I Analyze Myself In The Mirror

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    I've gotten fatter. I want to be skinny.

    I want to pretty and love myself. I'm a mess and I'm 17. I want help
    imsorryagain imsorryagain
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 2, 2015

    Hmm

    I do this a lot I do this before I get in the shower after I get out of the shower I probably spend at least 10 minutes just staring trying to find things I like about myself because before I would always tell myself things I didnt like
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 14, 2012
    JennyTom JennyTom
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Dec 15, 2015

    I always look at my reflection

    when I walk by a mirror or window and literally scoff and call myself a worthless piece of sh** haha but I wouldn't say it if it were true. I mean I look like a freaking bloated whale, who'll ever want me? My answer to that is Ana and Mia in case you're unaware, it is anorexia...
    XxBellabixtch49xX XxBellabixtch49xX
    16-17, F
    Apr 9, 2014

    I Look At Myself And Wonder Who I Really Am....

    As I just don't know anymore. Children adore me in my daycare and adults instantly *take* to me but I feel that as they get to know me, they find it easy to cast me aside or use me. Then I wonder if it's just me because I have a fear that I am mentally deranged and that my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 2, 2011

    Worst Enemy

    I don't want to be in front of mirror cause I hate what I see. But I am drawn to it. To stand there and pick myself apart.
    eyeslikestars eyeslikestars
    26-30, F
    Jan 5, 2011

    I think the best person to give you honest on

    who you are and what you look like if the mirror ..looking at my reflection in the mirror tell me a lot about who I'm and how other people see ...when I look in the mirror I honestly see an aged dead looking very dark skinned skinny body ...I also look like that I'm not a very...
    Inthedark16 Inthedark16
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jan 24

    Mirror, mirror on my wall,

    Can you show me a way to be tall? Mirror, mirror, if i change my hair, Will someone start to care? Mirror, mirror, if i ask you who is the fairest of them all, Will you promise not to let me fall? Mirror, mirror, if i deny everything and leave you broken, I can still see from...
    Fkkdkw Fkkdkw
    22-25, M
    May 16, 2014

    Perfect Girl

    I am so tired of the images of women in film, Televison and commercial. And how it influences me even though I don´t want it too. Therefore I have made a video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=38h6St_z-oo It´s something I am sure a lot (most?) of the women all over this world...
    piatjader piatjader
    31-35
    Apr 24, 2013

    I know this is stupid to say,

    but I feel like I'm getting old. I'm only 20 1/2. I think it's mostly due to not getting proper rest and I heard frequent exposure to the sun can cause wrinkles. I have dark circles under my eyes that even foundation can't hide and one of eyelids is wrinkled more than the other...
    TheEnduringSunrise TheEnduringSunrise
    18-21, F
    Jul 2, 2015

    The Mirror Is My Enemy

    I can't use mirrors, because once I get in front of one, I will stay there for awhile. I end up having someone pull me out of the bathroom to get out of the mirror. I always find something wrong or have to fix my hair or something.
    PenelopeParfait PenelopeParfait
    18-21, F
    Jul 14, 2012

    I Cannot Take It Anymore

    With every look, I feel disappointed. I am never good enough. I wish I could be hot for once, or feel sexy. But no. I feel like the cute little girl next door, and I am sick of it. I will never meet my standards, or anyone's, in the mirror. I look at my older sister, and even my...
    KilieLove KilieLove
    18-21, F
    13 Responses Jan 29, 2011

    I Am Saving Up For Plastic Surgery

    I hate my nose I hate my eyes I hate my brows I hate my toes Why can't someone grant my wish? To be a little prettier? To feel appreciated for once? I realise i have to take things in my own hands Go under the knife To have the kind of body and face I always wanted to have
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Mar 11, 2011

    I'm kind of hurt.. All I really want is

    for someone to love me for the body I have. My personality matters too, ya know. All these girls who feel like they have to be hot just to be loved. If that's your thing then cool more power too you, but I am sick of worrying about what it means to be beautiful on the outside...
    RhinestoneEyes63 RhinestoneEyes63
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2015

    Journal

    i do but im sure im bigger than half of you because im exercising to loose weight i see if im actually accomplishing anything so yeah but who dosen guys check there penis and such
    Laputatotorokikimononke Laputatotorokikimononke
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 14, 2010

    A mirror is a portal to another world But our

    clone is not letting us go in the portal
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13
    13-15, F
    Nov 23, 2014

    My dear Angel Michael .

    .I get annoyed and pissed when I remember been taken and driven to Leeds by an Egyptian orthodox monk ..he came and picked me up from my hateful mother ..then he driven me in his car to Leeds ..he had a beard and a brown skinned penis between his legs ..once I was in house ..he...
    Inthedark16 Inthedark16
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 29

    If u love yourself in the mirror then sometime

    that can happen as in pic . It might be possible
    Johnnystha Johnnystha
    26-30, M
    Aug 22, 2015

    Judging

    To begin, I do not judge anyone. Except for myself. I look at my flaws. I look for fixable imerfections. I donèt want other people to see anything I missed that is in any way ugly or unnattractive. I want to be perceived as bautiful, so I keep analyzing, and deciding what needs...
    Veronica4 Veronica4
    18-21, F
    Jul 16, 2011

    Stupid Flaws

    i can't help but wish that what i see is not what other people see and i am constantly looking in car window relections and going into different bathrooms trying to see if by some miracle some kind of lighting can make me look pretty. But instead it's always too bright and i look...
    Simplymissuderstood Simplymissuderstood
    16-17
    2 Responses Jul 9, 2010

    Every day I look at my reflection

    and wonder "is her life anything like mine?" but it's a trap, there's nothing on the other side...
    mapleheart mapleheart
    22-25
    Feb 16

    Mirror

    I don't really like looking at myself in the mirror and yet I analyze myself.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Oct 12, 2010

    Reflection.

    What I see in the mirror,is supposively completely different than what everyone else sees. I believe that I could be told by every perosn in the universe how beautiful I am,and I would still hate the way I look. I really think our own opinion on ourselves adds 10 extra pounds. I...
    kdm3230 kdm3230
    16-17, F
    Dec 20, 2010

    When you look in the mirror,

    what do you see? Do you notice Your face, shaped like a heart, can be nothing short of pale, Or Your eyes that suck the life out of color look like a muddy pool of hazel? Do you notice Your lips, plump and naturally pink, curve like a stretching bow aiming an arrow that, once...
    auraboreale auraboreale
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 12, 2014

    We All Should

    I know the old cliche, "you have to love yourself before you can love anyone else" has been around for many more years than i have, but it took me several decades to start believing it Sometimes it irritates me to hear those words, but i think the irritation is fueled by the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 8, 2010

    Yup, All The Time.

    Whenever i go to the bathroom, i usually spend a while looking at myself. Kinda like staring at myself in the mirror. I also look at my nose, or my eyebrows or mess around with my hair. Sometimes i'm like "What the hell is that thing in the mirror" and other times i think "Not...
    blackveilbride51 blackveilbride51
    16-17, F
    Feb 5, 2012

    I looked today. Tonight.

    Just now. And I saw a skeleton. In the past I've seen a handsome guy. Or my eyes, filled with the battle against horrible things, dreadful thoughts. Sadness. Filled with hope, sometimes a sparkle. Tonight I looked. I saw a skeleton. I saw nothing in those eyes. Barely a...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
    26-30, M
    Mar 1, 2015

    Mirrors Are Evil

    All I see is a body I never wanted and "EATING DISORDER" on my forhead. I have confidence, and don't want to be a twig, but the more I see my body get ruined by my actions I feel disgusting. Mirrors suck.
    queer4clockwork queer4clockwork
    18-21
    Jan 24, 2012

    That's Me

    I look to the mirror and i see a sad young girl, someone who have been doing all well beause of their parents, someone who have avoided to express her feelings just to make family and people around happy, someone who has been second when she could be first, someone who keep love...
    thenewmisslunallena thenewmisslunallena
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 14, 2011

    Reflection. Because I'm An Angsty Little Thing.

    You've got a fairly athletic figure. It's just bull. Because you shut yourself up indoors and eat when you're not at school. Appearances vs reality much? Thank god for your genes. Or else you'd be a fat ****. You already are. Compared to all the skinny girls. Why can't you be...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies
    61-65, M
    Apr 19, 2013

    A Lot Of People Do It...

    Ever since I was little, I've found the teeny tiny imperfections that everyone finds, that no one else sees. I suck in my stomach, and hope to get thinner, even though I never make an effort to work out. I push up the arch of my eyebrows, just to see what it would look like if it...
    Hrmg Hrmg
    13-15, F
    Apr 29, 2012

    This Needs To Stop

    Religiously, every day I will do this. Excruciatingly, painfully slowly, I'll scan over myself looking for flaws. It's not hard to find them, as I wasn't blessed with great skin or well behaved hair.Pores are huge....Hair's gone curly there....Eyebrows need plucking....Ears stick...
    Meeoko Meeoko
    18-21, F
    May 21, 2012

    45 Minutes

    I at least spend about 45 minutes in front of the mirror every day  and it's not because I like to check out how "hott" I think I look, it's for the complete opposite reason actually. It's torture..so I've been TRYING to avoid mirrors all together. Only problem I'm having...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    4 Responses Aug 23, 2010

    I Can't Find Anything Positive

    All I see is the white dry patches of psoriasis, the red spots of dermatitis, constantly growing body hair, stretch marks, pimples covering my face, the dark wrinkly underlays of my eyes, huge male body. And I have to comb my hair every fifteen minutes or my hair'll look like...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 11, 2012

    Is This For Girls Only!? O.o"

    I don't think I saw many guys joining this group, but oh well. Sure I analyze myself in the mirror from time to time. I just check out my workout progress, and take picture every two or so weeks. :D I'd give a list, buuuuuuuut, nope. ^~^
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 11, 2010

    Idk What To Put As A Title....

    I guess I obsess about the tiniest things like pimples and boys and hair and clothes. I'm just a normal teenager so I'm not obsessed with my weight or anything... I eat plenty because I'm a soccer player and have a high metabolism. So theres my story :)
    SPEEDYGIRL7 SPEEDYGIRL7
    13-15, F
    Jul 31, 2011

    What if a mirror is really a portal to a

    different world.. But we have a clone, and it's trying to keep us from going in.....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Oct 20, 2014

    I Shouldn't

    Just standing there, full length mirror in front of me, my own image looking back at me, contemplating, indecision in her eyes. Her lips are pursed, thinking, contemplating. "Do I like her?" the eyes seem to ask, as they travel up and down, each pass noticing more and more...
    fadingvioletdawn fadingvioletdawn
    18-21, F
    Jul 16, 2011
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Nov 17, 2014

    WHAT DO I SEE? When I get up in the morning

    the first thing I do is look in the mirror… I never like what I see… Sometimes I just sit there looking at myself in the mirror wondering what other people can see and what they think of me! I actually don't know why I look in the mirror… I'm not good looking at all so...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee
    22-25, F
    Apr 9, 2014
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