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I Been Alone to Long

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    Most of my life I been alone, single. I am 42 years old. Lost my virginity at the age of 34, Got my first kiss at the age of 20, Had two or three girlfriends my whole life. It...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M Oct 4

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    Its hard to believe as good looking as I used to be that I always had trouble picking up women. I remember saying when I was 20 that I will have a girlfriend in a few years. I had...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M Oct 5

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    I am tired of been a single, miss those times I spent with my late wife... looking forward to finding someone special again
    jimcoker2323 jimcoker2323 51-55, M 5 days ago

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    I feel somewhat selfish for even thinking this as there are so many people worse off than me. It's just been so long without simple touch,intimacy, or even conversation. I have...
    Lovinu0429 Lovinu0429 36-40, F 4 Responses Oct 13

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    Everyone, it has been a long time am my heart has been heavy for all of you. I know life is hard and I know it hurts to even stand some days but listen to me closely, you are alive...
    smilebigalways smilebigalways 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    My life is ******. Even though i want a girlfriend, I don't know where to find a girlfriend. I don't even know how to talk to girls anymore. Its been a long time sadly. Girls...
    ericramone ericramone 31-35, M 4 Responses Oct 4

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    So I've pretty much been alone my entire life. You always hear ppl say that there is someone for everyone. If there is where are they? I'd literally do anything just to not be...
    BooneA BooneA 18-21, M Oct 12

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    So I've pretty much been alone my entire life. You always hear ppl say that there is someone for everyone. If there is where are they? I'd literally do anything just to not be...
    BooneA BooneA 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 12

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    It's me been alone for years just the way for me no one gets me so fuckk em I do me don't care what people judgementally Think I don't let many in and when there the wrong I just...
    Clownfacecrack Clownfacecrack 26-30, M Sep 26

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    I have been alone since the seventh grade romantically. Additionally, I attend an online high school so I have no friends. I don't exactly hate this because I get to think more...
    nwrner nwrner 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I love long sensual French kissing with others. I love private and public displays of affection. I have been doing long sensual French kissing for a number of years and just love...
    debbielovescruises debbielovescruises 41-45, F 4 Responses Sep 30

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    I think long distance relationships can work. If you honestly like that person enough and care for them knowing they care for you. But, in hindsight it can really take a toll just...
    DavidReam DavidReam 13-15, M Oct 6

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    It's been so long since I had anyone who enjoyed long conversations with me. My husband said I'm boring so I've gotten out of the habit of speaking. I really miss just engaging in...
    niklb niklb 41-45, F Oct 3

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    I have been through alot...and I can tell you now, you can make it through! I know because I did! My life was so bad I was homeless for nearly a year...and your not really down...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    Wow! It's been super long. Sorry all! Updates--> My boyfriend and I are doing a lot better, and my parents are not fighting as much anymore. Also, I came out to my dad and stepmom...
    Greenman777 Greenman777 13-15, M 3 Responses Oct 16

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    i do,i mean my parents have been married for 21 years,but they both fight alot,my mom is frustrated most of the time,so after what i've seen happening between them,i realized i'm...
    PhilAnselmo12 PhilAnselmo12 18-21, F 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    Considering that when I was at school no one had heard of Asperger's it doesn't surprise me that not many people my age have been diagnosed. So their must be thousands wandering...
    HomeJamesASD HomeJamesASD 46-50, M 5 hrs ago

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    Okay so I've never told anyone this story before, it's just too painful. I know it doesn't seem like a lot but what happened has really influenced me. This was a couple of years...
    iloveyousomuchdontforgetit iloveyousomuchdontforgetit 13-15, F 4 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I'm experiencing quite a bit of pain. I want to be loved honestly. Not that fake love that people use as a tool to get what they want from me. A love that haas no ends. A love that...
    Jaielll Jaielll 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    I'm a survivor of addictions, of rape, sexual abuse, domestic violence.. I lived my life too many sad lonely years seeing myself as a victim.. I've used drugs, alcohol and men to...
    Anngeleyes Anngeleyes 26-30, F 6 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I go to sleep alone. I wake up alone. I eat alone. I drive to work alone. I come home alone. I'm working at a job I used to love. Its my first employment of many to last well over...
    slait slait 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I prefer it that way. Watching it alone alows me to immerse myself and feel the movie. Watching with other people means I'll have to listen their small talk.
    Vicvoss Vicvoss 13-15, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    its a Saturday and im alone as always except this week my bestfriend came into town for her bfs birthday. So we went to the mall fr abt 2 hrs bt then her bf came and she went with...
    Tristechica22 Tristechica22 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Jeez. Everything sucks. My good friend and roommate started dating our housemate who I kind of had a crush on. I'm okay with it, im happy for them- but seeing them just reminds me...
    ginabytheway ginabytheway 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I’ve been with the same person for thirty years. I knew very early on that we were a mismatch, but twenty-six years ago, when I told him that we should go our separate ways, he...
    miryam57 miryam57 56-60, F 15 Responses Oct 14

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    Everyone ends up alone in the end. I always reach this point where the friends I know and love are no longer the people I can talk to about what's really going on or what's...
    Rainatmidnight97 Rainatmidnight97 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 11

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    Now, this can go in 'I had a teacher make me cry' as well. But I wanted to have an experience in this section. Because I still think she was a bully herself. To treat someone so...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45, T 1 Response Oct 14

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    When I was growing up, I was told two things, both of which I am starting to believe are lies. The first, is that there is someone out there for everyone. Simple lie to give...
    AnubisRising AnubisRising 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 2

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    Even in our classroom ,when our teacher told us to go out and I walk all alone by the stairs.I felt if does someone to talk with me for a long time ??but not.. When we will stay...
    khristinelopez khristinelopez 13-15, F Oct 12

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    YES! Do you have any idea how long it's been? Since I've SLEPT in the SAME bed as a woman, LET ALONE to do anything REMOTELY naughty/lovely/sexual/wonderful (delete as applicable...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 day ago

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    Now this story is really quite funny to recall. Well. It's sad of course I went through this. But it's still kind of funny. I was so fed up of high school. I felt so much like a...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45, T Oct 13

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    Why do we have such a difficult time leaving bad, unhealthy relationships even tho it's for the very best? I was in a relationship for 5 years, engaged for about 1 of those years...
    LockRobster LockRobster 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    So over the past month I have been talking intensely with someone... We clicked like bread and butter. Every moment I spent with her was a moment full of laughter and smiling and...
    sancarn sancarn 18-21, M Oct 5

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    You know my name, but not my story. I am strong, yet also weak. I am independent, yet also dependent. I am optimist, yet pessimist. I am many different things, which make me who I...
    SimplySecure SimplySecure 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    This story is for all who are alone this world. You may not have started out alone when you were a young man or a young lady - maybe you were married and there was a death, a...
    Bandiroux Bandiroux 56-60, M 1 day ago

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    They say trust is like paper. And once it's crumbled. It can never be perfect again. My faith in people has been. Stomped on. Crinkled. Shredded into. Pieces that can never...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Breaking up with a girlfriend I have had for the longest time and Freaking out about getting pregnant with her at the same time. All this happened around my birthday. This has been...
    MatthewCorben MatthewCorben 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I used to hate this feeling. I still do, but as of recently I started to like being alone. Its sort of hard to explain. I think to sum it up I'd rather feel alone now, than be...
    bananaloc bananaloc 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 1

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    Every night I cry. I have no friends and no men even so much as even ask me my name. I feel so ugly and just really alone. I would love to have friends to talk with or just a guy...
    luvinbbygrl10 luvinbbygrl10 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    I was born 4 months severely premature. I do not know a lot about why premature births happen or why I was born premature specifically...but here is where I will try to share...
    beccaishere89 beccaishere89 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    He finally contacted me this morning. It was not a closure at all. It was still a bunch of contradictions. He had the nerve to say, "_____, I know you've been going through a lot...
    NastasyaFilippovna NastasyaFilippovna 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Trying to numb the pain... During my grief, I numbly went through the motions of being alive. But mentally and physically dying in pain, and bewilderment, while the beliefs that...
    samemay54 samemay54 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    "Kids are cruel" they say. "Don't let it bother you" they say. It's not that simple. For as long as I can remember I've always been criticized about something. My hair, my skin...
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 15

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    The stress from school, family and friends kinda just make me wanna be alone. Like completely alone. Sit in a dark room from morning till night. Just looking up at the ceiling...
    odeybelle odeybelle 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    I've felt alone as long as I can remember, I have many friends, but none of them really seem to feel me. Sometimes I just start crying because of how alone I feel.
    insecuregayteen insecuregayteen 16-17, M 3 Responses Oct 14

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    I got stuck and don't know how to overcome it. I am esperiencing this problem since the beginning of highschool. Now it has been 7 years or maybe more and I'm still trying to get...
    Unkyy Unkyy 18-21, F Sep 27

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    I didn't know that GRIEF felt like paralyzing fear. The only activity I was comfortable doing then was going to church. I had to. I remember, one afternoon, while hearing the...
    samemay54 samemay54 41-45, F 5 Responses Sep 27