I Attempted Suicide

It was during the early seventies. My mother left me with my father when I was in second grade.
My first attempt is kind of silly. I laid on my father's bed when no one was home and had a huge knife on my chest and I thought I could...

I have always had depression /suicidal thoughts.  I can remember wanting to lift up a dresser and drop it on my skull when I was in kindergarden (obviously I could not have done it - but the fact I remember it tells me alot).   I...

This is How it Feels - a memoir of attempting suicide and finding life
It took me three days to recover from my suicide attempt. For three days in the Intensive Care Unit, machines breathed for me, medications balanced my chemistry...

It was mid 1997, I was looking into my Shark's eyes outside on a sunny day. I was happy then. He smelled like tequila and testosterone, a glint in his mischievous bipolar eyes. We had just spent the night on a friend's floor, making out...

I went into case management to discuss custody of my children and received a letter in the mail saying I "wasn't very forth coming with negative information"  
Lately, I've been reading a lot of stories that make me wanna lift people...

Back when my father's paranoia was particularly bad, and I was stuck in the same house with him. Under 18.
I took most of a sizable bottle of aspirin. Not the most efficient means, I know, but I was at the end of my rope and not a huge...

I think it's stupid when other's stop people from killing themselves. It's nothing to live for and why be alive and miserable? You can fix some problem but living and dying, there's no law against that. Also using cliches such as...

My first attempt was when I was 14. I had had enough of my mother's abuse, enough confusion trying to fit in with the "normal" kids and enough of life in general. I chose a night that my mother was out with her "friend", my sisters...

3 years into my heroin addiction and a broken heart later, I swallowed sixty tylenol pms, and about 40 tussin 45's (prescription cold medicine). I wanted to die desperately but more importantly I wanted attention and so I told my...

"SUICIDE IS A PERMANT SOLUTION FOR A TEMPORARY PROBLEM"

Go wank off!! who in the f!ck says this sh!t is temporary?  Let me clue those in who are lucky enough to "not understand" why one would like to banish one self from this vile...

I was homeless for about a year and during that time I was a prostitute. I started a relationship with a man and relied on him for housing for about two years, but I cheated on him and ruined that. I was homeless again, and I didn't...