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Depression 49 People

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    ***Warning:  Potentially Triggering Entry***         Much as I love my dad, he can be a jerk.  I spent most of my childhood in a terror, wondering what I'd do next to set him off.  Once, when I was about 6 he ripped the leg off one of my...
    Geode Geode 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 14, 2009

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    This Shoud Answer That Question

    and my wife was one that never came home, i almost came home in a bag
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Oct 2, 2011

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    The Darkest Hour

    11 years ago my depression came out in a way they caused me to harm myself. And in doing that I hurt my family. Before the depression came out I kept it to myself for 5 years because my husband traveled and I am a strong person as far as my children went. I never wanted them to...
    ben33156 ben33156 51-55, F 2 Responses Jan 20, 2010

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    Crave.

    I'm not really sure at what age but it still gets me now days. For the past three days I've been feeling **** and seriously cutting to make myself feel better but it makes me feel sick. Not sick for the cutting but for myself and that I've stooped so low. Ive been constantly...
    Icanthelpet Icanthelpet 18-21, F Dec 12, 2011

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    In The Grips Of Major Depressive Dissorder

    I have often asked myself, what causes my depression; Not from a medical perspective but from my perspective. Two white tablets every morning is that what my life has become; Some days I am completely paralyzed, I cannot function, those are the worse days and I stay in bed the...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2013

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    It was love at first sight for me. We met at a friends get together, somehow became really good friends that very night. It has been 5 years now since the day we met. But the...
    methinks464 methinks464 36-40, M 1 hr ago

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    I have no idea how to tell you it's bad again so i'll just blurt it all out and it'll sound like a poem and if I'm lucky maybe you'll read it like a work of fiction and maybe you...
    fwxo fwxo 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    HOPE IS NOT JUST FOR YOU, IT IS FOR EVERYONE. As I sit here now knowing that my time is getting shorter, it makes it easier for me to understand the power of God. I really believe...
    Bobbyjeanc Bobbyjeanc 61-65, T 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I went to bed at about a quarter to 4am last night. I switched off the light and laid down on my bed. I felt weepy and I just started crying. My dad was sleeping in another room...
    Acrylic19 Acrylic19 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    I have depression and social anxiety, in the summer they summer down; but in the school year they skyrocket. So I'm that quiet, shy, book worm girl. I rarely talk unless I have...
    MarcyMay MarcyMay 13-15, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I am in one of those moments now that I don't know what's really happening anymore. I am a student and I was diagnosed with ptsd and anxiety 7 months ago now. Over the past few...
    misguidedghost9 misguidedghost9 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Hey, it's me again... I decided to tell all about my ' depression story' yesterday and when I started to write it I was scared to remember everything. It's not that I forgot it, it...
    JustAnotherGirlOnEP JustAnotherGirlOnEP 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Here are 30 of the most common traits: 1. Knowing: Empaths just know stuff, without being told. It’s a knowing that goes way beyond intuition or gut feelings, even though that...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    AN INTERESTING READ~~~~ I'm curious as to how many can identify with this: Being an empath is when you are affected by other people’s energies, and have an innate ability to...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    No, I can't say I'm battle depression because I'm not. At least not right now. These days, last year, were the worst days of my life. I didn't know what to do with my life, I didn...
    JustAnotherGirlOnEP JustAnotherGirlOnEP 18-21, F 9 Responses 3 days ago

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    It makes me feel like they're excited to talk to me and that's the best feeling ever.
    Liviaaaa Liviaaaa 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    If I have only me to live for, I would smoke, ride motorbikes and travel the world on a whim. I would quit my job and get a new one when I want. I could go back to school and study...
    RyuAra RyuAra 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    "I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF!" . That's what someone told me not too long ago. If you're thinking the same, you may want to think that over very carefully, because when that...
    GraceIsMine GraceIsMine 66-70, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    7/29/15 was the day I found out I had herpes. It was last week Tuesday when I started to feel ill and had extreme pain. I went to my local urgent care. My doctor asked a few...
    219Rose 219Rose 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Listen to me darling Who/what do you think you are? What you do behind my back Only you know this Stop giving me excuses And be at least a little scared of God Go and learn how to...
    AsfaqAlam AsfaqAlam 22-25, M a week ago

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    Ever since I was younger I have battled with depression and anxiety. It's honestly nothing that can just "go away" from a few pills prescribed from my doctor. Depression sucks. It...
    Amberrjade27 Amberrjade27 22-25, F Jul 27

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    I'm probably living out the worst case scenario for someone who has this disorder. Long story short, I was diagnosed 2 years ago at age 25 right before everything fell apart. I...
    Katiebug06 Katiebug06 26-30, F Jul 27

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    I just broke up with my boyfriend on Friday for the thousandth time and I'm pretty sure it's really over. it's been more than a year but it's been a rocky year and I'm pregnant now...
    reynanv reynanv 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 26

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    You tell me everyday and you mean just as much to me as I do to you. I'm glad I could be your reason to live, your reason to smile. I try hard not to be the reason you fight back...
    bob125125 bob125125 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 25

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    I was 10 years old when I lost my virginity
    bandit5320 bandit5320 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 24

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    I just lost the love of my life due to money His family puts money before everyone. I had a stroke, couldn't contribute towards the expenses and they decided I was a burden...
    moonstar312 moonstar312 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    1: What would you name your future daughter? No Idea. I will need to marry before I think about that. 2: Do you miss anyone? Only when they are running in a high crosswind (joking...
    Writer1967 Writer1967 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 23

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    Magnetic separator, to some extent as its name suggests, is actually a kind of tool for purifying the cooling liquid when a grinding machine, a wire drawing bench or perhaps a...
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    Oh your gay? Then why did you choose a girl? Ohhhh you like me and see a future with me? Is that why your girlfriend is pregnant? Oh ok thought so dude. Oh you promise not to leave...
    lbell416 lbell416 18-21, M Jul 23

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    1: What would you name your future daughter? Oliva. 2: Do you miss anyone? My ex. 3: What if I told you that you were pretty? I would believe you had ulterior motives. 4: Ever...
    macabre00 macabre00 26-30, F Jul 23

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    50 for the fun of it!!! I might have done this list before! Who cares? Not I! So here are my answers!!! 1: What would you name your future daughter? Olivia Diana!!! 2: Do you...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F Jul 23

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    1: What would you name your future daughter? Darcy 2: Do you miss anyone? Absolutely! 3: What if I told you that you were pretty? Beautiful sounds better please! 4: Ever been told...
    ctstranger ctstranger 41-45, F Jul 23

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    ​1: What would you name your future daughter? Not sure..2: Do you miss anyone? Yeah... there are quite a few who's company I miss...3: What if I told you that you were pretty...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 23

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    Losing someone you love to the inner thoughts of there own mind. You know when you love a person so much and they think about the problems and not the relationship,they always say...
    sasukeguns sasukeguns 16-17, F Jul 23

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    When you are hungry, you must eat no matter whether you want to eat, otherwise you can do brainwork well. But another problem is when you have been hungry, but you can't find...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself 26-30, F Jul 22

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    Tonight my depression came to creep up on me. Why did I have to be born ugly, not that smart, and not "normal"? Who defines normal? Psychologist and society. Why should I listen to...
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 21

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    I found this website when I was searching for people's experiences with a related treatment, ECT. I noticed that a lot of people have posted here about getting ECT, but there are...
    WendyTN WendyTN 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    It's so exciting when someone on here replies to you quickly! Especially if it's a cute girl xD
    iluvgrouphugz iluvgrouphugz 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    U & Me forever this way www.nidhisuraj.com There are so many Love Stories in this world. Few stories become so famous but few are unsaid and been buried with time. Few...
    evan003 evan003 18-21, F Jul 21

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    I just got this new pocket knife I really liked it. When my sister kept bugging I always said "I have a knife". Then she went into this box in my room and said "She'll never find...
    OtsanaWolf3344 OtsanaWolf3344 13-15, F Jul 20

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    I can say that I am traumatized by the amount of losses I have suffered. The most recent: 2 days ago I found out that an ex boyfriend (who became a true friend even, if we lost...
    SoCaliWoman SoCaliWoman 46-50