I Believed You When You Said You Wouldnt Hurt Me

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    It's funny because i'm over it now

    and over you. You were a piece of **** that i gave the benefit of the doubt. I trusted you and you were the first person i let my walls down for. But i found someone better. You can burn✌️😂👊
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 19, 2014

    Is there something known

    as forgiveness or do people just don't remember it for long enough?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 23, 2015

    Maybe I should stop being

    so stupid. Or so trustworthy , I'll just stop all at once.
    sommer02 sommer02
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 18, 2014

    I'm such an idiot. So many times I've trusted

    the wrong people. It's like I finally feel like someone understands me, like I finally have someone to talk to, and then they hurt me. Leave me broken on the floor, wishing I was someone else. That's it, no more trusting.
    SkinnyIsPerfect SkinnyIsPerfect
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 9, 2014

    And you lied, but what else did I expect?

    Players play games and its that simple. You just kept me around for free sex. **** you.
    Lilyhammer420 Lilyhammer420
    26-30, F
    Nov 19, 2015

    Such a cliche and self-pitying group,

    but we've all been there at some point. There are very few things that are worse than being betrayed by someone that you trusted very much.
    EdgyEdge EdgyEdge
    13-15, F
    Nov 19, 2015

    He knew the type of person

    that I was. It was hard for me to open up to anyone. He showed me time and time again that he loved me and would do anything. But what happened now?...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 21, 2015

    You Promised Me Love Everlasting , Said Nothing Could Tear Us Apart.....

    Written by me 100 years ago Somehow this Group reminded me of this little poem i wrote that comforted me during my time of grief / confusion/ rejection / divorce. Hope it comforts or helps someone! You promised me love everlasting Said nothing could tear us apart, You broke...
    IFoundYourDiary IFoundYourDiary
    46-50, F
    Dec 21, 2012

    I believed you... Why did I believe you

    when everyone else that said so did? "I won't hurt you, I promise." You told me when I told you why I was so hesitant to get into a relationship. "I promise I won't hurt you." I repeated as we kissed for the first time. "This won't hurt." He whispered as we had sex for the...
    IDontThinkYouAreListening IDontThinkYouAreListening
    18-21, F
    Apr 26, 2015

    But I Was A Fool

     i put all i had into our life together .i bought into your dreams.i planned our future.i dreamed of how we could be.but ,pain crept in.fears surfaced.then came blame.even then i tried to restore what was lost.but paranoia had taken hold.and it only got worse.what did i do...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    36-40
    Oct 31, 2009

    He told me he was not going to hurt me,

    yet he hurt more than anyone. It kills me how one person can destroy me. I loved him and he made me feel like dirt. All I do is think about him being with her and how he's probably changed for her. He'll be the man for her, that he didnt care to be for me, And it breaks my...
    pgl88 pgl88
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Jan 30, 2014

    I always fall for that.

    you would think I would learn...
    taylorrose99 taylorrose99
    16-17, F
    Nov 10, 2014

    Finally Safe

    To tell, write about, purge, vent, express.. Buuuut...mostly it's just to feel all better..hopefully...maybe...?? What you did...and what you said to me 3 months ago..you don't have a CLUE as to HOW FREAKIN MUCH those words, and your cold abrupt "exit" w/o ANY remorse, kills me a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 12, 2012

    Never Again

    i remember when my old friend Colin started talking to me a again and he said he was over thinking bad about me and that he would do it again he would never leave me alone that he would not hurt me like that and the thing i believed it so well and now he never talks to me...
    kaylatheanimegirl3 kaylatheanimegirl3
    18-21, F
    Jul 7, 2012

    Do you ever get to a point

    where you just can’t anymore. Just being awake takes all of your energy. I’m there and I’d rather just wither away. I don’t feel like being strong anymore. I don’t feel like persevering. I’m just kind of over it all.
    cmyk323 cmyk323
    36-40, F
    Dec 9, 2015

    Why Did I Even Bother?

    So many people say that they won't hurt you, and they do.  It is so easy to say that lie now, isn't it.  Now, since I have been through this so many times, I wonder who was more stupid, the people who say it or us for believing it!  At this point, I ...
    compulsion2 compulsion2
    22-25, F
    18 Responses Oct 11, 2009

    I Believed You

    I believed you,You said,You wouldn't hurt me,Why is it,You turned out like the rest?Bloody liers!
    startinover1 startinover1
    46-50
    Jul 4, 2012

    The person tht i trusted

    and love as a friend and never expect them to hurt me so bad is the ones tht hurt me and now is killing me and have to deal it with it for the rest of my life and I just I wish I never met tht person!...
    Anabe1995 Anabe1995
    18-21, F
    Nov 10, 2014

    Feel Like Such A Fool

    I knew it wouldn't be easy. I knew things for you were hard, Nothing straightforward - no promises. I knew all of this. You said you had feelings for me, Strong feelings. You said you cared about me, Would never hurt me. You lied. You come and go when it suits you - talk is...
    PaleAngel PaleAngel
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Oct 2, 2010

    and this is why i have trust issues.

    I won't hurt you, I'll be there for you, seeing you cry would kill me....blah blah blah
    lehcar1977 lehcar1977
    36-40, F
    Dec 19, 2014

    I hate when people say you know what I been

    through in the passed why would you hurt me? It drives me crazy. Someone broke your heart, get over it. It's a lot of fishes in the sea god damn. Unless you been married and had a divorce or got beaten by your man or women to the point where you needed ER don't use the...
    lorrena19 lorrena19
    18-21, F
    Apr 23, 2015
    rawerimadino rawerimadino
    16-17, F
    Nov 9, 2014

    Someone To Talk To

    Hi, I'm new here not sure how this works, but here goes. On Monday night I found the condom in her bathroom bin and discovered the woman I love had cheated on me. She wants to break up still loves me but because we we're going through a little rough patch she slept with...
    MrLbd MrLbd
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Jun 30, 2013

    I Was So Stupid....

    I believed you when you told me you weren't going to hurt me, yet here I am, tears rolling down my face, and my heart feeling very heavy, and hurting really bad, but you don't care, you don't realize how your words and actions effect me, and hurt me. You promised me, you would...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 11, 2009

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