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I Become Addict of My Love

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    I Need Him.

    Today was one of those tough nights.... I cried almost half of the night. And why....? Because I am going on a trip wth my parents and i will not see Aalekh for maybe 2 weeks. I dont know how I survive.... how I survive without long chats, long calls.... how? Today's nigh I felt...
    bublina bublina 18-21, F 14 Responses Jul 18, 2008

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    Since The Death Of My Daughter I Lean On His Heart So Much

    I think about this guy so much. he is on my mind a great deal. he  lights up my heart in ways he can't imagine. to me he is more beautiful and more talented and more clever then any movie star or athlete. if I could just pretend in my heart that I am 17 or 19 again I think I...
    thedeformedfetus thedeformedfetus 36-40 Feb 16, 2013

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    I am new here. I have read a few posts and seems people on here are pretty young. In sharing, I am in my 50s. I want to share that I just lost my mother a few years ago and...
    southsioux7 southsioux7 56-60, F Nov 19

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    I'm addicted to your soft luscious lips. Your vast oceanic eyes as you gaze down upon me. I'm addicted to the soft touch of your hands as you press your body against mine. To the...
    Morenita79 Morenita79 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    November 27. We can Trust Ourselves. For many of us, the issue is not whether we can trust another person again; it's whether we can trust our own judgment again. "The last...
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    FOOD IS MY GREATEST ADDICTION, HOW ARE YOU SUPPOSE TO BREAK AN ADDICTION AND YOU NEED WHATEVER THE ADDICTION IS TO LIVE. THERES NO RUNNING AWAY , NO HIDING, ONLY THING TO DO IS...
    DKTV DKTV 22-25, M Nov 5

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    I feel empty. I feel incomplete. I have so much love to give, but no one wanting to receive it. I know what love feels like. I have been deeply in love. Unfortunately she knew how...
    AaronBot AaronBot 18-21, M 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    November 23. Healthy Sexuality. Many areas of our life need healing. One important part of our life is our sexuality. Our feelings and beliefs about our sexuality, our ability to...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    So I am a recovering heroin addict. I am in Cancun right now to get away from all the crap I was surrounding myself with and get a change of scenery. I'm weening off of subutex...
    oooitzalex oooitzalex 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 6

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    I'm only 14, and I've drank, smoked, gotten high, self harmed, dealt with depression, anxiety, and you get the point. The only thing is, that I'm terrified that i will become some...
    killeyj killeyj 13-15, F Nov 15

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    Anyone addicted with age of Empire 2 (really old one) and Roms total war serie?
    Enjoyyourlife Enjoyyourlife 26-30, M 3 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I ******* I n g love it I never gonna quit . I'm on methadone and can use every so often. I want to try smak from America someone send me a lil something I will pay you im in...
    catree catree 26-30, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I am so addicted to house of cards . This couple is unbreakable !
    yingzilin yingzilin 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

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    I'm spending way too much time on Youtube that I dream about the videos that I watch. Even though I have a lot of videos it drives me mad when I go back to them and some are...
    Balloonboy33 Balloonboy33 26-30, M 4 hrs ago

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    I am addicted to sex with men. Please understand, I don't want a relationship or a boyfriend and I certainly don't want to be married again. I love *******, but I never got much...
    BarbarBabcox BarbarBabcox 36-40, F 16 Responses 2 days ago

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    Dive For Dreams dive for dreams or a slogan may topple you (trees are their roots and wind is wind) trust your heart if the seas catch fire (and live by love though the stars...
    WithGracefulness WithGracefulness 46-50, F 27 mins ago

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    I can't seem to control myself. I take pills and don't even remember doing it most of the time. I never had a problem with drugs until I got sick in February of 2013; and being...
    SupernaturalCyanide SupernaturalCyanide 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 31

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    I'm not actually "addicted" or considerably entertained by it. *********** has become considerably "trite" in my reality and isn't anywhere near as entertaining it stimulating as...
    Onechoice Onechoice 31-35, M Nov 9

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    November 17. Grief and Action. "Trust in God and do something." —Mary Lyon It's important to let ourselves grieve as a passage between yesterday and tomorrow. But we do not...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Nov 17

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    I can definitely say it's become a rather strong addiction as the weather gets colder. I am a fan of the flavored coffees but there is something to be said for a bold French roast...
    Sparrowlynn03 Sparrowlynn03 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 18

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    November 22. The Magic of Gratitude and Acceptance. Gratitude and acceptance are two magic tricks available to us in recovery. No matter who we are, where we are, or what we have...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 5 days ago

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    I couldn't agree more! I've seen physically attractive people who turned me right off the second they opened their mouths! Someone who may only be marginally physically attractive...
    LaVidaSombra LaVidaSombra 26-30, F 5 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I have read a lot of articles and blogs online about women who are in love with their abusers, but its often chocked up to Stockholm Syndrome. Meaning, their boyfriends and...
    elleboogie elleboogie 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    November 5. Let's Make a Deal. "The relationship just wasn't working out, and I wanted it to so badly. I kept thinking if I just made myself look prettier, if I just tried to be a...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Nov 5

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    I just read a post about a woman who was constantly falling in love with married men... She analysed the situation she was in and realised why this was happening to her. Now I...
    sparkydream sparkydream 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 17

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    Don't leave Hold on through the screaming The bruises The bleeding Clinging to nothing and tangled in you Engaging my senses I won't learn my lesson I keep crawling back...
    Angelofthesilencess Angelofthesilencess 31-35, F 5 Responses Oct 30

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    October 31. All Our Needs. "And my God shall supply every need of yours according to His riches in glory..." —Phil. 4:19 This verse has helped me many times. It has helped me...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Oct 31

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    I just fall in love unexpectedly... From staring at things, I started staring into space wondering about you, thinking about u as u r my lost part thn thinking about ur faults so...
    happyhuman1 happyhuman1 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 1

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    November 2. The Grief Process. To let ourselves wholly grieve our losses is how we surrender to the process of life and recovery. Some experts, like Patrick Carnes, call the...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Nov 2

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    November 9. Accepting Love. Many of us have worked too hard to make relationships work; sometimes those relationships didn't have a chance because the other person was unavailable...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Nov 9

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    An addiction for Perfection The moment I pulled my sleeve down I saw the shock in his eyes Embarrasment, because there were people around I saw the shock I felt guilty Yet...
    RomanticRainbow RomanticRainbow 18-21, F Oct 30

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    November 1. Transformation through Grief. We're striving for acceptance in recovery - acceptance of our past, other people, our present circumstances, and ourselves. Acceptance...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Nov 1

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    November 4. Anger. Feeling angry - and, sometimes, the act of blaming - is a natural and necessary part of accepting loss and change - of grieving. We can allow ourselves and...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Nov 4

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    November 10. Beliefs about Money. "I was starting a new job for a corporation. I was good at what I did for a living. The personnel manager and I were down to the details of...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Nov 10

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    I hate addiction, I've seen it destroy a lot of good people but I've also seen people that where able to put their lives back together. My best friend since I was 11 started...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    November 25. Awareness. When we first become aware of a problem, a situation, or a feeling, we may react with anxiety or fear. There is no need to fear awareness. No need...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 2 days ago

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    I am a man of addiction, and I was raised to be more of a loner, so I luckily I haven't met friends who get me into some bad stuff... But I have found my way into some. I have...
    lordbuttfucker lordbuttfucker 16-17, M Nov 16

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    We were talking about addiction in one of my classes today and people were saying that if you are an addict just stop. As an addict I don't understand how people think it is that...
    TryingToLoveLifeNow TryingToLoveLifeNow 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 27

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    I promised myself I'd never let this happen- but I've been sucked into the dark void of fandoms, skeleton wars, and aesthetics known as Tumblr what have I become? lol
    Samuelss17 Samuelss17 16-17 2 Responses Oct 27

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    I have been in love with a heroin addict for as long as I can remember. I met him when I was 15 before his addiction. we dated for 2 1/2 years before he started using, he we my...
    justwanttobehappy1 justwanttobehappy1 18-21 2 Responses Nov 1

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    I like reading out loud to people. I should become a teacher to toddlers. When I read I read with character. Each person in the book got it's own voice and attitude. When it comes...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    The Bible says something like: "if a eye causes you to sin, than pluck it out...." Okay. That is rather extreme. I guess if you are a sexual addict addicted to sexual images...
    UniqueQueen UniqueQueen 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 13

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    I am so addicted to facebook. Instead of watching TV in the evenings in my spare time I go directly to facebook. I actually use it for two basic reasons: playing Gardens Of Time...
    AngelicLights AngelicLights 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Soo about sex machines.. Haha I was trying to make the title "I have a weird question" and "I am addicted to thongs" came up so I just went with it lol. Seriously, addicted to...
    Beth0888 Beth0888 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 29

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    I am addicted to lingerie, I really am. I love it and I own tons of it - very sexy pieces, and they look amazing on me (I promise, I really don't have a head as big as this room...
    aurora11 aurora11 31-35, F 15 Responses Nov 17

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