for leaving my bedroom and got ready and just went to my local shopping centre for a walk and just to get some fresh air and try to face the world...I'm sweating like crazy but I'm trying to face my demons if I can do it so can you it's really hard took me guts to do this all by...
Wrecked by meds bites.
Medical tests not matching bites.
Barked at for advising on ep bites.
Barked at for replying to posts bites.
Luckily i helped people.
My whole fokyn life.
And some helped back.
Or just helped
Who says done looking for...
and anxiety. I'm pregnant and just started a new position at my job. Things are changing so fast and its hard to do it and not be able to take any medication. I wish I was able to take something to calm me down. it's a lot of stress and my personal life feels like it's spinning...
An Open Letter to All Who Suffer I know… I have suffered from depression and despair since I was seven years old and my mother tried to kill herself the first time. I know how deep a person can sink when they believe the whole world is piled up on...
He wanted examples of why I thought I needed a change in meds, I gave him a couple things, and then said "I know there's other stuff but I can't think of it now." To which he replied "Like focus and concentration?" That was good for a laugh.
So, adding a new med on top of...
So they give disability.
And make me a product
That they pass around.
And now me regrets decency.
Removing bullies was avoided
And regret now grows.
Removed by cop is now probable.
If me can remove dad.
Or some other monster bully.
Hiding in occupation.
......to be put down and debased your whole ******* life? To be used and abused your whole ******* life? To be told you wasn't meant to be born and are ******* useless and are going to die soon? To be verbally, physically, mentally and emotionally abused amongst other types of...
for some years now. I'm pretty used to him and we're comfortable with each other. He is a part of me, and everywhere we go, we go together. Heading to school, talking to people, buying something, eating something; he is there, whispering in my ear. He loves to clutch my heart...
But some here hate my advice.
Poor babies with no brain.
And they bark.
And me dodges.
They tries my advice.
And got bashed.
So they bash me for saying.
Like doushee brats.
With canker sores.
But now me feels...
and trim my weeping cherry tree today. I've got so much crap in my gutters! I just noticed how bad. There things growing out of them. I can't clean them myself, but can't afford to. I also have roof leaks that need to be repaired, my mom owns the house I am renting to buy. But I...
I went through the whole day with a straight face, walking around feeling out of touch with my surroundings, soon as I got home and into bed, I started thinking about how lonely I am and how I'm never gonna be normal and happy like everyone else, and I started crying...
meet other people that know what I'm going through. If anyone is interested then let me know I live in Gainesville Florida but would not at all mind traveling a little to get to know anyone who is going through this and hopefully make a few friends.
who has an anxiety disorder? We all have anxiety. If you feel threatened in anyway, your heart starts to beat fast, adrenaline starts rushing through your body to do one of two things. Fight or flight. This is understandable when you are in “real” situations, like combat...
and was diagnosed. i got the right meds now and i know longer depending on my psychologist. this week though i felt like i hit a wall and that it is taking all my energy just to be normal. i just press pause and just shut out the world. i have fought so hard to get better. i am...
I consider just ending it all every day, and I'm sure the only reason I am alive is because I can't stand the thought of causing any pain to my family, people say there are painless ways to kill yourself but there aren't someone is always going I get hurt. So I'm stuck living in...
fight.. I am tired of trying.. I have enough.. My EP friends have helped me, but now I think they are getting tired of me feeling down and depressed.. Which I understand as I am sick if it too.. They said:'What can I do to help?' Well, I don't know what they can do..if I knew I...
depression and anxiety. It's honestly nothing that can just "go away" from a few pills prescribed from my doctor. Depression sucks. It really does. When you have depression there could be many symptom's that someone could feel but in my case here are some. Depression makes me...
For the average person, getting out of bed & getting ready for the day is a normal, worry free morning routine. But for many of us just the sound of the alarm clock is that dreaded noise that reminds us that we must struggle through another uncomfortable, meaningless day full of...
in their feed ... I'm not ignoring you. I'm kinda overwhelmed at work and at home. I want to write some long messages but I never feel I have enough time to write them properly, so I don't. I hope you understand.
please read this first.
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and...
And babies from rapistss
While taxes are dodged
By those with real money.
And taxes from poor
Pay for center dividers
That eat gas
By not allowing street access.
To every street or shop.
But gas prices never stay down.
And are defended
can do it anymore
I'm to afraid to die and to afraid to live
I feel ashamed of myself
I don't know were things went wrong
I don't know if I have the strength to change
I have hung my head since I was a little kid
I am ashamed of the person I have become
I don't know were to go...
or do we say that lie and repeat it in our heads until we believe it like we have done with love, religion, peace, etc? The answer will always be: Life is not beautiful, but, what is the meaning of beautiful? Do we only see it the aesthetic way? Or do we see it like a picture...
mental/physically abusive relationship of 4 years I am recently getting my life back together and instead of supporting me my family discusses my life behind my back. It sucks when you discuss depression and anxiety to the ones you love they push you away
& like someone stole all my clothes... And for seemingly no good reason... What causes this, I have to wonder? Is it my diet? Is it barometric pressure? I DO seem to be highly affected by the weather... Is it just a weird chemical imbalance that with the right concoction, I can...
Phone was on youtube.
Finger started video.
On depression rare.
And possibly enlightenment.
But what if depressed are truthful.
Society is fubar.
And the profiteers rule.
They say chemical imbalance.
and anxiety would go away. Recently, we found out that we are going to move out to the country side on an 80 acre horse ranch! Lots of horses, arenas, trails, fields, and I'll be able to see my own horse every day. But how am I supposed to enjoy the experience with my anxiety...
Morons thinking computer is ep.
Morons saying get a job.
Morons saying spell better.
Morons saying take meds.
Me sees them as clueless.
But some nights that dont erase pain.
Caused by those pinheaded foks.
You know when your so depressed, you just wanna stay home all day in your blankies, not do anything, and just die in your bubble of self pity?Thats the depression I have right now. I just feel like giving up everything and saying "**** it world goodbye" because I know if I die...
but I wonder if people here have had to work through a similar situation. What do you do when your therapy goals and your spouse's therapy goals seem to almost contradict each other? I'm trying to work on my anxiety and depression, but lately my husband has been seeing a...
Well, it's four o'clock in the morning and I am online researching how to make this depression go away. I google and google and I find this website and decide to share my story. This is pretty much every night these days.
In March 2006, my friend died in an accident. I was best...