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I Believe It's Ok To Not Be Ok

We don't always accept how we feel, but we'll feel it all the same. 204 People

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    I'm kind of okay.  For hours or afternoons at a time I'm all right.  And then I'm not.A flashback leaps out at me, or I disassociate or whatever...one minute I'm holding my own, the next I'm a mess.To be sure, when I'm doing well, I'm doing really well.  Like the little girl...
    Plaid Plaid 31-35, F Jun 16, 2012

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    When Not Okay All We Need Is Understanding Or Just A Kind Listener

    I am depressed, it also seems to be the worse depressive episode because in spite of anxiety and anger eating me, I mostly end up feeling so empty and blah, like already dead you know. it's saddest than anything to me. There are so many kinds of depressions and so many kinds of...
    PoemofRain PoemofRain 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 20, 2012

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    True Story Bruh.

    I'm so much happier when I'm high, anyone else feel this way?
    brittlo94 brittlo94 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 17, 2013

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