He says he is there for me but I can't talk to him about the one thing that feels like it's burying me alive. My depression and GAD. I also have lupus which comes with a host of its own bs and physical conditions. I talk to no one around me about any of that. My best friend...
I consider just ending it all every day, and I'm sure the only reason I am alive is because I can't stand the thought of causing any pain to my family, people say there are painless ways to kill yourself but there aren't someone is always going I get hurt. So I'm stuck living in...
Was gonna remove old farts.
Who hurt me.
And the dad who started it all.
But pals sad if me did.
And ep pals not knowing
Won me what options.
Have lost five who left earth.
Dont want my pals feeling that.
Not by my leaving.
or a Happy Holiday this year! I know it's a struggle for those of us who suffer from depression or have great amounts of anxiety. Just remember to get up in the morning,breathe and be strong. Lots of love to all!
announce that I have decided to become a Plexus Ambassador!!! I have jumped in with both feet for two very important reasons:
1) Plexus has a set of products that is CHANGING PEOPLE’S LIVES and I wanted to be a part of that! I've stood by and watched many of my friends gain...
I don't feel like getting up, I don't feel like going to school. I begin to cry because I'm scared of everything, and I'm just so lonely. I stop crying and carry on to get ready for school. I cry on the way to school. Then I stop. Then I cry 3-6 times at school, then I stop...
for some years now. I'm pretty used to him and we're comfortable with each other. He is a part of me, and everywhere we go, we go together. Heading to school, talking to people, buying something, eating something; he is there, whispering in my ear. He loves to clutch my heart...
I have no idea how to move on or what to do anymore. I have to try to hide my feelings because my oldest daughter is taking the loss so hard, and is blaming herself for it. She was self harming till recently, and is now seeing a therapist. My other daughter is trying to stay...
......to be put down and debased your whole ******* life? To be used and abused your whole ******* life? To be told you wasn't meant to be born and are ******* useless and are going to die soon? To be verbally, physically, mentally and emotionally abused amongst other types of...
who has an anxiety disorder? We all have anxiety. If you feel threatened in anyway, your heart starts to beat fast, adrenaline starts rushing through your body to do one of two things. Fight or flight. This is understandable when you are in “real” situations, like combat...
in their feed ... I'm not ignoring you. I'm kinda overwhelmed at work and at home. I want to write some long messages but I never feel I have enough time to write them properly, so I don't. I hope you understand.
Needs a caring escort.
To buy body soap for a pal.
Because the makers of seroquel.
Paid to legally relabel it.
To sell more.
To people who arent psychotic.
Or werent before taking seroquel.
At their doctors suggestion.
Here I am searching through the fog. The fog is so thick I can't see where I'm going and I don't know where I'm at, but I am alive.
I look behind me into my past and I can see most of where I have been. I see people I care for, people I miss, some good memories, but the hideous...
Listing pains on ep that faded.
Making net pals.
Eye candy at stores.
You know when your so depressed, you just wanna stay home all day in your blankies, not do anything, and just die in your bubble of self pity?Thats the depression I have right now. I just feel like giving up everything and saying "**** it world goodbye" because I know if I die...
An Open Letter to All Who Suffer I know… I have suffered from depression and despair since I was seven years old and my mother tried to kill herself the first time. I know how deep a person can sink when they believe the whole world is piled up on...
I woke up feeling a little less tired and beaten. I don't think I cried once all day nor thought about suicide. Better. Still I'm struggling. But feeling like I have a little more fight in me. But women. I don't know. I want them, and hate myself for wanting. "I don't deserve it...
For the average person, getting out of bed & getting ready for the day is a normal, worry free morning routine. But for many of us just the sound of the alarm clock is that dreaded noise that reminds us that we must struggle through another uncomfortable, meaningless day full of...
Well, it's four o'clock in the morning and I am online researching how to make this depression go away. I google and google and I find this website and decide to share my story. This is pretty much every night these days.
In March 2006, my friend died in an accident. I was best...
the one that is known by her smile, the one that lights up the room, the one that everyone is comfortable around, the one that never gets hurt, the one that everyone likes, but also, I want people to know how much they hurt me.
It's hard to be both, I want to stay strong, I...
please read this first.
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and...
for me, and those who don't believe in prayer, at least hope for me? I have to work a 7 hour shift today and with my current mental health issues, work is terribly difficult. I can't function. My anxiety makes me terribly irritable and my depression makes me severely tired...
By has beens.
And a huge club.
With wealth backing it.
Fight looked good.
Ded by kop.
But then my inner sage spoke.
How will that affect pals.
And unknown peers
Who fit like pals.
It would wreck us all...
for leaving my bedroom and got ready and just went to my local shopping centre for a walk and just to get some fresh air and try to face the world...I'm sweating like crazy but I'm trying to face my demons if I can do it so can you it's really hard took me guts to do this all by...
and find it difficult to even try to be present and mindful. I have noticed the connection of this to anxiety, which has been high this past week. Even my dreams are unsettling. Today I had to keep moving to fight the urge to go back to bed and let the mindless state take over...
Traditions that have created crime.
But a view like mine gets sedated.
Because if we cared more about unity.
Would lose power.
And they wont permit that.
Without bombing way...
or do we say that lie and repeat it in our heads until we believe it like we have done with love, religion, peace, etc? The answer will always be: Life is not beautiful, but, what is the meaning of beautiful? Do we only see it the aesthetic way? Or do we see it like a picture...
So that we work
The whole time helping a few
Buy and control everything
Without curing anything.
It makes me mad
Because it makes no sense.
Why is that life.
How is that admirable
1. Don’t ignore warning signals in your body. Frequent petty colds, stomach aches, and headaches may all be a sign of stress.
2. There is no need to be strong all the time, and even less of a need to maintain an image of strength in front of others.
3. Achievements and titles...
Went to meet case manager early.
To calm fears.
A rehab worker came.
To say my worker was at lunch.
The rehab biped went frosty on me.
But me tolerated what me could.
And went back later.
To meet my worker.
Who seemed truly...
fight.. I am tired of trying.. I have enough.. My EP friends have helped me, but now I think they are getting tired of me feeling down and depressed.. Which I understand as I am sick if it too.. They said:'What can I do to help?' Well, I don't know what they can do..if I knew I...