......to be put down and debased your whole ******* life? To be used and abused your whole ******* life? To be told you wasn't meant to be born and are ******* useless and are going to die soon? To be verbally, physically, mentally and emotionally abused amongst other types of...
in their feed ... I'm not ignoring you. I'm kinda overwhelmed at work and at home. I want to write some long messages but I never feel I have enough time to write them properly, so I don't. I hope you understand.
Here I am searching through the fog. The fog is so thick I can't see where I'm going and I don't know where I'm at, but I am alive.
I look behind me into my past and I can see most of where I have been. I see people I care for, people I miss, some good memories, but the hideous...
Alone. Surrounded by people, but alone. Alone inside my head. Peace, gone. She has forsaken me. Will He forsake me too. My only comfort. No strength to call out to Him, only defening silence. Sprawled out in pain. Black heart on display. Dreanched in tears. The summation of fear...
Been prescribed fluoxetine. I love my house and love it to be tidy. I don't want this to make me a sleepy person where I can't function. I think the good has far outweighed the risks with me so my doc has prescribed them. My anxiety was so high I was stopping breathing in my...
My mind attacks.
So a book is needed.
Seroquel legally relabelled.
To be given to more people.
Even those not psychotic.
It causes heart attacks too.
And me smokes.
Pill makers help smoke makers.
And both industries...
where I'm not quite sure what I'm doing. I'm not sure where I'm going with my life, or if I even want to go anywhere with it. It's an overwhelming urge to curl up in bed under the covers and never leave. I feel so useless but that's all okay. That's what I'm starting to realise...
Don't get me wrong, these things ******* suck, however.
people diagnosed with depressed:
- usually smarter than the average person
- has a better perspective of the world
- views situations more realistically
People diagnosed with Anxiety
I want someone to talk to and I feel like this is eating me alive. BUT I have two issues that is keeping me from seeking help, myself and my parents.
I am afraid to go a therapist because I remember I have had two mini experiences. The first when I was 13 or 14 my family was...
I know I can keep with what I said I'd do but.. I guess it is my way of showing respect for the people I love, respect they can make their own decisions, respect they need their own time to do so (without me on top of things monitoring, I sound like a control freak, maybe I am...
for leaving my bedroom and got ready and just went to my local shopping centre for a walk and just to get some fresh air and try to face the world...I'm sweating like crazy but I'm trying to face my demons if I can do it so can you it's really hard took me guts to do this all by...
or do we say that lie and repeat it in our heads until we believe it like we have done with love, religion, peace, etc? The answer will always be: Life is not beautiful, but, what is the meaning of beautiful? Do we only see it the aesthetic way? Or do we see it like a picture...
please read this first.
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and...
and anxiety. I'm pregnant and just started a new position at my job. Things are changing so fast and its hard to do it and not be able to take any medication. I wish I was able to take something to calm me down. it's a lot of stress and my personal life feels like it's spinning...
You know when your so depressed, you just wanna stay home all day in your blankies, not do anything, and just die in your bubble of self pity?Thats the depression I have right now. I just feel like giving up everything and saying "**** it world goodbye" because I know if I die...
Can rattle us often
And rob us of motivation
Which leads to homeless
And for the caring
That can cause rage
Even if a mentally gifted minor
What causes this.
We are oppressed.
The wealthy bought...
I consider just ending it all every day, and I'm sure the only reason I am alive is because I can't stand the thought of causing any pain to my family, people say there are painless ways to kill yourself but there aren't someone is always going I get hurt. So I'm stuck living in...
I feel like I'm so different from everyone and that I'm not right, like there's something completely wrong from me. I don't understand it and I wish the feelings would go away. I just wanna fit in and be normal.
Morons thinking computer is ep.
Morons saying get a job.
Morons saying spell better.
Morons saying take meds.
Me sees them as clueless.
But some nights that dont erase pain.
Caused by those pinheaded foks.
and find it difficult to even try to be present and mindful. I have noticed the connection of this to anxiety, which has been high this past week. Even my dreams are unsettling. Today I had to keep moving to fight the urge to go back to bed and let the mindless state take over...
I told my mother. I opened up to her.
"Mom. I open my eyes each day, and there is nothing I look forward to. I just lay in bed, thinking, not anther day... why am I awake?... Mom... I just want to open my eyes every morning and smile first thing, and be glad I'm...
and anxiety for years. It's gotten to a point where my medicine is just a side affect. The doctors suggest that I go to a center but my mom doesn't think it's the right thing. I've thought about suicide too many times to count and almost went through at school but then the...
fight.. I am tired of trying.. I have enough.. My EP friends have helped me, but now I think they are getting tired of me feeling down and depressed.. Which I understand as I am sick if it too.. They said:'What can I do to help?' Well, I don't know what they can do..if I knew I...
for some years now. I'm pretty used to him and we're comfortable with each other. He is a part of me, and everywhere we go, we go together. Heading to school, talking to people, buying something, eating something; he is there, whispering in my ear. He loves to clutch my heart...
I think the hardest pain to overcome... is the one that makes you 'see'
that life moves forward with or without you
that connections with others are temporary and
abandonment or betrayal are things innate in human beings.
This kind of truth has implications....
1. Don’t ignore warning signals in your body. Frequent petty colds, stomach aches, and headaches may all be a sign of stress.
2. There is no need to be strong all the time, and even less of a need to maintain an image of strength in front of others.
3. Achievements and titles...
and anxiety. Living day to day can be a struggle and yes, I'm taking my psych. meds and going to counselling on a regular basis.
The thing that bothers and saddens me is other people's stigma towards me and my disorders. I have lost many family and friends because of things I...
Phone was on youtube.
Finger started video.
On depression rare.
And possibly enlightenment.
But what if depressed are truthful.
Society is fubar.
And the profiteers rule.
They say chemical imbalance.