I Battle With Negative Emotions, Stress And Fatigue

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 368 People

    It comes and goes... Life goes on,

    mundane and pointless..And I bounce along the emotional spectrum, confused, lonesome, misunderstood...Not even sure what I'm depressed about some days...Not even sure why I care about anything, or even about myself...My mind is torrential...crashing winds and thunderous storms...
    RenegadeReaper RenegadeReaper
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 12, 2015

    Giving Up

    My God, up above, I've brought shame not only myself but you too. I ask you for forgiveness but I don't even deserve it. All I can do is to apologize. But will you turn your back on me? I'm so sorry.
    louisthepearl louisthepearl
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Oct 6, 2013

    Look Within

    I am mad with myself, God, people, and life. I've tried so hard to get it right and for years I've been wrong. I just don't know what else to do, or where to go. I've talked with my mom, father, brother, and sister. I've tried my best friend, close friend, and boy friend. I even...
    LadyHoneynut LadyHoneynut
    36-40, F
    Feb 4, 2010

    as a "mother" that's all i know.

    stress...up to my eyes. fatigue.. till im passing out. negative emotions..till i can't look at myself in the mirror
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 4

    I feel down a lot and overwhelmed by life

    but mostly I just can't get the energy to deal with things I need to do.
    HoneyBeeOfRedMountain HoneyBeeOfRedMountain
    26-30, F
    Sep 9, 2015

    The Ten Commandments For Reducing Stress

      1. Thou Shalt Not Be Perfect, Or Even Attempt To Be.   2. Thou Shalt Not Try To Be All Things To All People.   3.. Thou Shalt Sometimes Leave Things Undone That Should Be Done   4. Thou Shalt Not Spread Thyself Too Thin.   5. Thou...
    LeisaWolf LeisaWolf
    51-55, F
    5 Responses Feb 19, 2010

    What It All Adds Up To

    My story is similar to most . The mind going a million miles an hour. Change moods with a switch. Not many emotions I don't experience on any given day . . In spite of what I am feeling at any given moment with whatever emotion I'm dealing with. I know it will pass. It's just...
    packrater packrater
    61-65, M
    Aug 11, 2013

    Lately I've been very tired

    and agitated... it's just that time of the year for me... It feels like My brain just wants to merge with my pelvis or something... (My head goes constantly down, it's hard to keep my head up). I'm also facing a bunch of fears and being stuck in my life in general... But I'm...
    Confectus Confectus
    18-21, M
    Jun 11, 2015

    Why

    I have often asked God why, why so much pain, why so little love, why this, or why that. I recently experienced loss, grief, and shame. I asked God why,why did this happen to me. I thought I was doing everything right. I prayed, read the bible, went to church, and loved my...
    LadyHoneynut LadyHoneynut
    36-40, F
    Feb 4, 2010

    my everything just hurts

    so bad. my head feels like it's gonna explode, my eyes are aching, my neck hurts etc. I can stop thinking at all and the stress is adding on to itself. I feel super bad for not talking to some of my friends on here and outside of EP, I just haven't had he energy to really say...
    mentallyhigh mentallyhigh
    18-21, F
    Oct 27, 2015

    I feel like no one loves me

    so I try and find bf's on the internet and when I found one I thought this is stupid and we broke up I need help and I just can't explain it!!
    cutepeeps cutepeeps
    13-15, F
    Sep 9, 2015

    Everyone ditched me last night I cried an I'm

    not a crying kind of person. No one gets why I'm sick of being alone why I'm sick of never having anyone there for me why I'm jealous of couples who get to cuddle kiss see each other and etc. Isn't it obvious? I long for something like that, someone like that.
    cookiepaulie cookiepaulie
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 12, 2015

    Dreaming...

    I've been having a difficult time lately... I use to exercise daily, eat healthy, and read often. Lately I've barely been able to get out of bed. I've been sleeping for sometimes 20 hours/day... I consequently have been experiencing radically lucid dreams... Lots of negativity...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 7, 2013

    Negative emotions, and negative thoughts about

    myself eat me everyday, plus i'm always exhausted, no matter how long i sleep or how long i rest, the fatigue is my everyday's friend.
    schmetterlingmx schmetterlingmx
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 10, 2015

    I Tick All Of Those Boxes

    I have spent a large amount of my life depressed, which these days they reckon as mentally ill. Along with that has gone the usual suspects; low self esteem, vast amounts of stress, and lately, during the past 2 years, serious bouts of fatigue. Couple all that with alcoholism...
    KenWX KenWX
    61-65, M
    Dec 6, 2011

    Take away the herbs,

    and return the sickness shall. Take away the purpose, and ambition shrivels away. Remove the encouragement, and confidence dies. Block out all the lights that painted a once pretty picture, and there is nothing left but a shadow.
    RenegadeReaper RenegadeReaper
    22-25, F
    Mar 4

    And I Hate To Admit It!

    I mean I really do, I hate to admit that I battle with negative emotions, stress and fatigue. It all comes from my depression, my eleven year long battle with depression. It's hard it really is, something I feel like no one understands, I put on a happy face and tread through the...
    3venus 3venus
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 20, 2011

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