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    Extraudinary Uses For Ordinary Things

    I had a group at the Center where I go. There is a great book that I heard of and I took some notes. There are over 2,000 ideas and things in the book. Here are just a few, check it out:   You should get the book, “Extraordinary Uses For...
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    18-21, F
    Jan 22, 2009

    Depressed

    Well, I am really depressed right now. My friend, Shari is in the hospital now. She was cutting and suicidal. I asked a staff about it, but they can't tell us about it. I just want to cut and curl up in a ball and die. I accidentally dropped the damn vacuum on my toes...
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    18-21, F
    Dec 12, 2008

    Visit With Family

    Well, tomorrow I get to see my dad and sister. I get a new hoodie too from them. My aunt is sending some mac & cheese with them to give to me. They are coming to my home town. Cool. We are going to go to a bigger city on Friday and go to the zoo and to see a movie. It will be...
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    18-21, F
    Sep 10, 2008

    All Cool and New

    Today was an OK day. Didn't do much today. I went to the orthodonitst and got my broken wire fixed. Nice people at the place I go to. Went grocery shopping at WalMart and got some good food for the week. My friend forgot to come and pick me up, so some other lady came and gave me...
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    18-21, F
    Sep 3, 2008

    21

    I will be 21 on February 14th!! That means I can legally drink! YAY! Not that I haven't been already. I am visiting family now. My sister and dad and the dog are all taking naps. It is almost 7 pm.  They sleep too much. My sister has her nights and days confused. I don't. I...
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    18-21, F
    Feb 9, 2009

    Ambien

    Well, ever since I got on Ambien, the sleeping med, I have been having short term memory loss and amnesia. Ambien causes people to have that. Here is a little artle on it:   Q: Does Ambien cause amnesia (memory loss)? A: In some cases, Ambien and other sleep...
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    18-21, F
    Oct 26, 2008

    Cutting

    I am depressed right now. I have been cutting again. It ended last October, but started up again. I am 21 now. I am legally able to drink. That is good. Even though I drank at my dad's house when I was still 20. Oh well. Right now we have a girl here, Kelly...
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    18-21, F
    Mar 7, 2009

    Tattoos

    I am going to see my dad and sister again and be with my family for Thanksgiving. I am packed and ready for tomorrow. I am watching, "CSI: Miami" right now. I found a box of Altoids in my drawer that had never been opened. They don't sell those anymore I think? I...
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    18-21, F
    Nov 23, 2008

    Bad Mood

    Well, lately have been in a bad mood. Mostly cause I am around my friend a lot. She lives in the same group home as me. I guess I just need a break. We get kind of crabby with each other. That is why I have been in my room mostly. There is a major age difference too. She is in...
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    18-21, F
    Aug 23, 2008

    Minute Chocolate Mug Cake

    MINUTE CHOCOLATE MUG CAKE 1 Coffee mug (about 12 oz) 4 tablespoons flour (plain flour, not self rising) 4 tablespoons of sugar 2 tablespoons baking cocoa 1 egg 3 tablespoons milk 3 tablespoons oil (olive oil is way better, or 3 tablespoons of apple...
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    18-21, F
    Sep 29, 2008

    How to Spot a Liar

    Well, right now I am waiting for my favorite show to come on, "Criminal Minds." Well, actually, "CSI: Las Vegas" is my favorite. Tomorrow is our Halloween party at the Center I go to. I am going in hospital scrubs. I am listening to a great song called...
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    18-21, F
    Oct 29, 2008

    My Mental Health

    I was adopted when I was 2 from Vietnam. I have cleft palate where my lip was cut in 2 right down the middle. I had over 20 surgeries for it. I also had lots of dental work. Around 12 was where things started to go bad. I had a horrible 6th grade teacher. She was mean to me, and...
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    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 6, 2008

    In Trouble With Staff

    Well, I guess I am in trouble with the staff from the Center and from the group home. All because I went to my dad and sister's house for Thanksgiving and was supposed to come back in 6 days. Well, I stayed an extra 5. I didn't have my meds with me. So I started to take...
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    18-21, F
    Dec 6, 2008

    Triggered

    Well, my friend, *Jessica* (name changed to keep identity of real person private), she was somewhat not safe for herself. So she was hitting herself with a hammer. Well, She said that her church told her that when she has seizures and stuff that demons cause that. What a loaad of...
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    18-21, F
    Sep 29, 2008

    Visiting Family

    Well, I visited my dad and sister last week. I got a new cell phone because someone stole mine. I had dropped it and 2 seconds later, well, someone took it. I got a digital camera from my dad. It is really cool. I am watciing, "CSI: Las Vegas." A new...
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    18-21, F
    Oct 23, 2008

    Suicide

    I am super depressed right now. I feel like killing myself. I just watched on YouTube some people who shoot themselves and they show it all. I don't know if it is real or fake, but it is creepy. I am listening to, Simple Plan, "Welcome To my Life." Good song. I am...
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    18-21, F
    Nov 5, 2008

    Oregon Trip + Madness

    Well, I am back from my trip to OR. I saw family there. I got a brand new cell phone for $160. It was originally $200, but I got a good deal. I got the Samsung Gravity. I LOVE it! I got unlimited texting now. YAY! I just got done watching, "...
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    18-21, F
    Jan 17, 2009

    Didn't Get It

    I didn't get the job at Sonic. I really wanted it. That is because I am not experienced with money yet. That sucks for me. It is Labor Day and it is getting late at night. Not much to do. I am depressed and listening to, "Keep Holding On" by Avril Lavigne. Kind of a...
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    18-21, F
    Sep 1, 2008

    Cutting

    Well, today and yesterday I have been cutting my on my stomach. I found some broken glass outside. I did wash it off before cutting. I am reading the book, "The Perfect Cut" and the boy in the book cuts. He lost his sister due to suicide. He starts doing some...
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    18-21, F
    Nov 10, 2008

    Adult Psych Ward

    Well, just like 2 weeks ago I was sent to a psych ward. That is because I was visiting family and got really depressed and started cutting. I had to be in the ER for 8 hours. From 6:30 pm - 2:30 am. Yeah, I was tired. I was put on a side that you don't have to...
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    18-21, F
    Aug 18, 2008

    Helping a Friend

    Hey, I have had a hard 2 weeks. My good friend, she is having a hard time. She got sent to the state psych ward because she hurt herself and stuff. Well, today, in the middle of a funny movie, she bursts out in tears. She was saying that the group home that we live in was going...
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    18-21, F
    Oct 5, 2008

    Job Interview

    Well, I had a job interview today for working at Sonic, the fast food restaurant. I want to do cleaning up work and work with money and stuff. I need to learn how to count with money and stuff. I suck now, but I need to learn how to do it fast and right. I was nervous about the...
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    18-21, F
    Aug 26, 2008

    Crabby Mood

    Well, I had fun at my Dad and sister's apartment. We went to Denver and shopped. I got  hoodie. Then we decided to go to the 'Springs. So I went home with them. I didn't have all my meds. But oh well. Who cares. We went and saw her group home girls (my sister's) and we took...
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    18-21, F
    Sep 18, 2008

    Life Changes

    Well, right now I am moved to a different group home. I live in Boulder, CO. For younger adults. Thank God! Laura and dad are moving next  Monday or Tuesday to Oregon. I will miss them. I can't say goodbye in person cause I cut the other night. I got in a...
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    18-21, F
    1 Response May 1, 2009
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