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    and my wife was one that never came home, i almost came home in a bag
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Oct 2, 2011

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    Crave.

    I'm not really sure at what age but it still gets me now days. For the past three days I've been feeling **** and seriously cutting to make myself feel better but it makes me feel sick. Not sick for the cutting but for myself and that I've stooped so low. Ive been constantly...
    Icanthelpet Icanthelpet 18-21, F Dec 12, 2011

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    The Darkest Hour

    11 years ago my depression came out in a way they caused me to harm myself. And in doing that I hurt my family. Before the depression came out I kept it to myself for 5 years because my husband traveled and I am a strong person as far as my children went. I never wanted them to...
    ben33156 ben33156 51-55, F 2 Responses Jan 20, 2010

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    Many Factors

    ***Warning:  Potentially Triggering Entry***         Much as I love my dad, he can be a jerk.  I spent most of my childhood in a terror, wondering what I'd do next to set him off.  Once, when I was about 6 he ripped the leg off one of my...
    Geode Geode 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 14, 2009

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    In The Grips Of Major Depressive Dissorder

    I have often asked myself, what causes my depression; Not from a medical perspective but from my perspective. Two white tablets every morning is that what my life has become; Some days I am completely paralyzed, I cannot function, those are the worse days and I stay in bed the...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2013

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    I don't know if I'll get any replies on this, I just made this but anyways hi. My name is Cassie. I'm 20 years old and I'm a transgender female, pre transition on everything. So I...
    CassieVargas CassieVargas 18-21, T 4 hrs ago

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    Many individuals have lower back pain so often which it starts to become daily struggle. You don't have to tolerate pain daily. Usually do not expect everything to be fixed after...
    licapeng87 licapeng87 22-25, F Feb 17

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    I don't understand how you can start talking to someone and they grab your attention and you have theirs, next thing you know they hardly respond and if they do, it's mostly about...
    TravisClay TravisClay 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 18

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    You Know You're Depressed, When you cry for no reason, when you talk to yourself, or even, when you think too Much..! =(
    Diana172 Diana172 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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    I just feel terrible. I can't think of anything that would make me happy and I can't work out why I feel sad. How can I beat this when I don't know how to be happy again?
    Brokenheartblacksoul Brokenheartblacksoul 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    It's 2 years now. I've had my son. Still depressed. Want to go seek help but there is no time. After work it's back home facing the so called great mother in law. No help from...
    mwcho1016 mwcho1016 26-30, F Feb 16

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    both in one time. I remember removing my brother's trunks and he didn't know (they were loose and not touching his waist). this was 2 years ago btw, i was 16 and he was 11. and he...
    SpencerUK SpencerUK 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 10

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    Yeah I do too, I don't like for example, when I text, I don't like when I'm texting someone and they take like 2 hours just to text back. But then you know people get busy. I hate...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    I hate when you're having an awsome conversation with someone and then they just stop and take forever to respond. And its like I thought we were enjoying ourselves...guess not.
    plasticfaces plasticfaces 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I hate when Im in a really depressed mood and am crying and no one answers text messages, inbox messages, or phone calls.
    SuperHeroeMicah SuperHeroeMicah 18-21, T 1 Response Feb 18

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    I get bored easily so when people take long I get bored and irritated fast. then I either block or delete them and find someone else who responds quicker lol
    jenniebaez1992 jenniebaez1992 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 18

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    I've always been submissive but the strong sissy urges began in my thirties.
    PoorSissy PoorSissy 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    Every time someone messages me on devices I always answer back as soon as possible, always immediately. I make it my top priority even if I'm in the middle of a game or something...
    Tabithaaa Tabithaaa 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I hate it too! Waiting feels like watching Paint Dry.
    Paddycakes1 Paddycakes1 51-55 Feb 18

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    I really like that's co i m not getting bored and its good
    chikamac94 chikamac94 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 21

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    Iv been dealing with this pregnancy all alone since you made the decision to leave me and blame it all on me. Calling me up to break it off with me, not even giving me the respect...
    MissiTeej MissiTeej 26-30, F 14 hrs ago

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    The Unfinished Story We both met each other back in college, which was like 12yrs ago. It was not at all love at first sight. I didn't like him at all initially. He was the most...
    desiredangel desiredangel 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    Hello. I am a 23 year old male, and this is my story that I want people to know. It all began back in my old home. My parents were great and wonderful parents to the eyes of the...
    familymaynotbeforever91 familymaynotbeforever91 22-25, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    It's so difficult to do a healthcare course at university when you have depression. We are briefly covering it at the moment, but we go into more depth in later years. Other people...
    The2ndLaw The2ndLaw 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    Hey guys. So this is just something I'm writing to show how I feel for everyone in my life. You don't have to read it if you're not interested but you might relate to some of it so...
    Greenvines123 Greenvines123 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 6

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    I have depression. I know I have depression. I've had depression my whole life but ever since I knew there was a word to it that's when I REALLY knew it. I'm almost 16 now. And...
    endmypainn endmypainn 13-15, F Feb 17

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    "Coz I'm missing you so bad. Now you're not by my side. Guess you could say, it's me who's hurting so bad. After all this time, After all that we've been through, Baby, aren't you...
    trAnSyLvanIanconcuBinE trAnSyLvanIanconcuBinE 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    (Part 2) 1 year later After one year I noticed I put on a tiny bit of weight I am just a tiny 296 I'm not that fat but buying new clothes was fun, I'm not fat I still think I'm...
    skyler365 skyler365 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    1.) What would you name your future daughter? Gayatri 2.) Do you miss anyone? missing my self 3.) What if I told you that you were attractive I would laugh for making fun :P 4...
    ephub123 ephub123 26-30, M Feb 9

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    Ba7bak awe ya A7mad.. I will always be yours even if you are no longer exist. I wish you can feel how much did you hurt me. I miss your voice and I miss everything about you. I...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    I get annoyed more easily than I did in the past but some questions are just stupid. Don't ask if I want fries with that, if I had wanted them I would have ordered them. Most...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M Feb 5

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    On valentines day morning i was admitted into the hospital due to shortness of breath, lower abdomen pains, & fainting. I had no clue it would be as bad as it ended up. I thought...
    tayyd24 tayyd24 18-21, F Feb 16

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    i don't understand. why would he come back and say those words when he don't have the intention to stay? when he will just break my heart and leave me hanging, shattered, empty...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    I became very depressed over three years ago when my face was scarred and burned. Today I'm still in disbelief of how bad it is and feel very suicidal. There are no treatments to...
    Imoveryou Imoveryou 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    like why did you choose that username?. Mine?: 'HeySafaaJust' well, as you know my name is Safaa, so when I comment on something of yours, it will say "hey Safaa just commented on...
    ThatOneSomaliGirl ThatOneSomaliGirl 13-15, F 24 Responses Feb 10

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    So last night i was dreaming that me and some old friends were in school planning a/or going to a party after class, there was this black guy i made friends with but it was hard...
    everycolour101 everycolour101 22-25, M Feb 20

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    I guess nobody cares what i have to say, reply, ask or comment. I feel so alone and unwanted. You people dont know ehat good your missing out on. Oh well. My luck is hardly any...
    bnaesf bnaesf 36-40, M 8 Responses Feb 3

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    Well, it has been 2 weeks since I got the diagnosis, about 2 1/2 weeks since my outbreak first started. The doctor prescribed me an antiviral pill for a week and around the time I...
    lil0miss0sunshine lil0miss0sunshine 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 20

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    I absolutely hate it when people are so culturally insensitive. Like why do you have to exclude people just because of their culture.. Smh
    Gutterbox Gutterbox 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Roses are black, violets are extinct, this is depression , at least for me. you can't see beauty, you can't see color, your soul becomes lost , all thats left is a body and a...
    Howlingsoulofthewolf Howlingsoulofthewolf 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    Any little thing sets me off. I tend to obsess about little problems... Often making a molehill into a mountain, as they say. Depression is a sneaky thief. Robbing us of joy...
    MommysGotTats420 MommysGotTats420 22-25, F 5 Responses 9 hrs ago

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