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I Become Addict of My Love

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    Since The Death Of My Daughter I Lean On His Heart So Much

    I think about this guy so much. he is on my mind a great deal. he  lights up my heart in ways he can't imagine. to me he is more beautiful and more talented and more clever then any movie star or athlete. if I could just pretend in my heart that I am 17 or 19 again I think I...
    thedeformedfetus thedeformedfetus 36-40 Feb 16, 2013

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    I Need Him.

    Today was one of those tough nights.... I cried almost half of the night. And why....? Because I am going on a trip wth my parents and i will not see Aalekh for maybe 2 weeks. I dont know how I survive.... how I survive without long chats, long calls.... how? Today's nigh I felt...
    bublina bublina 18-21, F 14 Responses Jul 18, 2008

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    This past year, has been hell. I have gone through heart break after disappointment's and it has made me weak, weaker then I ever imagined I could be. I became so powerless, I...
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    My husband of almost 5 years is addicted to synthetic weed and is in complete denial. It has destroyed so many things in his life, but blames in on everything else, even me. He...
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    I am 19 and I have been shooting heroin since August. It doesnt matter how I started, or who the first person was to put a needle in my arm. What matters is why. Why did I choose...
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    Skittles are soooooo good it's unbelievable like I can't explain how happy I get when I eat skittles...I feel like it's a weird addiction lol taste the rainbow ;)
    LoveLi96 LoveLi96 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    I guess it runs throughout my family, my uncle used to be an alcoholic, my cousin takes drugs, my dad mentioned his dad or grandad being a gambler. Me, my dad and brother have a...
    lovetodraw19 lovetodraw19 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    "Why should I seek? I am the same as he.. His essence speaks through me.. I have been looking for myself!" ~~~~~~ "The minute i heard my first love story i started looking for...
    DropsOfRain DropsOfRain 22-25, F 14 hrs ago

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    When I think of you and what you have been through in your life time, it makes me realize that your incredible strength is an amazing achievement. I give you so much credit for...
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    I always told myself and everyone that I was so glad to not have a drug addiction. I don't do drugs I never have. I'm a social drinker. And I hate cigarettes. But to think I could...
    AndrogynousBeauty AndrogynousBeauty 22-25 1 Response Mar 2

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    I don't get addicted to things at all, actually. I don't know why. I was a smoker for a few months but I quit, and it wasn't hard. I had a 3 month binge on cocaine and I didn't get...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F Mar 9

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    Hi. So my sister has been addicted to drugs since a teen. Mainly pain meds has dabbled in heroine n the like. She was a functioning drug addict for ever u couldn't really tell...
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    i find it hard to distinguish between non-addiction life and my addiction behaviours. I'm trying to be good. I feel like my addictions fill a void in me
    tarjawhore tarjawhore 22-25, M Mar 10

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    I, too, am married to the love of my life who is addicted to synthetic weed/spice! I am ready to leave! Does anyone have any success stories of their husbands beating this...
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    I've seen my people's dreams die I've seen what they can be denied And "weeds not a drug" - that's denial Groundhog Day life repeat each time I've seen Oxycontin take Many lives I...
    skinbaby69 skinbaby69 18-21, F Mar 17

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    It's become part of my life. Part of me
    1Thatonedudeyouknow 1Thatonedudeyouknow 22-25, M Mar 20

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    the only people I ever talk about this stuff with is people I'm close to, but when ever i say just a little too much they seem to get squeamish, so I only answer questions when...
    DarkSideOfTheWall DarkSideOfTheWall 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I love being in love.Being in love is emotionally uplifting. My love cannot be hidden it is in plane sight for all to see. It fills me until it gushes forth and flows freely to the...
    bornfem bornfem 56-60 Mar 3

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    I find myself sitting alone chain smoking butts at this very moment with many supportive friends I know that always have my back, but what im going through has left me with no one...
    sjm07 sjm07 26-30, F Mar 2

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    I am definitely addicted to the Internet day in and day out. At work I am on the Internet and when I am at home I am on the Internet. I love to do a lot of research on the net at...
    femaleinher40s femaleinher40s 46-50, F Mar 10

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    I am bored day 2 withdrawling after 2 week binge. I'd like to be able to say the binge was awful....but really it wasn't it was super fun except for the part that the $ I used I...
    jaxpdx jaxpdx 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 11

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    Perhaps "love" is the wrong word. I think "addicted" is more accurate, at least for me. I never knew about the game until my brother got it for his bday, after having seen it on TV...
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 3 Responses a week ago

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    I first did heroin in 1977 at the age of 17 I was in high school and I shot up in the bathroom it was better then pot I fell in love fast and was an addict until 92 I'm Luck I don...
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