I Become Silent When Sad

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    Hiding

    I think I must have been a cheerful and extrovert child somewhere in my very early childhood. I loved to play everywhere and always. Yet big clouds overshadowed my happiness. My parents were not a match made in heaven. They quarreled a lot. My dad suffered from tuberculosis and...
    moreandless moreandless
    56-60, M
    Jan 16, 2012
    RedDust RedDust
    41-45, F
    Nov 24, 2012

    Was doin so well and pow everything just falls

    apart on me. Idk what to do. Family ain't good they all ****** up. Money was great now these hospital bills got me ****** up. I save and save Give and Give n No One Gots me like I got them Whenever they needed me. Now I'm lookin sick AF trying to wrap my mind around wtf to do...
    smileylove91212 smileylove91212
    22-25, F
    Feb 22

    Lost Inside Myself

    When im sad and depressed, its as if no amount of joy around me can change it. I'm currently feeling secluded and depressed, and of course I'm quiet. I feel like no one will want to listen to me, or even care to understand if I were to tell them, even then all they do is ask me...
    waramoore1989 waramoore1989
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Nov 2, 2011

    I am an animal. I hide myself

    when luck is far away.
    moreandless moreandless
    56-60, M
    Nov 30, 2014

    When I'm sad, my tears flow

    while my words dry up.
    PeanutsauntieP1982 PeanutsauntieP1982
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 13

    I Go Silent When I'm Sad

    Simply because I hide inside my head and think. Or just hide inside my head.
    SunnySmile SunnySmile
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 14, 2011

    When I'm sad or upset I only want to talk to

    maybe 2 people. It's easier to block people out than explain why you're so weak
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    Dec 1, 2014

    Silence When Sad In A Way You Have Never Looked At It Before

    when it comes to silence, it is a whole another language. silence and words go hand in hand, you can't truly understand someone's words until you understand their silence. silence...even when i am sad. i am somewhat of a god- i make the past something so unpassed yes, it is...
    missbigreeneyes missbigreeneyes
    18-21, F
    Aug 17, 2012

    It is true that when I am silent it

    either means, I don't want to talk or when I'm sad about something. It's actually one of the worse feelings in the world. I don't like this feeling because it frustrates me and more so, it doesn't make me feel better either. Being sad is okay to a small extent but you don't want...
    JakeV101 JakeV101
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Oct 7, 2015

    "silence"

    I become silent when i'm sad and i don't talk to much even with my friends.I'm used to it like i want to be alone and resolve whatever problems i have had etc. sometimes being silent helps you think deeply on what are you going to do .It helps me personally and at least i know...
    wisheart wisheart
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 22, 2012

    My Way Of Coping

    I become silent when I am sad or when I am hurt in an emotional way. This has caused a lot of friction in my marriage especially in the years before. The one thing my husband never could stand is the silent treatment. I think it is like that because of my history and old habits...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 9, 2012

    One day at school I was very silent all day.

    All of my friends was worried about me so they asked me what's wrong.....but I didn't answer them. I was very sad on the inside but I can't remember why So I needed someone that I can talk to who I can trust so I did and they said that I have to try to talk to others so I can...
    ceceforever97 ceceforever97
    18-21, F
    Dec 1, 2014

    Isn't That The Truth

    It's been two years since that day I was called in and told that I was last hired and need to be the first to go. Wow! My dream job.  I am pretty sure I was the most sought after faculty member to take a class from.  My evaluations were always complimentary and "not too easy...
    tclpsu tclpsu
    61-65, M
    1 Response Jan 9, 2013

    it's been three days i don't let him talk to

    me i pretended that i don't feel anything and now he's ignoring me well it's a good thing because that's exactly what i wanted him to do though i don't feel happy about it people around me seems to notice my silence because i used to be happy around them though most the time i...
    shenghuidai shenghuidai
    26-30, F
    Oct 29, 2014

    Drives people crazy when in an arguement,

    or in general when I'm depressed. I want to reply and share my thoughts. But I find myself unwilling to finish my own sentences, let alone start them.
    Lechette Lechette
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Dec 1, 2014

    It'S Better This Way

    Trust and believe that if I'm NOT silent when sad, angry, hurt? I will absolutely do irreparable damage with the words that come out of my mouth. So... if I'm being silent... if I'm "ignoring you"... thank your lucky stars and leave me be until I'm not in that state of mind...
    afreimann afreimann
    41-45, F
    Jan 31, 2013

    I wish guys would stop trying to use me just

    for sex....I'm worth more than that...aren't I?
    liviloulou liviloulou
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 5, 2015

    another moment when I get really sad.

    ..another friend has to stay away to avoid making things complicated between us?????? maybe I should stay away from making male friends....they all say the same things... leaving me behind for they develop their feelings.
    glowingember glowingember
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 30, 2015

    When people start to distance themselves from

    me, then I tend to isolate myself from the world. At some point, not many people would notice my absence and I am starting to feel ok with that.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    Jan 3

    No Words

    Sometimes things hurt and you can't find the words to express yourself.  When I am sad, I become quiet.  I just don't speak.  I'm normally a private person but when I am sad you can feel the silence.
    WildSpectrumArts WildSpectrumArts
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Jun 19, 2012

    My day was going good

    until all this BS. Now my mood is ruined -.-
    WintersSoldier WintersSoldier
    18-21, F
    Jul 13, 2014

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