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I Been Alone to Long

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    I don't want to seem like one of those people who is constantly winging about everything and who is always negative about everything, but i need to get it out there because its...
    behappy4 behappy4 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    This morning, woke up made coffee and I realize I'm alone.. No one to say good morning too or drink coffee with.. I went for a walk on the beach and I sat there for like an hour...
    allencam05 allencam05 22-25, M Sep 4

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    I never realized this until now, it is mind blowing that I have became to accept that all my life, I have always been alone. From elementary all the way to my current sophomore...
    ihatemypclife ihatemypclife 16-17, M Sep 17

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    It's me been alone for years just the way for me no one gets me so fuckk em I do me don't care what people judgementally Think I don't let many in and when there the wrong I just...
    Clownfacecrack Clownfacecrack 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    I usually know my limits, but I've blacked out twice. First time was after a girl from my senior college class turned me down for a date ( I was already really down, really shouldn...
    mhenson144 mhenson144 22-25, M Sep 7

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    I love long sensual French kissing with others. I love private and public displays of affection. I have been doing long sensual French kissing for a number of years and just love...
    debbielovescruises debbielovescruises 41-45, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am 17, I'm in my last year at school and I live alone. I must admit it is quite haunting to come home from school and nobody is there. Not to mention I have to be my own mum and...
    luneelfe luneelfe 16-17, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    This is a follow up to the first story I posted here. Some people asked what happened when I actually got whipped so I thought I would go ahead and explain. We don't always have...
    tardisprincess tardisprincess 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I just get so caught up in my thoughts that I miss what's going on around me, and now I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I have two really good friends that mean the...
    Nineismyname Nineismyname 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    When I am alone its not brilliant, but is fine. When I am in company I try to say the things people want to hear but always fail as that is very complicated! I wish I was a mind...
    artymike8 artymike8 41-45, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Laughter is all around me, coming from me, and I can see the faces of my friends. It's a good night. We're all at dinner together, debating the stupidest of subjects like world...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F Sep 17

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    Having a sense of being alone has been with me always. I am an only child. When I was a child I had one, perhaps two friends. I didn't have sports or other interests. The solitary...
    softgreenhourglass softgreenhourglass 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    When I was 16, my boyfriend beat and raped me. Afterwards, I asked, "Why did you do that?" and he said, "To make you feel dirty so you won't be a **** anymore."I thought I loved...
    InnerGuidance InnerGuidance 26-30, F 13 Responses Sep 7

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    Back in July, i moved away from my home of 10 years. My mother got engaged and is getting married, she also moved to the same place. I suppose you can say i followed her. I am...
    missrng missrng 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    My whole life, I had been taught by my family, and peers that long distance relationships were impractical, and could never possibly work out. Sadly enough, I believed them...
    PrincessKayleigh PrincessKayleigh 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    I could stay there all day just enjoying the warmness of the water on my skin,my shoulders,resting my head against the wall in the shower and thinking/daydreaming.Maybe I should...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    i dont care if il be sleepy at work. He could be the reason as why i should stay up late at night. Oct.. Nov.. Dec.. 2015...:( I love cuddling with or without sex while cuddling as...
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

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    I've been feeling so alone lately for a week now I'm like battling depression of not being good enough. I went through something like this last winter n now it's back . I just...
    youngadult14 youngadult14 13-15, F Sep 6

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    This Hiv thing! Reading through this group's experience, it makes me think so many people don't really know so much about hiv let alone Aids. May be I can enlighten a few(am a...
    Oops4 Oops4 22-25 2 Responses Sep 8

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    Some-days, I feel that I am the loneliest person in the world. Now, that “in the world” feeling may be a bit of hyper-collegiate over-dramatisme, of latent-teenage psychopathy...
    Newydd Newydd 18-21 Sep 11

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    (Very long rant) I have absolutely nobody to talk to. I have no friends, my boyfriend never wants to talk about **** like this, most of my problems include family so I can't talk...
    Urquizza Urquizza 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    I drink alone. I eat alone. I pray alone. I sleep alone. I walk alone. I work alone. I play alone. Out of 168 hours a week, I am alone 130 hours. But.... as long as I have...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 3 Responses Sep 3

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    Not all the time. But there are moments, days, periods in which I really enjoy being on my own. Few weeks ago I left for a trip by sail boat in Greece with a group of ppl. I had...
    tamerlano tamerlano 36-40, M Sep 19

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    Yep ... I've been through too much to not take what I've learned from past mistakes and apply them to my life. Why would I choose unhappiness for myself? Being alone does not...
    StarLily71 StarLily71 41-45, F 6 Responses Sep 8

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    I do everything and go everywhere alone. Last month i was on a trip to sweden with my coworkers. When the bus tour was over i just walked off. Went to drift on the streets to...
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M Sep 11

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    I left him and i cried my heart out. He messaged me past midnight for 3 days to ask if we could go have dinner as "friends" just before i left Europe because he would feel bad...
    Cookielover5752 Cookielover5752 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    Haven't been in this place in a while I forgot what it felt like it's almost like revisiting a crime scene. I know what not good for me and I've never gotten this detached from...
    karlakashes karlakashes 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    I am so alone and I hate it! Growing up my family moved a lot and during my whole childhood I had been to 8 different schools and I've never had any friends to play with. I...
    lon12 lon12 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 21

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    I've been in a long distance relationship for 3 and a half years now. 59 days (not counting or anything) left til I leave and move in with him. I get asked so much how to make it...
    ShiveringGaze27 ShiveringGaze27 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 23

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    I used to hate this feeling. I still do, but as of recently I started to like being alone. Its sort of hard to explain. I think to sum it up I'd rather feel alone now, than be...
    bananaloc bananaloc 22-25, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hey everyone! I just subscribed to EP cause I am feeling so sad. I live in Italy and I am in a long distance relationship with a Spanish boy. We have been together for more than...
    dsmaria dsmaria 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    im 34 now, and have still never been in a relationship of any kind!! i never really can understand myself sometimes, i mean, i totally wish i could be in a relationship, but i cant...
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 9

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    I just like running in general. I started track in 7th grade and proceeded to do cross country from 8th grade onwards. I've been improving so much in the past year and a half. At...
    sblp2017 sblp2017 18-21, M Sep 10

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    Lately, I've had some people ask me why I don't talk to them as much anymore. I've had people ask me if something is wrong when I tell them I don't want to hang out. I appreciate...
    cmill357 cmill357 16-17, F Sep 11

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    I've been married for almost two years now and we have been together for almost 5 years though. And we have a daughter and I feel ever since she was born I've been viewing things...
    Stephaniestephens17 Stephaniestephens17 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    My husband and I dated for almost 2 years before we got married. When we were dating, he wanted to spend every waking minute of the day with me. We even gave our virginity to each...
    MStinson713 MStinson713 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    Well I'm only 17 and just this summer I moved out, I say I've left home because of family problems, but I actually got kicked out. I have my own house because a family member who...
    dsantos522 dsantos522 16-17, F Sep 11

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    I decided to share this experience because I just don't feel like I can totally forgive this person for their actions it's been years, I've had another partner since and had...
    Trufflebug Trufflebug 26-30, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    This something I had to deal my whole life. I have made friends on ep but I think I am either pushing them away or getting mad at something and then I start getting mad at them...
    cloudycarnage cloudycarnage 13-15, M Sep 5

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    Is it bad that since I've felt alone for so long that even when I have somebody I'd rather be alone
    InternetKid905 InternetKid905 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 18

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    Most of my time is me on my own. I guess that i've gotten use to it by now. But i don't want it to stay like this. I realised that being alone can be good but being alone for a...
    DreamingSouls DreamingSouls 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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    This being human is a guest house. Every morning a new arrival. A joy, a depression, a meanness, some momentary awareness comes as an unexpected visitor. Welcome and entertain...
    samemay54 samemay54 51-55, F 10 hrs ago

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    I've been blocked because I told the truth and spoke my mind about abortion and this person kept responding to everyone's opinions and downing them as if they were wrong. You're...
    cittykatluv cittykatluv 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    To the strong people, I write to you seeking your advice. My close friend lost his brother, then his dad, both to heart attack, then was attacked in a random incident and left...
    FinlayBrowne FinlayBrowne 31-35, F 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I got stuck and don't know how to overcome it. I am esperiencing this problem since the beginning of highschool. Now it has been 7 years or maybe more and I'm still trying to get...
    Unkyy Unkyy 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    We have a popular club on here that I've gone to a few times. I don't think I'm forward enough to go alone anymore, cause that's not a very good idea. The gay life would obviously...
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M Sep 5

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    To give some context to this post I have just come home after watching 'The Amazing Spiderman 2' at the Film society at my university. While there I had one of my only ever public...
    Goingthroughhell182 Goingthroughhell182 18-21, F Sep 10