think I'm away wrong I speak to my self I don't interact with people well at all I'm always confused my mood changes so much I could be laughing in the face of a few seconds I.just to hurt you am ugly fat disgusting there are strong people out there I'm not one I do have...
I have tried suicide many times in my life. Starting when I was 6 yrs old.
My last attempt was Nov. 30 last year, my birthday. I shot myself.
I know now that suicide is not an option.
But now I need to learn to live without "death" being an eay way out.