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    Am I A Madman?[i Am A Madman]

    Am I a madman that I speak what I believe?That I exist through myself without anything else,That I am truly free? Am I a madman that in this existence I need none other than myselfMy morals and values to help me through? And Am I this madman that in all there is I see only me...
    TreeofSilence TreeofSilence 18-21 1 Response May 17, 2011

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    What I Know

    I don't know ****, even that's too much to assert.
    spamincarnate spamincarnate 26-30, M Feb 25, 2013

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    SonOfTheMonkeysUncle SonOfTheMonkeysUncle 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    I just made this profile,

    i have no friends on here so i don't expect readers. Life has just been so hard for me lately, one thing that i tell myself is that everybody has a story, everybody has their own problems. If only i could understand mine.. i have been really misunderstood through life.. i might...
    Perez4CS Perez4CS 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 12, 2014

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    I Am. Figuring That Out.

    im sick of constructing identities. im sick of being so many things that im not...becoming things i dont want to be. i dont want any more facades, any more fallacies.ive pleased everyone around me except myself. the walls are coming down, and ill let the pieces fall where they...
    justbittersweet justbittersweet 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 5, 2011

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    hellagay hellagay 18-21 Apr 11, 2014

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    I wasn't always the giving, caring, responsible and mature woman I am today. I didn't always follow the rules & do the right things. At 14 I was having sex, drinking and using...
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    I am 13 and Bi sexual. I love being outdoors and indoors. I can be impatient but its only cause I like you and wanna talk to you! :D
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    .....sigh.. I have nothing. I don't write brilliant stories. I don't make good things like movies, food, music and whatever else. Worthless...Precisely what I am..
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    Sigh..what's the point. Highschool friends and my whole family would abandon me if they knew I was an atheist, so I keep them out of my head. But there isn't else inside. I only...
    aeinhardt aeinhardt 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    I struggle with animosity and lust, I'll just go on and admit right now. I can't even "rub one out" without feeling flat out shameful afterwards but the urge is too strong not to...
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    Yes I have autism and yes it's labelled a mental illness or a disability to everyone, to me it's a stupid label they put on me just because I think different to others to a certain...
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    Yes I am. I am a Malaysian citizen, Male, euro-asian. I am looking for a girl, a woman who will share her whole life with me. I want kids. I love children, lots of them. I am...
    CoolDad59 CoolDad59 51-55, M 1 hr ago

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    as you can see in the pic, i am FAT 😃
    Wobblebelly Wobblebelly 16-17 1 hr ago

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    I used to dislike myself alot, portraying some typical traits of a Virgo female. Now i accept the ways i am/was. And learning to accept the 'good', as well as 'negative...
    sommersjo sommersjo 36-40, F 1 hr ago

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    And the thing that sucks about it most is that I have no one to talk about it to except people on the Internet. I have been with my boyfriend for nearly two years now but I am not...
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    Outdoctrination Outdoctrination 18-21 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I am so done trying to keep people in my life.. Without knowing I am actually ruining myself. I keep bringing down my self worth, but no more! I will not live to understand why...
    terriblefixations terriblefixations 22-25, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Inevitablyflawed Inevitablyflawed 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    No one knows who I really am I hide it to well because I have to, and I don't have anyone I can trust fully.
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    I have a good life. Now listen to me ***** about it. Most recently, my parents were abruptly forced into retirement and came to live with me. Can't really complain, they give me...
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    badgirlbee badgirlbee 22-25, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    "What's my story? Who Am I?" Stories are tough. Sometimes there is only the beginning, middle, and end. Those are the nice stories, the simple ones. Then the convoluted stories...
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