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I Battle Myself Every Day

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 335 People

    takemeawaay takemeawaay 16-17, F 5 Responses May 29, 2014

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    I'm Just So F*cking Deprssed I Dont Know How Why Or When I Ended In This Situtaion Im In

    Everyday is the same.Im young with no plans.What can be worst alot more can be.I mean no ambtion in my head I want succes and happiness who doesn't right??....Never had any real thought about what I want for my life.I graduated from highschool 2 years ago and I'm turnign 20...
    lonleystoner lonleystoner 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 24, 2012

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    Wars Waged

    scene: epic battleground of your own personally epic choosing characters: me                    me                     chinchilla friend (because everyone needs a chinchilla friend and you know it) *fade in* Me faces me in the epic battle...
    fadingvioletdawn fadingvioletdawn 18-21, F Oct 5, 2011

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    I hate this… I wish I could just run away

    sometimes and just live by myself. The minute I start to care and open my heart up and try to be normal, I realize how hurtful and awful people are. Why is it when you're going through **** I'm supposed to care and talk you through it and hold your hand and make you feel better...
    SECgirl SECgirl 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2014

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    keri79 keri79 36-40, F May 27, 2014

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    I've fought with my depression

    since i was 5 years old, but never really understood it till i was 8 years old. since then I've been battling myself with multiple mental illnesses/disorders. growing up my father and mother were doing drugs, my dad being worse off, he would be so out of it that i don't think he...
    kelsey1426 kelsey1426 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    The Fight I Can Never Ever Win...

    I battle myself everyday, from cutting to disordered eating. it's a battle I can never seem to win ever. and it's killing me slowly everyday and I know it...
    YourDisasterInEverAfter YourDisasterInEverAfter 18-21, F Jan 6, 2012

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    Why is night time, my mind goes crazy

    and begins to make my anxiety go mental.. Making it harder for me to fight the depression I'm in. I haven't dreamt in months.. Just nightmares waking me up in cold sweats sometimes crying, or even in a panic attack. There's a lot of darkness around my heart and soul at the...
    seanv14 seanv14 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 8, 2014

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    Insanity Defined

    weve all heard that insanity is doing the same things over and over and expecting different results .. well it is .. and even though i have built up my life multiple times i continue to tear it down with a repeated cycle of drug use thing is im 44 now and i have burned most all...
    ritzi1966 ritzi1966 41-45 Jun 12, 2011

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    I Battle Myself..

    Everyday I fight myself, not to cut, to eat, to not throw up, to not cut, to not hurt myself, to not kill myself. and I am f*cking tired of it. im so done when everyday is this MASSIVE challenge even when Im doing nothing all my effort is out into keeping me alive..
    WhenSheCries WhenSheCries 18-21, F Jun 10, 2013

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    Everyday i look upon the world

    and fail to see my difference. I have been called everything from A-Z. I have been betrayed numerous times and still am. I see a lonely future and I believe that's what scares me the most. Everything I seem to do always backfires and I'm on the edge of letting go.
    Drifter15 Drifter15 18-21, M Jan 6, 2014

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    However cheesy or whatever this whole thing may

    sound, I feel like I need to talk about it. Being told you're skinny is maybe a compliment to some people but I absolutely hate it. Yes, I know I'm skinny and underweight, I look into the mirror every day and hate what I see. Most people my age feel the same way, whether you...
    timeofyourlifex timeofyourlifex 18-21, F 1 Response May 29, 2014

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    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    Look at me and you'll see a well dressed man with a beaming smile on my face. My clothes scream success and my posture exudes confidence. My smile is forever permanent and my...
    lostsoul8844 lostsoul8844 36-40, M 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    ...but i and my clothes always clean. i wear white v-neck men's t-shirts with dark denim, short, flared jeans. i wear a braless camisole underneath my shirt. it's super comfortable...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    Tolerating swollen tongue. Got vdeo game crap To escape crap from brain. Truck still works.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    No wreck driving in rain. No ticket for it. Not alone in rain.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    Fed Temporarily sheltered. Not locked up.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    if I'm stuck in the home, I sure do. I lived without internet before, and I spent all my time out on the beach or river. it was great. life was peaceful. I still live to surf the...
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 5 days ago

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    I don't believe in stupidity I feel there are just things people have not yet learned. Rather than labelling them as stupid I feel that a better word is unadventurous. There is...
    Gingurrx15 Gingurrx15 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Air conditioning. A shower. Meals All from a friend made in 08.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    This is how I feel today.......
    JustaSillyfairy JustaSillyfairy 46-50, F 6 days ago

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    Tolerated stranded. Tolerated nothing to calm me Not visited by cops.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M a week ago

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    Tolerated sun burn. Tolerated dead battery. Tolerated no rescue by case manager.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Aug 26

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    It really seems like it. I remember back a few weeks ago I was feeling pretty happy. some weeks after that, I was thinking "I was happier a few weeks ago" Yesterday I felt...
    CopperFoil CopperFoil 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 26

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    Probably best to check your emails and stuff for work and such it's a tool. part of everyday life
    bluesteelj bluesteelj 22-25, M Aug 26

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    I was experiencing nervous, happy, awesome, guilty, unsure, and sad in one day. Emotion just evolve. Entering a new world, what would it be later? Let stop thinking, just do it. Be...
    inspirit05 inspirit05 22-25, F Aug 26

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    Tea. Carnation instant breakfast. Freedom from locked up.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Aug 25

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    I wear diapers every day of the week because I refused to be potty trained.
    tylerlovesdisposablediapers tylerlovesdisposablediapers 16-17, M Aug 25

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    Burgers. Pizza. Soda pop.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Aug 24

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    I'm addicted to sushi. Sushi is Love, Sushi Is Life. I could eat it for breakfast, lunch, and dinner, yeah 3 times in one day x'D Who needs weed and crack when you've got sushi...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 24

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    Pizza. Ham. No bug bites yet.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Aug 23

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    Yeah, things may not always be great for me and I want things to change, but I thank God for all that I have and letting me get another day to change something and make me happy.
    TiredOfBeingHurt TiredOfBeingHurt 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    Have abused my truck but it still runs me places. The broken teeth dont hurt. My pals give me a break from camping to live like the people.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Aug 22

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    Pretty much sums up how I feel on a everyday basses
    Tylerb17 Tylerb17 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 22

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    Seth made spaghettii And sandwiches later And shared tea.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Aug 21

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    I usually drink water everyday, but lately I've had this craving for milk.
    SplitGivanni SplitGivanni 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    Another reader led to new author. Curiosity led to new author. No cop tickets known of.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Aug 20

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    School started for me on Monday and every day this week so far I have worn dresses and white pantyhose to school. There is a group of black girls at school...all of which have worn...
    brianna747 brianna747 13-15, F Aug 20

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    Tolerated possibly hacked Tolerated lost data Tolerated higher phone bill.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Aug 19

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    Libraries. Pals. Freedom.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Aug 18

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    Burger king paid for. Gas paid. Insurance found for skull.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Aug 17

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