I Are Trying To Figure Out Where I Went Wrong

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    I'm trying to be emotional on the website and get someone to talk to me about my feelings but you dirty pervs out there are messaging me trying to get me to measure your weewee's...
    morgan247 morgan247
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Apr 21
    A few weeks ago I found myself chatting with a young woman in PM. Nothing inappropriate. A friend of friends, somebody that had orbited around our group but whom I never connected...
    JonE65 JonE65
    46-50, M
    Apr 21
    I'm 15 and live wth my grandmother and my little sister who is 13 years old and I hate it. My sister gets treated so differently. When i was my sisters age I never even had a phone...
    morgan247 morgan247
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 21
    what's wrong with ep now... it's filled with trolls.
    unbound97 unbound97
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Apr 21
    I wish I had a mother figure
    spankedmedboy spankedmedboy
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 21
    i have been really lucky in my life to have met such amazing women. My Mom is one of the strongest women I've ever met, She was born in Venezuela and her parents divorced when she...
    WhirlwindR WhirlwindR
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    My name is Lupin, and I am alive. I am big into symbolism, not the kinds that you talk about in high school English classes, but the more authentic kind. The little moments in...
    ProcessOfBecoming ProcessOfBecoming
    18-21, T
    Apr 20
    Last day feeling naughty!!
    NeverFair4Clare NeverFair4Clare
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 20
    Now that I think about it, I've only ever had crushes on girls and I also fantasize about doing stuff to them. But, I'm kinda nervous to say 'I am gay' because I'm not really 100...
    Pain24 Pain24
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    Ever since the age of 13 I have felt attracted to both men and women but I can't talk to anyone about it. I hate being this way
    DarkRayon DarkRayon
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 20
    so about a year ago my family went out of town but i decided to stay here "to watch the house" (i just wanted to dress up) so im home alone for 3 days after they leave i hope in...
    Pantyhoseboy1 Pantyhoseboy1
    22-25, T
    Apr 19
    When I was about...10 1/2 and down, I had a good family. I believed we all loved each other. Well. At 10 1/2 my dad got a night job. He always slept in the day. So he didn't spend...
    GodOfWords GodOfWords
    26-30, F
    Apr 19
    TRUE! --nervous --very, very dreadfully nervous I had been and am; but why will you say that I am mad? The disease had sharpened my senses --not destroyed --not dulled them. Above...
    DaydreamingSleepwalker DaydreamingSleepwalker
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 19
    Do I quit or toughen the **** up? I am a 22 year old college student. I got a job as a personal banker about a month ago. Before this, I worked as a cashier at a fast food place...
    harleyquinn16 harleyquinn16
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 19
    Help!!!!!!! Please!! Ok so in dec my niece passed away, my sisters bf killed her :(. She was about to turn 1..... But here's the reason I'm here.. One night I had a dream about the...
    Ilovepigs089 Ilovepigs089
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 18
    A woman is often measured by the things she cannot control, she is measured by the way her body curves or doesn't curve, by where she is flat or straight or round, she is measured...
    AwakenEdge AwakenEdge
    41-45, F
    9 Responses Apr 18
    As I sit here drinking the last of Belgium white, ive come to the realization that I'm not content with a few aspects of my life. This will be my last open letter to anyone that I...
    mimieux187 mimieux187
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Apr 18
    I wish I could find a group that says I'm trying to learn figure skating. So I just recently joined a learn to skate figure skating class. I have never figure skated in my life...
    YesCrazy YesCrazy
    26-30, F
    Apr 18
    I left my job a month or two ago because I couldn't stand it anymore, I was so stressed and lost I didn't understand any more what I was doing, all people complaining about their...
    Memonster Memonster
    26-30
    Apr 18
    I am tired of circles. I'm tired of this life. Feeling black and white weather haunting me. I don't know where I can put the past behind me. just trying to survive but trying isn't...
    AnonymousF5 AnonymousF5
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    Poss my last story :P i do.. i dont get it.. for me it has to be real tastes, real touches, real sensations.. and i dont get why people would settle for less...i suppose for me...
    Adaydreambeliever Adaydreambeliever
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Apr 17
    Dont know even how to start this. Been sitting here for almost an hour trying to get things straight in my head and not having much luck. Im totally ignorant of how love works...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Apr 17
    no one can know all you have seen, all you have felt, and all you have said. we are all individuals trying to do what we can to make life bearable. sometimes we touch and the...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Apr 16
    He stood to the door She gazed at his hands As he pulled off her ring She paused at his hands All were witnesses None did not speak A silent tree at wrecking Broke...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    Before I found about EP,Askmehelpdesk,yahoo q/a or any such!! It was between December 2012 2013 April ' something like that ! I am at my Mission and trying to figure out still...
    fuckuprincessanyajaki fuckuprincessanyajaki
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    Indeed. I'm constantly worried about something, I always feel uncomfortable talking with strangers, I'm constantly assuming everyone is thinking something negative about me, I...
    WritingDesk11 WritingDesk11
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 14
    I am bisexual and my boyfriend knows that I am but doesn't quite understand how I feel.
    TashaMK TashaMK
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Apr 14
    Hello everyone, This is my goodbye message on EP, so....let's get started. First of all let me say that I will miss this place. This place has helped me through the years as a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 14
    I say everyone in the world is special and uniquely beautiful. Which is true, but maybe I should elaborate what I mean by that. Everyone is equal in my eyes, there are some...
    FieryWolf FieryWolf
    16-17, F
    Apr 13
    Well, the biggest problem in the world right now is... I spoke to my cousin last night. I was fishing for a problem in the world right now, one she might want to solve. She is...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
    26-30, M
    Apr 13
    I am hard to figure out to most people. What I find especially distressing is when people think they know me and treat me according to their projected view of me. It leaves me...
    Obliterati Obliterati
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 12
    hate that I don't ever fit in anywhere no matter where I am or what I'm doing. tired of always being alone.
    Schiizm Schiizm
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 12
    I think people don't like me anymore :'(
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 12
    I am almost certain about my bisexuality, without having sexual experiences on both sides, but it is scary to say "I am this". I don't really have people to talk to about it, which...
    FIame FIame
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Apr 11
    I lost my Dad when I was 9 yrs old & have had a lot of issues with that which include the lack of male intimacy not in a sexual way of course, but in a way of wanting to be able to...
    TheAMan1988 TheAMan1988
    26-30, M
    Apr 11
    I guess I was wrong to try and trust again. I was wrong to think I mattered. I was wrong to think that what I give to others, I'd get back. I was wrong.....
    lovesthenightsky lovesthenightsky
    26-30, F
    Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up)  Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    I am in need of a father figure/Mentor. One who is willing to dish out punishments such as a sore bottom of I'm bad. And one that will set me rules but will be there if and when I...
    LeosLittleSoldier LeosLittleSoldier
    18-21, T
    Apr 10
    i was in love with a girl once. but never opened up to her n still can't forget about her. i think she also liked me since she hinted it with her body language n some things she...
    breeze16 breeze16
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 10
    I am very lucky to know my dad, but our relationship has never really been more than a friendship. He and my mum split when I was around 6 and just remember not being that bothered...
    nedh1996 nedh1996
    18-21, M
    Apr 10
    don't read into things...i do try. but its my nature to want to understand all that happens around me. the people who are important to me are ones I am desperate to understand...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Apr 10
    I get told this a lot. I answer any question but even after the person only has more.
    midnight1026 midnight1026
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 9
    I've had this a lot, someone speaks to me for a bit then I mute or do something else. That's when the questions come about, "why don't you just talk" etc that I'm strange to know.
    junedrops junedrops
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 9
    So last night I had a dream where I basically met my future soulmate. We just went to college (in the dream) and that's where we met each other. It seemed very real and we did...
    DarkRa1nst0rm DarkRa1nst0rm
    13-15
    Apr 9
    The one person who is always a constant denominator in my life, is my brother. We have basically grown up as twins despite our two year age difference. When we were younger we...
    lbokete lbokete
    18-21, M
    Apr 8
    Dont know when it started. I had become an emotional nightmare over the last year or so. I know it started when I just started to cry over all kinds of family deaths. Not when they...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Apr 8
    It's been an interesting and helpful experience being on EP. For all the people that I've met, it was a pleasure commenting, responding, and corresponding with you. The journey is...
    c0nfus3d22 c0nfus3d22
    18-21, F
    Apr 8
    I had a more old mum like ahh never mind
    11Tanycheeky 11Tanycheeky
    13-15, F
    Apr 8
    For example, unrealistic beauty standards for men and women. Men are supposed to be with huge muscles constantly buff and toned and look like professional athletes and weight...
    moonlightflower moonlightflower
    22-25, F
    Apr 8
    I'm a 20 year old male college student and I'm not sure what I'm feeling right now, especially since I always assumed that I was 100% straight. Coming from a pretty religious...
    ProxyVox ProxyVox
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Apr 7
    I know things on EP are coming to a close but I thought I would share my testimony. I want to start by saying "life is short, too short to be unhappy". A lot of you where were I...
    AmazingPoet AmazingPoet
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Apr 7
    The only man to have touched me in the last year has been the trainer at the gym. I don't do anything fancy, I just discovered the free classes that no one takes advantage of and I...
    ijustneed2talk ijustneed2talk
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Apr 7
    In February of 2015 i went on a cruise. It was a 7 day cruise in the beginning of the school year so i had to take school off.Because it was in the begging of the year more than 80...
    bellskoolness bellskoolness
    18-21, F
    Apr 7
    If I haven't got things right, I'd like to find out quickly. I want to have correct information to make the right conclusion. I've not really got too much to get defensive about...
    9minute 9minute
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 7
    There's this girl at school who tries so hard to be cool. Honestly it has become so pathetic and funny. I don't understand why you would make a fool of yourself to be seen a cool...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    2 Responses Apr 5
    There isn't a day... maybe an hour even, that I don't think of you. I miss you. I wonder if you're doing okay. Are you still out there somewhere? Or have you completely left? I...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 5
    I am trying my best to overcome my mental problems. It's gotten to the point of life and death. I'm in survival mode now. I was taking 4 medications and realized that they were...
    toniyl toniyl
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 5
    Who isn't? If anyone thinks they have life totally figure out, they are fooling themselves. There are always unanswered questions, mysteries that we won't ever understand. That's...
    Hannah1100 Hannah1100
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 5
    I don't know what the title says lol. But I just got a breast pump and I'm thinking about trying it out in s few minutes. I'm 7 days from my due date.
    emileenicole31 emileenicole31
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Apr 5
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