I Appear Calm, But Really Want To Scream And Break Things

Venting forum for whatever 278 People

    It makes me upset how much I put into the

    relationship only to be replaced so quickly and easily... I feel like ****.
    butterflyofchange butterflyofchange
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 22, 2014

    Always Calm

    I've always been calm and collected. No one really knows what I'd really like to ******* do to them. I don't like to scream, I don't throw things around and I don't throw little tantrums. I'm always calm and my voice stays at a level measured even pitch. I may appear calm, but...
    Vbot123 Vbot123
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 2, 2013

    Let It Out...

    Sometimes, most of the time, it's a real HUGE pain in the arse to keep it all together. But for a lot of us, we HAVE to... especially if other people depend on you. I really have no outlet to vent about things. So this is it! Feel free to join if need a venting outlet, and bring...
    Listen2YourHeart Listen2YourHeart
    41-45, F
    Mar 20, 2011

    I'm Still Scared

    Me and my oldest cousin talked a bit about what he did n i think he means it because he said he really feels horrible about what he did and that if he could go back he would never of done what he did. I guess i trust him again. His g.f. might be pregnant though and i can't help...
    Teddy15 Teddy15
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 3, 2012


    ....like right now...really..
    justsunni justsunni
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Jun 1, 2011

    Yes, This Group Is Exactly Me

    Lol. I forgot I was a part of this group. This is totally me. Why do I have so much like energy and aggression and all that? I am so like, well, I don't even know the emotions. Just like wanting to explode and make the world hear me and I don't even know what else. Haha. It's...
    PlanaBoy PlanaBoy
    18-21, M
    Dec 29, 2012
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 9, 2016

    I hate that when I'm upset

    or something bad happens I have to pretend that everything is ok and make it seem like nothing happened. I have to put on a fake smile and act happy and calm when I'm really dying and screaming for help on the inside. does anyone else have to do the same?
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Dec 23, 2014

    I Don't Know I Guess Its Somewhat A Story About Love Or Possible Future Heart Break.

    My sisters best friend who has a bf and my cousin tj are in the pool makeing out. Ewww. It got me thinking though. How do you know if ypu really like kisses your bf gives you? Like is it like" oh a kiss ..ok" or is it like smething else? It also got me thinking. Am i really in...
    Teddy15 Teddy15
    18-21, F
    Jul 13, 2012

    Anxiety, A Demon To Not Be Wreckened With

    itching every where and the more you scratch the more you itch. searing throbbing pain in your chest, feeling like you can't breathe and like the 'elephant in the room' is sitting on your chest smashing your lungs and cracking your ribs. not sure if your okay, not sure where you...
    Caitlinsmith1636 Caitlinsmith1636
    18-21, F
    Oct 11, 2013

    Always Have Been

    Even as a child, I was never one to throw tantrums and have meltdowns. Not in public at least. As far as the public eye was concerned, I was a sweet, shy, very calm little kid... But they didn't know I was just a walking volcano close to erupting. My public tantrums were very...
    deadmoon deadmoon
    22-25, F
    Sep 24, 2012
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