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I Another Day Closer

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    It has been many months since I have been here to vent...to listen...to talk.. I am unsure where I have been...where I have gone..if im coming or going! I seem to have realize that the world doesnt stop for the broken...the weary...the lonely... I have tried to bring myself up...
    SingleDad40 SingleDad40 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 12, 2012

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    Today is just another closer I am to the end...finally giving up on all hope...all desire...and all dreams. When I opened my eyes this morning....i regretted it...I regretted the sound of the alarm clock....i regretted the water flowing over me as i showered...and as i stood...
    SingleDad40 SingleDad40 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 5, 2012

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