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I Battle Histrionic Personality Disorder

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    We Judge Ourselves Too Much

    I personally think we all have our faults,no one is perfect,i myself have many issues and always seeking some help in any shape of form to change myself,but maybe thats it i think we critisize ourselves too much,keep relaxed chill and dont beat ourself up if we make errors,i...
    meandmybigmouth meandmybigmouth 36-40 1 Response Oct 29, 2012

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    Not Officially Diagnosed

    I'm not sure if I have it, but sometimes I do wonder... Have a look http://www.psychnet-uk.com/clinical_psychology/criteria_personality_histrionic.htm  
    MeisterWolf MeisterWolf 18-21, M 11 Responses Dec 26, 2009

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    Men are painfully easy creatures to seduce.

    I cannot count how many young men I have lured with nothing more than flirty text messages and tight dress. If I take a particular liking to a boy, I can have him wrapped around my finger in at least a month. It's as though I have a collection of men who would date/sleep with me...
    emmaslaysdragons emmaslaysdragons 16-17, F Jul 26

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    I've not been diagnosed

    but I've done researched and I've come to accept that I must have HPD there's no other explaintion for the problems I have . It's hard to explain but I'm ducked . Somedays I'm confident as can be , love how I look but that's only when I'm all done up otherwise I don't feel...
    brookieboo8090 brookieboo8090 16-17, F 3 Responses May 12

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    I Was Once Diagnosed With Histrionic And Narcissistic Personality Disorders.

    I hate being called weird, immoral, difficult, etc. I hate being unliked. I react with rage to that. Yet I feel that I am not very nice and I have a low self image. I have a lifetime of bullying due to social and intellectual impairments. I didn't fight back. Then when old age...
    Darkenedsun Darkenedsun 56-60, F 2 Responses Jul 12, 2012

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    My Story

    I'm 16 years old, and have HPD. I have not been officialy diagnosed but i've been sure of it since i was 13. I ALWAYS have to be the center of attention and if im not i do something to make myself it. I dress skanky just to get guys and girls attentions. I love it when girls are...
    PurpleBlaze22 PurpleBlaze22 18-21 1 Response Jun 12, 2013

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    I Am 41 Years Old And Have Hpd.

    I am 41 years old and have had HPD seems like ever since i was a kid. I have Reactive Attachment Disorder and it was never diagnosed or treated, and i have read where that can lead to these personality disorders. I used to wonder what in the heck was wrong with me. Like why i...
    oneblessedmama2 oneblessedmama2 70+ 3 Responses Dec 21, 2011

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    Alrighty...

    I was just recently diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and narcissistic and histrionic.. However you spell it. What I battle with most is being alone because eventually I'll find your weaknesses pretty quickly I'll know all your secrets and then if you hurt me once I...
    frozenFire6767 frozenFire6767 26-30, F Nov 25, 2013

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    Having Histrionic Personality Disorder Wasn't Bad Until I Decieded To Get Responsible

    I have had this disorder for a few years now. I am 20 years old and have been enjoying a mostly responsible life for awhile. I have a daughter who is a year and three months old. The only reason she was concieved was because I was drunk. I use to do that a lot. Go to parties...
    jessicannemarie jessicannemarie 18-21 4 Responses Nov 15, 2010

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    My personal relationships are toxic and my emotions and reactions are out of control. I've known for a long time something is not quite right inside of me and I can't control alot...
    megjane18 megjane18 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Check out this link!!!! New scientific research on BPD and how the brain functions for people who have been diagnosed with this disorder. Enlightening and informative. Hope this...
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 5

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    For a long time I have felt different, I got attached to people to easy & too quick! I quickly feared abandonment, real or imagined, I sometimes get raging anger that I cannot...
    BeBeautiful95 BeBeautiful95 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    Time to share my story of Multiple Personality Disorder(MPD). I know, in my case, this is more commonly known as a Teenage Identity Crisis, but I'd like to refer it as MPD. So...
    LightlySaltedSalmon LightlySaltedSalmon 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    Yup, I have Multiple Personality Disorder, and it's really hard sometimes. I try to hide it from people I don't know and even some of my closest friends. I'm afraid they'd think I...
    SilverXJzargo SilverXJzargo 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    The thing I hate the most about Avoidant Personality Disorder is being in large class rooms. I can feel their gazes pick me apart with acute precision, and when I ask something I...
    UntimelySoul UntimelySoul 18-21, T 1 day ago

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    Paranoid: very high (71%). Schizoid: high (69%). Schizotypal: moderate (52%). Antisocial: high (63%). Borderline: high (60%). Histrionic: low (36%). Narcissistic: very low (29...
    ThatAwkwardPanda ThatAwkwardPanda 13-15 Aug 3

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    Oh wow... Paranoid- My result:68% Average:50% Schizoid- My result:64% Average:40% Schizotypal- My result:92% Average:56% Antisocial: My result:79% Average:46% Borderline- My...
    ConcealedWildheart ConcealedWildheart 13-15 2 Responses Aug 3

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    Last week was so rough for me. It was truly manic. I cried for about 4 days straight and literally wanted to die. I felt that everyone at work could tell I was crazy and were...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Those of us who suffer BPD know where hell really is. It's inside us. No escaping the agony, pain and torture. No reprieve. It's in every moment of our day, our dreams and our...
    AussieAZ AussieAZ 41-45, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    It's kinda sad to read these other "experiences" of people who have dated someone with BPD. I guess thinking about it from their perspective it is a bit overwhelming to date...
    Yu12 Yu12 26-30, M 3 Responses Aug 15

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    Once upon a time, There was a little girl. The little girl had a mummy and a daddy who said they loved her very much. One day, the little girl was hurt by something she shouldn't...
    NearAsFarCanBe NearAsFarCanBe 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 1

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    My therapist loaned me a book called "I hate you-don't leave me: understanding the borderline personality" has anybody read it? Any feedback???
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 9 Responses Aug 3

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    Or so I think. But don't we all? Life has become increasingly difficult by my standards and it's just enough to not make me want to excel at anything fruitful or have the...
    Keldeo Keldeo 22-25 1 Response Aug 18

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    I have Borderline Personalitч Disorder, these past few weeks have been at its worst. I have attempted suicide twice & failed, and currentlч still self harm, I live with mч bo...
    BeBeautiful95 BeBeautiful95 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    i was always very interested in this. to whoever has this disorder is very brave because i know it must be frustrating basically sharing your body with different people
    luvabl3 luvabl3 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    Hi. I just curious in how the personality swap, I know that physically, there might be minimum differences, but I have view that the way they represent them self; such as the usage...
    MissHara MissHara 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I would love to give a big ef' you to all of the people in my life who ever believed I developed an eating disorder for attention. 20 years later, I guess I must have not achieved...
    staleMommyof4 staleMommyof4 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    And I hate adjusting to new medications...Especially anti depressants... Mostly because not only does it give you physical symptoms like nausea, fatigue, decreased appetite...
    veeshybi veeshybi 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Went to see my shrink today and after 4 long years am finally down to ONLY one pill a day!! Yeah, the pills make me feel normal..but at the same time it feels so fake! They're...
    Yu12 Yu12 26-30, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    It has been a good couple of days. It means no sleep for me but things have been better. I work thirds and have been working overtime the past 2 weeks. All I do is work and sleep...
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    Well therapy got canceled this morning. Therapist texted me to tell me that she accidentally double booked. It was a weird feeling. I normally dread going to therapy but I've been...
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 29

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    Just had my first anxiety attack in a while. I think mothers day was the last time I had one. Holidays are never good. Usually get one during thanksgiving and Christmas. Not sure...
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 29

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    I think I have it but my mom isn't taking me to a psychologist or anything to diagnose. I could be wrong though.
    WinterSkyout WinterSkyout 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    Past two days have been manic for me. I can't sleep and I started teaching at a new school. I don't talk to anyone because I'm afraid they will think I'm crazy. I don't like...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    About to be at my first therapy session in a month. Just worked a 16 hour shift, been up for 23 hours and I'm nauseous with anxiety. This can't be over soon enough.
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 31

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    I never know what I want. I constantly change my carrer, my goals, they dont stay the same for more than a couple months. I want to be someone amazing, if that means an amazing...
    emavii emavii 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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    I am more than one person. It sounds weird when I say that out loud. I don't know how it started, and I don't know how to stop it. There me and there's the mad man who pesters me...
    LePaw LePaw 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 1

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    I hate it when I can feel the suppression of certain parts of me. I can feel them just below the surface; there is a fullness in my brain, pressure behind my eyes, tightness in my...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 2 Responses Aug 1

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    Were supposed to go out tonight. Me my wife, and our roommate to a local bar. Im just hoping i dont make an *** out of myself. Im going to try not to drink too much but i get so...
    shinjorai shinjorai 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 1

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    i feel like i cant go on i feel like full of dirt and have no energy i dont know how to get my feeling s out iffeel nothing i dont cant makr myself feel better it feels like ,y...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F Aug 1

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    i feel like i cant go on i feel like full of dirt and have no energy i dont know how to get my feeling s out iffeel nothing i dont cant makr myself feel better it feels like ,y...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    I have a whole playlist of songs that make me feel understood, these are the ones that focus on my MPD. "Animal I have Become" Three Days Grace "Monster" Skillet "I am an Illusion...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 Aug 1

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    When I'm emotionally upset it's like the end of the world ... I also have bulimia and I always end up in crazy situations ... Being kidnapped in Monaco ... A plane crash ... Racing...
    steph450bhp steph450bhp 26-30, M Aug 1

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    Borderline and bipolar recoveree. I wanna feel normal again.
    jumpingoffthecliff jumpingoffthecliff 26-30, F Aug 2

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    My trigger is usually high sexual drive or relationship issues.
    jumpingoffthecliff jumpingoffthecliff 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    I was diagnosed about 5 years ago after attempting suicide. I went through DBT therapy and worked hard to "fix" myself. I manage life so much better now. It doesn't even feel like...
    jennaporter jennaporter 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 2

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    Soooo, I took it today! ^^ Schizotypal and Antisocial are both above 60%.. And after reading the info, I find it to be rather accurate. Although it is true that I find it...
    Krystallos Krystallos 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 3