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I Believe It's My Time To Die

Sometimes that's all you think... 18 People

    I've had a great life

    as a young man. I never had money or health problems. I always made easy money. I was an excellant body builder. But in the last four years my life as sank big time. My mother needed to be taken care of in 2011. I have no kids or a relationship, so I moved in and that's where...
    DZViciousX DZViciousX
    56-60, M
    1 Response Jan 20, 2014

    When Its My Time, I Will Accept It!!

    i dont exactly want to kill myself or anything like that!! im not saying i havent thought about it before though!!! its just that sometimes i get fed up trying to be me!!! there's very few people that understand me, and so therefore, a lot of people try to tell me that...
    cowshed123 cowshed123
    36-40, M
    1 Response Oct 25, 2009

    Its Been On My Mind....

    Its been on my mind a lot the past two days, that i feel like its just been my time to go away, that I have waitinged and waitied and now its just my time to go. I feel like that sometimes. Sometimes that is all that I can really think about, and its scary, because than you are...
    deleted deleted
    Nov 17, 2009

    I Keep Seeing The Signs

    I don't think I am going to be around much longer. I keep seeing the signs that my death is coming. What is my family going to do without me? How will my EP friends find out?
    Allergic Allergic
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Feb 28, 2011

    I Try.................

      *To my circle: I am sorry for this group & this story but I can't keep this inside anymore. Please don't hate me, I know what I'm doing & I know why I'm doing it. I love you all............... xXx*   Sometimes all I want is the pain to disappear. I need to...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven
    36-40, F
    13 Responses Oct 22, 2009

    So Sorry....

    I'm sorry that I am writing this, I am sorry I am to this point, and had to write this. I am sorry that I am feeling this way, but I cna't leep all of this inside me anymore, its slowly killing me, if i could just, die in my sleep, or get hit by a car or be in the wrong place at...
    deleted deleted
    Jul 14, 2010

    I'm just tired of it all.

    One failed marriage, another failing marriage. I have away of changing people and not for the better. People who were fun and sexual become withdrawn and cold. I know it is me, I've done it to more than the two that I have married. Everyone loves me in the beginning and...
    Rogue64 Rogue64
    51-55, M
    Mar 27, 2014

    I Don't Feel Sorry For Myself , It's Just Better Off This Way.

    sometimes in life you run into obstacles that are way to controlling to ever overcome. People say wanting to die/commit suicide is caused from being mental or unstable. But maybe it's just that we were once normal but now eveything seems so different. So now I'll tell my story...
    Pennstate2011 Pennstate2011
    2 Responses Aug 15, 2011

    It's Time

    I think it maybe time for me to give up say goodbye just thinking of waking up tomorrow going to therapy see nothing but pain in everybodys face while I do normal routine then leave come back home headin to my bedroom and staying there for the rest of the day then doing the...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn
    22-25, M
    11 Responses Feb 28, 2011

    I don't know how to explain any of this.

    I've wanted to die for a long time and it keeps getting worse, not better. I feel withdrawn, like my memories and experiences aren't my own and that i'm just a consciousness floating above my body. I know my husband would be devastated, we love each other a lot, but it's not a...
    andicantsleep andicantsleep
    18-21, T
    Jan 23, 2016

    I do believe it will be my time to die very

    soon. Whether it be by my own actions, or an unforeseen accident. I do feel like my time on Earth is growing short. Technically, I was supposed to commit suicide last year when I felt so completely and utterly worthless after my best friend for over 20 years called me a burden...
    Loorelle64 Loorelle64
    26-30, F
    Oct 26, 2015

    Time To Say Goodbye....

    All I want to do is go...i can't seem to keep promises to myself...I just want to leave, my mom said they are claiming the world will end this week and I actually got excited...then I thought no one else should suffer...I want to help all that are sick or need organs...I want to...
    Lastcall666 Lastcall666
    Dec 9, 2012

    Veiled Death Threat.

    I am not suicidal. I found myself in a situation where one of my coworkers was bringing a gun to work. After the last time that I saw him I was pulled into the back office and told that I would have to cooperate in a full investigation and that I would not be allowed to talk...
    DDejon DDejon
    41-45, M
    1 Response Jul 15, 2011


    I used to be so full of life people liked me found me fun but now I have changed. I used to be happy, so full of life. I hate myself I am not suicidal but I feel as if I dissapeared nobody would notice. My friends have distanced themselves from me they tell me I have changed. My...
    Listen2mycries Listen2mycries
    Mar 19, 2013
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