for me, and those who don't believe in prayer, at least hope for me? I have to work a 7 hour shift today and with my current mental health issues, work is terribly difficult. I can't function. My anxiety makes me terribly irritable and my depression makes me severely tired...
Don't get me wrong, these things ******* suck, however.
people diagnosed with depressed:
- usually smarter than the average person
- has a better perspective of the world
- views situations more realistically
People diagnosed with Anxiety
.. I was asked to say how anxiety felt like physically.. I said my I could hear my heart beating fast, I felt my chest was in a vice being tightened... That's all I could say.. Mentally, well I wanted to sleep, I didn't want my life, I wouldn't cope being responsible for 4...
strike at any time with absolutely no warning.
Nothing necessarily has to be wrong it just -- happens.
But when it does strike, it's everything and nothing all at once and I can't figure out why I feel that way and dives me deeper into the depression.
My anxieties are more...
for me to understand. I don't know why but sometimes I am fine but others times I'm just miserable and sad and I don't even want to get out of bed or do anything and I end up ignoring my friends because I just don't have the energy. then sometimes my anxiety really bad and I...
An Open Letter to All Who Suffer I know… I have suffered from depression and despair since I was seven years old and my mother tried to kill herself the first time. I know how deep a person can sink when they believe the whole world is piled up on...
Just now I was having a conversation with my dad that was making anxious because it was about the future and stuff. Well my mom came up behind me and I can't stand being surrounded when my anxiety acts up so I snapped a bit at my mom. Now I feel like freaking **** because I know...
Because the wealthy rob poor.
By tax dodging
Even when bill tells us
And jon agrees
And george told them.
But nothing improves
So jon quits.
And george dies
And bill gets ignored.
1. Don’t ignore warning signals in your body. Frequent petty colds, stomach aches, and headaches may all be a sign of stress.
2. There is no need to be strong all the time, and even less of a need to maintain an image of strength in front of others.
3. Achievements and titles...
or do we say that lie and repeat it in our heads until we believe it like we have done with love, religion, peace, etc? The answer will always be: Life is not beautiful, but, what is the meaning of beautiful? Do we only see it the aesthetic way? Or do we see it like a picture...
......to be put down and debased your whole ******* life? To be used and abused your whole ******* life? To be told you wasn't meant to be born and are ******* useless and are going to die soon? To be verbally, physically, mentally and emotionally abused amongst other types of...
Yet depression and anxiety really drains me of the strength to fight for the things that I am passionate about. So I end up settling for this life that is unsatisfying, and I find myself resenting everyone and everything. When I know its nobodys fault but my own.
If only I had...
for years and have social anxiety. The more I think about it, the more I realize that my family has a lot to do with it. I feel like my parents love my brothers more than me. It's ruined my self esteem.
For the average person, getting out of bed & getting ready for the day is a normal, worry free morning routine. But for many of us just the sound of the alarm clock is that dreaded noise that reminds us that we must struggle through another uncomfortable, meaningless day full of...
We met once or twice at a celebrity meeting event. She is very nice, always notice when I post hopeless things with very kind words. She sent me the sweetest and kindest message ever on my birthday. I'd like to do something more meaningful than saying "thanks from the bottom of...
They say its safe
To sell it.
Then years later learn some arent.
Told them dnr papers desired.
Told case manager also.
May not get help for this.
Ultrasound was today
Caught myself asking who for.
Not the lottery...
I think the hardest pain to overcome... is the one that makes you 'see'
that life moves forward with or without you
that connections with others are temporary and
abandonment or betrayal are things innate in human beings.
This kind of truth has implications....
please read this first.
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and...
and find it difficult to even try to be present and mindful. I have noticed the connection of this to anxiety, which has been high this past week. Even my dreams are unsettling. Today I had to keep moving to fight the urge to go back to bed and let the mindless state take over...
helplessness". I often don't pursue actions that can help my situation because of a belief that it won't make a difference.
Conversely I think many people suffer from learned enabledness. They believe that so long as they can get away with something they are entitled to do it...
Here I am searching through the fog. The fog is so thick I can't see where I'm going and I don't know where I'm at, but I am alive.
I look behind me into my past and I can see most of where I have been. I see people I care for, people I miss, some good memories, but the hideous...
in their feed ... I'm not ignoring you. I'm kinda overwhelmed at work and at home. I want to write some long messages but I never feel I have enough time to write them properly, so I don't. I hope you understand.
I haven't gone to school and I haven't even answered my phone in a week. Messages are piling up and I just want it to stop. I know they don't actually care, they're just mad I'm not there for the class I sit by them in. It's like I'm watching my household being ripped apart and...
Well, it's four o'clock in the morning and I am online researching how to make this depression go away. I google and google and I find this website and decide to share my story. This is pretty much every night these days.
In March 2006, my friend died in an accident. I was best...
To keep job.
Image matters then.
Lick their hemmorhoids to keep job.
Plus go spoil professors to get a raise.
Then go into more debt
On a luxury vehicle
And a safe estate.
That are overpriced
And see a...
Pre natal meds given.
Vaccines like the cause of autism
Stress from moronic bullies.
And why just treat symptoms.
Regardless of how it disables
Via meds that warp us
And no cures.
waiting. Like my shadow, the monster follows me everywhere. Many times, like my shadow, I don't even notice it. Some days the monster inside tries hard to take control and I have to fight it off, see it for what it is. It is very powerful and some days I just don't want to...
right terrible. I've tried doing the whole looking at the positive side. I've tried letting things go. I've tried practically all the advice I was given. Yet here I am staying up all night crying and thinking that all I'm ever going to be is a waste of space. Simply a no one in...
I consider just ending it all every day, and I'm sure the only reason I am alive is because I can't stand the thought of causing any pain to my family, people say there are painless ways to kill yourself but there aren't someone is always going I get hurt. So I'm stuck living in...
but right now nothing is coming together. My parents are fighting a lot. My mom just left and I don't know when she's coming back and my dad doesn't seem phased by any of it. I'm running low on energy because I haven't slept in days. I would love to get my hands on coffee...