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I Been Alone to Long

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    I don't want to seem like one of those people who is constantly winging about everything and who is always negative about everything, but i need to get it out there because its...
    behappy4 behappy4 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    I know there are people that will disagree with me but it is how I feel. I am 49 years old but never looked my age. I have always looked at least 10 years younger which always...
    NoOneImportantNow NoOneImportantNow 46-50, M 3 Responses Aug 27

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    This morning, woke up made coffee and I realize I'm alone.. No one to say good morning too or drink coffee with.. I went for a walk on the beach and I sat there for like an hour...
    allencam05 allencam05 22-25, M Sep 4

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    I never realized this until now, it is mind blowing that I have became to accept that all my life, I have always been alone. From elementary all the way to my current sophomore...
    ihatemypclife ihatemypclife 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    I usually know my limits, but I've blacked out twice. First time was after a girl from my senior college class turned me down for a date ( I was already really down, really shouldn...
    mhenson144 mhenson144 22-25, M Sep 7

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    What's up , everyone ? It has been a long time 🙊
    ZesMe21 ZesMe21 13-15, F Aug 23

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    ,...suite. En 1873, le rédacteur en chef de La Nature, Gaston Tissandier, critique dans le premier numéro de la revue le budget dérisoire consacré à l’entretien des facult...
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    ..suite. Les élèves effectuent les montages et réalisent les expériences pour produire et étudier les substances abordées dans le cours. La construction d’un nouvel amphith...
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    Sa plausibilité s’éprouvera par sa capacité à mieux poser certaines questions et à interpréter le présent dans la perspective plus vaste d’,une histoire qui nous informe...
    qqww112014 qqww112014 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    Laughter is all around me, coming from me, and I can see the faces of my friends. It's a good night. We're all at dinner together, debating the stupidest of subjects like world...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I need to express this. I feel so alone and feel that I am going through all of the emotions at once dealing with this. I sometimes don't even know where to begin. But I pray that...
    FromJWtoJEW FromJWtoJEW 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 29

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    Having a sense of being alone has been with me always. I am an only child. When I was a child I had one, perhaps two friends. I didn't have sports or other interests. The solitary...
    softgreenhourglass softgreenhourglass 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    When I was 16, my boyfriend beat and raped me. Afterwards, I asked, "Why did you do that?" and he said, "To make you feel dirty so you won't be a **** anymore."I thought I loved...
    InnerGuidance InnerGuidance 26-30, F 14 Responses Sep 7

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    Back in July, i moved away from my home of 10 years. My mother got engaged and is getting married, she also moved to the same place. I suppose you can say i followed her. I am...
    missrng missrng 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    It has always been this way. Just a pit of despair that has me trapped. When I talk to people and have fun, I forget about these feelings for a while. Sadly, once they leave, it...
    NiennaG125 NiennaG125 13-15, F Aug 23

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    I've been running for so long on e(mpty) that this sudden break only allows me time enough to feel the damage that has been done before I have to take up the reigns and plow...
    Indari Indari 31-35, M 3 Responses Sep 1

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    Sometimes I just want to be alone and watch the kinds of movies I want to watch, not have to share my food, or compromise on anything. I've been living with people my entire life...
    RayvenJ RayvenJ 22-25, F Aug 24

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    My whole life, I had been taught by my family, and peers that long distance relationships were impractical, and could never possibly work out. Sadly enough, I believed them...
    PrincessKayleigh PrincessKayleigh 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    I've been feeling so alone lately for a week now I'm like battling depression of not being good enough. I went through something like this last winter n now it's back . I just...
    youngadult14 youngadult14 13-15, F Sep 6

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    This Hiv thing! Reading through this group's experience, it makes me think so many people don't really know so much about hiv let alone Aids. May be I can enlighten a few(am a...
    kasoziron kasoziron 18-21 2 Responses Sep 8

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    Some-days, I feel that I am the loneliest person in the world. Now, that “in the world” feeling may be a bit of hyper-collegiate over-dramatisme, of latent-teenage psychopathy...
    Newydd Newydd 18-21 Sep 11

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    (Very long rant) I have absolutely nobody to talk to. I have no friends, my boyfriend never wants to talk about **** like this, most of my problems include family so I can't talk...
    Urquizza Urquizza 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    I drink alone. I eat alone. I pray alone. I sleep alone. I walk alone. I work alone. I play alone. Out of 168 hours a week, I am alone 130 hours. But.... as long as I have...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 3 Responses Sep 3

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    I've been so deeply depressed as though I have lost all hope of anything I thought I wanted life. I feel numb and helpless as though I don't know what the meaning of life is...
    gongetit121 gongetit121 26-30, F Aug 23

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    Okay here's my story, i met a guy online, we became best friends on internet. I know his full background, he know my full background too. I even met his father, brother and grandpa...
    AnnieChua AnnieChua 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    Not all the time. But there are moments, days, periods in which I really enjoy being on my own. Few weeks ago I left for a trip by sail boat in Greece with a group of ppl. I had...
    tamerlano tamerlano 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    The Face On The Milk Carton A Dad For Christmas Stolen Miracle Beethoven Beethoven's 2nd Beethoven's 3rd Beethoven's 4th Beethoven's 5th Beethoven's Big Break Beethoven's Christmas...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Aug 23

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    I have been married to my husband for 8 years now. Our marriage was wonderful at the beginning. Then, after being married for 8 months, he took a job in another state. I would go...
    lonelyhousewife66 lonelyhousewife66 46-50, F 7 Responses Aug 23

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    My sister in law called me today and said they are going camping this long weekend and asked if my daughter can joined them ( their kids are around my daughter's age). I honestly...
    Curlyhairsheila Curlyhairsheila 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    Yep ... I've been through too much to not take what I've learned from past mistakes and apply them to my life. Why would I choose unhappiness for myself? Being alone does not...
    StarLily71 StarLily71 41-45, F 6 Responses Sep 8

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    I do everything and go everywhere alone. Last month i was on a trip to sweden with my coworkers. When the bus tour was over i just walked off. Went to drift on the streets to...
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M Sep 11

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    I left him and i cried my heart out. He messaged me past midnight for 3 days to ask if we could go have dinner as "friends" just before i left Europe because he would feel bad...
    Cookielover5752 Cookielover5752 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    Haven't been in this place in a while I forgot what it felt like it's almost like revisiting a crime scene. I know what not good for me and I've never gotten this detached from...
    karlakashes karlakashes 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am so alone and I hate it! Growing up my family moved a lot and during my whole childhood I had been to 8 different schools and I've never had any friends to play with. I...
    lon12 lon12 22-25, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hey everyone! I just subscribed to EP cause I am feeling so sad. I live in Italy and I am in a long distance relationship with a Spanish boy. We have been together for more than...
    dsmaria dsmaria 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    im 34 now, and have still never been in a relationship of any kind!! i never really can understand myself sometimes, i mean, i totally wish i could be in a relationship, but i cant...
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 9

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    I just like running in general. I started track in 7th grade and proceeded to do cross country from 8th grade onwards. I've been improving so much in the past year and a half. At...
    sblp2017 sblp2017 18-21, M Sep 10

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    Lately, I've had some people ask me why I don't talk to them as much anymore. I've had people ask me if something is wrong when I tell them I don't want to hang out. I appreciate...
    cmill357 cmill357 16-17, F Sep 11

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    I've been married for almost two years now and we have been together for almost 5 years though. And we have a daughter and I feel ever since she was born I've been viewing things...
    Stephaniestephens17 Stephaniestephens17 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    My husband and I dated for almost 2 years before we got married. When we were dating, he wanted to spend every waking minute of the day with me. We even gave our virginity to each...
    MStinson713 MStinson713 18-21, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    So about 10 months ago I moved from the state I grew up in. I live about 500 miles from there now and when I got here I was busy with moving and buying a house and traveling for...
    ande7897 ande7897 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 26

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    Trying to numb the pain... During my grief, I numbly went through the motions of being alive. But mentally and physically dying in pain, and bewilderment, while the beliefs that...
    samemay54 samemay54 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    Well I'm only 17 and just this summer I moved out, I say I've left home because of family problems, but I actually got kicked out. I have my own house because a family member who...
    dsantos522 dsantos522 16-17, F Sep 11

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    though I am not, I still feel alone. I have many friends who I can talk to but I still feel alone with my issues. There are so many things growing up that have gone wrong, with...
    sevenforasecret sevenforasecret 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    This something I had to deal my whole life. I have made friends on ep but I think I am either pushing them away or getting mad at something and then I start getting mad at them...
    cloudycarnage cloudycarnage 13-15, M Sep 5

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    Is it bad that since I've felt alone for so long that even when I have somebody I'd rather be alone
    InternetKid905 InternetKid905 13-15, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Most of my time is me on my own. I guess that i've gotten use to it by now. But i don't want it to stay like this. I realised that being alone can be good but being alone for a...
    DreamingSouls DreamingSouls 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago