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    Bite Me - Sometimes, I bite myself. Because I'm upset. It helps relieve tension. I find that my mood fluctuates a lot. This morning, I was pretty happy. Grinning. As the day wore...
    Iwillswallowyoursoul Iwillswallowyoursoul 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2012

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    I Want To Help - hey im aleks and i want to help anyone if you want it. just message me or add me. i will listen to what ever problem
    mindinthesky mindinthesky 16-17, M 2 Responses May 12, 2013

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    I Hate Everything About Me! - I'm a typical teen. I think im too fat at one point and too skinny the next. I just wish i looked like someone pretty, i wish i was like everyone else...
    bunnymoney2 bunnymoney2 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2012

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    I Am Truly Disgusting - I was a horny teenager and I wanted to lose my virginity. I wanted to throw it away. So I used the Internet, made friends with horny guys and sent them nude...
    ginger1776 ginger1776 18-21, F 3 Responses May 21, 2012

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    I Base My Self-esteem On Others Alot. - People are very weird with me.  I get alot of attention and am told I am pretty, but lots of people don't seem to like me.  I...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 10, 2010

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    The Bliss Of Oblivion - My tears are trapped within me like a sad story I must tell, and they gush forth at the most inappropriate times. But who am I to tell it to? Nobody cares...
    pathtoforgiveness pathtoforgiveness 22-25 1 Response Feb 10, 2010

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    Read - my wounds are healed, but the memories remain of that story
    thompson21 thompson21 26-30, M Apr 6, 2013

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    When The Hatred Scars - Truthfully, I don't even remember when I began hating myself. I remember its been a while though. Maybe it was the bullying in school or the low self esteem...
    Jan 15, 2013

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    It Feels Good - When everything else you feel makes you feel horrible and there's one thing that makes you feel good I say do it. But I am a coward not worthy being listened to by...
    Feb 8, 2013

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    I Hate Myself So Much. - Every day I look at myself and feel sick.My boyfriend always tells me i'm beautiful, i'm this - i'm that. And I keep having to tell him that it...
    Popkins Popkins 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 4, 2010

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    I feel a burning sensation inside me, it's a hatred for myself. I'm forgotten about. My behavior is abnormal. I hate my body, it makes me want to throw up. I have no ambition...
    blitzd blitzd 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Disgust. - I've always hated how I looked. I never thought I was thin enough, or that my stomach was flat enough. There was always someone else that was better. It only got worse...
    kellbell0629 kellbell0629 26-30 May 17, 2013

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    Not A Self Hater... Just Trying To Help - Http://shrink4men.wordpress.com/2010/01/04/healthy-self-love -the-foundation-of-good-relationships/ I honestly think a shrink for men is...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M Nov 19, 2011

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    Self-hating Phases - I went through different phases of hating myself.. The first phase, which started 3 years ago was hating the way I look.. I was even paranoid that people...
    amejad amejad 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 6, 2010

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    looking in the mirror makes me cringe i hate myself to such a extent and it kills me. i feel like no one could ever like me which i believe no one does. 16 ive never been kissed or...
    mariie97 mariie97 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    Eyesore By Maria Mena - The ugly naked truth She starves me of my youth And I stand alone until You catch on I swear it’s not by choice But Ana has this voice And it calms...
    righteouschica righteouschica 18-21, F Nov 18, 2012

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    Scars And Cuts Tell My Story.. - I have battled self hatred for my whole life. But it only got worse when my alcoholic step dad beat me and my mother as a child. I grew up very...
    TheFallen426 TheFallen426 18-21, F Jul 14, 2012

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    It's Not Fair To Cry In Your Sleep. - I hate myself. I've been in and out of therapy since I was 17 and I'm now 23. I'm afraid it's never going to go away. I've never been in a...
    crystalrain87 crystalrain87 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 18, 2011

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    Self-hatred - I HATE MYSELF TO THE VERY INNER-CORE OF MY EXISTENCE. I AM NOT EXACTLY SURE WHY, EITHER. I HATE THE WAY I LOOK, ITS WHY I DON'T EAT MUCH, AND WHEN I DO, I USUALLY...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 7, 2013

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    My Self Hatred - I hate myself, I want to bleed, I cry at night, longing to be freed. I think of death, there’s so much pain, I’m losing myself, I’m going insane. I cut...
    gentlyyours gentlyyours 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 23, 2012

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    I Have Thrown My Life Away - My self hatred has caused me to spiral down hill repeatedly because I don't care about myself at all.. It hurts the ppl I love when they heard say that...
    EmilyLynn21 EmilyLynn21 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 2, 2013

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    You Ever Live Your Life From Behind A Glass Bubble? - Because that,s the best way to describe mine. My job right now is all that i can do. Yet, barely able to overcome. Im...
    omegafox313 omegafox313 22-25, M Sep 10, 2013

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    On a daily basis. Granted I have worked on changing my train of thought for the last couple of years but when you live most of your life with negative thoughts it's hard to change...
    acquiredtaste acquiredtaste 26-30 3 Responses Mar 7

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    Why Hate Thyself - Hate is a powerful word. The dictionary defines "hate" as: [The emotion of intense dislike; a feeling of dislike so strong that it demands action]. In my...
    wherewerewe wherewerewe 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 13, 2012

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    Sadness - i have derided once more to change my death date but this time i don't know what to change it to... i have a friend now and i don't think its right just to leave him i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 3, 2013

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    I Don't Even Really Remember When... - I don't even really remember when I began to hate myself. I must have been pretty young. I have the "normal" or "more common" things that I...
    yolorwatson yolorwatson 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 27, 2012

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    Hate - i used to like myself, when i was in high school maybe. i was over weight and happy with myself even tho i was. then i left to go to a treatment place for over a year and i...
    Spilled Spilled 18-21, F Sep 27, 2013

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    I'm A Candle. - Sometimes I feel like a candle, on a path to self-destruction. In the desperate attempt to keep the flame of life going, I'm only just stripping myself away; I'm...
    SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 20, 2013

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    I Hate Me - I'm a fat ******* pig I'm lazy and obnoxious and weak and unattractive and inhuman and dispationet I'm not sure why I'm posting this For attention maybe But I thought...
    moccasandy moccasandy 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 22, 2013

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    Life As A Pumpkin...... - I was thinking one day while i was eating w/ my family, I am like a Pumpkin. A pumpkin has nothing inside but yet holds it's self up. You carve it to be...
    blueyedgirl17 blueyedgirl17 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 19, 2013

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    The Monster Called Hate - I wake up every morning dreading the day ahead. I work a job I hate to make money to fund the job i will hate for the next 60 years. I live with people i...
    AliveInTheLights AliveInTheLights 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2012

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    My doc says its one of the worst cases he's seen in years
    musiclover1997 musiclover1997 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    I'm My Worst Enemy - I am the worst to myself. When people do things to me, i always feel i deserved it or it's my fault and i internalize everything and anything. It's a deadly...
    Findyourself9 Findyourself9 18-21, F Jul 9, 2012

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    Hurt - I hate feeling this hatred towards everyone especially my finace. Ive been hurt in my life and i dont know how to let go of my hate for people. i hurt those closest to me...
    sadbaby103 sadbaby103 18-21, F Feb 25, 2013

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    Why Can'T I Just Appreciate Life? - So I guess that I just don't appreciate life right now, I mean right now things are good I've finished my exams and have a job for summer, but I...
    TheDarkClaw TheDarkClaw 18-21, F Jun 6, 2013

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    I hate myself soooo much. Like nobody understand how much I do. I hate every single inch of my body. Who would ever love me again? I'm covered in scars. Estimated scars: 480 And...
    MichaelOKBurns MichaelOKBurns 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    Why Do I Have To Be Me? - I dislike everything about myself there's not one thing that I actually like im not pretty enough I'm extremely selfish and I'm never happy even tho I...
    HeavenXD HeavenXD 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 9, 2012

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    My Self Hatred - I've kinda allowed it to build over many years and i have to say its become a problem. I currently have manged to get a grip on some things like goals and plans...
    animalman18 animalman18 18-21, M May 26, 2011

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    I Don't Know Why.... - I don't know why I constantly tell myself that Im not good enough. I have a wonderfull fiance who loves me very much. I have a good family, good friends. But...
    ToriiiBabiii ToriiiBabiii 18-21 1 Response Dec 30, 2011

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    I'M Done - I am tired of the pain, the thoughts, and the self hate. I feel horrible inside. I have hated myself since I was 8. I hate the people at school. I'm not a lesbian, yet I...
    Feb 9, 2013

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