you know you have mastered the "fake smile" when even your best friends' can't see past it.
i always thought my friends cared but lately it's like they're not even listening. i could say i was going to commit suicide and they'd be like "yea, it is beautiful...
Although, sometimes, I don't even manage to appear happy. Unfortunately for my wife, it is usually when I am home with her (I manage to put on the fake happiness for everyone else but her). Other times though, I am genuinely happy.
I do this everyday, before I leave from my house.
I put on my fake smile, I go to class,
smile and say hi to my acquaintances,
The smile goes away after they pass.
I come home, feeling depressed inside,
But before someone opens the door,
my fake smile is...
One of my favorite TV shows is One Tree Hill. I usually get tired of the mushy stuff real fast, but for some reason this, I just cant stop watching. Its like at times I wish my life was that way..even with the pain, because somehow, they always have someone there to help them...