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I Ask When, How and Why Did You Have Depression

Depression 51 People

    Many Factors

    ***Warning:  Potentially Triggering Entry***         Much as I love my dad, he can be a jerk.  I spent most of my childhood in a terror, wondering what I'd do next to set him off.  Once, when I was about 6 he ripped the leg off one of my...
    Geode Geode 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 14, 2009

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    The Darkest Hour

    11 years ago my depression came out in a way they caused me to harm myself. And in doing that I hurt my family. Before the depression came out I kept it to myself for 5 years because my husband traveled and I am a strong person as far as my children went. I never wanted them to...
    ben33156 ben33156 51-55, F 2 Responses Jan 20, 2010

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    Crave.

    I'm not really sure at what age but it still gets me now days. For the past three days I've been feeling **** and seriously cutting to make myself feel better but it makes me feel sick. Not sick for the cutting but for myself and that I've stooped so low. Ive been constantly...
    Icanthelpet Icanthelpet 18-21, F Dec 12, 2011

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    In The Grips Of Major Depressive Dissorder

    I have often asked myself, what causes my depression; Not from a medical perspective but from my perspective. Two white tablets every morning is that what my life has become; Some days I am completely paralyzed, I cannot function, those are the worse days and I stay in bed the...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2013

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    Depression. It's a hole. It's a never ending hole. It's one of those things you can't get rid of. It's like a nasty addiction. It's always gonna be there. It will never go away. No...
    urbanangel99 urbanangel99 13-15, M Mar 25

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    Be Yourself- You have to be yourself. Everyone is different ,otherwise, how boring would that be? That's why I continue to come back to EP. People with different backgrounds and...
    parakeet8157 parakeet8157 51-55, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I thought of you today. I think of you most days. I miss you. I'm sorry things are all messy right now. I'm sorry you feel the way you do about it all. I wish you could see my...
    CaliLove87 CaliLove87 26-30, F Apr 12

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    at some point you have to realize that some people can only stay in your heart not in your life....
    isabelarao isabelarao 18-21, F 18 hrs ago

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    *SPOILER ALERT, DON'T READ IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THE FINALE AND YOU ARE A FAN* So I finally got round to it... The last ever episode... When Ted finally meets his future kids Mother...
    iBabe iBabe 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 2

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    Mentally 33 years old. With your 42 % you are: Your true age is: Adult age. You are considered quite mature for your age. You are independent and can take care of yourself. You...
    Dapperness Dapperness 16-17, F Mar 28

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    I've just seen the final episode, and I have to say that it was fantastic. I had heard the synopsis before hand, and had initially been angry at hearing about Robin and Barney's...
    TedMosby123 TedMosby123 18-21, M Apr 1

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    hello my friend if you have a bad a relationships. ask i was in my relationships i meet a friend who help me in my relationships,introduce to spell casting who help me to bring...
    emmanule emmanule 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    time and distance...sometimes are a great fix... then other times you have no idea what is going on.... you can play and react to the cards you can see.. nothing is known...
    tacitlygarrulous tacitlygarrulous 70+, M 1 Response Apr 11

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    One time I was pantsed by my friend (Anne) and her college roommate (Lisa). We were at a party, out of town, staying the night, drinking, and they both went into the bathroom...
    grasshopper831 grasshopper831 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 25

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    My ex told me that she never loved me literally 3 days after Valentines day, saying she hoped she would and that was the only reason she stayed with me. It seemed easier when I was...
    Langour Langour 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    I didn't know I had so many friends until my senior year spring break of HS (this year)... Nobody ever really invited me to do things... but I have a bunch of different friends (or...
    BlueIce612 BlueIce612 16-17, F Apr 13

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    Why are looks more important than the real person in the inside?
    Littlemonster77777 Littlemonster77777 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    ohh g GOD , I ask You to bless my friends, relatives and email buddies reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of Your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask You to...
    saadik saadik 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    I've been "fingered" before. Uhm. I am 15 it was my first time being touched by someone other than myself. And it was in a car. My parents left the car and my ex was in there and...
    Blurredvisionin Blurredvisionin 13-15, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    People who are attracted to you because of your pretty face or nice body won't be by your side forever.But the people who can see how beautiful your heart is will never leave you...
    colleenzeddy colleenzeddy 22-25, F Mar 25

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    Tonight's episode of HIMYM is the one prior to the season finale next week. Ted's character typically annoys me, but sometimes I agree with his romantic view of love. This exchange...
    livelaughlovedream3 livelaughlovedream3 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 24

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    We all judge. You can't help it! As soon as you see someone you make assumptions based on how they look or sound or what they're doing. That's human nature.
    StellaNoir StellaNoir 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 31

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    I miss this show!!! =( I started watching it from the beginning when season 8 was about to end. Finally caught up to last episodes. But i miss it so much!! I think I'm gonna watch...
    conzy112 conzy112 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm an optimizer and a lover. By this, I mean I by nature try to make every dollar count, I love my family, and I attribute a weight to everything and put it on a scale. After I...
    Calicoder Calicoder 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    Yes I make bad choices in my life I regret some I made good choices too I love god and I am not as bad as some people act like I am
    Sheslikethewind Sheslikethewind 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    *cough* my boyfriends mom *cough* She knows nothing about me, and still judges me. Ugh.
    mcc1109 mcc1109 18-21, F Apr 5

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    What do you do if you really like a guy. I first met him, we never talked. Then we talked a lot on Facebook, then in person.... and I met up with him twice {with friends} I see him...
    nellieeexox nellieeexox 13-15, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    A woman and a man were in a car. The man began to back out of the driveway and he waved at a woman on the sidewalk and smiled at her. The woman asked "you know her?" The man said...
    TwdFireflyy TwdFireflyy 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    'It makes me sad to see you this way.' This was the sentence that made me want to change my life. My friend told me that, while he saw me crying. Of course, being secretive and...
    eliahlior eliahlior 22-25 1 Response Apr 4

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    I truly hate this . This feeling . It's like being trapped inside of four walls . Four walls made of glass , and a glass roof . You see the rain , the sun , the moon and the stars...
    SuicideBerry SuicideBerry 13-15, F 6 Responses Mar 30

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    So, this is a rant, although I don't mean it to be confrontational, just that I feel like I need to make sure that people going through the same things I'm going through don't feel...
    Xxnichole9412xx Xxnichole9412xx 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 2

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    A actually wrote this last January 31st but I wasn't able to post it immediately because I'm a little bit busy. Just a random post, I don't know what are the things that will be...
    m00nshine m00nshine 16-17, F Mar 24

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    You ask your self why did i have affair with MM or OM,,, see your home home taking the children's and you out screw around on your husband,,,now how you feel if the shoe on the...
    pullupgirl103 pullupgirl103 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    First off I'd like to say that this is my first post in awhile and I found this pretty funny. "We've cleaned up the Homepage: Enlarged the feed for easy browsing and content...
    TheDaken TheDaken 26-30, M Mar 26

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    First off I'd like to say that this is my first post in awhile and I found this pretty funny. "We've cleaned up the Homepage: Enlarged the feed for easy browsing and content...
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    Interview with Kevin Fonseca, Paranormal Experiencer Interviewed conducted by HPI Journalist / HPI Co-Owner Deanna Jaxine Stinson HPI (Hegelianism Paranormal Intelligence...
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    Interview with Kevin Fonseca, Paranormal Experiencer Interviewed conducted by HPI Journalist / HPI Co-Owner Deanna Jaxine Stinson HPI (Hegelianism Paranormal Intelligence...
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    Wondering why is painful sometimes. Why did this happen? Why did you hurt me? Why was I so stupid? Why did you leave me? Why didn't I mean more to you. Why didn't you love me...
    KittenHasaWhip KittenHasaWhip 46-50, F 3 Responses Apr 13

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    The battle is going to get a lot harder now. I'm loosing my best friend... It's sad when best friends become strangers. We were like siblings. I miss it. I miss the way things used...
    Anonymousboy777 Anonymousboy777 16-17, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    1. What's your favourite candle smell? >>>>Wild Orchid comes to mind, but I also enjoy Lavender scented candles as well. 2. What female celebrity do you wish was your sister...
    TheJoneses TheJoneses 22-25, F Apr 1

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    I am asked often why I prefer women. "Do you dislike men? Do you distrust them? Did you have a bad experience?" they say. As if these are the only valid reasons! My sexual...
    Cdm210 Cdm210 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    She told me I was obedient. I was 16. She haunted me, every which way I looked I only saw her. Her face was burned into my retinas. The image I could not shake, and finally when it...
    rxcsoccerstar rxcsoccerstar 18-21, F Apr 10

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    I've gone five, almost six months since I last hurt myself. I'm so proud! I can't really say this to anyone because they usually ask "why did you do it to begin with" or "why would...
    fallingintowonderrland fallingintowonderrland 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    Ok this is the other half. She nods and writes something down on a pad. “Ok, now we need to know one thing. Why did you do this?” “Do, what? I dont know what you're...
    XFallinAngelX XFallinAngelX 13-15, F Apr 3

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    I think I put on a mask.So that I can fool everybody into thinking everything is okay.But the thing about that is. I did so well I fooled myself. But when I am alone, my thoughts...
    anonomous435 anonomous435 18-21, F Apr 7

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    turn offs are common such as bad hygiene but my major ones LET ME TELL YOU, 1. dirty ugly nails, like... why do you have to do that to yourself. 2. bad breath, i kennot du plz go...
    basedgodschild basedgodschild 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    So I've been asked by a friend, "Why are you still single? You're 20 years old and haven't had a girlfriend? What are you looking for?" I answered, "Nothing special, I just want a...
    Ansonicchi Ansonicchi 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 12

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    I am now age 27 hairstylist. When I was 8 years old my mom, 2 older half-sisters and I were involved in a car accident that left my mom paralyzed. I stayed with my Grandparents for...
    Linn6 Linn6 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    1: What would you name your future daughter? lily 2: Do you miss anyone? no 3: What if I told you that you were pretty? I would blush and look away 4: Ever been told “it’s...
    xxjennixx xxjennixx 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    1: What would you name your future daughter? Crash 2: Do you miss anyone? Yes 3: What if I told you that you were attractive? Look away as I say thank you. 4: Ever been told...
    life14 life14 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    1: What would you name your future daughter? Charli 2: Do you miss anyone? Yes 3: What if I told you that you were attractive? i would say thanks a lot 4: Ever been told...
    blondie1998 blondie1998 13-15, F 5 days ago