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Depression 47 People

    The Darkest Hour

    11 years ago my depression came out in a way they caused me to harm myself. And in doing that I hurt my family. Before the depression came out I kept it to myself for 5 years because my husband traveled and I am a strong person as far as my children went. I never wanted them to...
    ben33156 ben33156 51-55, F 2 Responses Jan 20, 2010

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    Many Factors

    ***Warning:  Potentially Triggering Entry***         Much as I love my dad, he can be a jerk.  I spent most of my childhood in a terror, wondering what I'd do next to set him off.  Once, when I was about 6 he ripped the leg off one of my...
    Geode Geode 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 14, 2009

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    This Shoud Answer That Question

    and my wife was one that never came home, i almost came home in a bag
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Oct 2, 2011

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    Crave.

    I'm not really sure at what age but it still gets me now days. For the past three days I've been feeling **** and seriously cutting to make myself feel better but it makes me feel sick. Not sick for the cutting but for myself and that I've stooped so low. Ive been constantly...
    Icanthelpet Icanthelpet 18-21, F Dec 12, 2011

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    In The Grips Of Major Depressive Dissorder

    I have often asked myself, what causes my depression; Not from a medical perspective but from my perspective. Two white tablets every morning is that what my life has become; Some days I am completely paralyzed, I cannot function, those are the worse days and I stay in bed the...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2013

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    I'm 16 years old almost 17. I have the symptoms of BPD witch is ruining all of my relationships. I don't know what made me become what I call a monster. I know I caused all of the...
    xxcaylaxx xxcaylaxx 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I have read experiences and questions on here and many times the persons are wanting to find love but too scared to take a chance. It is obvious they have taken a chance before...
    srfchopper srfchopper 56-60, M Mar 21

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    If you have been living under a rock for the last three years, be suggested that this article will contain spoilers for you.Over the last few years, the Superstar Wars: The Old...
    masonrychan masonrychan 22-25, M 12 hrs ago

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    Cant Stand When People Judge Without Knowing You
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I'm a popular girl friends with everyone at school . " You're so pretty , You're so gorgeous" is all I hear but when I look in the mirror I see different all I can do is cry I see...
    dasiy456 dasiy456 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    I yell at people sometimes for no reason I get mad I cry I feel unwanted I feel like I should be dead I flip out break things when im alone I punch the walls I throw myself at the...
    lostbrokeheart lostbrokeheart 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    My dad was diagnosed with clinical depression when I was a teenager. I've always wondered if I do too but I don't want to be suggestive. I don't really want to find out if I do...
    mottkat mottkat 22-25, F Mar 23

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    Very recently I joined an office as an intern ,new place, new life. I was suffering from stress,I realized that when i started loosing a lot of hair and my other MAJOR stress...
    Avaashi Avaashi 18-21, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    You Know You're Depressed, When you cry for no reason, when you talk to yourself, or even, when you think too Much..! =(
    Diana172 Diana172 13-15, F Mar 3

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    It's like one day we were talking on the phone, saying how we just couldn't wait any longer to hold eachother, to see eachothers face again without a computer screen holding back...
    pillsofdiamond pillsofdiamond 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I went to a party last weekend it was at a house in the neighborhood not to far away from my house. There was a lot of alcohol at the party and my parents are super religious so...
    iwantgirlwedgieslaves16 iwantgirlwedgieslaves16 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 10

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    My sister and mother just laid the law down on me by severe arguing only coz I didnt want my kids to here my sister's convo after midnight with her friends as I have set rules for...
    Fizzy0875 Fizzy0875 36-40, F 23 hrs ago

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    not only as a kid. this happen when I go to a hair salon and some other places too.
    meandmythought meandmythought 26-30, F Mar 23

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    You know it's gonna be a great day when you step outside and feel the smile spread across and think "this is great!" :D about 24 degrees with the light wind. It snowed another inch...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    Notorious Pig asked about what is more relevant in a relationship -- an age - gap or thigh gap. This is a PROFOUND ? and deserving of no less than a PROFOUND answer. Dear Truffle...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart 51-55, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    i was 11 oh what a night late September back in 83 that was when he took my virginity
    kcesjw kcesjw 41-45, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    When people reply back fast, it makes you feel like someone actually is interested!
    decemberlove2201 decemberlove2201 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    i was was ******** naked by 5 strangers at a holiday foam party in malia crete while husband watched laughing , then we went back to there flat and played stupid drinking games and...
    domrep2 domrep2 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 23

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    I hate those times where you are bored and obligate a conversation with others and they don't tell you they're busy but instead keep you hanging or just avoid a reply, which does...
    Tak162015 Tak162015 16-17, M Mar 23

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    Unfortunately, im not that kind of person myself. I know, its a very bad habit.
    Mikaela1920 Mikaela1920 16-17 Mar 15

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    1. What's you're favorite candle scent? -Strawberry 2. What female celebrity do you wish was your sister? -Jennifer Lawrence 3. What male celebrity do you wish was your brother...
    Raewyn95 Raewyn95 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    I have been with my husband since 2008. When we first met, I laughed and we talked a lot. Then he slowly took over my life. He started coming over to my house when I was at work to...
    mom4ce mom4ce 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    1. What is your favorite candle sent? • Some sort of berry 2. What female celebrity do you wish was your sister? • Drew Barrymore 3. What male celebrity do you wish was...
    endmypainn endmypainn 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I want to kill myself. Things seem so bad right now. I don't have any hope. I want it all to be gone. I don't know how serious it is, I already know how I'd do it, I would try...
    thornedrose thornedrose 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 6

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    Iv been dealing with this pregnancy all alone since you made the decision to leave me and blame it all on me. Calling me up to break it off with me, not even giving me the respect...
    MissiTeej MissiTeej 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    • 1. What's your favorite candle scent? Apple Cinnamon or Pumpkin Spice, even in spring and summer • 2. What female celebrity do you wish was your sister? Jennifer Lawrence...
    pixieparty pixieparty 31-35, F Mar 13

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    "Coz I'm missing you so bad. Now you're not by my side. Guess you could say, it's me who's hurting so bad. After all this time, After all that we've been through, Baby, aren't you...
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F Mar 2

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    I took a chance, I took a shot And you might think i'm bulletproof, but i'm not You took a swing, I took it hard And down here from the ground I see who you are I'm sick and tired...
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F Mar 5

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    My Fitty Things... • 1. What's your favorite candle scent? fresh linen/lilac • 2. What female celebrity do you wish was your sister? none... i'm not really into celebrities...
    SvveetKiester SvveetKiester 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 15

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    I feel as though I only post about what happened to me. I feel like it's all that defines me. That's why I wanted to post this, to remind myself that I am more than him. 1: What...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F Mar 16

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    Had a couple folks say they don't feel they know me as well as they'd like, this might help a little bit .. • 1. What's your favorite candle scent? Have a vanilla coffee bean...
    WishfulGuy WishfulGuy 46-50, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    • 1. What's your favorite candle scent? Tahitian vanilla • 2. What female celebrity do you wish was your sister? Cameron Diaz would be fun. • 3. What male celebrity do...
    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 11 Responses 5 days ago

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    • 1. What's your favourite candle scent? something like a fresh sea breeze. like you can close your eyes and almost feel it. • 2. What female celebrity do you wish was your...
    unknownpoetx unknownpoetx 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    At least I can just vent here, as if you were actually listening--as if I still meant something to you. We were best friends. True friends. Sisters... we played videogames together...
    HypeAboutEverything HypeAboutEverything 18-21, F Mar 14

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    He murdered his wife with such brutality. Later that evening when he returned home, he found on the floor her scattered sanity. She had always wanted to give blood but now the...
    ParisCat ParisCat 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 14