the ghost that haunts the darkest halls and locked rooms of your...
TEXAS.I NEVER BELIEVED IN LOVE SPELLS OR MAGIC UNTIL I MET THIS SPELL CASTER ONCE WHEN I WENT TO AFRICA IN DECEMBER LAST YEAR ON A BUSINESS SUMMIT. HE IS REALLY POWERFUL AND COULD HELP CAST SPELLS TO BRING BACK ONE'S GONE,LOST,MISBEHAVING LOVER LOOKING FOR SOME ONE TO LOVE YOU...
Cognito, ergo sum - I think, therefore I am
Dubito, ergo cognito, ergo sum - I doubt, therefore I think, therefore I am.
So, I am. Definitely.
(Damn this filthy mind. Can't even spell 'sum' =P )
I am hard to love I am hard to maintain I am hard as a rock I am hard to explain , I am tired I am wired I am not grounded I am not found I am still lost, I regret I cant kick , I am sick I am torn I am a thorn, I am crying I am dying, I am in I am out, I am where its at I am...
... I am..... what proceeds this? What label or value or idea can we put after this? The more i have thought about this the more i realize this is where my suffering has always stemmed from. There are many I am’s and I am not’s i could imagine or write but what it really...
family. I enjoyed my high school life, full of friends, good grades, sports, experiences and late nights. However, my family and I started to really separate when I was 16. I moved out and into my friends house. I spent a few months there and my father wanted me to come back to...
It's MONDAY....These suckers roll around once a week and we have a CHOICE!! We can either *sigh* deeply.......*roll our eyes* and plod thru it, as best we can....OR...we can get busy and grin our way thru!! Goofiness is an AWESOMELY proactive way of accomplishing this......So...
I am not strong enough to make every step of the way without falling from time to time.
But I am strong enough to get back up again.
I am not courageous enough to face the darkness ahead of me.
But I am courageous enough to close my eyes, sing softly to myself, and push...
Can hardly type.
But for all of you curious people out there . . .
The Mighty Wah! "The story of the Blues"
Eddy Grant. "Gimme hope Joanna"
The Cure. "Inbetween Days"
I could go on, but better head to A@E?
Or just recover at home.
Keep your messages coming, it's good to share...
I think deeply
I consider deeply
I reflect deeply
I battle deeply
I scare deeply
I grieve deeply
I am deeply vulnerable
I am deeply scarred
I am deeply in pain
I am deeply damaged
I am deeply affected
I am deeply betrayed
I am deeply angry
I have deep wisdom
Is the destiny of man to continue to progress and change?
To become a little more heartless and cold every passing day?
I thought I found something special, but all for naught.
Fools gold still shines in the light,
but crumbles in the shadow of doubt.
Can I live and love and...
Finding, beating. Heartless intrusion. Never the answer. Only the begining.my shadow choking, losing. Finding the will. Never before have I seen. The shadow lurking, sneaking. Just behind me. Unanswered question. Find it yourself. The shadow now before me. Hurting, losing. One...
Why do we bring trees in our house? A question I had long ago.....Dec. 21st marks the gradual return of longer days with sunlight.
This year I focused on the good things in my life and to find ways to appreciate people around me.
Though money is a challenge I picked up small...
i have cerebrel palsy so sometimes i have good days and some i wonder why i'm here on earth i feel alone and seems like things are always my fault i have never had a girlfriend and i don't have anyone to talk to that is in my position. people look at me and think i'm slow or...
But I love this forum my own secret diary that's read by others out there who feel just as I do. Ever wonder what's the point to living? Why do we exist? Sometimes I look around and I think that we are basically animals in survival instinct mode. Everything we do, the choices we...