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I Believe Most People Dont Understand Me

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    Me

    Well it has come to this, everything i wanted never happened all the things i worked hard for didnt work the people i loved passed away and left me behind, so here i am in my life needing something that can fill those gaps and the more i look the less i find. the less i find the...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Mar 6, 2013

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    Something I Found Out.5

    I walked to the rubbish bag and because i had some time away from this need to know i could feel that need in me return like a starving hungry animal that hadn't been fed or feeding for weeks. I grabbed the trash bag but this time with more control and flung the contents all over...
    BeekeyBeekey BeekeyBeekey 46-50, M Apr 29, 2013

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    Some people think Im a lesbian.

    But Im not , I act like A guys, I wear sneakers, I play drums but I also wear dress sometimes. People just dont understand me.
    Macymax Macymax 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    On My Own

    I don't want to be on my own...alone, but i feel you going and soon you will be gone, the only thing that's with me is the memory of our love but even that is slowly fading too. Every time i think of you it's like chasing shadows in the dark, i don't want to be on my own yet here...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 15, 2013

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    Something I Found Out. 6

    Just another minute god thats all i ask one more minute, maybe two i mean two please, i pumped as fast as my hand could go but the word god kept showing up, god, God, i stopped what i was doing, it could have been an hour it still wouldn't be any good. My enthusiasm was gone and...
    BeekeyBeekey BeekeyBeekey 46-50, M May 3, 2013

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    A Little Of Me

    Well i come from a long line of people and feel like im the last. but i dont mind, im old and had my fun. Done what i could, seen what needed to be seen, and learned all the skills that helped me out of alot of things i never thought i would get into. Made good friends and made...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Mar 18, 2013

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    US.

    What do i like, where can i go, why am i here, are we just ordinary people with ordinary thoughts, and for some people that can have a negative effect on how we function in life. but for me its a thought that gets me thinking about who i am in this life, and the thing that gets...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Sep 30, 2013

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    Same Old Thing

    well its a new month and things are pretty much the same as last month, doing the (seems like) same old thing, talking about the same problems and having the same feelings of not knowing enough and wanting to know more but as I always say to my self, one foot in front of the...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Apr 6, 2013

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    Something I Found Out. 7

    Thanks for reading this story but now i would like too tell every one what i have found out, back when we (mankind) knew of the word God or the grate creator we as a people must of had some idea that there was someone or some thing that was responsible for our existence or...
    BeekeyBeekey BeekeyBeekey 46-50, M May 31, 2013

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    Things Are Not What Threy Use To Be

    no one wants love the old way any more, its about security and finance if you have a job got a car own the home you live in it was like that in the past too but its more now. Now you just about need a CV just to impress or even get your leg in the door. TV the movies news papers...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Feb 12, 2013

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    True

    Ok so i guess i got bad enough for my mom to take my to a shrink. I told her my story and she told me that she knew how i felt. But the truth is she diesnt understand. No one can never understand cause they can never go thriugh the same things as me and know the same things as me...
    rageandhate rageandhate 18-21 4 Responses Feb 9, 2013

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    Strange Thing.

    it a strange thing i wrote out this long story about why i believe this group name but when i went back to check something and came back it all got wam this way because iped of the page and as i look every where for it i could not find it so here i am again. But this time ill...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Aug 11, 2013

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    Sexuality And Appearence

    I dont just think people dont understand me i know they dont. Theyre so quick to judge me because i like guys and girls or i wear make up and have long hair or wear girl skinny jeans. It seems that no matter what i changed it wouldnt make a difference theyd still hate me or judge...
    Aloneindarkness Aloneindarkness 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 23, 2013

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    The Way I Understand Things

    i have thought about a lot off things but some thoughts kept popping up more than any other, and thats me thinking what is God to me, do i believe in God, is God real. I discovered something about God and mankind just by thinking not knowing just thinking, and that was: Did we...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Feb 28, 2013

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    Do You Some Times Thunk, I Do.

    I think of almost anything and when i say almost i mean everything. life, who dosent. Death when most wont or dont want to, life because im alive, Aliens because they rule the world, even we dont know it, cars,,..?..im not a car person but i do use the car but cant drive. So i...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 26, 2013

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    Something I Found Out Part 2

    one pile was bigger then all of them so i went for that one first, the heading on that note book IN OUR PAST it was hard to figure out at first because their was no dates so i cataloged them as interesting strange and fantasy when i finished with these i put the other notes away...
    BeekeyBeekey BeekeyBeekey 46-50, M Apr 24, 2013

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    Something I Found Out Part3

    Well i was starting with the obvious and thanks to my organizing skills everything was at my fingers, all in order, and simple to view so i started with the first piece and that went on about people in our past right right right back to cave man i began to look through these...
    BeekeyBeekey BeekeyBeekey 46-50, M Apr 26, 2013

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    Something Of Me A Bit.

    it a strange thing i wrote out this long story about why i believe this group name but when i went back to check something and came back it all got wam this way because iped of the page and as i look every where for it i could not find it so here i am again. But this time ill...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Aug 13, 2013

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    Something I Found Out. 4

    God God why is he in here, why is he in my thoughts why why WHY. so i knew what i had to do, i had go go through my notes. I looked at the box thinking that i know i have been through it, i know ruffly whats in it and as bad as my memory was i knew that God or anything to do with...
    BeekeyBeekey BeekeyBeekey 46-50, M Apr 26, 2013

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    Saturday, Pirate Day.

    I got up this morning and feeling good, got out of bed and freezing my a$$ off but got up anyway. I then washed myself up and changed made my self presentable Bag check, money check, look good check, feeling s3xy hot, well just s3xy because it was still cold but man did i feel...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Jun 28, 2013

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    Witch Among Christians

    i am a wiccan who is looking for a teacher in magic. i already know the basics. sometimes i will get bullied and told to come to god because i practice an art. the funny thing is when they tell me god bless you, i just tell them that i am way beyond blessing.
    youngwiccan667 youngwiccan667 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 1, 2013

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    Dont Ask Me Just Read

    im going to write things down and just go with it, i want to see what i can say and keep going till i have a memory loss moment it happens here all the time and i have to sit and wait for my thoughts to re-collect them self and when i get some idea of what was in my head i can...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Aug 3, 2013

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    "You all stare but you'll never see there Is

    something inside me." -Slipknot
    BeyondGreenEyes BeyondGreenEyes 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 26

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    Special

    I always believed that i was someone special or had something that other kids dont. Then as i grew older that feeling inside me took over my life so much so that i even believed i was adopted i could see how different i was and as i hit my late 20s early 30s it faded away and now...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Mar 14, 2013

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    What I Didn't Want To Say But Did.

    I'm thinking every day in every day I think, what can I do how can I do it where can I do I do it right here. I have said and thunk most of what I can and thank you drank all I could but i want more. I want to see and read where I can because that's who I am, just a simple person...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Jul 24, 2013

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    Morning

    My day starts the same way every day, open my eyes scratch my boy's then contemplate if i should have breakfast or have a shower then i lay there some more soon it's been 15 minutes just laying their thinking what am i going to do 1 hour later i tell my self "get up lard-butt, do...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Sep 30, 2013

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    Something I Found Out. Part 1

    why i made this group, something was on my mind for some time now and i couldn't let it go. something kept appearing over and over again and for some one in my condition it was hard to maintain but it kept coming back, which i was grateful for. Now each time it came back i would...
    BeekeyBeekey BeekeyBeekey 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 22, 2013

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    This Is Not A Story

    Right now at this point I know I have lived and yet have often wondered of the things I have done like, how can I live knowing that each day brings me sorrow and pain, water falls from the sky but has no wings to fly. how can I work knowing stress follows strain, fish swim in the...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 9, 2013

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    Something I Found Out. 5

    Ring ring, ring ring go away ring ring ring ring not NOW ring ring ring ring.....thats better now were was Ring ring,, ring ring,,, ring ring this better be good, ring what,, i mean who is it, its me MUM? whats wrong, its your father i need you. (why now is what i was thinking...
    BeekeyBeekey BeekeyBeekey 46-50, M Apr 27, 2013

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    This Is Not A Story 2

    So i was thinking about how all the things that have been discovered why havent we progressed into a better place or way. Why cant we just get along with each others understanding. if i can understand me i dont assume that others will because they ask me something all i know is...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Mar 2, 2013

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    Just What I Was Or Is, Thinking.

    I would like to thank you all for coming and reading this question, make your self comeforthecow, no i comeforthebull right here thanks. now i have been trying to think how i can ask my question so that every body can answer, but how was i going to do it then i thunk long and...
    keybekeybe keybekeybe 46-50, M Jul 20, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    its true. I do love my dogs more than most people. but most people don't know my dogs, so how could they really love them? my neighbors know my dogs and they dont like them at all...
    jayciedubb jayciedubb 46-50, M 1 Response May 2

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    Knowing the truth tells me to keep most people at a distance;most people are talkers and there are very few doer's, I go by what you've done for me, not what you said you going to...
    renewed2015 renewed2015 26-30 1 Response May 3

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    Hey, I love a lot of things more than most people, but there's something about a cute, fuzzy little creature coming up to give you free cuddles. She's pretty much the only...
    Shinoyo Shinoyo 16-17, F May 6

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    I had a rough start to this week. I felt like my boyfriend and I were not on the same page; Like a disagreement we were having was never going to be resolved, but big enough to...
    lost12345 lost12345 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    1.)I have a diploma in cosmetology 2.)I have delicate but firm hands 3.)My clients loves my reiki facial ,pressure point and oil therapy are my best trmt 4.)I love dead animals and...
    birdsrestingonabranch birdsrestingonabranch 22-25, F 3 Responses May 3

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    this is so true.. if people were only as loyal to other people as a dog is, I'd have a lot more friends. I know my dog will never be mad at me, always be happy to see me, never...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 5

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    People in general just only care about themselves and how they feel, and this is why I diss or ignore people who exhibit selfish behavior, I am human too , in my opinion when you...
    Brandnewhim2015 Brandnewhim2015 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    I really can relate to this. Sometimes i don't know when is the good or best timing i talk to...when i talk to people who never stop talking about themselves.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 26

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    There are people that transforms you in ways that you will be on your knees begging the light to come at your rescue, and some that that makes you stand on your feet and making you...
    mrsOrochester mrsOrochester 31-35, F 1 Response May 2

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    Have you ever felt that people around you are crazy and you're the only sane one? I feel like that at my job a lot of times. Like today, I was overhearing a few co-workers talking...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 5

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    even though I really like it. My brother's always nagging me that I listen to too much and too depressing music. Usually old ballads with slow lilting tunes (it's the slowness that...
    Pineapple3000 Pineapple3000 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    1. I have an uncle currently on a tv show. 2. I'm obsessed with matchbox 20. 3. I have no brothers or sisters. 4. most of my friends are in their twenties. 5. my belly button is...
    ShadowofanAnglophile ShadowofanAnglophile 36-40, F 3 Responses May 4

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    I wish people could have hearts like dogs and the unconditional love. my dogs are my babies!!!
    OklahomaBBW OklahomaBBW 26-30, F 1 Response May 5

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    my pets are the only thing that makes me smile most days
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