I Battle My Urge To Cut Myself Everyday

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    I've been battling with self harm

    for 2 year now and I think am going to win...am going to give my gf my razor blades and she can throw them away when I see her on Wednesday
    Chesher Chesher
    18-21, M
    Sep 22, 2014

    so want to cut. my life seems to be a battle

    everyday and its getting worse n worse. just need a blade to take all the problems away to make myself believe that im still alive
    Kelloggz90 Kelloggz90
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 27, 2014

    I managed not to cut

    for one year now, I felt better and better the last months. But the feeling of wanting to hurt myself gets stronger and stronger. Things are getting worse... I can't stand it anymore.
    Muizi Muizi
    18-21, F
    Oct 20, 2014

    I cut for the first time in a few months.

    .. Just to try to escape from the pain he causes me... I cant run, cant hide. All I have is cutting.
    Wranglergirl33 Wranglergirl33
    26-30, F
    Sep 7, 2014

    cutting is something I have done.

    I have borderline personality and it's part of the mental illness. some are usually visible. but I don't care what ppl think of me. unless you've walked a mile in my shoes(been what I've been through) then you have no right to judge me
    Ang012685 Ang012685
    31-35, F
    Apr 8, 2015

    Why

    I just want to kill myself nobody would care if I did :'( give me a gun please
    UndeadArmy115 UndeadArmy115
    18-21, M
    7 Responses Sep 29, 2013

    I'm almost 4 months clean,

    which is the longest I've been clean. I'm trying to stop, but it's all I can think about sometimes. If I'm needy enough I can see images of my wrist bleeding. It's getting harder to stay clean. I'm temporarily burning myself to ease the pain. I always feel so empty, hurt, and...
    BeccaBabe1232 BeccaBabe1232
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 21
    WorkInProgress2012 WorkInProgress2012
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 7, 2015
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