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I Battle Suicidle Thoughts Every Day

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 70 People

    Feelings of Failure Even During Success

    I have three children, ages are almost 8, almost 5, and almost 3. They are the reason why I get up each morning and keep plowing along. I've been married for 13 years, and probably like many in this forum, the amount of support I feel (or don't feel) from my wife dramatically...
    flipperdipper flipperdipper
    3 Responses Sep 9, 2008

    Gone But Not Forgotten

    there was a time in my life when all i ever wanted was emancipation---- from this world, my own loathing self and most importantly from the pain. it was the lowest point of my 17 year existence. my first love was called back to heaven i was robbed of everything i thought was mine...
    kagome25 kagome25
    Dec 2, 2010

    Suicidal Thoughts..

    I have been having suicidal thoughts since I was very young and over the years I continue to have occasional suicidal thoughts these thoughts occur all over the place in work on a bus train in a car, somehow they have always made me feel in-power I can see the edge I know what it...
    mikejs mikejs
    36-40, M
    Dec 10, 2009

    Dont Know What To Do

    the worst part is i am not scared of death m more worried about what will happen if i survive , i wanna be happy but i cant, i dun feel like socializing coz who ever i trust or whenever i let da wall down i get hurt :( i am born into a family of genius i mean everybody is...
    sams14 sams14
    22-25, F
    Sep 9, 2012

    Every Day Is a Battle Won

    I had my first thoughts of suicide when I was 15 years old.  It was a Friday and I was waiting to go to the highschool football game with friends. Typical teenage angst. I didn't feel pretty enough, I didn't have the right clothes, my mom didn't have time for me, and the...
    flipfloptwinkletoes flipfloptwinkletoes
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Jul 13, 2008

    Correction - Suicidal

    Is there a way to correct the spelling of this group so others can find it?
    bizimind bizimind
    41-45, F
    May 15, 2013

    I'm 13 , Depressed And Wanna Die

    Hi, I'm a 13 year old girl and I'm looking for some advice on what to do so ok i almost killed my self before I've been think about killing my self but now I'm not sure , but I wanna do it I think I sould . U know I always wondered y people wrote stuff like this and that it...
    Mewacko Mewacko
    22-25, F
    Dec 2, 2012


    Not a day goes by that i don't think about it atleast once.  Its a strangley comforting thought actually, like the ultimate escape plan all ready formulated in your head.  Sometimes i think its going to be fast and easy, like falling to sleep and never waking up.  Other times...
    WhyBother22 WhyBother22
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 14, 2012


    evreyday i wanna die i dont see the point in life ive had a eating disorder for 6 years my perents died i never go out ive cut over dosed nothing worked so looks like im stuck here alone till day i die of old age
    alucardx alucardx
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 2, 2010

    Hope For Death To Bring Me Home

    I've tried to kill myself since I was 11 years old but everytime I have been saved by someone or something you can call it an act of "God" but I don't think any real god would want someone to suffer being alone with no one around them, that would be evil. 10 attempts over a few...
    LilletBlan LilletBlan
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 9, 2012

    Me In The Pool Drowning

    so everyday i think of killing myself there's no point in trying not to stop it i miss my mother to much. when i am in the pool with my boyfriend i will act or try and drown myself. i wish that i could
    lifexsucksxthinxuxdie lifexsucksxthinxuxdie
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 3, 2011

    Want To Die Every Min Or The Day

    i'm 18 always tried to kill my self and fails and was feeling better for about a year idk why and now its back stronger then before and now i been cuting badly latly an idk any more
    ambu101 ambu101
    18-21, M
    Jun 16, 2011

    Hanging On By A Thread

    As I sit here my thoughts are racing. I am absolutely petrified beyond words of what the future holds. I know and have heard that we should live in the here and now, but that is not working for me and I do not need quotes I need advice. Each and everyday I wake up and realize...
    amacd5 amacd5
    31-35, F
    Jul 16, 2012

    I Am Really Down

    i really wanna die right now my life is worthless and i dont feel like people love me. things arent getting any better and i dont wanna be around much longer.
    lifexsucksxthinxuxdie lifexsucksxthinxuxdie
    18-21, F
    Aug 20, 2011
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