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I Battle Boredom

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    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 22-25, F Sep 8, 2014

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    My Solution

    My solution to boredom is to eat. I makes me feel great to have a very full belly and them I have these wonderful rolls of fat to play with. That keeps me entertained almost endlessly. Of course, the fat cells demand more and more food, so it's a cycle of eating and fattening...
    hxtp hxtp 61-65, M 2 Responses Nov 21, 2012

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    Death By Boredom

    Im bored all the time, constantly. There is just never anything to do anymore. Its so frickin hot outside that i dont want to go out there unless im swimming. My friends are always busy or never want to hang out. None of us have a license yet so we would have to rely on someone...
    angeliceyes11 angeliceyes11 18-21, F May 29, 2011

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    Why Isn't This Working!?

    This is awful. My usual sources of entertainment just aren't working anymore. It's all so empty. There's nothing interesting on Youtube (crazy to believe, but it's true), none of the shows I follow are airing at the moment, I don't feel like reading anything, I can't play games...
    toba122 toba122 18-21, F Aug 23, 2013

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    It Happens At Nighttime

    I just can't stand nighttime, because it just dark outside. Then my boredom sinks in. I would wallow around because it is dark outside and I stay in the house. I start to worry. I always think bad things are going to happen at night. You see, that is what happens, when you...
    chicago54 chicago54 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 23, 2010

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    Ditzle Ditzle 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    Fospider Fospider 22-25, F Jan 1, 2014

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    I Hate Boredom

    Every evening, it comes without warning...that feeling of emptiness, of total lack of interest in anything, that routine that makes your days and nights look alike. After a long day at work (doing the same thing everyday) comes boredom at home. I have nowhere to go, no friends to...
    lovefollower lovefollower 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    I haven't felt right the past few days. I'm just very sluggish. I'm not having the best thoughts either :/
    xGNFx xGNFx 18-21, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    what's the point anymore. blah.
    uhleasah uhleasah 22-25, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    there is a full blown war going on inside if my head lately. without sounding effing nuts.. I can literally hear the sides battling in my head. One side telling me the bad, the...
    PinkStarburst1984 PinkStarburst1984 31-35, F 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    QueenValbuena QueenValbuena 18-21, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Gavin788 Gavin788 13-15, M 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I am winning at this. I feel as a giant towering from above.
    Hamhavi Hamhavi 18-21, M 12 hrs ago

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    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I have battles with depression nearly my entire my life!! Some days are worse than others!
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    I see tons of people on here talking about how depressed they are so I thought I would share this. I've battled depression for years, and I've been through some pretty dark times...
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    I have battled with depression for many years. With my doctors permission, I slowly weened off a high dose of effexor 225 MG .. I was just wanting to sleep all the time. I recently...
    angelanicole89 angelanicole89 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Some people don't like the term "battle" but it is a apt description when dealing with M/D, and you are in it for the long haul. I was diagnosed with it long before " bipolar" was...
    Golondrinas Golondrinas 51-55, M 5 days ago

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    .. ( whispering to myself... ) .. I think theres something wrong with me..... It shouldnt be so hard to socialize with people.. I shouldnt have to keep fighting moods... I shouldnt...
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    Mari3028 Mari3028 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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