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I Battle With Negative Emotions, Stress And Fatigue

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    And I Hate To Admit It!

    I mean I really do, I hate to admit that I battle with negative emotions, stress and fatigue. It all comes from my depression, my eleven year long battle with depression. It's hard it really is, something I feel like no one understands, I put on a happy face and tread through the...
    3venus 3venus 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 20, 2011

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    Look Within

    I am mad with myself, God, people, and life. I've tried so hard to get it right and for years I've been wrong. I just don't know what else to do, or where to go. I've talked with my mom, father, brother, and sister. I've tried my best friend, close friend, and boy friend. I even...
    LadyHoneynut LadyHoneynut 36-40, F Feb 4, 2010

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    Dreaming...

    I've been having a difficult time lately... I use to exercise daily, eat healthy, and read often. Lately I've barely been able to get out of bed. I've been sleeping for sometimes 20 hours/day... I consequently have been experiencing radically lucid dreams... Lots of negativity...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 7, 2013

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    Tired

    I am fed up. I'm fed up with this crappy existance that  i call 'my life'. I'm tired mentally and physically, i honestly don't know how much more i can take of this. I feel like taking off.....just going anywhere. Right now i hate everything and i've got this anger building...
    Evernight Evernight 31-35, F 17 Responses Feb 4, 2010

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    The Ten Commandments For Reducing Stress

      1. Thou Shalt Not Be Perfect, Or Even Attempt To Be.   2. Thou Shalt Not Try To Be All Things To All People.   3.. Thou Shalt Sometimes Leave Things Undone That Should Be Done   4. Thou Shalt Not Spread Thyself Too Thin.   5. Thou...
    LeisaWolf LeisaWolf 51-55, F 6 Responses Feb 19, 2010

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    I Tick All Of Those Boxes

    I have spent a large amount of my life depressed, which these days they reckon as mentally ill. Along with that has gone the usual suspects; low self esteem, vast amounts of stress, and lately, during the past 2 years, serious bouts of fatigue. Couple all that with alcoholism...
    KenWX KenWX 61-65, M Dec 6, 2011

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    Say Depresson: No!

    I have long been in a stressful situation because of love. Even just a little and everything. But I gathered. I realized that I can not continue to live. After all, life goes on, you just need to join in its noisy stream.These rules helped me)
    Katherina1 Katherina1 16-17, F Jul 19, 2012

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    Giving Up

    My God, up above, I've brought shame not only myself but you too. I ask you for forgiveness but I don't even deserve it. All I can do is to apologize. But will you turn your back on me? I'm so sorry.
    louisthepearl louisthepearl 22-25, F 7 Responses Oct 6, 2013

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    What It All Adds Up To

    My story is similar to most . The mind going a million miles an hour. Change moods with a switch. Not many emotions I don't experience on any given day . . In spite of what I am feeling at any given moment with whatever emotion I'm dealing with. I know it will pass. It's just...
    packrater packrater 56-60, M Aug 11, 2013

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    Why

    I have often asked God why, why so much pain, why so little love, why this, or why that. I recently experienced loss, grief, and shame. I asked God why,why did this happen to me. I thought I was doing everything right. I prayed, read the bible, went to church, and loved my...
    LadyHoneynut LadyHoneynut 36-40, F Feb 4, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    Depression has been a part of my life since I was 11 years old, when I was diagnosed as Manic Depressive and prescribed Sertraline (Zoloft) to help manage it. Since then, it has...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F Jan 18

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    I find it exhausting have so much going on in my mind, but no words or energy to express. I feel crazy with every thought that passes. I feel judged with every stare, pat or...
    honestcloud honestcloud 26-30, F Jan 21

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    Looking for someone to chill with and relief some stress.
    ZachCrip ZachCrip 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    Hi, everyone. <3 I hope you all are doing well. <3 I'm sorry I haven't posted anything in a long time, but I'm doing fine and so is Danny. The reason why I haven't posted...
    Yalanda Yalanda 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    So people are always asking me why I'm depressed. I usually give pretty broad answers. But now I want to answer for real. When I started middle school I started hating the way I...
    Ashleyyyb Ashleyyyb 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I share this in hopes that it will help at least one person. No matter what you're going through just know that there are more people than expected who can relate. Hopefully this...
    stargazerxo stargazerxo 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    I have lupus as well as having hashimotos which is another annoyance of an auto-immune disease causing Other complications. It has completely changed my life and I have gone from...
    Voldermin Voldermin 18-21, F Jan 6

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    Managing your diabetes can cause you a lot of discomfort and discomfort. The only way you will know how to control your diabetes is learning enough about the topic. The tips in the...
    waypuma73 waypuma73 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 16

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    every lasting fight with my mind, over my body. its like a battlefield over middle. only with advance modern weapons. the bombs dropping all around, the small arms fire suppressing...
    lostunit lostunit 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    I feel kind of bad for posting this, because I had doubted everyone quite a bit. This is definitely a spiritual, paranormal kind of experience, so I suggest not reading it if you...
    xCrowSong xCrowSong 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    I stress over the smallest things sometimes and I hate myself for it. There's not a day that goes by where I don't get at least one negative thought and overthink everything.
    christarose96 christarose96 18-21, F Jan 12

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    Tonight has been the best night at my house......NOT! My mom blames me for being anorexic and it's all my fault. She says he's glad I'm going back to treatment and that she's done...
    BooBear99 BooBear99 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 2

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    Hey guys. So it's summer holidays in Australia and it's killing me. My family is always arguing and every time they have a fight I have an anxiety attack. Pretty soon were going...
    Greenvines123 Greenvines123 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 3

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    I was visiting my dad and it was great but then I got home a couple days ago and I've been so unhappy and stressed out. I know I'm unhappy and I've told my psychiatrist I need to...
    fizzyizzi fizzyizzi 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    I Stress myself out a lot, that doesn't help lol. My insecurity also contributes to my depression. Always wondering and worrying and if I'm good enough and will I ever be good...
    xliah xliah 13-15, F 6 Responses Jan 4

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    well, now that break is over, back to high school. back to being judged, mocked, laughed at, called names, lonely, stressed, and all that fun stuff. can't wait.
    jax632 jax632 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    So I recently had my last therapy session... she told me she wished all of her patients were like me and it took all of my willpower not to laugh and/or sob. All she did was tell...
    SheSaid15 SheSaid15 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    "Sometimes I just really need constant reassurance and constant reminders that anyone actually does care for me." "I want to cut...but I'm still not healed from last time" " I'm...
    Wiltedleaves Wiltedleaves 16-17, F Jan 8

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    This cycle is killing me. The cycle of work, cry, sleep, work, cry, sleep is becoming too much. I can't take it but I also daren't stop; if I did, I'd be left with my thoughts... I...
    humangarbage humangarbage 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    I feel really, really frusterated. I HATE feeling like a victim to my emotions like this but when something over takes you so much it can be SO hard to not loathe yourself. When...
    Virgo1929 Virgo1929 18-21, F Jan 15

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    why is it that when I feel in control and coping relatively ok, one awful bad stressful situation can change the whole mood from a grey ok day to the blackest of black swirling...
    femmeme femmeme 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    I will start by stating what's the problem. I have a girlfriend u see. We've been dating for 1 year and 3 months now but i still cant get over the fact that she kissed another boy...
    Curlyadli Curlyadli 18-21, M Jan 16

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    I just want to leave all my problems behind, go to an island and live there alone. Leave all the toxic people, worries, stress behind. It sounds so perfect. An island like Fiji or...
    AtomHeart AtomHeart 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    This post is about suicide. Two people I love have taken their lives in 2014. Last night, one other attempted to. I know, in my heart, that suicide is not the answer. But I...
    Theforgotten4 Theforgotten4 16-17, F Jan 19

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    I suffer from ADHD,depression,anxiety, and stress. I can't take my life in anymore. The pain worsens every day. I need help,fast before I commit suicide!
    Freaknerdygirl1 Freaknerdygirl1 13-15 5 Responses a week ago

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    Good looking skin makes for a better appearance.Taking care of your skin will have it looking the best it can. Here are steps towards making your skin right.A facial wash that...
    waypuma73 waypuma73 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    I was stressed out today. My ex husband had lost his job, the house, everything. And since his entire family are psycho, and because he is the father of our child, he turned to me...
    DreamChristine DreamChristine 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    People seem to always be telling me that I have nothing to stress about but the fact of the matter is I do. And when my stress levels are up my anxiety goes up. I was recently...
    Quinwoa Quinwoa 18-21, F Jan 10

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    Ok there's alot I'm feeling so I'm just typing what I'm thinking. Not in any order... Ok so I hate being told what to do. And I feel all my life that's all anyone ever does. I...
    LizC815 LizC815 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    Progress?Seems like all the cool kids are doin' it.To be honest, I'm always a little reserved when talking about my personal experiences and progress, mostly from fear of ridicule...
    Hadoukim Hadoukim 18-21, F Jan 18

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    It didn't help anything. It just made me afraid of belts, especially considering that my mom would ONLY ever use corporal punishment when she was grumpy about something that...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm a 20 y/o Arabian (not muslim) and I come from a rich cultural back ground and my mother is from the most royal family from my country. I'm going to be 21 in less than 6 months...
    psychedelicblues psychedelicblues 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am so stressed out of everything like I have a million things to do and to keep up with. first of all, I have my dad's mental and emotional abuse which is so much worse than...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 18

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    I'm so stressed out... I just have so much on my plate /: I'll be finishing my pharmacy technician program on February 26 and then I will be on extern for 2.5 months. Prior to...
    Chickie328 Chickie328 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    I wish I could run away to a tropical island and never look back at my old life. No school, homework, drama. I'd take my best friend with me and we would have a blast. Being lazy...
    CactusHugger CactusHugger 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    I tend to trust people all the time. Sometimes I tend to want them to like me and it doesn't always turn out that way.I befriended my supervisor which at the time sounded like a...
    Joruma Joruma 22-25, M Jan 5

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