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I Battle Anorexia

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 189 People

    Dying...

    well im felling kind of low cos i have aneroixa..and it ruined my life and i went to school today and evrey one gossiped about it and stuff..and today this bunch of boys walked passed me and pointed and said whounlt u like to be her bf and laughed at me and went LOL. and my hairs...
    xkity123x xkity123x
    18-21, T
    Sep 22, 2010

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    As some of u might know if you read my other Stories i tried to Eat for first time in months i like to say i did eat but i felt so **** after i ended up crying and being bloated n hell knows if i gained weight from eating :'( but i had nice time with my Dad. The bad thing is it's...
    xkity123x xkity123x
    18-21, T
    Feb 18, 2011
    cravingbones cravingbones
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 8, 2015

    I'm a boy and I have anorexia

    and my parents recently started to force feed me and I'm getting fatter and fatter and I hate myself more and more each day. Is anyone out there I can talk to? Sry it's kind of a depressing post. Cover image is my stomach currently. They have forced me to gain 15.4 lbs.
    Ndub2000 Ndub2000
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Jan 4, 2015

    They Said You're Anorexic, I Said Bullshit, I'm Just Not Hungry

    when you're told you're going to die, unless you eat, one would think the dying girl would eat. but instead, tell the doctors you just head lunch, you can't possible drink that stuff, if i wasn't so full from lunch, sure i'd drink it. you are given the benefit of the doubt...
    littlemissocd littlemissocd
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jan 12, 2009

    Guys I had a binge day today due to stress.

    I had a sobe water. Doritos, m&ms, hello kitty cupcake bites, pizza Pringles, walking taco, a Gatorade and chicken and biscuits. (Not all in one sitting though) but I feel like a fat piece of **** and all my progress is ruined. I'm not eating all day tomorrow band just drinking...
    alexis1498 alexis1498
    18-21, F
    Sep 20, 2014

    Oblivious

    I had met this boy little did I know that is what he accually was. I had been big for sometime like 230 lbs big then something inside snapped. It happened one day I looked in the mirror. I was so shocked the snapping echo reverberated through my skull. That day i bought a gym...
    hamadanners hamadanners
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 2, 2013

    My Story

    im Jack im 19 years old 6ft3. hello This is my story. i was a Model at 16 years of age at 120 lbs.i looked at my self not good enough in my pictures so i started Getting self concise about my pictures Being plastered All over stores. i Started Getting Anorexia 2...
    alucardx alucardx
    18-21, M
    Sep 1, 2010

    Anorexia Is No Joke

    When people at your lunch table start to get suspicious on why you havent eatten lunch for 4 days what do you say? i say i left my money at home but then someone gives me money what do you do? give it back and say you cant take their money. but when someone gets ahold of your...
    BabyBella21 BabyBella21
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 10, 2009

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    im 24.8 kg as my scales say but i feel fatter i havent eat in months..im surviving on chewing and spitting once evrey 2 weeks..and 30 cal once or twice a week..when i dance on my wii do exersice i think..am i gonna die soon..i dont wanna die...ive been to 3 hospital they dint...
    xkity123x xkity123x
    18-21, T
    Feb 2, 2011

    Sick Of It

    I'm 25 years old. I've been battling with this for ten years now and I am so sick of it. I just want to sleep, really sleep so that I don't have to have these thoughts in my head any more. All I want to do is sit in a corner and starve but I have a little girl and a boyfriend so...
    duke1303 duke1303
    22-25
    2 Responses Sep 5, 2013

    I don't know if this is something a bit too

    sensitive for this page or not, but I need to get it out. I used to suffer from anorexia, I was hospitalised for three months before I was allowed to be on my own again. It's been a year since my last checkup, a year since they said that I was able to go meet the world alone, a...
    anonanastasia anonanastasia
    18-21, F
    Aug 29, 2015

    The past few days I have been restricting in a

    big time way. Like barely eating anything. After 6 years of struggling with this sh*t, it has become such a difficult habit to break. Yesterday was my birthday, and instead of treating myself good (like I had planned), I treated myself terribly and didn't eat all day. Finally...
    Aimee17 Aimee17
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Jul 18, 2014

    I don't lunch and when it breakfast time I only

    drink milk and eat a little bit on dinner I can survive a week without food
    lookket lookket
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 16, 2015

    ._.

    So ive lost more weight :( my ana been real tough on me past few weeks cos im felling week havent been exersicing much..chrismas was really poopy..all my mom did was nag nag nag about how sick n skinny i looked..i told her not to talk about it it isnt helping me recover she said...
    xkity123x xkity123x
    18-21, T
    Dec 30, 2010

    Few things you probably already know: My name's

    miwako, I'm not Japanese, I'm 16 years old, I love dancing, I was raped, My parent's got divorced, My hair has been bubble gum pink since age 14, and... I'M ANOREXIC. I've always been bony thin I won't lie. I didn't start this to lose weight but after the rape I was...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 26, 2014

    am I skinny yet? I dont think

    so 5'9" 120lbs but I dont feel skinny im not good enough that's what everyone tells me so I give up I believe maybe I am worthless
    Alexisgayaf Alexisgayaf
    13-15, F
    1 Response Nov 9, 2015

    I've been suffering from anorexia (secretly,

    may I add) since I was twelve years old. I got picked on brutally for my weight. I "bloomed" before every other girl. I was 5'5 156 pounds (roughly) had C cup size and all in all was pretty chubby because I was going through all this and hadn't even hit puberty yet. I got called...
    alexis1498 alexis1498
    18-21, F
    Jun 23, 2014

    Every single day is a struggle.

    I can't look in the mirror without finding so many different flaws and imperfections. I hate myself. I starve myself. I binge and purge. I can't live a day without hating myself and trying to change myself.
    lovelyremains lovelyremains
    16-17, F
    Jun 13, 2014
    Haylillyflower Haylillyflower
    18-21, F
    Aug 4, 2015

    Now I Understand.

    Why they call it a battle any way! I have had the diagnosis for a little while now but it has taken me a while accept that i have a problem, And there fore i didn't join any groups let alone write about it! I've always found it hard to admit i need help with things, and when i...
    LunaWolff LunaWolff
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 24, 2011

    I can barely breath..

    . It's like weights are on my chest
    Haylillyflower Haylillyflower
    18-21, F
    Aug 10, 2015

    I've been eating a lot lately,

    and went from 124 to probably 130 now. And wow, that is taking a huge toll on me. I'm beginning to miss it, miss the feeling of being hungry, missing feeling strong, missing losing a pound every day/other day. I'm honestly a healthy girl. I don't eat a lot of junk, nor do I...
    trippyprincess trippyprincess
    16-17, F
    Nov 1, 2014

    4 Years

    I have been battling anorexia for 4 years. it started in 8th grade when a boyfriend (ex) called me fat and would make fun of it. then he broke up with me and said i was boring, ugly, fat, and the list goes on... i went to the gym every moning at 4. i would work out and only eat 2...
    enemyinthemirror enemyinthemirror
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 15, 2011
    Justlookinok Justlookinok
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 13, 2014

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    Scales 30.7 it reads its never enough for him..still geel big sad with my self my mom going on how dead i look how imma have a heart attack th9s isworsed i got then ever b4 :( i feel shot 24.7 i cut ,y elbow slapped my face to escapse akitos part never worked..i lied said i eat...
    alucardx alucardx
    18-21, M
    Dec 19, 2010

    So, it's been 3 years

    since my diagnosis with anorexia.. I'm heading towards a stable weight and although it's been a long time since i have suffered alot with my disorder its still difficult to eat some days.. My eating disorder has twisted and turned between anorexia and bulimia more times than you...
    Losingmyself97 Losingmyself97
    18-21, F
    Sep 12, 2014

    Its An Endless Circle.

    Hi, Im Maddie and im 16. I live in Canada :) If you really knew me you would know .... When i was 9 my dad left my mom and I,about 2 months after this my mom started smoking weed, which turned into meth and coke. I was taken away from my mother when i was 11 and forced to move...
    SomeonePleaseHelpMe SomeonePleaseHelpMe
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 4, 2012

    Depression Sent Ana Into My Mind

    Last December 8th, my grandmother passed away. It was the first big loss I had to face, and it totally broke me doIwn, I didn't know how to cope with that. It sent me into a big hole of depression. In March I started doing therapy against depression and it helped me a lot. But...
    POO04 POO04
    18-21, F
    Oct 21, 2012

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    Latley ive been felling down..i started cutting agian :( only little on my ankles i chounlt take his voice in my head..latley its been more controling and its hurting inside im all worn out and tired...i wont let him win i will defeat him one day..ana isnt gonna take over me...
    xkity123x xkity123x
    18-21, T
    Jan 14, 2011

    The Difference Between Me And You...

    See, you all battle anorexia, but you're stick thin, no an ounce of fat anywhere on your body. I battle anorexia, because I am fat. I am overweight by about 20 lbs, and it's 20 lbs I want rid of. So I might eat a meal a day if my mother makes me eat. I spend hours doing zumba. I...
    jellybean93 jellybean93
    22-25, F
    May 31, 2013

    All it took was for one person to say something

    to me years ago, and now I'm stuck with this awful disease. If I could take it all back I would but I can't. I'm always relapsing and it kills me when I see really pretty girls and wish that I looked like them. I have a horrible body image for myself and I'm extremely insecure.
    BlondeGirlBunny BlondeGirlBunny
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 16, 2014

    Tonight has been the best night at my house.

    .....NOT! My mom blames me for being anorexic and it's all my fault. She says he's glad I'm going back to treatment and that she's done fighting for me. Thanks mom, I didn't chose to be like this. But you know what the reason I'm like this is because my family is making me...
    BooBear99 BooBear99
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Jan 2, 2015

    Hit Rock Bottom

    Today i Weighed my self Its 34.8 kg why do i feel Fatter like i gained weight? he Keeps telling me i Have..only drinking coffee and Tea everyday all I'm living on..Ive been week so i ha vent exercised much Ive been Sleeping all the while..Hes telling me im a blimp now that the...
    alucardx alucardx
    18-21, M
    Nov 28, 2010

    My name is Kay. I'm 20 years old

    and in the process of self recovery from anorexia. I've been battling this for 5, going on 6 years now. It all started when I met my ex, who I like to call "Satan." I've always been very tall and very thin. When I was dating him, I wore size 4 jeans and I was perfectly happy...
    kaygrace93 kaygrace93
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 28, 2013

    my name is cassie, im 16

    and have been battling anorexia since i was 13. it started when i was in an emotionally abusive relationship. he would tell me everyday that i was fat and worthless, i eventually believed him, and still do. im there for anyone who needs it.
    chezza33 chezza33
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 7, 2014

    Everyday, looking at the mirror is a torture.

    I thought I was over it, but I'm not! I am 5'6(1.68m) and weight about 108lbs(48kg) and everyone keeps saying i should eat more but I don't care! I just want to be skinny.... I have a boyfriend who loves me deeply and parents who support me... Yet... I feel worthless...
    souloved souloved
    18-21, F
    Aug 1, 2014

    I don't like saying I have an eating disorder

    because I'm not sure if I really do. Technically I've been diagnosed with ednos but still. I've been severely restricting and have lost five pounds in the past week. I am only a pound away from my first goal weight and six pounds away from my second goal weight. I guess I don't...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599
    18-21, F
    Oct 6, 2014

    I'm not sure if I should write battle

    or have battled, because I have battled it, the doctors let me out to the world alone a year ago, telling me I'm back to normal, but since that I've lost a lot of weight, not because I wanted to but because it happened, I'm 19 years old, 5"5 tall and I was weight 110 pounds two...
    anonanastasia anonanastasia
    18-21, F
    Aug 30, 2015
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