Phone was on youtube.
Finger started video.
On depression rare.
And possibly enlightenment.
But what if depressed are truthful.
Society is fubar.
And the profiteers rule.
They say chemical imbalance.
So they give disability.
And make me a product
That they pass around.
And now me regrets decency.
Removing bullies was avoided
And regret now grows.
Removed by cop is now probable.
If me can remove dad.
Or some other monster bully.
Hiding in occupation.
Don't get me wrong, these things ******* suck, however.
people diagnosed with depressed:
- usually smarter than the average person
- has a better perspective of the world
- views situations more realistically
People diagnosed with Anxiety
and find it difficult to even try to be present and mindful. I have noticed the connection of this to anxiety, which has been high this past week. Even my dreams are unsettling. Today I had to keep moving to fight the urge to go back to bed and let the mindless state take over...
or do we say that lie and repeat it in our heads until we believe it like we have done with love, religion, peace, etc? The answer will always be: Life is not beautiful, but, what is the meaning of beautiful? Do we only see it the aesthetic way? Or do we see it like a picture...
and anxiety would go away. Recently, we found out that we are going to move out to the country side on an 80 acre horse ranch! Lots of horses, arenas, trails, fields, and I'll be able to see my own horse every day. But how am I supposed to enjoy the experience with my anxiety...
And babies from rapistss
While taxes are dodged
By those with real money.
And taxes from poor
Pay for center dividers
That eat gas
By not allowing street access.
To every street or shop.
But gas prices never stay down.
And are defended
......to be put down and debased your whole ******* life? To be used and abused your whole ******* life? To be told you wasn't meant to be born and are ******* useless and are going to die soon? To be verbally, physically, mentally and emotionally abused amongst other types of...
mental/physically abusive relationship of 4 years I am recently getting my life back together and instead of supporting me my family discusses my life behind my back. It sucks when you discuss depression and anxiety to the ones you love they push you away
and was diagnosed. i got the right meds now and i know longer depending on my psychologist. this week though i felt like i hit a wall and that it is taking all my energy just to be normal. i just press pause and just shut out the world. i have fought so hard to get better. i am...
for leaving my bedroom and got ready and just went to my local shopping centre for a walk and just to get some fresh air and try to face the world...I'm sweating like crazy but I'm trying to face my demons if I can do it so can you it's really hard took me guts to do this all by...
who has an anxiety disorder? We all have anxiety. If you feel threatened in anyway, your heart starts to beat fast, adrenaline starts rushing through your body to do one of two things. Fight or flight. This is understandable when you are in “real” situations, like combat...
Well, it's four o'clock in the morning and I am online researching how to make this depression go away. I google and google and I find this website and decide to share my story. This is pretty much every night these days.
In March 2006, my friend died in an accident. I was best...
for some years now. I'm pretty used to him and we're comfortable with each other. He is a part of me, and everywhere we go, we go together. Heading to school, talking to people, buying something, eating something; he is there, whispering in my ear. He loves to clutch my heart...
You know when your so depressed, you just wanna stay home all day in your blankies, not do anything, and just die in your bubble of self pity?Thats the depression I have right now. I just feel like giving up everything and saying "**** it world goodbye" because I know if I die...
can do it anymore
I'm to afraid to die and to afraid to live
I feel ashamed of myself
I don't know were things went wrong
I don't know if I have the strength to change
I have hung my head since I was a little kid
I am ashamed of the person I have become
I don't know were to go...
and trim my weeping cherry tree today. I've got so much crap in my gutters! I just noticed how bad. There things growing out of them. I can't clean them myself, but can't afford to. I also have roof leaks that need to be repaired, my mom owns the house I am renting to buy. But I...
in their feed ... I'm not ignoring you. I'm kinda overwhelmed at work and at home. I want to write some long messages but I never feel I have enough time to write them properly, so I don't. I hope you understand.
He wanted examples of why I thought I needed a change in meds, I gave him a couple things, and then said "I know there's other stuff but I can't think of it now." To which he replied "Like focus and concentration?" That was good for a laugh.
So, adding a new med on top of...
fight.. I am tired of trying.. I have enough.. My EP friends have helped me, but now I think they are getting tired of me feeling down and depressed.. Which I understand as I am sick if it too.. They said:'What can I do to help?' Well, I don't know what they can do..if I knew I...
Wrecked by meds bites.
Medical tests not matching bites.
Barked at for advising on ep bites.
Barked at for replying to posts bites.
Luckily i helped people.
My whole fokyn life.
And some helped back.
Or just helped
Who says done looking for...
I went through the whole day with a straight face, walking around feeling out of touch with my surroundings, soon as I got home and into bed, I started thinking about how lonely I am and how I'm never gonna be normal and happy like everyone else, and I started crying...
Here I am searching through the fog. The fog is so thick I can't see where I'm going and I don't know where I'm at, but I am alive.
I look behind me into my past and I can see most of where I have been. I see people I care for, people I miss, some good memories, but the hideous...
and why am I at 41 still battling this? I am in CBT finally, but not helping me with stuff yet. Just tired of feeling this way. I'm BPD and suffer from fear of abandonment issues bad. Son turned 18 this year, gives me the most anxiety worrying bout him. Especially after almost...
I think the hardest pain to overcome... is the one that makes you 'see'
that life moves forward with or without you
that connections with others are temporary and
abandonment or betrayal are things innate in human beings.
This kind of truth has implications....
But some here hate my advice.
Poor babies with no brain.
And they bark.
And me dodges.
They tries my advice.
And got bashed.
So they bash me for saying.
Like doushee brats.
With canker sores.
But now me feels...
but I wonder if people here have had to work through a similar situation. What do you do when your therapy goals and your spouse's therapy goals seem to almost contradict each other? I'm trying to work on my anxiety and depression, but lately my husband has been seeing a...
meet other people that know what I'm going through. If anyone is interested then let me know I live in Gainesville Florida but would not at all mind traveling a little to get to know anyone who is going through this and hopefully make a few friends.
for me, and those who don't believe in prayer, at least hope for me? I have to work a 7 hour shift today and with my current mental health issues, work is terribly difficult. I can't function. My anxiety makes me terribly irritable and my depression makes me severely tired...