I honestly don't know if I have Bipolar or not..
I'm not willing to look at too many sites, some could be fake and give me extreme paranoia..
I want to know of these symptoms...
It bites hard.
Meds made it worse.
And heart attacks on seroquel.
But they can debate diagnosis.
Was in phoenix.
Had a doctor.
New doctor came.
Too bipolar to read posts.
And too dark to go write.
Dang mood swings.
I hate everything . Today is just the worse day for me . I hate that my problems arent that big . I hate that my family could give 2 ***** about me . I hate that I suck at school...
It feels like my whole life is tumbling down. At times I'm so happy and socialable, but at times I withdraw and be isolated from my friends. At times I enjoy being with my friends...
I am unmedicated at the moment and doing OK. I am afraid that doctors may zombify me if I do share my up and downs. My mum has Type 1.