for some years now. I'm pretty used to him and we're comfortable with each other. He is a part of me, and everywhere we go, we go together. Heading to school, talking to people, buying something, eating something; he is there, whispering in my ear. He loves to clutch my heart...
Am not the messed up one.
And got worse
So no cures pushed are the flawed
Could family cure us.
If they werent busy
And saw cures were faked
But in a society that says work
who I am is never going to be something that I am not happy about. I suffer from enormous anxiety and depression. I can't be myself or share my problems and feelings. My fear runs my life and my ever dwindling sadness is making it unbearable to go to school. My life is stuck and...
You know when your so depressed, you just wanna stay home all day in your blankies, not do anything, and just die in your bubble of self pity?Thats the depression I have right now. I just feel like giving up everything and saying "**** it world goodbye" because I know if I die...
thing. That I couldn't possibly be feeling the way I do. That it's not a real problem. That I need to grow up and get over myself. That i have nothong to be 'depressed' about. Well I hate to tell you that depression is real and it's not something that you can just 'get over' and...
symptoms after very short term (but heavy) usage.
I suffer from General Anxiety Disorder with severe claustrophobia as a symptom. I was taking a short flight to Germany from the UK for a vacation (alone I should add), and I simply cannot face being trapped in a plane...
lexotanil, seroxat for years. I wanted to lose these from my life and wanted better options. It took gutts to leave them n some patience to bear a little anxiety at start but at the end Ive recovered myself using healthy food, activities and exercise. My doctor told me i had...
Then say lie for pay
Or never get paid.
They say educate others properly
But then limit what we teach
To benefit just the greedy powers
And call that a civilized country
That is a great country
While real americans wait
To see america get honest
I been feeling it for a couples months now. Today I been thinking about cutting myself. I been crying for a bit. I can't cope anymore. Therapy is not helping and telling others about my depression doesn't help either because they don't want to hear it. I feel so alone...
Here I am searching through the fog. The fog is so thick I can't see where I'm going and I don't know where I'm at, but I am alive.
I look behind me into my past and I can see most of where I have been. I see people I care for, people I miss, some good memories, but the hideous...
Meds made me worse.
Society failed to improve.
Social media allows trolls.
Local trolls grift us all.
Cops cant stop much
They are here to write tickets
So the wealthy can dodge taxes
With not much to say they do
Except facts like they get tax breaks
1. Don’t ignore warning signals in your body. Frequent petty colds, stomach aches, and headaches may all be a sign of stress.
2. There is no need to be strong all the time, and even less of a need to maintain an image of strength in front of others.
3. Achievements and titles...
I consider just ending it all every day, and I'm sure the only reason I am alive is because I can't stand the thought of causing any pain to my family, people say there are painless ways to kill yourself but there aren't someone is always going I get hurt. So I'm stuck living in...
or do we say that lie and repeat it in our heads until we believe it like we have done with love, religion, peace, etc? The answer will always be: Life is not beautiful, but, what is the meaning of beautiful? Do we only see it the aesthetic way? Or do we see it like a picture...
for me, and those who don't believe in prayer, at least hope for me? I have to work a 7 hour shift today and with my current mental health issues, work is terribly difficult. I can't function. My anxiety makes me terribly irritable and my depression makes me severely tired...
as a baby I was gonna be a boy
When I was born I was a girl and he showed some interest
But my mum found out he was cheating on her has another baby girl four months older than me
She gave him a second chance
And my father lee tried to drown me
My mum forget her keys came home...
Cant advise now.
Just debated ded by cop with seth.
Got misread by him.
Hate that on ep.
And him in my face.
Both of us are damaged by doctors.
But me unable to sooth others bites.
On ep its expected
Because text can get misread...
fight.. I am tired of trying.. I have enough.. My EP friends have helped me, but now I think they are getting tired of me feeling down and depressed.. Which I understand as I am sick if it too.. They said:'What can I do to help?' Well, I don't know what they can do..if I knew I...
please read this first.
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and...
i used to enjoy life , but now i feel like i'm just on autopilot, like i'm not really a part of life and this world, i feel alienated and so alone i think about suicide frequently, i just have a special way of doing it in my mind that i don't have access to. everyone has...
for leaving my bedroom and got ready and just went to my local shopping centre for a walk and just to get some fresh air and try to face the world...I'm sweating like crazy but I'm trying to face my demons if I can do it so can you it's really hard took me guts to do this all by...
Sure it was programmed to cheat
And called challenging.
Upset when it cheats
Because that robs me
And the loss bites deep
Brings not good enough back
And proves takers win
While me gets meds that wreck me more.
The wealthy choose profit
found other issues cropping up lately like worsening anxiety and even a couple of panic attacks. Only after taking care of my mother the last year of her life did I find out she had been taking anxiety meds for a long time, and hopefully mine won't continue to get worse.
I think the hardest pain to overcome... is the one that makes you 'see'
that life moves forward with or without you
that connections with others are temporary and
abandonment or betrayal are things innate in human beings.
This kind of truth has implications....
I knew that yes I grew up with mean girls but that didn't explain all the things that my brain was trying to feed me. I know that being molested at 5-10 was going to have some pretty major impact on my life. But I also knew that it was going to remain a battle for me keep my...
For the average person, getting out of bed & getting ready for the day is a normal, worry free morning routine. But for many of us just the sound of the alarm clock is that dreaded noise that reminds us that we must struggle through another uncomfortable, meaningless day full of...
body without realizing it until I'm completely holding my breath. It's been a bad habit for a few years now. I have to take deep breathes every so often, it's like I'm suffocating myself. ~~ I always feel like I'm being held down or something. Like I have no idea how to relax my...
that someone genuinely enjoys your company and loves you, whether it be a friend or your own family, because your brain doesn't let you. But after a while, it actually lets you start to believe it, start to count on it even, to make you feel better. And your whole life, everyone...
and find it difficult to even try to be present and mindful. I have noticed the connection of this to anxiety, which has been high this past week. Even my dreams are unsettling. Today I had to keep moving to fight the urge to go back to bed and let the mindless state take over...
Didnt want confronted by morons.
Want to write a book now.
But when i start fear hits.
They wont publish my facts.
Because me gets disability pay.
So they say me dont think proper.
And facts rob them of profits
So the wealthy prevent facts known.