I Battle Loneliness

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 323 People

    Will the Battle Ever End?

    I have been battling loneliness for a while now. Even while in relationships, I felt lonely. After awhile... I've just come to feel lonely all the time. And I can't help it. If I were to find someone.. now, that might help things... but for now, loneliness is a close "friend...
    PoeticRejection PoeticRejection
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Dec 8, 2007

    So Alone And No-one Knows It......

    I never thought my life would be like this at 26. I only had a few friends to start with but events occured which meant I lost them all. People assume it's my fault but I know it wasn't and I am the only one I have to explain anything to. I did everything I could to keep the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Sep 23, 2011

    Alone

    I'm writing this only minutes after a devastating event which changes the course of my life and forces me to query my existence. I only hope that people will understand and learn from this experience. My record in personal relations is not good. Ive never been able to make or...
    willknowmore willknowmore
    61-65, M
    Oct 27, 2013

    Loneliness Knows Me By Name

    Feeling lonely is the most hurtful feeling anyone can ever face... it drives apart even the people we cared about..... I remember a song lyrics from Westlife " May be surrounded by a million people, I still feel all alone" this is exactly how I feel. I shifted to a new country...
    purvi5 purvi5
    18-21
    1 Response Oct 20, 2012

    Lonelyness Has Beaten Me Down

    i cant stand it....i hate being so lonely...i know "god ur only 16 u arent lonely" but no one understands, they dont understand theyre the ones who have shoudlers to cry on...i dont...i cry alone and in pain. tortured by my own tears and screams. ive gotten so close, so close i...
    hiddenbabe hiddenbabe
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 4, 2011

    What To Do!?......

    I guess I can start by saying it started January 1st,2007....the was the night that my "husband" had asked me out! You know the story of how its great at first but then one day,you get up..and it starts to tumble and doesnt seem to want to stop.This relationship had a rocky...
    KatyK09 KatyK09
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 4, 2010

    Loneliness Is My Curse

    I was one month old when my mother decided to leave me with my grandmom and she went back to the city. Uptil age of 4 i was raised by my grandmom in the village. Then my alcoholic, voilent, aggressive father came to take me to Hell called Home. I was crying a lot i still remember...
    ISISEGYPT ISISEGYPT
    26-30, F
    Oct 26, 2010

    Loneliness

    Loneliness began when I decided to begin full-time education in 2005. When I began college a friend of mine also joined, this felt like I had a buddy to when the inevitably stressful coursework on the horizon emerged. He quit after about a month and I continued, still...
    rockafella1984 rockafella1984
    26-30, M
    May 14, 2011

    Just Saying Hey

    hey,  are there any nice ways to stop obsessing over your loneliness? 
    cds8484 cds8484
    26-30
    Oct 16, 2011

    Do We Have To Stay Like This?

    I decided not to divulge a sob story here. We should all have an idea of what it means to be lonely. We may have arrived here by different means, but the loneliness is still just as pervasive. So, I want to change that. I live in the Houston area. Would anyone be interested...
    ciresmis ciresmis
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Mar 1, 2011

    My Name Is Josh. I Am Alone.

    I always used to wonder how most of the people around me were happy with their lives. how they could do what they did and how they all went about their lives without giving much thought to what they are doing and why. Yes.. I was alone. Loneliness has been with me ever since I...
    joshcollins1487 joshcollins1487
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Oct 25, 2010

    "loneliness Is Killing Me".................

    SH** Im feeling terribly lonely. Working alot on my job. ( taking care of my Daughter and husband is a job in itself but you on't get paid ) I don't want to do, living a life i don't want to live.,expressing my feelings which i don't wanna express, dying a little every day. Im...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Mar 6, 2011

    I am longing for true freedom.

    I need to move out on my own. I want to have a lover (female). Loneliness sucks. I am thinking about my cousin to help me mask my loneliness. Urg...so frustrating. So hard to not settle when the opportunity of what you want at the moment is at a short reach.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 20, 2015

    I Know I'm Not The Only One, But...

    So I recognize that this entire Group is focused on the same topic. I know that each one of you out there has your own story and your own reason for feeling isolated and alone. I do not at all intend to come across as attention seeking or make it appear as though I consider...
    TehpisKull TehpisKull
    31-35, M
    1 Response Mar 6, 2011

    Trapped In Emotional Hell: My Daily Torment

    NOTE: I have recently found love. I'll just leave this story up will people will know that they're not alone. I just realized that this is probably the first story I wrote. Hmm Hi, Myy name is Dustin and I'm 21. Before you read on, just know that I'm on the verge of crying as I...
    DGSteele DGSteele
    22-25, M
    5 Responses Apr 16, 2012

    Saturated Loneliness

    Well I wish there was someone Well I wish there was someone to love me When I used to be someone and I knew there was someone that loved me as I sit here frozen alone even ghosts get tired and go home as they crawl back under the stones And I wish there was something please tell...
    TheRascallyOne TheRascallyOne
    22-25, M
    Feb 27, 2012

    The Whirpool That I Drift Towards

    NO! SHUT UP! YOU DON’T MEAN IT!…just leave me alone….Why is that when I find happiness that I have to push it away…that I can’t trust it…that I’ll do everything in my power to push anyone away? What do I have to do to make myself realize that what I have is good for...
    dJackalope dJackalope
    22-25, M
    Jul 14, 2013

    Why

    I'm a good person, a good christian, always done her duties, the good daughter, and wife (now ex), the good mother, employee, church member. Why is it that, at this time in my life when I need someone badly, a companion, just to share things, do fun things with, whether it be a...
    stellamaris2 stellamaris2
    51-55
    1 Response May 9, 2013

    I'm extremely lonely right now.

    I'm crying. Been listening to all that remains- what if I was nothing like 20 times and I still don't feel better. What happened was all the guys we were partying with left and it triggered feelings of abandonment from my father. I feel extreme loneliness and no one and nothing...
    Tigerlily53 Tigerlily53
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 4, 2014

    There are times where I enjoy doing things by

    myself, doing the things I love. And there are times where I wish I weren't single and had someone to say I love you too, to enjoy a nice Saturday afternoon with. This is one of those times.
    bkf2 bkf2
    22-25, M
    Mar 22, 2014

    I Am Accepting Loneliness

    I'm coming to terms with the fact that I may die alone, and you know what? It isn't really all that bad. I don't need a significant other to be happy and in all honesty I feel like it would just hold me back. True freedom means either the single life or a girl who is literally...
    anapatheticmoose anapatheticmoose
    18-21, M
    Aug 6, 2013

    I'm so tired of spending weekends alone at home,

    staring at walls because no one wants to be around me. I moved to a new state because of a job, but I live in a small hill-town where everyone knows everyone, and I stick out too much for them to want to be with me. Because of the distance in where I live, it is difficult to go...
    lumi12 lumi12
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 10, 2014

    Disable, Great College Grades, But Feel Bad Due To Lack Of Friends

    im 17 and disabled with mild cerebral palsy. in high school i had great friends or so i thought, turns out they just liked me for having a family car. so we cut each other out of our lives. at college didn't connect with anyone apart from one guy in the first year . felt...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 19, 2010

    Want Friends to Talk

    iam married and yet lonely. there is no one to talk to me.he rarely finds any time to talk.so no question of caring and sharing...  iam all alone at home. i have no friends here.
    afriendlytalk afriendlytalk
    22-25
    5 Responses Nov 21, 2008

    Most times i feel lonely.

    My husband of 30 years thinks i am a complainer and a very negative person so he diatances himself from me. Yet i am still a faithful abd loyal wife still trying to take Care of him everyday. I do laundry, i work, i clean, cook and stillfeel very unappreciated. Yet when...
    poghy poghy
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Nov 4, 2014

    Searching

    I have been having the hardest time making friends. i am hoping to find a deep intense friendship. its been a constant struggle for years now and when i was younger i used to have a ton of friends but then they all moved on, and never made any effort to keep in contact with me...
    pinkimogen pinkimogen
    26-30, F
    Mar 26, 2012

    Let The Holidays Be Over And Done

    I spent the last 2 Thanksgivings alone.last Christmas as well.With all my heart,I pray I can survive this one.
    The1960texan The1960texan
    51-55, M
    1 Response Nov 28, 2012

    I am so lonely. I used to have a life,

    friends. I used to get out of bed. I just cry everyday. I am a caged animal. One year of sheer hell and torment
    rosadon rosadon
    36-40, F
    Apr 12, 2014

    Aloneeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

    i m so alone in my heart that i wanna stabd my heart of being all alone inside me i hate it , i m so alone inside its killing meeeeeeeeeeeee
    evilkilllingme evilkilllingme
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 17, 2011

    I am constantly lonely.

    I always need someone there. It is difficult for me because I don't sleep that much . Sigh. I'm alone all the time. Alone at work. Alone when everyone sleeps. Alone, alone just all alone. :( not very happy right now. Feel like dying but won't. Need people 24/7 or I get depressed...
    Tigerlily53 Tigerlily53
    18-21, F
    Sep 30, 2014

    But, loneliness is inevitable.

    I learned that everyone that you see around you has a hole in their heart. It doesn't always matter who they appear to be, or how they seem, we all suffer from loneliness. We all fear we will be abandoned, or die alone, or never find someone. This obsession with sex in the media...
    amblargh amblargh
    18-21, F
    Mar 29, 2014

    I'm 18 and last year I met a guy

    who was 35, he has a 15 year old kid, he's divorced and I started seeing him only for sex, because I liked it but also because I needed to fill a hole in my heart, I never had feelings for him but I know that it was not right
    marie1005 marie1005
    18-21, F
    Mar 2, 2014

    Long Nights

    Pathetic. That sums up my personal status at this point, at least that's how I feel. I'm currently at the peak of my loneliness and I feel as though I can't get out of this depressing state. Now before I continue this vent session, I feel you need to know that I have very close...
    safetysuit16 safetysuit16
    18-21, M
    Sep 6, 2012

    Finally....

    i dont know how to start .. i met this gal.. i agreed for long distance.. n all of a sudden she said she wants to move out.. for the first time i felt love. she said things to me only a girl in love can say n then she just said no future. i am alone.. i was always alone i am...
    ky86 ky86
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Mar 27, 2012

    Often feels like there’s an ocean on my chest,

    raging against each losing night. The tides, eclipsing each other, bid my goodbyes.
    invertedgod invertedgod
    26-30, M
    1 Response Oct 16, 2014

    My Lonely Life Is Hurting Me Badly.

    i , akshay ,18 year old boy. i think i'm living in hell. I'm emotionally abused. i don't have any good and understanding friends. i have some but they are trying to ignore me. they don't give me any importance. & ohh yeahh, i had a gf & she cheated on me. No one understands me...
    aksexperience aksexperience
    18-21, M
    Aug 7, 2013

    I'm new to this site and,

    personally, it's kind of sad to me for being alone in my room on the internet on a Sunday. I suppose that it is what it is. I've answered a few posts and it makes me feel a little better just knowing that I'm not alone in feeling like this. To those reading this, thank you and...
    desperadokid desperadokid
    22-25, M
    Jan 5, 2014

    Its the one thing missing.

    Though i hate trying to get close. Ive gone nuts in my own head. I want nothing but to be a part of. Though i close myself off. My ego is out of control. A defense for my insecurity. My temper is not tamed due to the hate i have for myself. I ramble. I complain. I curse god. I i...
    BlakWizard BlakWizard
    22-25, M
    1 Response Dec 21, 2013

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