I Am

I spend my evenings thinking of her. Wondering if she'll call. If she doesn't, tomorrow she will say how come I didn't hear from you? All the while I am wondering what is wrong with her fingers.

I have a home, kids (adult) and 2...

i am the thought you never had, and that feeling you almost felt so long ago. i am the dream you forgot as soon as you awoke this morning. i am the face you would instantly know, but have never seen before. i am the ghost that haunts...

I am a human being who makes mistakes much like everyone else. One of the things that separates me from some of the rest of the herd is that I take responsibility for everything I have ever done and stand ready to admit whenever I am...

I was at school one time trying to get to a class then I walked by this girl she was short and weared a colar on her wrist and neck and I suddenly felt a wierd feeling around her then at the end of the day I sawn her again and that same...

I am really fuckin confused

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Am I?

I am not strong enough to make every step of the way without falling from time to time.

But I am strong enough to get back up again.

I am not courageous enough to face the darkness ahead of me.

But I am courageous enough to...

I am: a full time Arian Showstopper, part time Scorpio Cerebral Assassin, all wolf, temporary Journeyman, former Templar, occasional resourceful Gemini merchant and Piscean visionary.

I am the mother of three adult children, and a grand-mother of nine.  I went from a childhood of abuse onto a 17 year relationship, filled to the brim with heartache, betrayal, and domestic violence.   Until I got away from my ex...

I am hard to love I am hard to maintain I am hard as a rock I am hard to explain , I am tired I am wired I am not grounded I am not found I am still lost, I regret I cant kick , I am sick I am torn I am a thorn, I am crying I am dying...

It is day 6 ok recovering from the flu sickness. This has been a terrible sickness that I've encountered. Maybe on of the worst sicknesses I've had since a youth. Day one started as a simple soar throat and chest congestion while...

In my life so far I have gone through a lot and dealt with a lot of things. I was raped, beaten, attacked, and many other things. I am really confused about a lot of things and one of them is my sexuality. Ever since I was raped I don't...

Life used to be something to look forward to, now it's a prison sentence. I used to be so much fun and funny. Kind and nice. Now, I'm a stranger. I don't recognize this person. Stuck in a time warp with no way out. After what I...

In the end I took off my ring. The purposeful fighting on the way to Valentine's dinner and I knew. I knew that after 3 years of putting my life on hold so she could get her life together. Finishing school, starting on another degree...

I think it is all about love and the people we touch inside. We live forever in their hearts.

Time you enjoy wasting is not wasted time.
I am sure. but...

I am stronger than yesterday, now it's nothing but my way, my loneliness ain't killing me no more I am stronger :)

Why do we bring trees in our house? A question I had long ago.....Dec. 21st marks the gradual return of longer days with sunlight.

This year I focused on the good things in my life and to find ways to appreciate people around me...

I wake in the morning and realize you are not there.
I drive to work and I am wondering if you're awake.
I hear a song at work and I smile thinking of you.
I have a coffee at lunch and wonder if you finished with Jordan.
I drive home...