I Battlle Boderline Personality Disorder

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    Suffering From Borderline Personality Disorder.

    hi my name is samantha, i have been struggling with bpd for as long as i can remember. basically i was raped when i was quite young by a stranger and i never told anyone at the time. this made me feel dirty weak etc. years later i hadnt exactly got over it but had put it to the...
    cstrd123 cstrd123
    22-25, F
    Jul 14, 2012

    Lost

    My father was murdered when I was 2 y/o. My mother was murdered when I was 6 y/o. I was raised by my maternal aunt and her husband. There was severe violence, emotional abuse, sexual abuse and physical abuse. I have battling to find stability for as long as I can remember. I am...
    seeingheart seeingheart
    51-55, F
    1 Response Nov 16, 2009

    I have this and autism

    and different communication trouble as well as that! And I want to say autism is harder when you have to do it alone, it didn't matter who's around you or how much they try they never fully will understand and the ones who do are so so so hard to find that life's just easier to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 4, 2015

    It Can Be a Right Pain

    For as long as I can remember I have fixed my feelings with food, alcohol, drugs, men and self harm, ie, cutting, burning, strangling myself and slapping myself ,am 26, and have been battling against myself since I was about five or six years old. My doctor says Im...
    kindakooky kindakooky
    26-30, F
    Dec 2, 2008

    I am locked inside my head screaming voices of

    everything I can't handle reminding me of what I've done what I've lost... If I'm here for a reason it must be for some sick joke to see my life unravel and fall apart over and over again. The ******* mistakes, the depression, the cutting just to feel anything but the emptiness...
    frozenFire6767 frozenFire6767
    26-30, F
    Dec 22, 2013

    Things In My Life Are Cool, A Tad Chaotic, But When Are They Never!

    I am cool at present, have just read a warm and tear provoking story from a gent here who has lost his mum...oh dear..really hit me. Uni is okay..ish....I have previously spoken of a Gemini blue blood gent who I have met, well fast forward a few moths, and he is NOT welcome at...
    kindakooky kindakooky
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 30, 2011

    Here It Is

    I was just recently diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and narcissistic and histrionic.. However you spell it. What I battle with most is being alone because eventually I'll find your weaknesses pretty quickly I'll know all your secrets and then if you hurt me once I...
    frozenFire6767 frozenFire6767
    26-30, F
    Nov 25, 2013

    Three Years Later.....

    I posted my story/experiences while going through an awful time, recent death of mum, 4TH annversi this year Yes it hurts.......however......I am learning to deal with loss in better ways than self harming, drug use/etc. I feel VERY appreciative that even one person joined "my...
    kindakooky kindakooky
    26-30, F
    Aug 2, 2011

    Why Oh Why Oh Why Can I Not Be "normal" Whatever That Is!

    Okay, so I have recently gone on two dates with a charming, warm, tactile man, he is older than me by nearly ten years and likes me, and yet.........part of me is repulsed by him, not his fault really. I have a habit of changing my mind about folk that try and get to near to me...
    kindakooky kindakooky
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 17, 2011
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