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Depression 47 People

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    I'm not really sure at what age but it still gets me now days. For the past three days I've been feeling **** and seriously cutting to make myself feel better but it makes me feel sick. Not sick for the cutting but for myself and that I've stooped so low. Ive been constantly...
    Icanthelpet Icanthelpet 18-21, F Dec 12, 2011

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    Many Factors

    ***Warning:  Potentially Triggering Entry***         Much as I love my dad, he can be a jerk.  I spent most of my childhood in a terror, wondering what I'd do next to set him off.  Once, when I was about 6 he ripped the leg off one of my...
    Geode Geode 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 14, 2009

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    This Shoud Answer That Question

    and my wife was one that never came home, i almost came home in a bag
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Oct 2, 2011

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    The Darkest Hour

    11 years ago my depression came out in a way they caused me to harm myself. And in doing that I hurt my family. Before the depression came out I kept it to myself for 5 years because my husband traveled and I am a strong person as far as my children went. I never wanted them to...
    ben33156 ben33156 51-55, F 2 Responses Jan 20, 2010

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    In The Grips Of Major Depressive Dissorder

    I have often asked myself, what causes my depression; Not from a medical perspective but from my perspective. Two white tablets every morning is that what my life has become; Some days I am completely paralyzed, I cannot function, those are the worse days and I stay in bed the...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I have read experiences and questions on here and many times the persons are wanting to find love but too scared to take a chance. It is obvious they have taken a chance before...
    srfchopper srfchopper 56-60, M Mar 21

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    If you have been living under a rock for the last three years, be suggested that this article will contain spoilers for you.Over the last few years, the Superstar Wars: The Old...
    masonrychan masonrychan 22-25, M Mar 31

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Mar 27

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Mar 27

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    Very recently I joined an office as an intern ,new place, new life. I was suffering from stress,I realized that when i started loosing a lot of hair and my other MAJOR stress...
    Avaashi Avaashi 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I yell at people sometimes for no reason I get mad I cry I feel unwanted I feel like I should be dead I flip out break things when im alone I punch the walls I throw myself at the...
    lostbrokeheart lostbrokeheart 18-21, F Mar 26

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    My dad was diagnosed with clinical depression when I was a teenager. I've always wondered if I do too but I don't want to be suggestive. I don't really want to find out if I do...
    mottkat mottkat 22-25, F Mar 23

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    It's like one day we were talking on the phone, saying how we just couldn't wait any longer to hold eachother, to see eachothers face again without a computer screen holding back...
    pillsofdiamond pillsofdiamond 13-15, F Mar 28

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    My sister and mother just laid the law down on me by severe arguing only coz I didnt want my kids to here my sister's convo after midnight with her friends as I have set rules for...
    Fizzy0875 Fizzy0875 36-40, F Mar 31

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    This is probably not so slutty. here it goes... One day, on a local flight which was delayed till night (took off at about 7pm), I was so turned on after chatting with my boyfriend...
    sexijai sexijai 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    not only as a kid. this happen when I go to a hair salon and some other places too.
    meandmythought meandmythought 26-30, F Mar 23

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    You know it's gonna be a great day when you step outside and feel the smile spread across and think "this is great!" :D about 24 degrees with the light wind. It snowed another inch...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 6 Responses Mar 25

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    Notorious Pig asked about what is more relevant in a relationship -- an age - gap or thigh gap. This is a PROFOUND ? and deserving of no less than a PROFOUND answer. Dear Truffle...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    i was 11 oh what a night late September back in 83 that was when he took my virginity
    kcesjw kcesjw 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 31

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    Happy Easter, everyone! :D Please remember what this day is really about: this is the day that our Lord Jesus has risen from the grave. If you want to think and pray about how...
    Whobody Whobody 16-17, M Apr 5

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    You know you're a redneck when you spend you're whole paycheck at Walmart.... You know your a redneck when you own more than three pairs of boots... You know your a redneck when...
    cullyGirl cullyGirl 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    This is actually what your family is for! I always go till my parents and my brother when I'm sad or having a problem! your parents are always there for you whether you believe it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 day ago

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    i was was ******** naked by 5 strangers at a holiday foam party in malia crete while husband watched laughing , then we went back to there flat and played stupid drinking games and...
    domrep2 domrep2 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 23

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    I hate those times where you are bored and obligate a conversation with others and they don't tell you they're busy but instead keep you hanging or just avoid a reply, which does...
    Tak162015 Tak162015 16-17, M Mar 23

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    Thought all you celiacs would enjoy this: Types of people when they find out I'm a celiac: The careless: oh, you have to digest it in order to get sick, right? I can play with my...
    SparkleSwirl SparkleSwirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    Read This JabroniWassup fellas. Ladies and gentlemen.I got a few things to say but as usual, I really don't know where to start..So I'll just get right into it and let the words...
    VengeanceOfThePhenom VengeanceOfThePhenom 22-25 Apr 1

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    1. What is your favorite candle sent? • Some sort of berry 2. What female celebrity do you wish was your sister? • Drew Barrymore 3. What male celebrity do you wish was...
    endmypainn endmypainn 13-15, F Mar 26

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    God came to love people and help them. To give them joy, peace, and love in their life. Satan is the one who wants just the opposite for you. Jesus came so you could have a HAPPY...
    YoureSpecial1217 YoureSpecial1217 66-70, F 1 day ago

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    I'm gonna come right out and say I have been a sexual deviant even before I was introduced to alternative substances. Ever since I saw my mother's wedding dress for the first time...
    Melissa11520 Melissa11520 41-45 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have a dad. Technically I have three dads. I am a Christian and I believe God is my Daddy foremost. :) I have a dad who conceived me and I have a stepdad. I also consider my...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F Apr 9

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    It was her 22nd birthday yesterday and she is now the same age as me. I meant to write this story yesterday but that never happened. Many times have I shared the story about the...
    Orchards Orchards 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    The first cut is the deepest. I'm so hurt by him. We met when I was 12, he was 14, up until a couple days ago, I would have called him my childhood Romeo. When we met as kids, a...
    Chrysii Chrysii 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Had a couple folks say they don't feel they know me as well as they'd like, this might help a little bit .. • 1. What's your favorite candle scent? Have a vanilla coffee bean...
    WishfulGuy WishfulGuy 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 26

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    • 1. What's your favorite candle scent? Tahitian vanilla • 2. What female celebrity do you wish was your sister? Cameron Diaz would be fun. • 3. What male celebrity do...
    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 11 Responses Mar 26

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    • 1. What's your favourite candle scent? something like a fresh sea breeze. like you can close your eyes and almost feel it. • 2. What female celebrity do you wish was your...
    unknownpoetx unknownpoetx 26-30, M Mar 26

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    1: What would you name your future daughter/son? Daughter: Leoni son: Ben 2: Do you miss anyone? My daddy RIP xoxo 3: What if I told you that you were pretty? Smile and tuck...
    polarbearlove polarbearlove 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    1: What would you name your future daughter? Nina (middle name Anne) 2: Do you miss anyone? Yes 3: What if I told you that you were pretty? I would ask if you were blind 4: Ever...
    cuttergurl56 cuttergurl56 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    He holds my hand, told me his goal, makes me laugh. A devil with a smile that dares me to do something crazy. He uses me though, he knows I have a crush on him and yeah these was...
    outcastRebel outcastRebel 22-25, T Mar 25

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    I'm sitting here drinking beer listening to oldies ...my heart is hurting soo bad! I had promised myself I wouldn't let no man hurt me the first time you broke me.. and now 12...
    justhere25 justhere25 26-30, F Mar 27

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    I always get asked the same question, "Why are you so quiet all the time?" And I never know what to say so I run away and hide.. The truth is. I'm scared to speak because I used to...
    Porogami Porogami 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    I think if you do then you need to look at your self and ask if you really need that in your life.Why did you even start?and help yourself☺️
    Thatemogirl101 Thatemogirl101 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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