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I Battle Myself Every Day

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    Wars Waged

    scene: epic battleground of your own personally epic choosing characters: me                    me                     chinchilla friend (because everyone needs a chinchilla friend and you know it) *fade in* Me faces me in the epic battle...
    fadingvioletdawn fadingvioletdawn 18-21, F Oct 5, 2011

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    Insanity Defined

    weve all heard that insanity is doing the same things over and over and expecting different results .. well it is .. and even though i have built up my life multiple times i continue to tear it down with a repeated cycle of drug use thing is im 44 now and i have burned most all...
    ritzi1966 ritzi1966 41-45 Jun 12, 2011

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    I'm Just So F*cking Deprssed I Dont Know How Why Or When I Ended In This Situtaion Im In

    Everyday is the same.Im young with no plans.What can be worst alot more can be.I mean no ambtion in my head I want succes and happiness who doesn't right??....Never had any real thought about what I want for my life.I graduated from highschool 2 years ago and I'm turnign 20...
    lonleystoner lonleystoner 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 24, 2012

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    Everyday i look upon the world

    and fail to see my difference. I have been called everything from A-Z. I have been betrayed numerous times and still am. I see a lonely future and I believe that's what scares me the most. Everything I seem to do always backfires and I'm on the edge of letting go.
    Drifter15 Drifter15 16-17, M Jan 6

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    I hate this… I wish I could just run away

    sometimes and just live by myself. The minute I start to care and open my heart up and try to be normal, I realize how hurtful and awful people are. Why is it when you're going through **** I'm supposed to care and talk you through it and hold your hand and make you feel better...
    SECgirl SECgirl 26-30, F Apr 2

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    The Fight I Can Never Ever Win...

    I battle myself everyday, from cutting to disordered eating. it's a battle I can never seem to win ever. and it's killing me slowly everyday and I know it...
    YourDisasterInEverAfter YourDisasterInEverAfter 18-21, F Jan 6, 2012

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    I Battle Myself..

    Everyday I fight myself, not to cut, to eat, to not throw up, to not cut, to not hurt myself, to not kill myself. and I am f*cking tired of it. im so done when everyday is this MASSIVE challenge even when Im doing nothing all my effort is out into keeping me alive..
    WhenSheCries WhenSheCries 18-21, F Jun 10, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    The whole thing is shot, or so it seems... I damaged my knee skiing a long time ago and sustained a hip injury while rock climbing. Now many years later the knee, hip, bursitis...
    epjoni epjoni 56-60, T Mar 20

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    I do it at least 5 times a day hoping the number will go down and I can't not do it. I feel weird if I can't do it :(
    iflipppppp iflipppppp 16-17, F Mar 23

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    I'm battling with the thought of wanting to die. I don't want to relapse but I'm coming so close to cutting and burning again and I probably will relapse cause I'm not strong...
    ashleymac96 ashleymac96 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    Going to try and test out of six credits worth of classes.-.
    MyMonstersHideUnderMySkin MyMonstersHideUnderMySkin 16-17, F Mar 31

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    Since I returned to the area I’ve been going to the gym every day. I hadn’t really intended to go every single day, at first, but I went on the last day of March and it just...
    Nyxii Nyxii 22-25, F Apr 9

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    It has become a little ritual to randomly seek a poem to read, to fill one of my quotidian needs over coffee or beer, while lying in bed, or waiting in a parking lot. It is my...
    LittleLilly7 LittleLilly7 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    Here's yours........... a couple lived near the ocean and used to walk the beach a lot. One summer they noticed a girl who was at the beach almost every day.. She wasn't unusual...
    staleywise staleywise 56-60, F Mar 25

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    4 Years ago I met a beautiful woman that captured my heart. She had just been diagnosed with the illness that she had been battling for years...Lupus. She didn't quite fully...
    pafm99 pafm99 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    At the end of our lives we'd all like to look back and see some meaning; something that we are proud of. But I have been in a rut that just won't allow meaning anymore. I suffer...
    Barefoot4Life Barefoot4Life 22-25, M Mar 25

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    I smoke weed because I'm super sensitive when I haven't smoked in a few days. I had a pretty intense week experiencing my mother's death. It was beautiful. While I've been...
    mrbless mrbless 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    A teenager battling with an over-analysing mind and depression is so tiring. I've been through phases and levels in my life I thought I wouldn't be able to go through. I thought I...
    gxbriellejade gxbriellejade 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Once in a while, amidst all your day days, you'll have a good day. A great day even. Make sure you remember those days. Keep them safely in the pockets of your coat or in a jar on...
    carissamae carissamae 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    Wearing white briefs feels so comfortable especially every single day and night I like sleeping in it
    Eddy0925 Eddy0925 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    Same here 😘 drinking 6 large cups a day !! Going for 8-9 a day ☺️
    RubieeCeee RubieeCeee 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    imagen someone going through their worst day of thier life they are just about to break and fall apart so they walk in the streets and look around.... nobody cares... but if the...
    butterflies1212 butterflies1212 16-17, F Mar 31

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    I love my children that God could have only given to me! Two bright young men. Both so different but special to me. Jr and Jay is what we will call them today! I have so many...
    Ttbaby23 Ttbaby23 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I can drink 8Ltrs a day..I'm a water person ever since.. Never drink cola's
    projecteudoxiee projecteudoxiee 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 19

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    I live only 1/2 mile from the ocean and am very fortunate to have a number of beaches within easy reach to me. I can walk to the closest one in about 20 mins. or so. Even better...
    Thorstormbringer Thorstormbringer 51-55, M Mar 20

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    Okay every saterday I have karate and I wear white briefs and my waistband is always showing even all week I wear them especially without pants or a shirt on and a window wide open...
    Eddy0925 Eddy0925 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    My bladder reminded me the other day that I don't drink enough . Once I drank some my sides stopped hurting.
    REALWORDS823 REALWORDS823 16-17, F Mar 29

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    I am trying to drink more water. I am a milk addict and its not good. Water just gets so boring after a while but i always get terrible headaches and my friend asked me if i drink...
    Anaaaaa345 Anaaaaa345 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    On your marks, get set, drink water!💧 is the best thing you can do to your body! At least 3 glasses a day! And try this: when you wake up, drink a glass of water! You'll feel up...
    allisonslim allisonslim 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    We have been married for 23 years. She knows everything about me and somehow still loves me. In fact I was sharing EP with her and she pointed out that I need to STOP OBSESSING...
    danyual danyual 51-55, T 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Night after night, I open my eyes to a new day and find a small nugget of truth, a blessing, shining up from the stirred up gravel of my consciousness... My personal inventory is...
    jenga1 jenga1 41-45, F 3 days ago

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    It's hard to want to live when your mom is telling you your going to die for liking guys. Plus I have to deal with a lying partner, sometimes I just want to lay on a train track...
    lostsoul9011 lostsoul9011 22-25, M Mar 25

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    Actually I do , lost in a 🌎 of dreams lol
    andreaxdrea andreaxdrea 16-17, F Mar 24

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    I talked someone out of committing suicide.
    julia212 julia212 13-15, F Mar 31

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    I drove to this boy's house at 1am in the morning with my mum to stop him from killing himself
    cautionlost cautionlost 13-15, F Mar 31

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    A boy at my school hung himself this morning, such awful news. All the school was in tears so tragic R.I.P heavens gained another angel💕
    Margretbumblebee Margretbumblebee 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    ...and again. Please give it a click? It only costs a moment of your time to make a difference http://theanimalrescuesite.greatergood.com/clickToGive/ars/home
    BigMtnMnds BigMtnMnds 31-35, M Mar 19

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    About to go load a fatty. 😎✌️😚💨💨
    cutechick420 cutechick420 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    So I have been wearing my Njoy large plug for just about 12 hours now. I have to agree with all the reviews it is by far one of the best toys I have used.
    markpap markpap 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 21

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    Weed is LIFE. It literally helps me do my homework, helps me study, helps me calm down whenever I'm stressed out with my work load. (P.S. I'm studying to be a pharmacist) Pot, doja...
    libking0104 libking0104 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    I've always wanted to do this to my special someone XD Give them a flower I find on a jog or if I went hiking or buy a flower occasionally. I'd always want them To feel special to...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F Mar 22

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    If you can't change today, change how tomorrow will go. If you can't change what people think about you, change how they FEEL about you.
    DeAundreVP DeAundreVP 16-17, M Mar 23

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    I defiantly know I'm bisexual but i think that i might be wanting a girl more because when i ha a boyfriend he always wanted to kiss which we did a lot but when we did i felt...
    otakugamerwolf otakugamerwolf 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Drink more water is helping with my weight loss also add cucumber lemon and mint leaves to water is great detox 😊
    Isadora19 Isadora19 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I thought it was nothing out of the ordinary to see trails left by aircraft hi up in the sky. Anyone i would mention this to would jump on the opportunity to correct and teach me...
    lafsnack lafsnack 51-55, M 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I know that it takes about a month for it to really kick in but I don't know if it would work or not. I don't expect a happy pill but I do expect control of my anxiety.
    Booksaremypassion Booksaremypassion 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    i love COLD water! i can live without other beverages
    mstud17 mstud17 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    but for a number of years a growing like for the male form and pictures of nude men have highlighted the fact that I am bisexual. my wife does know, and i still lover her very much...
    jimmymac1 jimmymac1 61-65, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I cut myself every day i can't control myself razor is my bestfriend no one ever wants to talk to me noone ever cared about my cuts thats makes me cut more and more as deep as i...
    rawan99 rawan99 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I touch myself every day I do pics and vids(; I love my wet p**** and my a** and biting my breasts(; I moan so loud a luck my fingers after being inside me(; I want girls and guys...
    ashabash97 ashabash97 16-17, F 9 Responses a week ago

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    30 Things to Start Doing for Yourself #1. Start spending time with the right people. – These are the people you enjoy, who love and appreciate you, and who encourage you to...
    WeBePeasants WeBePeasants 22-25 7 hrs ago

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