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    Am I A Madman?[i Am A Madman]

    Am I a madman that I speak what I believe?That I exist through myself without anything else,That I am truly free? Am I a madman that in this existence I need none other than myselfMy morals and values to help me through? And Am I this madman that in all there is I see only me...
    TreeofSilence TreeofSilence 18-21 1 Response May 17, 2011

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    I just made this profile,

    i have no friends on here so i don't expect readers. Life has just been so hard for me lately, one thing that i tell myself is that everybody has a story, everybody has their own problems. If only i could understand mine.. i have been really misunderstood through life.. i might...
    Perez4CS Perez4CS 22-25, F Feb 12

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    What I Know

    I don't know ****, even that's too much to assert.
    spamincarnate spamincarnate 26-30, M Feb 25, 2013

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    hellagay hellagay 18-21 Apr 11

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    I Am. Figuring That Out.

    im sick of constructing identities. im sick of being so many things that im not...becoming things i dont want to be. i dont want any more facades, any more fallacies.ive pleased everyone around me except myself. the walls are coming down, and ill let the pieces fall where they...
    justbittersweet justbittersweet 22-25, F Oct 5, 2011

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