Although, sometimes, I don't even manage to appear happy. Unfortunately for my wife, it is usually when I am home with her (I manage to put on the fake happiness for everyone else but her). Other times though, I am genuinely happy.
I do this everyday, before I leave from my house.
I put on my fake smile, I go to class,
smile and say hi to my acquaintances,
The smile goes away after they pass.
I come home, feeling depressed inside,
But before someone opens the door,
my fake smile is...
One of my favorite TV shows is One Tree Hill. I usually get tired of the mushy stuff real fast, but for some reason this, I just cant stop watching. Its like at times I wish my life was that way..even with the pain, because somehow, they always have someone there to help them...
you know you have mastered the "fake smile" when even your best friends' can't see past it.
i always thought my friends cared but lately it's like they're not even listening. i could say i was going to commit suicide and they'd be like "yea, it is beautiful...