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    Am I A Madman?[i Am A Madman]

    Am I a madman that I speak what I believe?That I exist through myself without anything else,That I am truly free? Am I a madman that in this existence I need none other than myselfMy morals and values to help me through? And Am I this madman that in all there is I see only me...
    TreeofSilence TreeofSilence 18-21 1 Response May 17, 2011

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    What I Know

    I don't know ****, even that's too much to assert.
    spamincarnate spamincarnate 26-30, M Feb 25, 2013

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    hellagay hellagay 18-21 Apr 11, 2014

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    I Am. Figuring That Out.

    im sick of constructing identities. im sick of being so many things that im not...becoming things i dont want to be. i dont want any more facades, any more fallacies.ive pleased everyone around me except myself. the walls are coming down, and ill let the pieces fall where they...
    justbittersweet justbittersweet 22-25, F Oct 5, 2011

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    I just made this profile,

    i have no friends on here so i don't expect readers. Life has just been so hard for me lately, one thing that i tell myself is that everybody has a story, everybody has their own problems. If only i could understand mine.. i have been really misunderstood through life.. i might...
    Perez4CS Perez4CS 22-25, F Feb 12, 2014

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    I am not who you think I am. I am not a s**t, I am not lesbian. I may be shy and introverted, and I may not have as many friends as you. But at least I know that I have true...
    SadFacedDork SadFacedDork 18-21, F Dec 31, 2014

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    So. Where to start? mmm ok brief background: In Feb of 2013 I moved to South Korea for one year to teach English. I moved back home in Feb of 2014. I was immediately shocked...
    rayofsunshine33 rayofsunshine33 22-25, F Jan 1

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    I am so confused about myself right now and I know a lot of people out there are too right now. I was raised by incredible parents, parents who are always there for me, who love me...
    Xyronna Xyronna 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    Part 1 of 2 of something my therapist had me write in an attempt to understand my emotions. As a sort of preface so you can understand some things, it's important to know that I...
    AzuraSkies AzuraSkies 16-17 1 Response Jan 4

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    Wow! where do I start? I don't feel like spell checking sorry... Mom died when I was 32 days old. Dad died at 9, raised by grandmother, she died at 89 in 2001, a 16 year old...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 4

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    I am Grateful for the family i have I am Grateful for all the money i own , earned and will get in the future I am Grateful for my eyes wich i can use to see I am Grateful for...
    JosephSpartanCrimson JosephSpartanCrimson 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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    I don't feel ugly and fat, I am ugly and fat. I can't change the shape of my body, I mean: no matter how much weight I lose, I will always have a "fat shape". No matter how thin I...
    L4N4 L4N4 31-35 1 Response Jan 5

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    This is a lengthy post I am about to write and am doing so mainly out of desperation just to vent how I am feeling at this moment because I am drowning in a sea of unhealthy...
    LaGentilleDame LaGentilleDame 31-35, F Jan 6

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    The bad in me far surpasses any good. I seem to only live for sex and instant gratification and convenience. I don't know how to work long and hard for something. It's much easier...
    shouldievenbother shouldievenbother 26-30, F Jan 8

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    There is panic in my heart. I feel down, and on the verge of tears. It doesn't help that I am alone, scratch that I am crying. I just want to be held right now. Sometimes I feel...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    Today you came in the guise of a man i lovea man who is supposed to have my back,for I am your flesh and blood....You came under the pretext to pick up the food I had offered you...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 3 Responses Jan 10

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    A Scopio Mind hurt...... I am tired of my mind (BPD mind)...... tired of what thoughts it holds and what they do to me...... I am tired of life being a drag and fighting to make...
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    My name is Faisal Aslam. I am from Lahore, Pakistan. I am Muslim and 22 years old. I have achieved a lot of things in my life. I am a student of Bachelors. I was hired as computer...
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    They say I am innocent, Have they seen my stripes? They say I am intelligent, Have they seen me bribe? They say I am independent, Have they seen me try? They say I am steady...
    InnocentShattered InnocentShattered 18-21 Jan 18

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    to jamesmonty3950; I am sorry that I said those things. I am sorry that I never got a chance to meet you. I am sorry that you picked him over me. I am sorry that I have no reason...
    DJer DJer 13-15, M 5 Responses Jan 18

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    I struggle with this personality type I have. I consider it a blessing though to have it, oddly enough. I just feel insecure. Not about my looks (well sometimes), but my...
    graciestacy graciestacy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    After reading everyone's situation it is hard to think my problem is really that much of a problem, but I need to just get it out. I am the eldest and growing up I will admit I was...
    etburki etburki 22-25, F Jan 19

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    I am okay these days. I can't believe how long I have been on EP and how much I have written. I would usually put my thoughts in a journal, but posting online, and having someone...
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    I am a new Member here! I am just going to jump right into why I am here and I am sure I will get a good mix response of good and bad, but here it goes anyways. I am a mother, a...
    Ana8939 Ana8939 22-25, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    I am new to this website and have read many stories from here and I feel like many people here might be able to give me some insight and strength on my situation. So I am in my...
    ForeverUninvited ForeverUninvited 22-25, F a week ago

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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
    youreadwhat youreadwhat 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
    youreadwhat youreadwhat 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Warning this TROLL is psychotic she is certified, all she do is post on all our stories watch out for her and block her. She is not in the OW group and this is what she lives for...
    Imbrokenhearted Imbrokenhearted 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am afraid of dying I am afraid of losing my family I am afraid of guns I am afraid of people who have guns I am afraid of spiders I am afraid of anything that has more than 4...
    HeySafaaJust HeySafaaJust 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    As a little girl I've asked my mother, whether i was pretty. Regardless what she said, I couldn't help myself from hating me so much. So I believe: I am fat, I am ugly, I am...
    vibhasparkle1 vibhasparkle1 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I don't know what to do. I think I might actually have a wolf inside me. I have seen some things happening to me. I will be honest. I learned about wolves, shapeshifters etc. from...
    ElenaMiley ElenaMiley 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    last day of the year and i am sad and lonely. it seems at every turn, i am a failure. i'm at a lost here. i do not know what to do anymore. it is so exhausting to set aside the...
    rockOnion rockOnion 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I met my now ex husband in early 2010. The relationship moved very quickly and we ended up getting an apartment together in August of 2010. Other than a few "little" things (his...
    abarton abarton 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I am glad i am single :) if you rush into a relationship that you know you are not ready for, you will get yourself hurt. Hard to find the man/woman that God has planned for you...
    awesome123124 awesome123124 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I am 27 and unemployed and still struggling with my self If I am succesfull in life or not. Despite that I started from a small village and ended up giving TEDx speeches and travel...
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    I am too scared to ask you. I am too worried to lose you. The thing is, I have too many questions to ask. But whenever I ask, you said I am overreacted. Am I? Or because I seemed...
    rockettothemoon08 rockettothemoon08 18-21, F Jan 1

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    Got bullied when I was young for it. Got weird looks at high school for it, for not playing the part of a copy cat. I always struggled at school. I've had a lot of hard times. No...
    THISarcane THISarcane 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    Sick of the fakes and liers here. The ones who make up stories so people feel sorry for them or just so people will talk to them. Am I ranting? Yes I am. I am who I am. I don't...
    Lonewolvesinc Lonewolvesinc 31-35, M Jan 1

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    No one likes me. I have indeed let them down. The question is now, "Do I leave while they drown?" If I am already dead should I save the living? I am never not afraid. I am always...
    treegurl94 treegurl94 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    It was difficult for me to join this group. Sure it seems easy, just hit "join group" and you're in, right? The problem is, by joining this group not only am I acknowledging I have...
    ConfessionsOfALostGurl ConfessionsOfALostGurl 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 1

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    Indeed. I am being captured by a moment that can not return. I have been wondering around the empty streets , like some short of ghost that can't let go of past. My life is a joke...
    sparkydream sparkydream 18-21, F Jan 1

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    The Death of My Godfather This happened a number of years ago but it feels just as painful now as it did at the time when i got the bad news about my godfather's death.He was not...
    dragonfang dragonfang 51-55, M Jan 2

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