Ah... to close my eyes and 'see' what a perfect world in MY eyes is like.
In dreams... we dont need to worry about bad things, pain, heartbreak or anything we dont want or like!
Its nice to be able to dream of things you may never have.... or things you maybe can or will...
reality check #1
this is the life i earned with the choices i made. its no one elses fault and no one owes me anything.
#2 whining about what i dont like sounds like a little kid who is refused candy before dinner. maybe i dont have the will or strength to change...