I think the hardest pain to overcome... is the one that makes you 'see'
that life moves forward with or without you
that connections with others are temporary and
abandonment or betrayal are things innate in human beings.
This kind of truth has implications....
How to locate cures.
By more than one boo hoo bear.
So to clarify.
What causes sad or happy.
Feeling good enough.
So how to get there comes.
Society is a greedy...
for me, and those who don't believe in prayer, at least hope for me? I have to work a 7 hour shift today and with my current mental health issues, work is terribly difficult. I can't function. My anxiety makes me terribly irritable and my depression makes me severely tired...
For the average person, getting out of bed & getting ready for the day is a normal, worry free morning routine. But for many of us just the sound of the alarm clock is that dreaded noise that reminds us that we must struggle through another uncomfortable, meaningless day full of...
One that I find kind of amusing and sobering all at the same time is this.
When I'm having a conversation with someone- mostly noticed this with my brother and boyfriend, if there is a pause in the conversation, can literally just be for a few seconds I will...
a bad situation. Depression/mental illness in general is like being trapped in a elevator lined with mirrors. You can only see yourself and your situation. It seems there is no way out. Yet, there is a way, through medication and therapy. It's up to the person to get help, you...
......to be put down and debased your whole ******* life? To be used and abused your whole ******* life? To be told you wasn't meant to be born and are ******* useless and are going to die soon? To be verbally, physically, mentally and emotionally abused amongst other types of...
Well, it's four o'clock in the morning and I am online researching how to make this depression go away. I google and google and I find this website and decide to share my story. This is pretty much every night these days.
In March 2006, my friend died in an accident. I was best...
please read this first.
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and...
or do we say that lie and repeat it in our heads until we believe it like we have done with love, religion, peace, etc? The answer will always be: Life is not beautiful, but, what is the meaning of beautiful? Do we only see it the aesthetic way? Or do we see it like a picture...
I consider just ending it all every day, and I'm sure the only reason I am alive is because I can't stand the thought of causing any pain to my family, people say there are painless ways to kill yourself but there aren't someone is always going I get hurt. So I'm stuck living in...
for two hours and I am already done with today. Being so down and stressed all the time is exhausting. What's worse is everyone who is involved in my care keeps pushing diet and exercise as the solution, which just makes me feel worse because my body is a huge issue for me.
the one that is known by her smile, the one that lights up the room, the one that everyone is comfortable around, the one that never gets hurt, the one that everyone likes, but also, I want people to know how much they hurt me.
It's hard to be both, I want to stay strong, I...
Was gonna remove old farts.
Who hurt me.
And the dad who started it all.
But pals sad if me did.
And ep pals not knowing
Won me what options.
Have lost five who left earth.
Dont want my pals feeling that.
Not by my leaving.
Here I am searching through the fog. The fog is so thick I can't see where I'm going and I don't know where I'm at, but I am alive.
I look behind me into my past and I can see most of where I have been. I see people I care for, people I miss, some good memories, but the hideous...
I went through the whole day with a straight face, walking around feeling out of touch with my surroundings, soon as I got home and into bed, I started thinking about how lonely I am and how I'm never gonna be normal and happy like everyone else, and I started crying...
Traditions that have created crime.
But a view like mine gets sedated.
Because if we cared more about unity.
Would lose power.
And they wont permit that.
Without bombing way...
and find it difficult to even try to be present and mindful. I have noticed the connection of this to anxiety, which has been high this past week. Even my dreams are unsettling. Today I had to keep moving to fight the urge to go back to bed and let the mindless state take over...
and anxiety "feels" like to people who've never experienced it. No words could do it justice. The closest description I've ever heard was that "It's like drowning. Except you can see everyone around you breathing."
An Open Letter to All Who Suffer I know… I have suffered from depression and despair since I was seven years old and my mother tried to kill herself the first time. I know how deep a person can sink when they believe the whole world is piled up on...
in their feed ... I'm not ignoring you. I'm kinda overwhelmed at work and at home. I want to write some long messages but I never feel I have enough time to write them properly, so I don't. I hope you understand.
Needs a caring escort.
To buy body soap for a pal.
Because the makers of seroquel.
Paid to legally relabel it.
To sell more.
To people who arent psychotic.
Or werent before taking seroquel.
At their doctors suggestion.
announce that I have decided to become a Plexus Ambassador!!! I have jumped in with both feet for two very important reasons:
1) Plexus has a set of products that is CHANGING PEOPLE’S LIVES and I wanted to be a part of that! I've stood by and watched many of my friends gain...
I don't feel like getting up, I don't feel like going to school. I begin to cry because I'm scared of everything, and I'm just so lonely. I stop crying and carry on to get ready for school. I cry on the way to school. Then I stop. Then I cry 3-6 times at school, then I stop...
1. Don’t ignore warning signals in your body. Frequent petty colds, stomach aches, and headaches may all be a sign of stress.
2. There is no need to be strong all the time, and even less of a need to maintain an image of strength in front of others.
3. Achievements and titles...
He says he is there for me but I can't talk to him about the one thing that feels like it's burying me alive. My depression and GAD. I also have lupus which comes with a host of its own bs and physical conditions. I talk to no one around me about any of that. My best friend...
Went to meet case manager early.
To calm fears.
A rehab worker came.
To say my worker was at lunch.
The rehab biped went frosty on me.
But me tolerated what me could.
And went back later.
To meet my worker.
Who seemed truly...
or a Happy Holiday this year! I know it's a struggle for those of us who suffer from depression or have great amounts of anxiety. Just remember to get up in the morning,breathe and be strong. Lots of love to all!
I woke up feeling a little less tired and beaten. I don't think I cried once all day nor thought about suicide. Better. Still I'm struggling. But feeling like I have a little more fight in me. But women. I don't know. I want them, and hate myself for wanting. "I don't deserve it...