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I Battle Boredom

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    I Hate Boredom

    Every evening, it comes without warning...that feeling of emptiness, of total lack of interest in anything, that routine that makes your days and nights look alike. After a long day at work (doing the same thing everyday) comes boredom at home. I have nowhere to go, no friends to...
    lovefollower lovefollower 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    Ditzle Ditzle 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    Fospider Fospider 22-25, F Jan 1, 2014

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    It Happens At Nighttime

    I just can't stand nighttime, because it just dark outside. Then my boredom sinks in. I would wallow around because it is dark outside and I stay in the house. I start to worry. I always think bad things are going to happen at night. You see, that is what happens, when you...
    chicago54 chicago54 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 23, 2010

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    Death By Boredom

    Im bored all the time, constantly. There is just never anything to do anymore. Its so frickin hot outside that i dont want to go out there unless im swimming. My friends are always busy or never want to hang out. None of us have a license yet so we would have to rely on someone...
    angeliceyes11 angeliceyes11 18-21, F May 29, 2011

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    My Solution

    My solution to boredom is to eat. I makes me feel great to have a very full belly and them I have these wonderful rolls of fat to play with. That keeps me entertained almost endlessly. Of course, the fat cells demand more and more food, so it's a cycle of eating and fattening...
    hxtp hxtp 61-65, M 2 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 22-25, F Sep 8, 2014

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    Why Isn't This Working!?

    This is awful. My usual sources of entertainment just aren't working anymore. It's all so empty. There's nothing interesting on Youtube (crazy to believe, but it's true), none of the shows I follow are airing at the moment, I don't feel like reading anything, I can't play games...
    toba122 toba122 18-21, F Aug 23, 2013

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    I haven't been down in it for this long in a long time. I remember dealing with it as a kid/teenager and just being able to shut down. wall myself in, cry, not eat, write. As an...
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    I hate it. One second I'm fine, having the best day and then suddenly I'm just like.... well **** it. I just feel like **** and I can't understand why!
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    Sometimes by losing a battle you find a new way to win the war....both in war and love...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 9 hrs ago

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    It seems that all my life someone has been taking away from me. I never had much of a life anyway because people like my mom and others have felt the need to destroy what I had. I...
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    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I haven't told no one ! Not my sisters my mom my best friends .... :( my doctor knows I battle depression an she prescribed me pills but I hate pills I don't believe in them ... I...
    ev23 ev23 31-35, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I battled depression so horribly for a long time so I am always here for anyone who is currently going through it so if anyone ever wants to talk don't go through it alone like I...
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    I don't want to fight the battle anymore. It isn't worth it.
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    I don't battle depression, but I have been really sad lately, really really sad. It hard to describe it, it's a lot of different emotions being played right now, however happiness...
    Mixedemotions2k Mixedemotions2k 13-15, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    At the most when u battle depression u say u want to kill yourself and yes I did I cut I tryed to kill myself at age 12 I'm now 13 and still fighting to kill myself but that's on...
    lovetoparty616 lovetoparty616 13-15, T 4 Responses a week ago

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    I don't want to lose my best friend, but we butt heads because we both battle depression. It's how we met, and we've always helped each other out during hard times. But it's...
    justjane2000 justjane2000 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    Hipstercatlover Hipstercatlover 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 22

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