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I Battle Myself Every Day

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    However cheesy or whatever this whole thing may

    sound, I feel like I need to talk about it. Being told you're skinny is maybe a compliment to some people but I absolutely hate it. Yes, I know I'm skinny and underweight, I look into the mirror every day and hate what I see. Most people my age feel the same way, whether you...
    timeofyourlifex timeofyourlifex 18-21, F 1 Response May 29

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    I hate this… I wish I could just run away

    sometimes and just live by myself. The minute I start to care and open my heart up and try to be normal, I realize how hurtful and awful people are. Why is it when you're going through **** I'm supposed to care and talk you through it and hold your hand and make you feel better...
    SECgirl SECgirl 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I'm Just So F*cking Deprssed I Dont Know How Why Or When I Ended In This Situtaion Im In

    Everyday is the same.Im young with no plans.What can be worst alot more can be.I mean no ambtion in my head I want succes and happiness who doesn't right??....Never had any real thought about what I want for my life.I graduated from highschool 2 years ago and I'm turnign 20...
    lonleystoner lonleystoner 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 24, 2012

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    Wars Waged

    scene: epic battleground of your own personally epic choosing characters: me                    me                     chinchilla friend (because everyone needs a chinchilla friend and you know it) *fade in* Me faces me in the epic battle...
    fadingvioletdawn fadingvioletdawn 18-21, F Oct 5, 2011

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    takemeawaay takemeawaay 13-15, F 5 Responses May 29

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    When targeted. Revenge floods me.

    Was education when not targeted. But. If discriminated or bullied it changes. How sad is that. Before bed and after. What to say or do. Anger. Rage. Sadness. In america.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 9

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    The Fight I Can Never Ever Win...

    I battle myself everyday, from cutting to disordered eating. it's a battle I can never seem to win ever. and it's killing me slowly everyday and I know it...
    YourDisasterInEverAfter YourDisasterInEverAfter 18-21, F Jan 6, 2012

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    Everyday i look upon the world

    and fail to see my difference. I have been called everything from A-Z. I have been betrayed numerous times and still am. I see a lonely future and I believe that's what scares me the most. Everything I seem to do always backfires and I'm on the edge of letting go.
    Drifter15 Drifter15 16-17, M Jan 6

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    I Battle Myself..

    Everyday I fight myself, not to cut, to eat, to not throw up, to not cut, to not hurt myself, to not kill myself. and I am f*cking tired of it. im so done when everyday is this MASSIVE challenge even when Im doing nothing all my effort is out into keeping me alive..
    WhenSheCries WhenSheCries 18-21, F Jun 10, 2013

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    Why is night time, my mind goes crazy

    and begins to make my anxiety go mental.. Making it harder for me to fight the depression I'm in. I haven't dreamt in months.. Just nightmares waking me up in cold sweats sometimes crying, or even in a panic attack. There's a lot of darkness around my heart and soul at the...
    seanv14 seanv14 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 8

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    keri79 keri79 31-35, F May 27

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    Insanity Defined

    weve all heard that insanity is doing the same things over and over and expecting different results .. well it is .. and even though i have built up my life multiple times i continue to tear it down with a repeated cycle of drug use thing is im 44 now and i have burned most all...
    ritzi1966 ritzi1966 41-45 Jun 12, 2011

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    Made it to 11 am today before it set in. I hate it, it's taking over my life!'
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce 36-40, F Jul 23

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    I get up at 4:30 AM every day, go to work and try to greet as many of my 5,700 coworkers and find one thing about every person that I find special. God only gives me so many days...
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    I wear ladies clothing each and every day. Somedays - like today - it is a pair of nice jeans or shorts and a sweetheart top. Other days it is a skirt or dress. Sometimes I put...
    tvCorinne tvCorinne 51-55, T 7 Responses Jul 25

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    Day 2.... as prompted by my work college, i have been asked to post 3 positives every day for the next week.... so here are Sundays positive's.. 1... Got a lie in bed instead of...
    marklovescoffee marklovescoffee 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 27

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    I need to feel you every day in that special way
    nothism nothism 22-25, M Jul 29

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    I love all of my six children and soon to be born a seventh child very much. Each and every day I personally hug, kiss, and tell them that I love them so much. They are use to...
    tammylynne tammylynne 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 10

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    I'm done. I can't take this life. I go from one extreme emotion to another and no one cares. I only tell my mother how I feel and she treats me like a joke. She may not say it but...
    followthesugarbabe followthesugarbabe 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    3 positives: Day 1 I made myself eat I let myself cry for 15 minutes, which actually made me feel better I'm going on a jog with my cousin later today
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Day 1: My brother's moving back in with my family for a while, I'll be able to distract myself from my recent and crippling breakup, my friend is coming over for tomorrow for...
    xSundip xSundip 18-21, M Aug 4

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    I make myself drink a glass of water every time before I eat (including snacks). I read that this is supposed to help with weight loss. I don't know if it's working but my skin...
    restitutor restitutor 22-25, F Jul 25

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    I will put three things I like about myself, to at least try to boost my confidence up.. I am: Hardworking, Determined, Warm-hearted :)
    hebrokemyheart99 hebrokemyheart99 13-15, F Jul 31

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    It's official, I'm in a feedist relationship! Well, I’m free to stuff, gain and indulge in feedism. My partner is new to it and may not be into it, but she’s supportive of me...
    enplumpen enplumpen 31-35, M Jul 29

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    Is it a bad thing if I starve myself
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 9

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    So I'm not anorexic or anything, it's just sometimes I don't have an appetite. I had some sunflower seeds and a little dry cereal. My little brother fixed me a little leftover...
    MiniMe57 MiniMe57 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I created this group a couple of weeks back .... And i notice 26 people are posting their positives. ... well done to each and every one of you... i was given the task of writing...
    marklovescoffee marklovescoffee 46-50, M 3 Responses Aug 6

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    Well, not always in the "traditional" way. I believe praying is just talking to God and can also be giving thanks. you don't have to always pray to ask him for something, so...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    3 positives: Day 2 My acne scars are slowly clearing up. Today, I noticed a scar near my eyebrow is nearly gone. I'm hoping one day I'll be ok with not wearing makeup EVERY single...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Day three...... As prompted by my work colleague... ....... here is day 3, of my 3 positives a day.... 1... Done all mums shopping today..and saved loads of money with bogof...
    marklovescoffee marklovescoffee 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 28

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    ...... Day five ...... As prompted by my work colleague.... .... ..... here is day 5 of my 3 positives a day thingy.... 1... The first positive...as you all know.. Today was my...
    marklovescoffee marklovescoffee 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 30

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    Wow, so i am a straight A-B in school, Good in sports, manner-able, respectable religious girl. But i have done something bad on Omegle, Shamefully i ******** for 3 guys on Omegle...
    UnkemptGirl000 UnkemptGirl000 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    My ideal would be 5-6 times a week. My husband is happy with an every other day schedule, about 3-4 times a week. It's a significant difference from 10 years ago when it was the...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 36-40, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    A Facebook friend / work colleague has tagged me in one of her posts...she is also posting 3 positives a day for the next seven days....and made me do the same....so ...here are my...
    marklovescoffee marklovescoffee 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    I've been reminded by Mr. markie to write my three daily positives. *giggles* good thing or i would have forgotten. My #1. I spent the day listening to a mixture of music and...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    Day four of my 3 positives a day.... 1....fixed a customers tv this morning ...making her very happy to be able to see her soap operas again tonight... 2...had a good night at...
    marklovescoffee marklovescoffee 46-50, M 3 Responses Jul 29

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    Day 6.... as prompted by my work colleague.... Here are my todays list of 3 positives... 1... Its my wife's birthday tomorrow...so wrapped up all her presents.. Unfortunately..we...
    marklovescoffee marklovescoffee 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 31

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    Wow. A challenge. Ok day one. Fed. Sheltered. Got a sexy pic to cheer me up. Wow thats hard to list. Maybe better at end of day. Lol.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Jul 31

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    As nominated by my work colleague...here is day 7 of my 3 positives a day.... 1... It was my wife's birthday today....and to see her face light up wth all the cards and presents...
    marklovescoffee marklovescoffee 46-50, M Aug 1

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    Ok so my special knight markie said that this would be my last one tonight. And what a great day to end the seven days because I'm loaded with positives! My#1. Is I heard some...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 1

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    Live each day like tomorrow is your last day. #Yolo
    rachel96826 rachel96826 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    Everything is done for a plan. Good and bad.
    rachel96826 rachel96826 13-15, F Aug 3

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    I drink about 4-5 liters a day. Wake up so often every night to drink. The skin feels so good when you wake up. :D Tend to drink more but a doc friend said "your body is...
    HikoukiGumo HikoukiGumo 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    Day 2: Went to my cousin's house Had a normal day I have just started reading Divergent and it's pretty good.
    riruxchan riruxchan 13-15, F Aug 8

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    Day 2. 1. Today I bought a new watch 2. Had a nice day shopping with the family. 3. Slept until 1 o clock
    xFredje xFredje 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    I'm copying mr markie My #1. Today I fell asleep outside on a blanket. Well long story short. I got sunburn on my legs, but the good thing is its not real bad. My#2. I had a...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 26

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    :) My#1. Today has been an alright day. Nothing really bad happened today so I guess that's a good thing. My#2. James was a weirdo today... *still scratching my head* he asked me...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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    I can't remember how many days its been since I started this thingy. Hopefully I'm almost done... My#1. I got to take a nap with the girls. Mom was kind and watched the little...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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