Post

I Become Addict of My Love

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 15 People

    I Need Him.

    Today was one of those tough nights.... I cried almost half of the night. And why....? Because I am going on a trip wth my parents and i will not see Aalekh for maybe 2 weeks. I dont know how I survive.... how I survive without long chats, long calls.... how? Today's nigh I felt...
    bublina bublina 18-21, F 14 Responses Jul 18, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Since The Death Of My Daughter I Lean On His Heart So Much

    I think about this guy so much. he is on my mind a great deal. he  lights up my heart in ways he can't imagine. to me he is more beautiful and more talented and more clever then any movie star or athlete. if I could just pretend in my heart that I am 17 or 19 again I think I...
    thedeformedfetus thedeformedfetus 36-40 Feb 16, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I've certainly waited a while to become pregnant (I'm 36) but I am enjoying it so much. I love feeling the baby kick, even seeing my belly get bigger. I feel this is my best...
    malasada malasada 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Since I was 15, I have been on drugs. I was known as "that kid" in highschool - The one who would probably dropout, have a kid at an early age, and be a nobody. Over the years, I...
    JaidIsAWildflower JaidIsAWildflower 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I know love is real because I've experienced it, I have loved and I have been loved. And it's amazing, but it's extremely dangerous and addictive. Once you've tasted love, you...
    MattsShadow MattsShadow 18-21, M 5 Responses Jul 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I came from a family that abused me for 13 years growing up, and when I finally got away from that family, my situation for the last 6 years has not been much better. When I was...
    Lifebugzme Lifebugzme 18-21, F Jul 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    MUSIC I'm addicted love you babe lol
    yassbishh yassbishh 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    July 31. Letting Go of What We Want. "For those of us who have survived by controlling and surrendering, letting go may not come easily." —Beyond Codependency In recovery, we...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 16 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am addicted to rough sex and i need someone to help me
    kdoll6 kdoll6 16-17, M 17 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    you know I joined experience project originally under the I am addicted to Adderall thread. I talked about how I have been through opiate withdrawal and found amphetamine...
    nickrosenbery nickrosenbery 22-25, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Reading is my absolute life and passion. I believe that I would be a shell of person without books. They have been the building blocks of knowledge and imagination for thousands of...
    GloriousGrey GloriousGrey 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm posting this in this experience topic as well as "I Absolutely Love to Read". Reading is my absolute life and passion. I believe that I would be a shell of person without...
    GloriousGrey GloriousGrey 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Spiderwebs" You think that we connect That the chemistry's correct Your words walk right through my ears Presuming I like what I hear And now I'm stuck in the The web you're...
    SouthernBelle254 SouthernBelle254 31-35, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    To Write Love On Her Arms is an amazing non-profit organization that aims to help many people with self-harm, thoughts of suicide, addiction, and depression. "The vision for...
    PeaceBatman PeaceBatman 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm 24 years old, 5'5", 115 pounds, the day bartender at a very successful bar, and the single mother to one beautiful girl. I've been abusing my Adderall lately...and loving it. I...
    powsupermum powsupermum 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I just love it when girls scissor each other!! I want to do that soon ): I cant wait to find someone to do it with
    LesbianNuude LesbianNuude 18-21, F 4 Responses 17 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the...
    edictivebeauty edictivebeauty 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hello, everyone. My name's Evan and I'm a drug addict. It all started at the age of sixteen with cannabis and alcohol. Cannabis and alcohol are gateway drugs. If someone tells you...
    SuicideRedefined SuicideRedefined 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    July 14. We Are Lovable. "Even if the most important person in your world rejects you, you are still real, and you are still okay." —Codependent No More Do you ever find...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Jul 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    If you're concerned with your addiction to video games, please read this. Games have ruined my life since I was a kid. I am a shy person. As a kid, I didn't deal well with this...
    nyancat26 nyancat26 18-21, M Jul 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Games have ruined my life since I was a kid. I am a shy person. As a kid, I didn't deal well with this, so I quickly resorted to games, but then it was ok. I grew up in a way...
    nyancat26 nyancat26 18-21, M Jul 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am addicted to prescription pain killers. I finally told my best friend and my mom today. I told my mom to take the pills and hide them and not to keep them in my sight. I...
    akrysrose akrysrose 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    July 6. Step Seven. Humbly asked God to remove our shortcomings. —Step Seven of Al-Anon In the Sixth and Seventh Steps of the program, we become willing to let go of our...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Jul 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Okay, I know enough that I've never fallin in love with a teacher. But sometimes become more obsessive (in a non creepy way) where everything about them interests me and I want to...
    Rosaleenamor Rosaleenamor 16-17, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    July 17. Love, in Words and Actions. Many of us have confused notions about what it means to be loved and cared about. Many of us were loved and cared for by people who had...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    July 22. Learning to Trust Again. Many of us have trust issues. Some of us tried long and hard to trust untrustworthy people. Over and again, we believed lies and promises never...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Jul 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I can't go a day without music anymore. I can't even go to sleep without listening to it. It's become a true addiction, and that feeling I get when I find a new song, that chill...
    Santi0924 Santi0924 18-21, M 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Just a few short months ago I was oblivious to her existence. Resigned to accept my mundane life. A life of misconceptions, misgivings, Buried thruths and hidden lies Accepted...
    HerSunMoonStars HerSunMoonStars 31-35, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    An addict who's homeless An addict who's dopesick An addict who's soulless An addict who has no idea what the **** hope is An addict who's coppin on the block An addict livin for...
    madefrombrokenparts madefrombrokenparts 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Riddle 25: You put me in hard. But then I become soft. Blow me hard and I will get bigger. What am I? Don´t have dirty thoughts now ;)))
    Michael91142 Michael91142 70+, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    A Chicago man in hell. A Chicago man dies and goes to hell. When he gets there, the devil comes over to welcome him. The devil then says "sometimes it gets pretty...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 26-30, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hello I am the wife of a drug addict. We have been married for 2 years July 21st. I began to notice major changes in his behavior and mood changes. Also the way he was w me. He...
    CE21 CE21 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My addiction isn't ordinary but its very common. My addiction effects my life and other peoples lives negatively. There is no rehab for my addiction and many people question the...
    DottyUhura DottyUhura 22-25, F Jul 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hi everyone, My first experimentation with any kind of drugs was when I was 14 on my birthday. My cousin gave me a blunt as a birthday gift... I had no addiction to it, but it...
    mladenok mladenok 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    We who are not drug users have to understand this part of all this. That is this: yes they are addicted to drugs. I've been researching more since I found out. This is what I come...
    enki1770 enki1770 41-45, F Jul 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    July 15. Self-care with Family Members. "I was thirty- five years old the first time I spoke up to my mother and refused to buy into her games and manipulation. I was terribly...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm 17 years old, and I am recovering from an addiction to Crystal Methamphetamine. The first step in recovery is admitting you have a problem. My first step, was thinking about my...
    angoscia angoscia 16-17 1 Response Jul 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I just recently ended it with a guy I was dating for almost two years because of his addiction problems. We've been friends and crushes since the beginning of high school. He...
    annp92 annp92 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Well today is his birthday. I had to work today and even though i only worked 6 hours, it felt longer and tough. It's retail, and if anyone else is a cashier should understand me...
    lovelyytroubledsoul lovelyytroubledsoul 18-21, F Jul 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I thought she was a good woman....... Well that was her statement to me and claim to fame , but then again my last ex's claim to fame was that she was a faithful "never was a bad...
    nevets61 nevets61 51-55 Jul 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am not a native English speaker,but I'll try to be understood by you. I met someone on Internet one year ago. We are both from different countries,so we speak in English. The...
    nathhalia nathhalia 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    July 25. Keep at It. Keep practicing your recovery behaviors, even when they feel awkward, even when they haven't quite taken yet, even if you don't get it yet. Sometimes it...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Thank you all for sharing your experiences and insight into this sad, sad, stupid horrific thing we call addiction. Reading all of your stories has been eye opening and I hope...
    hightoolong hightoolong 36-40, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm currently 7weeks and 5 days clean from my addiction. Addiction runs in my family and so does alcoholism, abuse, and depression. I have depression and I think I might be an...
    StargirlWarrior StargirlWarrior 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    July 18. Time to Get Angry. It's about time you got angry - yes, that angry. Anger can be such a potent, frightening emotion. It can also be a feeling that guides us to important...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Jul 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    July 24. Denial. Denial is a powerful tool. Never underestimate its ability to cloud your vision. Be aware that, for many reasons, we have become experts at using this tool to...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm 16 and I'm addicted to laxatives. From a very young age the only things I've ever wanted it to be "skinny". Even being young I'd blow the candles out on my cake wishing to be...
    britterz123 britterz123 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel