I Battle Depression I Want to Lose Weight

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    Everyday Thing!

    Well, I am new at this sharing how I feel about my weight and how it controls my life so much.I am young and full of life and I sometimes feel like the life is being smothered out of me by my weight.I long to be active again and do things like I use to but, I can't because of my...
    WhiteIris WhiteIris
    46-50, F
    Jan 2, 2009

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