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I Battle Histrionic Personality Disorder

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 37 People

    I've not been diagnosed

    but I've done researched and I've come to accept that I must have HPD there's no other explaintion for the problems I have . It's hard to explain but I'm ducked . Somedays I'm confident as can be , love how I look but that's only when I'm all done up otherwise I don't feel...
    brookieboo8090 brookieboo8090 16-17, F 1 Response May 12

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    Men are painfully easy creatures to seduce.

    I cannot count how many young men I have lured with nothing more than flirty text messages and tight dress. If I take a particular liking to a boy, I can have him wrapped around my finger in at least a month. It's as though I have a collection of men who would date/sleep with me...
    emmaslaysdragons emmaslaysdragons 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    Not Officially Diagnosed

    I'm not sure if I have it, but sometimes I do wonder... Have a look http://www.psychnet-uk.com/clinical_psychology/criteria_personality_histrionic.htm  
    MeisterWolf MeisterWolf 18-21, M 11 Responses Dec 26, 2009

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    Alrighty...

    I was just recently diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and narcissistic and histrionic.. However you spell it. What I battle with most is being alone because eventually I'll find your weaknesses pretty quickly I'll know all your secrets and then if you hurt me once I...
    frozenFire6767 frozenFire6767 26-30, F Nov 25, 2013

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    My Story

    I'm 16 years old, and have HPD. I have not been officialy diagnosed but i've been sure of it since i was 13. I ALWAYS have to be the center of attention and if im not i do something to make myself it. I dress skanky just to get guys and girls attentions. I love it when girls are...
    PurpleBlaze22 PurpleBlaze22 18-21 1 Response Jun 12, 2013

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    I Was Once Diagnosed With Histrionic And Narcissistic Personality Disorders.

    I hate being called weird, immoral, difficult, etc. I hate being unliked. I react with rage to that. Yet I feel that I am not very nice and I have a low self image. I have a lifetime of bullying due to social and intellectual impairments. I didn't fight back. Then when old age...
    Darkenedsun Darkenedsun 56-60, F 2 Responses Jul 12, 2012

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    I Am 41 Years Old And Have Hpd.

    I am 41 years old and have had HPD seems like ever since i was a kid. I have Reactive Attachment Disorder and it was never diagnosed or treated, and i have read where that can lead to these personality disorders. I used to wonder what in the heck was wrong with me. Like why i...
    oneblessedmama2 oneblessedmama2 70+ 3 Responses Dec 21, 2011

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    We Judge Ourselves Too Much

    I personally think we all have our faults,no one is perfect,i myself have many issues and always seeking some help in any shape of form to change myself,but maybe thats it i think we critisize ourselves too much,keep relaxed chill and dont beat ourself up if we make errors,i...
    meandmybigmouth meandmybigmouth 36-40 1 Response Oct 29, 2012

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    Having Histrionic Personality Disorder Wasn't Bad Until I Decieded To Get Responsible

    I have had this disorder for a few years now. I am 20 years old and have been enjoying a mostly responsible life for awhile. I have a daughter who is a year and three months old. The only reason she was concieved was because I was drunk. I use to do that a lot. Go to parties...
    jessicannemarie jessicannemarie 18-21 4 Responses Nov 15, 2010

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    I think I have bipolar I'm not that sure? But how do i find our professionally? I can't just say to my doctor I think I have bipolar she won't really say much, I used to take...
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    I had sex with my ex again and right after, he was texting HER, setting up plans for later. I feel so stupid and used. I just sat there and acted extremely cold like always until I...
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    Yo. I think I have BPD. All the things people talk about experiencing and the symptoms of borderline are things I experience. Eating disorder, self harm, self-hatred, etc. Any...
    Emilyyyyy Emilyyyyy 18-21 Dec 6

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    Don't know why I get so upset. My boyfriend is away for a lads night out and I'm left at his house. And I dunno why but I got so upset begging him not to leave me. What is wrong...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 20

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    I most definitely have this. I trust somebody as far as I can throw them, no matter how long I've know them. they can be friends or family, the answer is still no. I DO NOT confide...
    Mybodyisacage Mybodyisacage 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Today I have seen so many of my personalities come out. I hate it. I wish I could go back to being who I was before all my mental problems started. I love that personality.
    sadly203 sadly203 18-21 Dec 7

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    I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and depression since 2007. I can't even begin to name all of the medication I've been on. Most of my days are pretty normal, but I do fall...
    e39grl e39grl 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    not sharing my life story but i cant see my girlfriend because it's long distance and i keep worrying she's deliberately putting off seeing me. another friend followed me and I...
    weirdbug weirdbug 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I feel so deeply sad. 😔 Like what's the point of me being here because no one likes me. My brother hates me I think because he never wants to talk to me anymore. He just walks...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 28

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    once I was at this birthday party thing with my family and we shared a table. plus I have an anxiety of tight places. I get unhappy and I can't control what's going on, I just...
    VictoriaHall VictoriaHall 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    I can definitely feel a manic episode coming on and I hate that I can feel it coming but can't stop it
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 29

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    Super happy! Went to the park with fam. At first I wanted to be alone but then I sucked it up and my dad got me to have fun. I was on cloud 9! Held a baby alligator. We went eat...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 29

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    5 am! Don't think I'm getting any sleep
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    I'm so depressed right now. :( I feel like I'm drowning. I'm drowning in a salty river of sadness. It hurts me to be this sad. My whole body feels like its being held down and I...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 29

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    when words are not enough 
    IAmOptimusPrime IAmOptimusPrime 22-25, F Nov 30

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    My brother wouldn't help me decide which dress I should wear to church abd he seemed mad at me. I went in my room and cried. I felt like he and everyone else in the house hates me...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 30

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    I asked my brother if he could help me pick a dress to wear to church because I had a hard time deciding. He said no and seemed mad. I went in my room and cried. I felt like he and...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I had an argument with my dad today. Made me want to kill myself. It it weren't for my brother I would've probably gone through with it. But he got in my car and managed to calm me...
    nuttyduck nuttyduck 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    I get hurt even by people's tones of voice and I cry easily, I wish I was never born
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 30

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    Does anyone know of any borderlines being able to love? Or getting better and stopping the lies n cheating?
    superempath superempath 31-35, M Dec 2

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    I want to be in control. In control of my actions in control about my thoughts but I don't think I ever will be. And that's terrifying. Does anyone know what will help me? I have...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I grew up believing that I would be something amazing. I have a spotty history of divorced, absent parents; child abuse from a stepfather; social ineptness; and depression. When...
    hellaborderline hellaborderline 22-25, M Dec 2

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    Had a good day at school even though I always feel self conscious. Especially when I am trying to be social.
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I hate being so paranoid. Cant even drive at night without panicking or being paranoid.
    yesiigarciaa yesiigarciaa 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    I feel that way! by now! i have been alone most of them! i travel alone, go to eat or do other things alone, i always wanted to a nice lovely and beautiful gf! but it never got one...
    Idontknowwhomiam Idontknowwhomiam 22-25 2 Responses Dec 3

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    Hiya im a Mike an im a alter.. heh the Host just kinda up an left locked himself up an well we dont really have anyone in charge... but lately iv been aware most an iv been finding...
    LoonyBinOffical LoonyBinOffical 16-17, M Dec 3

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    Has anyone here managed any successful kind of self-treatment for this?
    animamia animamia 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    Why is recovery so bad? Because you need to bring up the worst **** to then move on. You need to get so much worse before getting better. So being semi stable goes to **** as I'm...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    Every time I meet someone in person I get really close to them and like them a lot and then the next second I want to distant myself from them and feel like their two faced for no...
    T055 T055 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 4

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    Feeling extremely bloated. But I had an ok day at school. Hope I stay ok but I never know when my mood might change. Please I hope I stay ok.
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    i dont even know why im writing this nothing helps i dont care anymore my mood is low everydasy i feel like a lonely ugly pig i cant get out of this i dont know what to do you guys...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    I hate myself so much right now.. I snapped on my fiancee and told her that I hate her and told her that she is stupid several times. I literally do not know why she is with me...
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    I must be really dense. About a year ago, my wife had some bad panic attacks...and we found she had OCD...and upon finding out what it was... she said she's been this way forever...
    WtfAmIHearing WtfAmIHearing 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    WHY DOES EVERYONE HATE ME!!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITG ME! LIKE UGGGGHHH!!!
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 4

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    Omfg! I hate myself so much right now. I felt like literal **** because we went to a pizza buffet place and I ate 3 cinnamon sticks, 3 pizzas and a pie. I felt fine but like 30...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Dec 4

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