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I Battle Loneliness

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    I am so lonely. I used to have a life,

    friends. I used to get out of bed. I just cry everyday. I am a caged animal. One year of sheer hell and torment
    rosadon rosadon 36-40, F Apr 12

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    I'm so tired of spending weekends alone at home,

    staring at walls because no one wants to be around me. I moved to a new state because of a job, but I live in a small hill-town where everyone knows everyone, and I stick out too much for them to want to be with me. Because of the distance in where I live, it is difficult to go...
    lumi12 lumi12 26-30, F 1 Response May 10

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    I am constantly lonely.

    I always need someone there. It is difficult for me because I don't sleep that much . Sigh. I'm alone all the time. Alone at work. Alone when everyone sleeps. Alone, alone just all alone. :( not very happy right now. Feel like dying but won't. Need people 24/7 or I get depressed...
    Tigerlily53 Tigerlily53 18-21, F Sep 30

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    Just Saying Hey

    hey,  are there any nice ways to stop obsessing over your loneliness? 
    cds8484 cds8484 26-30 Oct 16, 2011

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    Loneliness

    Loneliness began when I decided to begin full-time education in 2005. When I began college a friend of mine also joined, this felt like I had a buddy to when the inevitably stressful coursework on the horizon emerged. He quit after about a month and I continued, still...
    rockafella1984 rockafella1984 26-30, M May 14, 2011

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    Often feels like there’s an ocean on my chest,

    raging against each losing night. The tides, eclipsing each other, bid my goodbyes.
    invertedgod invertedgod 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 16

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    What To Do!?......

    I guess I can start by saying it started January 1st,2007....the was the night that my "husband" had asked me out! You know the story of how its great at first but then one day,you get up..and it starts to tumble and doesnt seem to want to stop.This relationship had a rocky...
    KatyK09 KatyK09 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 4, 2010

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    Finally....

    i dont know how to start .. i met this gal.. i agreed for long distance.. n all of a sudden she said she wants to move out.. for the first time i felt love. she said things to me only a girl in love can say n then she just said no future. i am alone.. i was always alone i am...
    ky86 ky86 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 27, 2012

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    I'm 18 and last year I met a guy

    who was 35, he has a 15 year old kid, he's divorced and I started seeing him only for sex, because I liked it but also because I needed to fill a hole in my heart, I never had feelings for him but I know that it was not right
    marie1005 marie1005 18-21, F Mar 2

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    Most times i feel lonely.

    My husband of 30 years thinks i am a complainer and a very negative person so he diatances himself from me. Yet i am still a faithful abd loyal wife still trying to take Care of him everyday. I do laundry, i work, i clean, cook and stillfeel very unappreciated. Yet when...
    poghy poghy 51-55, F Nov 4

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    Saturated Loneliness

    Well I wish there was someone Well I wish there was someone to love me When I used to be someone and I knew there was someone that loved me as I sit here frozen alone even ghosts get tired and go home as they crawl back under the stones And I wish there was something please tell...
    TheRascallyOne TheRascallyOne 22-25, M Feb 27, 2012

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    Lonelyness Has Beaten Me Down

    i cant stand it....i hate being so lonely...i know "god ur only 16 u arent lonely" but no one understands, they dont understand theyre the ones who have shoudlers to cry on...i dont...i cry alone and in pain. tortured by my own tears and screams. ive gotten so close, so close i...
    hiddenbabe hiddenbabe 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2011

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    My Lonely Life Is Hurting Me Badly.

    i , akshay ,18 year old boy. i think i'm living in hell. I'm emotionally abused. i don't have any good and understanding friends. i have some but they are trying to ignore me. they don't give me any importance. & ohh yeahh, i had a gf & she cheated on me. No one understands me...
    aksexperience aksexperience 18-21, M Aug 7, 2013

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    Want Friends to Talk

    iam married and yet lonely. there is no one to talk to me.he rarely finds any time to talk.so no question of caring and sharing...  iam all alone at home. i have no friends here.
    afriendlytalk afriendlytalk 22-25 5 Responses Nov 21, 2008

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    Why

    I'm a good person, a good christian, always done her duties, the good daughter, and wife (now ex), the good mother, employee, church member. Why is it that, at this time in my life when I need someone badly, a companion, just to share things, do fun things with, whether it be a...
    stellamaris2 stellamaris2 46-50 1 Response May 9, 2013

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    There are times where I enjoy doing things by

    myself, doing the things I love. And there are times where I wish I weren't single and had someone to say I love you too, to enjoy a nice Saturday afternoon with. This is one of those times.
    bkf2 bkf2 22-25, M Mar 22

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    Trapped In Emotional Hell: My Daily Torment

    NOTE: I have recently found love. I'll just leave this story up will people will know that they're not alone. I just realized that this is probably the first story I wrote. Hmm Hi, Myy name is Dustin and I'm 21. Before you read on, just know that I'm on the verge of crying as I...
    DGSteele DGSteele 22-25, M 5 Responses Apr 16, 2012

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    Long Nights

    Pathetic. That sums up my personal status at this point, at least that's how I feel. I'm currently at the peak of my loneliness and I feel as though I can't get out of this depressing state. Now before I continue this vent session, I feel you need to know that I have very close...
    safetysuit16 safetysuit16 18-21, M Sep 6, 2012

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    Alone

    I'm writing this only minutes after a devastating event which changes the course of my life and forces me to query my existence. I only hope that people will understand and learn from this experience. My record in personal relations is not good. Ive never been able to make or...
    willknowmore willknowmore 61-65, M Oct 27, 2013

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    Will the Battle Ever End?

    I have been battling loneliness for a while now. Even while in relationships, I felt lonely. After awhile... I've just come to feel lonely all the time. And I can't help it. If I were to find someone.. now, that might help things... but for now, loneliness is a close "friend...
    PoeticRejection PoeticRejection 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 8, 2007

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    I'm new to this site and,

    personally, it's kind of sad to me for being alone in my room on the internet on a Sunday. I suppose that it is what it is. I've answered a few posts and it makes me feel a little better just knowing that I'm not alone in feeling like this. To those reading this, thank you and...
    desperadokid desperadokid 22-25, M Jan 5

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    Loneliness Knows Me By Name

    Feeling lonely is the most hurtful feeling anyone can ever face... it drives apart even the people we cared about..... I remember a song lyrics from Westlife " May be surrounded by a million people, I still feel all alone" this is exactly how I feel. I shifted to a new country...
    purvi5 purvi5 18-21 1 Response Oct 20, 2012

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    Disable, Great College Grades, But Feel Bad Due To Lack Of Friends

    im 17 and disabled with mild cerebral palsy. in high school i had great friends or so i thought, turns out they just liked me for having a family car. so we cut each other out of our lives. at college didn't connect with anyone apart from one guy in the first year . felt...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 19, 2010

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    Its the one thing missing.

    Though i hate trying to get close. Ive gone nuts in my own head. I want nothing but to be a part of. Though i close myself off. My ego is out of control. A defense for my insecurity. My temper is not tamed due to the hate i have for myself. I ramble. I complain. I curse god. I i...
    BlakWizard BlakWizard 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 21, 2013

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    Searching

    I have been having the hardest time making friends. i am hoping to find a deep intense friendship. its been a constant struggle for years now and when i was younger i used to have a ton of friends but then they all moved on, and never made any effort to keep in contact with me...
    pinkimogen pinkimogen 26-30, F Mar 26, 2012

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    I Am Accepting Loneliness

    I'm coming to terms with the fact that I may die alone, and you know what? It isn't really all that bad. I don't need a significant other to be happy and in all honesty I feel like it would just hold me back. True freedom means either the single life or a girl who is literally...
    anapatheticmoose anapatheticmoose 18-21, M Aug 6, 2013

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    I'm extremely lonely right now.

    I'm crying. Been listening to all that remains- what if I was nothing like 20 times and I still don't feel better. What happened was all the guys we were partying with left and it triggered feelings of abandonment from my father. I feel extreme loneliness and no one and nothing...
    Tigerlily53 Tigerlily53 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    I Know I'm Not The Only One, But...

    So I recognize that this entire Group is focused on the same topic. I know that each one of you out there has your own story and your own reason for feeling isolated and alone. I do not at all intend to come across as attention seeking or make it appear as though I consider...
    TehpisKull TehpisKull 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 6, 2011

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    Loneliness Is My Curse

    I was one month old when my mother decided to leave me with my grandmom and she went back to the city. Uptil age of 4 i was raised by my grandmom in the village. Then my alcoholic, voilent, aggressive father came to take me to Hell called Home. I was crying a lot i still remember...
    ISISEGYPT ISISEGYPT 26-30, F Oct 26, 2010

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    "loneliness Is Killing Me".................

    SH** Im feeling terribly lonely. Working alot on my job. ( taking care of my Daughter and husband is a job in itself but you on't get paid ) I don't want to do, living a life i don't want to live.,expressing my feelings which i don't wanna express, dying a little every day. Im...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 6, 2011

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    So Alone And No-one Knows It......

    I never thought my life would be like this at 26. I only had a few friends to start with but events occured which meant I lost them all. People assume it's my fault but I know it wasn't and I am the only one I have to explain anything to. I did everything I could to keep the...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 23, 2011

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    Let The Holidays Be Over And Done

    I spent the last 2 Thanksgivings alone.last Christmas as well.With all my heart,I pray I can survive this one.
    The1960texan The1960texan 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 28, 2012

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    Aloneeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

    i m so alone in my heart that i wanna stabd my heart of being all alone inside me i hate it , i m so alone inside its killing meeeeeeeeeeeee
    evilkilllingme evilkilllingme 22-25, F 2 Responses May 17, 2011

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    My Name Is Josh. I Am Alone.

    I always used to wonder how most of the people around me were happy with their lives. how they could do what they did and how they all went about their lives without giving much thought to what they are doing and why. Yes.. I was alone. Loneliness has been with me ever since I...
    joshcollins1487 joshcollins1487 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 25, 2010

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    But, loneliness is inevitable.

    I learned that everyone that you see around you has a hole in their heart. It doesn't always matter who they appear to be, or how they seem, we all suffer from loneliness. We all fear we will be abandoned, or die alone, or never find someone. This obsession with sex in the media...
    amblargh amblargh 16-17, F Mar 29

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    Do We Have To Stay Like This?

    I decided not to divulge a sob story here. We should all have an idea of what it means to be lonely. We may have arrived here by different means, but the loneliness is still just as pervasive. So, I want to change that. I live in the Houston area. Would anyone be interested...
    ciresmis ciresmis 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 1, 2011

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    The Whirpool That I Drift Towards

    NO! SHUT UP! YOU DON’T MEAN IT!…just leave me alone….Why is that when I find happiness that I have to push it away…that I can’t trust it…that I’ll do everything in my power to push anyone away? What do I have to do to make myself realize that what I have is good for...
    dJackalope dJackalope 22-25, M Jul 14, 2013

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    chocolatecurlz chocolatecurlz 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    HIM - Killing Loneliness <3 it ~Memories, sharp as daggers Pierce into the flesh of today Suicide of love took away all that matters And buried the remains in an unmarked...
    Ic3Queen Ic3Queen 22-25, F Nov 13

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    This week has been so ****** up. And on top of that depression decided to join the list. Life's a battle that you can't always win.
    Breeya Breeya 18-21, F Oct 24

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    What if happiness was just a lie just so we can try to hang on to "hope" while the monsters feed on our misery. That monster that feeds off you're fears, tears, pain, broken heart...
    XoxoxoMaryoxoxoX XoxoxoMaryoxoxoX 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 25

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    It's been getting worse the last couple of weeks or so. I feel myself slipping in and out of reality. I don't sleep, and my days blend together. I don't eat because I hate how I...
    CloseButNoGuitar CloseButNoGuitar 26-30, M 6 Responses Oct 28

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    Hi Guys, This is the only place where I can release how I feel. Im 20, never had a Girlfriend, no first kiss, my friends cant understand how I feel. Its just too painful battling...
    KianZzy KianZzy 18-21, M Oct 29

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    Redo: People say you should love yourself to be happy but I can't seem to find love left in my heart. Only emptiness and loneliness filling my whole body and the only reason I...
    tagmepurple tagmepurple 18-21, M Oct 30

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    I can't tell if it's just my head convincing me of all of this or my depression and loneliness turning into anger, but I am mad all the time lately. At everything. When I leave my...
    airisfleeting airisfleeting 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 1

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    Today mainly. Leftover drama and life today. I felt emotionally better this week and then **** happens. I nearly cut today. Idk what is stopping me anymore. Maybe cuz I am scared...
    Kailenalovesyou Kailenalovesyou 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 2