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I Battle With Negative Emotions, Stress And Fatigue

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    Tired

    I am fed up. I'm fed up with this crappy existance that  i call 'my life'. I'm tired mentally and physically, i honestly don't know how much more i can take of this. I feel like taking off.....just going anywhere. Right now i hate everything and i've got this anger building...
    Evernight Evernight 31-35, F 17 Responses Feb 4, 2010

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    What It All Adds Up To

    My story is similar to most . The mind going a million miles an hour. Change moods with a switch. Not many emotions I don't experience on any given day . . In spite of what I am feeling at any given moment with whatever emotion I'm dealing with. I know it will pass. It's just...
    packrater packrater 56-60, M Aug 11, 2013

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    Say Depresson: No!

    I have long been in a stressful situation because of love. Even just a little and everything. But I gathered. I realized that I can not continue to live. After all, life goes on, you just need to join in its noisy stream.These rules helped me)
    Katherina1 Katherina1 16-17, F Jul 19, 2012

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    I Tick All Of Those Boxes

    I have spent a large amount of my life depressed, which these days they reckon as mentally ill. Along with that has gone the usual suspects; low self esteem, vast amounts of stress, and lately, during the past 2 years, serious bouts of fatigue. Couple all that with alcoholism...
    KenWX KenWX 61-65, M Dec 6, 2011

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    Look Within

    I am mad with myself, God, people, and life. I've tried so hard to get it right and for years I've been wrong. I just don't know what else to do, or where to go. I've talked with my mom, father, brother, and sister. I've tried my best friend, close friend, and boy friend. I even...
    LadyHoneynut LadyHoneynut 36-40, F Feb 4, 2010

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    Dreaming...

    I've been having a difficult time lately... I use to exercise daily, eat healthy, and read often. Lately I've barely been able to get out of bed. I've been sleeping for sometimes 20 hours/day... I consequently have been experiencing radically lucid dreams... Lots of negativity...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 7, 2013

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    The Ten Commandments For Reducing Stress

      1. Thou Shalt Not Be Perfect, Or Even Attempt To Be.   2. Thou Shalt Not Try To Be All Things To All People.   3.. Thou Shalt Sometimes Leave Things Undone That Should Be Done   4. Thou Shalt Not Spread Thyself Too Thin.   5. Thou...
    LeisaWolf LeisaWolf 51-55, F 6 Responses Feb 19, 2010

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    And I Hate To Admit It!

    I mean I really do, I hate to admit that I battle with negative emotions, stress and fatigue. It all comes from my depression, my eleven year long battle with depression. It's hard it really is, something I feel like no one understands, I put on a happy face and tread through the...
    3venus 3venus 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 20, 2011

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    Why

    I have often asked God why, why so much pain, why so little love, why this, or why that. I recently experienced loss, grief, and shame. I asked God why,why did this happen to me. I thought I was doing everything right. I prayed, read the bible, went to church, and loved my...
    LadyHoneynut LadyHoneynut 36-40, F Feb 4, 2010

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    Giving Up

    My God, up above, I've brought shame not only myself but you too. I ask you for forgiveness but I don't even deserve it. All I can do is to apologize. But will you turn your back on me? I'm so sorry.
    louisthepearl louisthepearl 22-25, F 7 Responses Oct 6, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I was doing so well.. I was finally getting back on track after a long struggle with depression until 4 weeks ago my Dad had an affair and my parents marriage fell apart. Now...
    LittleLostSoul90 LittleLostSoul90 22-25, F Oct 12

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    I found this on the internet - Hope it helps someone. 5 stages of grief - how it applies to infidelity Posting from another site. This will help you understand that the...
    NOWHealing NOWHealing 61-65, F 4 days ago

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      ... I have been so busy lately (summer, my engagement, my job and a lot of paperwork for my visa) I feel so stressed, fed up with everything here and missing my fiance only...
    Beyrouth Beyrouth 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    So about 2 days ago now, I literally thought I was diabetic. I was scared and freaked out because I am fairly big and I do eat quite a lot, obviously. I ruled that out because I...
    Shinook26 Shinook26 26-30, M Sep 23

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    Life has been hectic for me lately. Church, Basketball, leaving Anthony, being dumped by the girl I loved most, thinking about the abortion, and mama talking to me about my weight...
    TheWhimsicalHeart TheWhimsicalHeart 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    When I was 14, my whole life was inverted. I had been accepted on an academic scholarship to the most prestigious college preparatory institute in my area. Upon starting my 9th...
    yoshmarie yoshmarie 16-17, F 5 Responses Sep 25

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    Just as with anything else known to this world, humans have glitches and a lack of fine tuning. While there are those who live by the theory 'God makes no mistakes' I must say that...
    CarlyOnline CarlyOnline 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Well, it all started at the beginning of this school year, I'm almost done with high school now and college is LITERALLY right around the corner. I have been buckling down even...
    anagnorisis16 anagnorisis16 16-17, F Oct 5

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    I have a problem with always holding in my anger, stress and emotions. Then one day someone pushes me to the edge and I explode, I just scream and cry. I'm sure there are a lot of...
    marilynnrox marilynnrox 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    Learning to breathe and let go are two of the hardest things I’ve forced myself to do every day it seems harder than the next to just take a moment and let go of my stress and...
    blackskys blackskys 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 30

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    I'm really annoyed and mad at this man I wish one day I could get the answer to why this man persecuted me He is french from Brittany in France but moved to the uk at the age of...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F Oct 9

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    my therapist appointment got cancelled and i'm off center... i have to shove my problems back down my throat for another week, easier said than done... this stress is gonna make me...
    eAngeliqueXX eAngeliqueXX 13-15, F Sep 23

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    So I ended up dropping my CIS105 class, as well. I still need to contact the instructor, so he can withdraw me. I feel really bad for only taking two classes... I feel REALLY bad...
    PerspectiveDetective PerspectiveDetective 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 24

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    It isn't as bad as it used to be. I suppose I've eliminated a lot of stress since I've found a home with a boyfriend who loves every part of me. I used to sleep all the time. I'd...
    Thatonegirl53 Thatonegirl53 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    I am tired. Today while my father was yelling at me, I did not have the energy to respond. I wish I had a normal-person family- and that I could stress over trivial matters
    Nottobeohsoblunt Nottobeohsoblunt 16-17, F Sep 27

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    It feels like I'm climbing a mountain just to do a simple task today. I don't handle stress well. It causes me to feel paralyzed and then my mind wants to shut down. Everything...
    tamarah74 tamarah74 36-40, F Sep 27

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    I feel like no one ever talks about the gross, ugly side of being depressed. Like so many people romanticize depression as this beautiful suffering. But there's nothin pretty about...
    crookedteethteen crookedteethteen 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    I love how people over the internet especially on experience project care so much. I really wish people cared in real life... Wish my life could be happy... I don't want a perfect...
    Amyyy000 Amyyy000 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    My little brother, who is 7, has aspergers, a form on autism. Though I love him dearly, I find that having an autistic brother can at times make me lonely. Some background, I'm...
    tremberlene tremberlene 16-17, F Oct 6

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    So GreenManley and I (akaShaun) decided to write a rap about depression off the top of our heads. Hope you enjoy. I write better than the rest But only when depressed So I get the...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 4 Responses Oct 8

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    Aside from several other stressors, I am very lonely due to my lack of an active social life. I am a junior at an extremely small high school who doesn't drink, so drugs, or party...
    opheliarevived opheliarevived 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 8

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    So, I need some help with something and I wasn't sure where else to turn where I felt most comfortable. So I just got out of an appointment talking with my doctor about finding a...
    Enveleyna Enveleyna 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 9

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    October 12. During Times of Grief. The process of adapting to change and loss takes energy. Grief is draining, sometimes exhausting. Some people need to "cocoon for transformation...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Oct 12

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    I want to go back. College and work is stressing me out. I want to cut again. I haven't cut in about a year. But I want to now. I've been trying so hard not to. But everything is...
    NekoAnya NekoAnya 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 13

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    For anyone reading this.. Please don't message me tonight. Too stressed out and won't be responding tonight. Comments and messages will be read tomorrow.
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M a week ago

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    I have had a rough week. Being bullied, sexually harassed and I'm extremely stressed out from school and work. I could really use some help ATM. If anyone cares to text or msg me...
    Winbu Winbu 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    I really don't know if what I am suffering is "depression", or just some fundamental incompatibility with 21st century living. For years now, I've felt like I have somehow been...
    Phaedrus1975 Phaedrus1975 36-40, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    MY LIFE WITH THE MOB- PART ONE MY LIFE WITH THE MOB It was in 1973. I had graduated from Bryn Athyn High School, one-tenth of a point shy of honors. Since in those...
    cabla39 cabla39 56-60, M Sep 24

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    What is Green Coffee Bean Extract: · Green coffee bean extract is made from the unroasted beans of Coffea Arabica L., and results in a high level of Chlorogenic acid and other...
    zmzmllll zmzmllll 22-25, F Sep 25

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    I'm still recovering from severe depression and I'm trying to get my grades back up to how they were before . Though it's difficult when all the teachers do is give out constant...
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 6

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    Let's see here. I am a first time mom, my son is a little over a month old. Where my husband and I live I have no friends and family lives over 2 hours away. I am so sleep deprived...
    felicia26 felicia26 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am so stressed out right now. I desperately need a new job, everyone around me can see and has commented about how stressed it's making me. I hate it, I'm working 12hr days at...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F Sep 24

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    Job hunting is stressing me out! I used to work as a preschool teacher, and even though I liked the job itself, the pay was horrible and they asked for so many things for such...
    Lala365 Lala365 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    I hate days when I feel like this. Like I'm one more piece of stressful news away from loosing it. I feel like I'm filled to my ears with stress and anxiety. I want to scream into...
    DizzyGreenEyes DizzyGreenEyes 18-21, F Oct 6

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    Im stressed out and confused, I love my boyfriend to death and trust him. Its his ex girlfriend the mother of kids I dont trust at all. She says she doesnt want to be a home...
    patrinacyr patrinacyr 16-17, F Sep 23

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    When stressed, I go from about 4 foot 9, to about 2 foot 5. I just go completely invert.
    LittleStain LittleStain 18-21, F Sep 23

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    I feel so stressed out I can almost cry. I feel like I'm stuck and like I'm not going to go anywhere in life. I don't know what to do and I feel like crap. I have a million things...
    Rainatmidnight97 Rainatmidnight97 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 26

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