I Battle A Little Bit With Addictions

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    I havee. I can't say they are my best friends now, but when they were, oh boy did we do some stupid stuff! I think it's only right I end my time here on EP with a positive, fun...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1
    16-17, M
    Apr 20
    this little belly is the result of pizza, nachos, and late night eating
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 20
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SAe3sCIakXo she knows that she's more than just a little misunderstood, she has trouble acting normal when she's nervous
    DaydreamingSleepwalker DaydreamingSleepwalker
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 18
    i found out i as lesbian for sure yesterday when my bestfriend kissed me and it felt kind of ...... this is stupied ........... MAGICAL! yah stupied right. But hen she kissed me it...
    ChaleeEllis15 ChaleeEllis15
    13-15, F
    Apr 17
    I guess I'm writing this to put my story out there, well, part of my story, just a glimpse. These past few days I've been under an incredible amount of stress and my depression has...
    muffinsfrommountains muffinsfrommountains
    16-17, M
    6 Responses Apr 11
    Went on a camping trip with him. Originally 3 other friends were supposed to come, but they bailed out at the last minute. He was sleeping with 5 other girls, I was holding back...
    PuppyFangs PuppyFangs
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 11
    I see a little girl and I see a man where ever I go I see them There always there Telling me I'm no good Telling me I shouldn't be here What should I do Should I end it...
    Dessily Dessily
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 11
    My son is 20 was once a top track runner in Canada. You know scholarship to schools in the USA. Now he has quit everything and has started smoking pot and a smoking cigarettes. He...
    Mal1967 Mal1967
    46-50, M
    Apr 10
    I just discovered this and it's apparently going away. Ugh. Anyway, I'm a stay at home dad to 2 awesome little boys, happily married, and been depressed most of my life. I was...
    eae12880 eae12880
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Apr 10
    I hate my life. Wanting to die yea..I made a kind of poem thing which tbh I think is quite good🙈but this is basically me: We come from hurting houses, from aching hearts, from...
    ThinxAna ThinxAna
    16-17, F
    Apr 9
    I haven't been into God or anything but I was back stage with Matthew West and I was telling him about my depression and what I have been through with jealous girls over middle...
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 9
    From around age six I've battled with depression and anxiety. I of course had a stressor: abuse and the death of my mother. Her death was sudden and unexpected and the lives of my...
    MoonChild01 MoonChild01
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    Everything gets better. I wanted to put an experience out there as my life has changed indeed in the last couple of years. A few years back I posted an experience about how lonely...
    BunnyObsession BunnyObsession
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    So today I was texting a guy from ep.I am having a bad day.He continues to ask me personal questions about my sex life.When I turned him down he got upset.Im having a depressed...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    8 Responses Apr 8
    I love you, it is because of you I have done the things I do..... To be different is to be special, because people that are different have this beauty inside them that only some...
    Bobbyjeanc Bobbyjeanc
    61-65, T
    1 Response Apr 8
    I have moved to seven different schools throughout my life, so every time I got relatively close to someone I always had to leave and usually lost contact with them which probably...
    musicismyworld16 musicismyworld16
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    I took too many sleeping pills last night, they weren't the type that can really do anything… But then when I woke up I relapsed with cutting… Everything seems to be falling...
    love11915 love11915
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 8
    Does anyone else ever feel like it's them against themselves when it comes to depression? Like you're internally fighting with yourself? Kinda been feeling that way lately
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Apr 7
    And i often deal with things by not dealing with them i guess. I am so pathetic that I am so depressed and sad about EP shutting down. I wasn't at first. But now the closer it gets...
    DaydreamingSleepwalker DaydreamingSleepwalker
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 7
    I feel like there is no point in saying this but i will anyway. Im 17 and since i was about 14 ive had maybe 1-2 friends. Ive been completely isolated. I ended up dropping out...
    sarahlee1017 sarahlee1017
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Apr 6
    It's been over 2 and a half years since I was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. Sometimes I think I have borderline personality disorder. I check for almost all the...
    UnicornsOfHope UnicornsOfHope
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 6
    It's so stupid how you've feeling so good one moment then you just want to cry your eyes out the next. The feeling of worthlessness even how good and nice you are to people is so...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 6
    It's so stupid how you've feeling so good one moment then you just want to cry your eyes out the next. The feeling of worthlessness even how good and nice you are to people is so...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 6
    Today is my birthday and you know what I've hidden the date of birth in any kinds of social media. As I should expected only 4 people really knew when is my birthday. I got a...
    DarkAlleysOfMyMind DarkAlleysOfMyMind
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 6
    I don't really know where to start, everything inside me is like looking into a washing machine on spin and you can't really separate what is what. I was never career driven or...
    Average111 Average111
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 6
    Everyday I see a lot of crap about the LGBT community and about people like Bruce Jenner, being so brave and doing so much to inspire others. I have lived as a woman here in the...
    Bobbyjeanc Bobbyjeanc
    61-65, T
    2 Responses Apr 6
    I love night time, but that's also one of the worst times for me unless I have something good to look forward to. One little thing could trigger me and I could break down.. I'm...
    sleepwalking4ever sleepwalking4ever
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 5
    Oh my God I'm so happy to find this group! I've been struggling with parental alienation for 2 years now. My son moved in with his father 2 years ago and life has been a complete...
    DanieGirl1 DanieGirl1
    31-35
    Apr 5
    Oh my God I'm so happy to find this group! I've been struggling with parental alienation for 2 years now. My son moved in with his father 2 years ago and life has been a complete...
    DanieGirl1 DanieGirl1
    31-35
    Apr 5
    I feel weak and withered. I feel dead. Alone. And most of empty. I cut of all ties with someone to see her live and have this girl. I was a roadblock. A problem. I had to eradicate...
    AnthonysThoughts AnthonysThoughts
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 5
    Trying not to think about the past l want to make this post about it my last Deep within me, l know it's the truth l just need reassurance..Some proof A new beginning, a new path...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 5
    Why do I have to feel like this?? Nobody appreciates me, I work hard for what? To be bitched at? Accused of not doing my job? ****** pay? Lol I give my boyfriend EVERYTHING do...
    haileyx3 haileyx3
    18-21, F
    10 Responses Apr 5
    It sucks to have a father who can call your mother worthless, not useful, not a good wife, and so many other things. The worst part is that he doesn't even care when my mother or I...
    skarlettrose skarlettrose
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 4
    I don't want to post some poetic tumblr bullshit here. I jus want to vent where nobody I know will see. I have no motivation anymore; I'm failing classes, I have no social...
    soulhyalie soulhyalie
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Apr 4
    Looks like a massive black hole that no matter how much I try to scape, all I do is to be swallowed even more. Whenever I can see a little light, comes the darkness again and take...
    EternalYahiko EternalYahiko
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 4
    The Wind! The wind blowing through my hair I will not feel, As I run and play out in the flower fields. Even as I can still hear the birds singing, The suffering has my ears a...
    Bobbyjeanc Bobbyjeanc
    61-65, T
    3 Responses Apr 4
    I think hope is a trick to keep people wishing for things that they may never see. Some people might be satisfied with mediocre lives....but i feel bad for the people who wake up...
    BronzeJamesBond BronzeJamesBond
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Apr 4
    Back when my wife was my girlfriend she put on about 25lbs during university and her work placement, mainly through an increasingly sedentary lifestyle and too much socialising...
    cyclingfan cyclingfan
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 4
    We're all such a sorry bunch, playing happy, pretending to be okay in front of others so we wouldn't distract them from their own game of make-believe happiness. It'a quite sad to...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Apr 4
    I battle depression from middle school and it got better now
    vivianescrooge vivianescrooge
    22-25
    1 Response Apr 3
    I have been having a lot of interpersonal conflicts lately and I haven't been able to figure out why. Maybe it's because it's April, maybe because one year ago today I learned that...
    AlacrityMelancholy AlacrityMelancholy
    41-45, F
    Apr 3
    Last summer I noticed myself becoming more withdrawn and feeling really down almost constantly. My dad thought that I had depression, but back then, to me, people who claimed who...
    Arrowheaddd Arrowheaddd
    13-15, F
    6 Responses Apr 3
    Self harm has never been something I ever wanted to do. I promised myself that no matter how bad my situation got, how much pain I was feeling, I would never reach for a blade, I...
    MissQueenB MissQueenB
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 3
    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke 1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 3
    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke 1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 3
    My heart is sadden by the fact this site is closing. I've had some wonderful experiences on this site. I will miss being able to have people help me and me being able to help...
    Livinglife95 Livinglife95
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 3
    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke 1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3
    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke 1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3
    I really want to do it today. I just want to stop being such a nuisance to all the people I love. I can't get upset about anything without them flipping a **** on me. I feel like I...
    PassionEarth9 PassionEarth9
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 3
    Messy Jessie's Day Out, Part 2 After a slight wait, Jessica and I finally reached the front of the line, giving me the opportunity to place our order. "Hot fudge sundae, and a...
    cd1019 cd1019
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 3
    They say they are here. Actually, not. They are reason. They poke and pierce you without knife again and again. I was never part of them. They just ignore you.
    mehtapooja90 mehtapooja90
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 2
    I battle with my thoughts literally everyday. In the last few months I have done dome really shameful things and my actions are coming back at me in a negative way. The things that...
    KartierCutie18 KartierCutie18
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 2
    I have two examinations for next week on 12 April and 18 April but, I still procrastinating. I ever made some discussion in the class about the final year papers.The assignments...
    CoffeeTimeNow CoffeeTimeNow
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 2
    why is it when I put in a lot of effort into something or get excited about it, it blows up in my face? "Have little interest in things you used to like-" maybe you ******* know...
    msingenuous msingenuous
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 1
    People see me as this moody, sensitive, crazy girl. They don't know that I'm so broken inside. I usually am a happy girl. I wamt to cheer people up but when you look closely you...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 1
    Im trapped in an endless war with myself. The only questions floating around in my head is, "Should I kill myself?", "Will I ever be free from this pain?", "Will killing myself...
    Destiny8907 Destiny8907
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Apr 1
    Oh hell yes.... Oh I saw that and you know I did.... Just a quick bite of that lower lip, followed by that glance to see if I caught it. Well there you go, the boyish grin you...
    Extant1 Extant1
    51-55, M
    1 Response Apr 1
    Yes , you've read that right. I am deeply in love with a fictional character. Of course , many of us develop a certain liking to a character , but my story is different. I feel as...
    HelenaWayne HelenaWayne
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 1
    I rent a 2 bedroom apartment, and I have for many years. I have waffles between living alone and having roommates a few times during my 5 year stay in this particular apartment...
    Nateindenver Nateindenver
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Apr 1
    I've been battling with generalized anxiety, social anxiety, obsessive compulsive disorder, and major depression since I was very young. My life has been an array of discomfort and...
    Sammibearxo Sammibearxo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 1
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