I Battle Self Hatred

People are very weird with me.  I get alot of attention and am told I am pretty, but lots of people don't seem to like me.  I feel like I don't really connect with others and I always feel like people don't want to include...

my wounds are healed, but the memories remain of that story

I was a horny teenager and I wanted to lose my virginity. I wanted to throw it away. So I used the Internet, made friends with horny guys and sent them nude pictures. I'm a dirty good for nothing slut. They wanted me. They all wanted me...

I hate everything about myself. Im useless, stupid, fat, nothing I do is good enough. The list just goes on and on. And telling me that none of it is true doesnt matter. If I think it about myself then its true to me. My mom and grandma...

Every day I look at myself and feel sick.My boyfriend always tells me i'm beautiful, i'm this - i'm that. And I keep having to tell him that it doesn't matter what he says or how often he says it I will never take it in...

I HATE MYSELF TO THE VERY INNER-CORE OF MY EXISTENCE. I AM NOT EXACTLY SURE WHY, EITHER. I HATE THE WAY I LOOK, ITS WHY I DON'T EAT MUCH, AND WHEN I DO, I USUALLY PURGE. I HATE MY SHY, EAASILY INJURED PERSONALITY, ITS ONE OF THE...

I hate myself. I've been in and out of therapy since I was 17 and I'm now 23. I'm afraid it's never going to go away. I've never been in a relationship with a guy before and when one shows interest in me I become a bitch. I'm rude to...

hey im aleks and i want to help anyone if you want it. just message me or add me. i will listen to what ever problem

I've kinda allowed it to build over many years and i have to say its become a problem. I currently have manged to get a grip on some things like goals and plans but its all this other crap that i've allowed to fester that is buggin me...

Okay, so I guess I don't like, despise myself. But I know some people do, which is enough for me to not like myself. I've been called a lot of names. Slut, ugly, stupid, geek, emo loser, freak of nature, anything you can think of, I've...

I am tired of the pain, the thoughts, and the self hate. I feel horrible inside. I have hated myself since I was 8. I hate the people at school. I'm not a lesbian, yet I have nothing against gays. I am not a whore. I am just a 13 year...

I don't even really remember when I began to hate myself. I must have been pretty young. I have the "normal" or "more common" things that I hate about myself. I hate my weight, hair, how much money I have, my face. Stuff like that. But...

I've always hated how I looked. I never thought I was thin enough, or that my stomach was flat enough. There was always someone else that was better. It only got worse after having a kid.

I walk past a mirror, or any reflective surface...

i have derided once more to change my death date but this time i don't know what to change it to... i have a friend now and i don't think its right just to leave him
i don't think he'll leave me ether i hope this isn't a trick if it...

I was thinking one day while i was eating w/ my family, I am like a Pumpkin. A pumpkin has nothing inside but yet holds it's self up. You carve it to be what you want to see.... And that is what i did with myself. I carved PUMPKIN into...

Sometimes I feel like a candle,
on a path to self-destruction.
In the desperate attempt to keep the flame of life going,
I'm only just stripping myself away;
I'm melting in my own tears of wax which I cry.
Eventually, I'll fade out...

I hate feeling this hatred towards everyone especially my finace. Ive been hurt in my life and i dont know how to let go of my hate for people. i hurt those closest to me and make them cry. it hurts me knowing i have that ability to...

I wake up every morning dreading the day ahead. I work a job I hate to make money to fund the job i will hate for the next 60 years. I live with people i hate because i can't afford to leave this behind. Most of all I'm scared...