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I Believe Most People Dont Understand Me

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    Me

    Well it has come to this, everything i wanted never happened all the things i worked hard for didnt work the people i loved passed away and left me behind, so here i am in my life needing something that can fill those gaps and the more i look the less i find. the less i find the...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Mar 6, 2013

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    What I Didn't Want To Say But Did.

    I'm thinking every day in every day I think, what can I do how can I do it where can I do I do it right here. I have said and thunk most of what I can and thank you drank all I could but i want more. I want to see and read where I can because that's who I am, just a simple person...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Jul 24, 2013

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    Something I Found Out.5

    I walked to the rubbish bag and because i had some time away from this need to know i could feel that need in me return like a starving hungry animal that hadn't been fed or feeding for weeks. I grabbed the trash bag but this time with more control and flung the contents all over...
    BeekeyBeekey BeekeyBeekey 46-50, M Apr 29, 2013

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    Something I Found Out. 6

    Just another minute god thats all i ask one more minute, maybe two i mean two please, i pumped as fast as my hand could go but the word god kept showing up, god, God, i stopped what i was doing, it could have been an hour it still wouldn't be any good. My enthusiasm was gone and...
    BeekeyBeekey BeekeyBeekey 46-50, M 1 Response May 3, 2013

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    This Is Not A Story

    Right now at this point I know I have lived and yet have often wondered of the things I have done like, how can I live knowing that each day brings me sorrow and pain, water falls from the sky but has no wings to fly. how can I work knowing stress follows strain, fish swim in the...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 9, 2013

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    Saturday, Pirate Day.

    I got up this morning and feeling good, got out of bed and freezing my a$$ off but got up anyway. I then washed myself up and changed made my self presentable Bag check, money check, look good check, feeling s3xy hot, well just s3xy because it was still cold but man did i feel...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Jun 28, 2013

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    Dont Ask Me Just Read

    im going to write things down and just go with it, i want to see what i can say and keep going till i have a memory loss moment it happens here all the time and i have to sit and wait for my thoughts to re-collect them self and when i get some idea of what was in my head i can...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Aug 3, 2013

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    Something I Found Out Part 2

    one pile was bigger then all of them so i went for that one first, the heading on that note book IN OUR PAST it was hard to figure out at first because their was no dates so i cataloged them as interesting strange and fantasy when i finished with these i put the other notes away...
    BeekeyBeekey BeekeyBeekey 46-50, M Apr 24, 2013

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    True

    Ok so i guess i got bad enough for my mom to take my to a shrink. I told her my story and she told me that she knew how i felt. But the truth is she diesnt understand. No one can never understand cause they can never go thriugh the same things as me and know the same things as me...
    rageandhate rageandhate 18-21 4 Responses Feb 9, 2013

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    Something I Found Out. 4

    God God why is he in here, why is he in my thoughts why why WHY. so i knew what i had to do, i had go go through my notes. I looked at the box thinking that i know i have been through it, i know ruffly whats in it and as bad as my memory was i knew that God or anything to do with...
    BeekeyBeekey BeekeyBeekey 46-50, M Apr 26, 2013

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    Something I Found Out Part3

    Well i was starting with the obvious and thanks to my organizing skills everything was at my fingers, all in order, and simple to view so i started with the first piece and that went on about people in our past right right right back to cave man i began to look through these...
    BeekeyBeekey BeekeyBeekey 46-50, M Apr 26, 2013

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    Do You Some Times Thunk, I Do.

    I think of almost anything and when i say almost i mean everything. life, who dosent. Death when most wont or dont want to, life because im alive, Aliens because they rule the world, even we dont know it, cars,,..?..im not a car person but i do use the car but cant drive. So i...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 26, 2013

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    Things Are Not What Threy Use To Be

    no one wants love the old way any more, its about security and finance if you have a job got a car own the home you live in it was like that in the past too but its more now. Now you just about need a CV just to impress or even get your leg in the door. TV the movies news papers...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Feb 12, 2013

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    Something I Found Out. Part 1

    why i made this group, something was on my mind for some time now and i couldn't let it go. something kept appearing over and over again and for some one in my condition it was hard to maintain but it kept coming back, which i was grateful for. Now each time it came back i would...
    BeekeyBeekey BeekeyBeekey 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 22, 2013

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    Strange Thing.

    it a strange thing i wrote out this long story about why i believe this group name but when i went back to check something and came back it all got wam this way because iped of the page and as i look every where for it i could not find it so here i am again. But this time ill...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Aug 11, 2013

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    The Way I Understand Things

    i have thought about a lot off things but some thoughts kept popping up more than any other, and thats me thinking what is God to me, do i believe in God, is God real. I discovered something about God and mankind just by thinking not knowing just thinking, and that was: Did we...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Feb 28, 2013

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    Witch Among Christians

    i am a wiccan who is looking for a teacher in magic. i already know the basics. sometimes i will get bullied and told to come to god because i practice an art. the funny thing is when they tell me god bless you, i just tell them that i am way beyond blessing.
    youngwiccan667 youngwiccan667 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 1, 2013

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    On My Own

    I don't want to be on my own...alone, but i feel you going and soon you will be gone, the only thing that's with me is the memory of our love but even that is slowly fading too. Every time i think of you it's like chasing shadows in the dark, i don't want to be on my own yet here...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 15, 2013

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    Something I Found Out. 7

    Thanks for reading this story but now i would like too tell every one what i have found out, back when we (mankind) knew of the word God or the grate creator we as a people must of had some idea that there was someone or some thing that was responsible for our existence or...
    BeekeyBeekey BeekeyBeekey 46-50, M May 31, 2013

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    A Little Of Me

    Well i come from a long line of people and feel like im the last. but i dont mind, im old and had my fun. Done what i could, seen what needed to be seen, and learned all the skills that helped me out of alot of things i never thought i would get into. Made good friends and made...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Mar 18, 2013

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    Something Of Me A Bit.

    it a strange thing i wrote out this long story about why i believe this group name but when i went back to check something and came back it all got wam this way because iped of the page and as i look every where for it i could not find it so here i am again. But this time ill...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Aug 13, 2013

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    Same Old Thing

    well its a new month and things are pretty much the same as last month, doing the (seems like) same old thing, talking about the same problems and having the same feelings of not knowing enough and wanting to know more but as I always say to my self, one foot in front of the...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Apr 6, 2013

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    Something I Found Out. 5

    Ring ring, ring ring go away ring ring ring ring not NOW ring ring ring ring.....thats better now were was Ring ring,, ring ring,,, ring ring this better be good, ring what,, i mean who is it, its me MUM? whats wrong, its your father i need you. (why now is what i was thinking...
    BeekeyBeekey BeekeyBeekey 46-50, M Apr 27, 2013

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    This Is Not A Story 2

    So i was thinking about how all the things that have been discovered why havent we progressed into a better place or way. Why cant we just get along with each others understanding. if i can understand me i dont assume that others will because they ask me something all i know is...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Mar 2, 2013

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    Just What I Was Or Is, Thinking.

    I would like to thank you all for coming and reading this question, make your self comeforthecow, no i comeforthebull right here thanks. now i have been trying to think how i can ask my question so that every body can answer, but how was i going to do it then i thunk long and...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Jul 20, 2013

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    Morning

    My day starts the same way every day, open my eyes scratch my boy's then contemplate if i should have breakfast or have a shower then i lay there some more soon it's been 15 minutes just laying their thinking what am i going to do 1 hour later i tell my self "get up lard-butt, do...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Sep 30, 2013

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    Special

    I always believed that i was someone special or had something that other kids dont. Then as i grew older that feeling inside me took over my life so much so that i even believed i was adopted i could see how different i was and as i hit my late 20s early 30s it faded away and now...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Mar 14, 2013

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    Sexuality And Appearence

    I dont just think people dont understand me i know they dont. Theyre so quick to judge me because i like guys and girls or i wear make up and have long hair or wear girl skinny jeans. It seems that no matter what i changed it wouldnt make a difference theyd still hate me or judge...
    Aloneindarkness Aloneindarkness 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 23, 2013

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    US.

    What do i like, where can i go, why am i here, are we just ordinary people with ordinary thoughts, and for some people that can have a negative effect on how we function in life. but for me its a thought that gets me thinking about who i am in this life, and the thing that gets...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Sep 30, 2013

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    Don't honestly think there will be much disagreement with this idea!! My favorite, the one I'm usually amazed the most by, are those we thought were there for one thing......and...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    People who are told that they are certain way so much allows their mind to think that that way is permanent. The mind gets used to the fact that it's just how it is and how it's...
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    I was just thinking that earlier today, and randomly throughout my days when certain people pop into my head. I'm not bitter about it anymore; about briefly experiencing certain...
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    That's right! They just don't feel the need to. They are happy all on their own. People that always put others down are trying to make themselves feel better. This is warped!
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    My pup is really my baby, he's a big, adorable, happy baby who can never get enough cuddling and love. He's always wagging his tail and licking around even the air with his tongue...
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    So if you meet someone or know someone who is genuinely sweet and caring you should cherish them. Stop taking them for granted and abusing their kindness. One day they'll leave and...
    RememberCarpeDiem RememberCarpeDiem 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    i'm easily impressed besides , personality somehow effects my judgement on the apperence
    AutoLove0 AutoLove0 22-25, F Feb 5

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