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Depression 47 People

    In The Grips Of Major Depressive Dissorder

    I have often asked myself, what causes my depression; Not from a medical perspective but from my perspective. Two white tablets every morning is that what my life has become; Some days I am completely paralyzed, I cannot function, those are the worse days and I stay in bed the...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2013

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    The Darkest Hour

    11 years ago my depression came out in a way they caused me to harm myself. And in doing that I hurt my family. Before the depression came out I kept it to myself for 5 years because my husband traveled and I am a strong person as far as my children went. I never wanted them to...
    ben33156 ben33156 51-55, F 2 Responses Jan 20, 2010

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    This Shoud Answer That Question

    and my wife was one that never came home, i almost came home in a bag
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Oct 2, 2011

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    Crave.

    I'm not really sure at what age but it still gets me now days. For the past three days I've been feeling **** and seriously cutting to make myself feel better but it makes me feel sick. Not sick for the cutting but for myself and that I've stooped so low. Ive been constantly...
    Icanthelpet Icanthelpet 18-21, F Dec 12, 2011

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    Many Factors

    ***Warning:  Potentially Triggering Entry***         Much as I love my dad, he can be a jerk.  I spent most of my childhood in a terror, wondering what I'd do next to set him off.  Once, when I was about 6 he ripped the leg off one of my...
    Geode Geode 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 14, 2009

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    I went to a small hangout party with some friends night out. It was sooo fun. We first parked at a hangout where we danced and drunk bear. I danced dirty with my best friend that...
    tinawat333 tinawat333 18-21, F 1 Response May 18

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    First hurdle If you keep bothering about grammar, the presentation, the perfection of what you want to write, you never write anything. I am ditching that. I want to share the...
    xtaldart xtaldart 31-35, M 2 Responses May 4

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    At least when you have a question about something that really matters to you.
    AaronForever91 AaronForever91 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 30

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    Although I'm a lot better than I was a few months ago, I still have very bad days. Today is one of them. I'm just failing to see the point in my life and feeling let down by...
    Brokenheartblacksoul Brokenheartblacksoul 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I feel alone.Ive had loads of stress lately. Projects to turn in and stuff.Its weird. Last year was the worst time of my life. Bottom of the class and I had no friends.This year I...
    PYazmin PYazmin 13-15, F May 3

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    I used to look at my double edged razor and see my best friend. I still would, I suppose, if I wasn't on a blood thinner for my heart. I have a wonderful supportive family and the...
    BionicCarole1985 BionicCarole1985 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    Didn't know why - just seemed natural. It started when my mom was so sure I'd be a baby girl that she insisted all her baby shower gifts and other preparations be for a baby girl...
    AlbertSAT AlbertSAT 66-70, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    15! I get asked this a lot so I thought I'd repeat for you guys
    alexxxxx96 alexxxxx96 18-21, F 8 Responses May 14

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    It's been 12 years now and you won't hear this. You can't. Sometimes I wonder if you'd deserve to hear it if you could but maybe it's not fair to think that cause you'll never have...
    Stormdance Stormdance 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    If I said yes to this guy when he asked me out in high school.
    JK7448 JK7448 22-25, F May 4

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    When I connect with someone I let them know how I feel. Letting one's feeling known can sometimes be a double-edged sword. One risk's getting hurt emotionally when they get...
    chrissy1961 chrissy1961 51-55, F 3 days ago

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    I always think back when we were friends. And how we talk now. But it's just not the same...
    Lcy2472 Lcy2472 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    i have had sex with a lot of different guys. way more experienced then anyone i know. Don't ask how many lol its a secret ??
    sftball20003 sftball20003 13-15, F 7 Responses May 8

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    if I had left 3 years ago...taken my babies and gone...not been suckered by love...guilt...obligation... what would my life be like now...if I had had the balls to go.... I ask...
    ladyamelia ladyamelia 41-45, F 6 Responses May 19

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    There are nights when the silence creeps up on me and you cross my mind. I don't mean to think about you but I do. I don't mean to miss you but I do. I know I'm the one who ended...
    Girl12335 Girl12335 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Two fingers, I can count them on two fingers. I regret the first relationship. Being told after 10 months of dating a a little sex 'I'm not gay, I'm not trans (paraphrasing, his...
    teadiva teadiva 31-35, F May 8

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    I think about you a lot when I'm not supposed to. I know you're not thinking about me, but I really can't help it. I really don't want much, even being your shadow is okay with me...
    justmeinthisbigworld justmeinthisbigworld 18-21, F 18 hrs ago

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    If my grandma hadn't died when I was seven, if I still had her around for guidance.
    PendulEmPlum PendulEmPlum 18-21, F May 4

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    Pain factor Pain is like a fire. Instead of cringing and crying in it's heat, look up. It is also throwing light on everything around you. It shows you the truth without the veil...
    xtaldart xtaldart 31-35, M 2 Responses May 5

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    If I wasn't in a MVA when I was 9
    Farmmaid Farmmaid 36-40, F 6 Responses May 5

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    I wonder how my life would be if I had clear skin. I feel so different from everyone since I have acne. Like when anybody is talking to me they are looking at my skin and not me.
    jacqueline8660 jacqueline8660 18-21, F May 19

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    I am a Family Medicine nurse with 19 years experience. I can answer a wide range of questions. I have experience in Gerneral illness, some Obstetrics, Pediatrics, Gynecology...
    n266459 n266459 36-40, M 6 days ago

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    So I got a call about a month or so ago from him. He was going to be in Sydney again and wanted to see me. So we decided to meet at a bar again and have some drinks. I was wet...
    Nelson1984 Nelson1984 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I hate EPAlie it does not reply to my messages when it deletes something that is not even sexual.
    sroonaka616 sroonaka616 18-21 May 5

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    for me it was done out of love I still knew who and what I was but for this one person it was done out of love for them it was fun playing as a girl no matter what age we played or...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 1 Response a week ago

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    17 and I was drunk and she was about 19 I think.
    harryDoe7 harryDoe7 41-45, M 1 Response May 17

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    Do you read these messages? So many questions here. This is intense. Is intense not sometimes worth it? Intense like the day we first met at the airport? Intense like our first...
    fortisvir fortisvir 31-35, M 1 Response May 7

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    Thank you. Each and every one of you ******** out there who give people crap about mental illnesses and those of you who think you have depression and not even know what depression...
    mystiere13 mystiere13 16-17, F 3 Responses May 20

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    Why did you add me to your circle... I didn't add you to mine why would I. We aren't friends we aren't even acquaintances. We are strangers. I'm a mean cocky *****. I'm nice to...
    ScarM3 ScarM3 16-17, F 1 Response May 14

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    Alone in a crowded place Ignoring the voices of people I don't mind them, Suddenly, I feel your hands concealing my eyes I wear a smile on my scowling face I turn around to hug...
    lemongrass09 lemongrass09 46-50, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    You willingly choose to be the other woman, the path off your destruction is filled with pain and heartache. You would have stopped at nothing to take what was never yours to...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 3 Responses May 2

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    Ever wondered how it feels like to be cut with a razor on your chest, a little, everyday? How it feels like watching your own blood pour out of your very own flesh? Ever wondered...
    godstrengthensme7 godstrengthensme7 18-21, F May 3

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    Don't you hate when you're trying to open up to someone and tell them that you have depression and they're like "oh i think me too" but you can tell for them it's one of those "I'm...
    Stellaluna13 Stellaluna13 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    After many years of self-deprecating emotions, I've identified the internal voice responsible. As most of my other patterned-mindsets, I've isolated its contributions to my thought...
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    I need you. You. Whoever you are. The one who warms me and heals my heart. Why haven't you come to save me from those who've used me and left me feeling worthless? Where are...
    abrokenlittlegirl abrokenlittlegirl 46-50, F May 20

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    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 7 Responses May 21