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    City Streets

    City Streets   City streets. Cars and trucks are loud. People rush by, Talking and laughing.   Birds chirping. Sun shining. Music playing. Children biking.   I say, “Hello!” to a stranger passing by. He smiles and admires...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 7 Responses Apr 20, 2010

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    ,by what my grandmother told me,

    that the if you're married to someone who you don't know, never had seen before or dead could end up really married to them but by a spiritual connection and things usually ends badly for the living...
    TheTofuMaster TheTofuMaster 22-25, M Aug 18, 2014

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    With Shattered Dreams...

    When I was younger I believed in fairy tales, but those days have gone and passed. I look into a mirror and see nothing but shattered glass. A hope for the future always ran through my head, but alas that was the past. With all of life views have changed and more things come to...
    WingedGuardian WingedGuardian 13-15, F May 16, 2011

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    Just When I Think I Understand

    Just When I Think I Understand   Just when I think I finally have a grasp on who I am and what I want out of my life,  I realize I do not. I thought I understood what the world is about. I realize now that I know absolutely nothing at all! The disheartening thing is...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 5 Responses May 20, 2010

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    When Im Older

    When I'm older, I will become many many things. A doctor, teacher, police officer, a scientist of the human body, a professional singer, and dancer, and most of all...... I want to go to college in NY.... To become a fashion designer... P.S there was more things I wanted to do...
    frost7 frost7 13-15, F Jul 3, 2013

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    I Believe You Can

    I Believe You Can I feel very lonely tonight.  I don't have anyone to call and it is late.  I just want to be loved and adored.  Will you love me?   I feel very lonely tonight. Take my hand and close your eyes. We can go anywhere, together...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 20, 2010

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    For T

      FOR  T   I am a dreamer. I know I am. I wish to see the good in everyone and everything around me. I wish to see the world with rose-colored glasses because I know the pain of what the world really is. This is too much for me to feel, you...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 10 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    Mr. Everything

    Tell me I’m beautifulAnd I will flash a smileMake me laugh and giggleKeep me guessing for a whileGive me a kind tickleMr. Shy need not applyMy nature can be fickleBut I like my man agileTo find you irresistibleYou must be clever mixed with charmSeducing me with wordsSet of four...
    Iflovedoesntmatterwhatdoes Iflovedoesntmatterwhatdoes 41-45, F Sep 16, 2013

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    Vous Avez Mon Coeur

    Vous avez mon Coeur You have my heart. Here it is.  Sensitive and trusting. All my love from me to you.   You have my heart. My love is pure and true. Love should be experienced and not just felt. All my love from me to you.   You have my heart. Intense and...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 10 Responses Jun 11, 2010

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    Light And Movement

    Light and Movement    I close my eyes. Dreaming of a new reality. Beautiful thoughts. My world filled with vivid colors and early daydreams. I imagine vibrant lights and perfect movements like a crystal dangling  in the sun.   I hold on tight...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 8, 2010

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    Justice

    I used to believe in the justice system. I believed that is was generally just and good. I used to believe that the police were there to help people, until I was on the receiving end of a police interrogation. I used to believe that we were all innocent until proven guilty until...
    BittenDog BittenDog 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 14, 2010

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    If It Could Somehow Be...

       IF IT COULD SOMEHOW BE... Would you listen closely to my heart song? Would you hear the beat of my heart as it calls out your name? Would you be with me and love me forever? Sigh. (Wishing I could go back in time.......finding you first and holding you tight.) Your body...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 3, 2011

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    I Used To

    It has been a very long time. I used to believe in Christ and God and all of that. I didn't choose to believe, it was simply how I was raised. Everyone believed that I knew of. It was like believing the earth went around the sun. It was a given. As a teen I began to...
    BittenDog BittenDog 46-50, M Dec 14, 2010

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    Believe(d)

    I'm losing hope. I'm done trying, it hurts to speak.  I numb myself in ways I shouldn't. I find beauty in my pain and rainy days. I'm giving up. I'm not killing myself. I don't think I want to. I think I want to wait and see what happens to me. But I'm giving up on trying...
    bathanie bathanie 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 7, 2010

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    When I Was A Child

    When I was a child, I dreamt of colorful moments like postcards. My joy was flowers in springtime. I made funny faces and gave butterfly kisses.   When I was a child, I dreamt I could be anything my heart desired. Real or imagined. No dream was too big...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 8 Responses Apr 20, 2010

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    The Sea

    The Sea Take my hand. Come with me. Under the water we will swim. We can live life free in truth with no conditions and unreasonable expectations.   Take my hand. Come with me. Life under the sea is very different from life on land. The fishes live in a world where there are...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 13 Responses Jun 11, 2010

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    Lost In Reactions

    Lost In Reactions Like murky water, why do you hide? Why is this happening yet again? No reply. All that is left is scattered imagery, thoughts and emotions.   Are you everywhere but nowhere? Are we swimming upward in the same direction? No reply. These feelings are...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2010

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    I Believed

    I'm kinda crushed cause I believed.  I feel just like a kid would feel, when they find out that Santa Claus doesn't exist.  :(
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2011

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    Come Back To Me

        Come Back to me   I look at you and you are so handsome. However, I don't know who that girl in our picture is. I still love you, need you and desire you. I don't always understand you. Lately, you don't talk to me. Can you...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 7 Responses Apr 22, 2010

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    I'm A Miracle..

    My mama had me when she was 27 yrs old..at a very young age she have a goiter and had many operations that the doc advised her to bear a child because it will be hard for her sooner or later... She asked a child to Mary's Shrine in Baclaran Philippines..thus my name Mary Grace...
    mgey mgey 26-30, F Dec 27, 2011

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    The Rain

      The Rain   The rain, I can feel it on my face. I can feel the wetness in my hair and on my body.  None of this matters as I lift my face to the sky.  The rain-washes me clean.   The clouds cover the sun. I am here, in this moment...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 22, 2010

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    I need to post this thread for others to see how brainwashed adherents to Islam are. Amongst a class of 17 year old students, 7 of them challenged my rejection of religion and...
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    The pictures above indicate what my fake Mother's boyfriend's Father did because of her lies. She told these "men", and their families that I was a product of an African American...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Feb 5

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    The pictures above indicate what my fake Mother's boyfriend's Father did because of her lies. She told these "men", and their families that I was a product of an African American...
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    I once read somewhere that "when someone ask you if you are ok, just be brave and honest" and today for the first time in my life I have decided to be brave and honest. My name is...
    melXlo melXlo 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    The Last Days of An American Empire When 911 happened I was in Grade 8. I was walking to school. I had skipped a couple of days and I was thinking about the shaming I'd undergo...
    NANOHORIZON NANOHORIZON 22-25 1 Response Feb 10

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    You said I was special. I was breathtaking, I was beautiful. I didn't really care about your words, but i believed you believed them . I believed in your kindness and not the...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    I was sexually abused by my uncle and grandfather, it took 8 years of my life. It began when I was 2 years old and continued until I turned 10. I would go to my dads house and my...
    cassiedafuq cassiedafuq 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    How many times do U think about when someone brought U down? About anything like not believing UR self. In my life time people have all misjudged me said cruel things and no one...
    stelliester stelliester 13-15, F a week ago

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    Lack of Discernment in Modern Christianity part 2 Peter Ditzel Pastors who follow Paul's example try to empower their congregations by encouraging them to study the Bible and...
    churinga churinga 70+, M Feb 3

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    I wish I could have believed it. All this stuff about otherkin. I really do. And I certainly don't judge you who do. When I was younger, 12-14, my parents read me Lord of the Rings...
    Haerodiel Haerodiel 22-25, F Feb 4

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    Politically Correct Little Red Riding Hood There once was a young person named Little Red Riding Hood who lived on the edge of a large forest full of endangered owls and rare...
    Johndoe10000 Johndoe10000 46-50, M Feb 8

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    I don't have the estimates anymore, nonetheless it was some thing like 32 to 37 piers for $17K-20K, or $30K Together with the tunnel. Atlas and I think Du West came out.Dependant...
    Aiden3693znb4 Aiden3693znb4 31-35, M Feb 10

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    Christians, this is why I think you're all atheists deep down. If you really believed everything the Bible said, you would believe the WHOLE Bible. You wouldn't deny believing in...
    ftmFreddy ftmFreddy 18-21, T 4 Responses Feb 12

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    PLEASE DON'T JUDGE ME FOR THIS POST, I AM ASKING FOR ADVICE, IF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN IN THIS SITUATION THERE IS NO WAY YOU CAN UNDERSTAND IT! I HAVE 2 YOUNG STEP DAUGHTERS AGES 6 AND 8...
    xbeautifulx xbeautifulx 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    It’s funny, thinking back now on where I was just over two years ago and where I am right now. I was lost back then and you were the only one whom I though knew the way back...
    Titan936 Titan936 18-21, M Feb 16

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    Today is Washington's Birthday in America. He had Deist beliefs like I do. He believed in the God of Nature, reason, and science (knowledge). He believed in Liberalism. He was a...
    Kate95350 Kate95350 61-65, F Feb 16

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    I've known I was gay since age 13. I've never believed I was abnormal, but I've always believed society thinks otherwise. I experienced bullying in school for being "gay" (even...
    pawnee pawnee 41-45, M Feb 16

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    A couple of posts regarding infidelity on here reminded me of this: When I was a girl my mother kept telling me she had a friend, a woman, who she went out with at times. She said...
    JoannaBe JoannaBe 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    The Conversion of Peter: How He Went From Being A Torah Believing Jew To The First Catholic Pope The Gospels are possibly the most understated documents in literary history; we...
    perseverer perseverer 51-55, F 5 Responses Feb 21

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    I recently shared an experience where I had become infatuated with one of my good friends. Long story short, we reconnected after several years and after discovering that we now...
    brendacouttes brendacouttes 22-25, F a week ago

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    Nikola Tesla was obsessed with pigeons all his life and a decade before his death, claimed to be visited by a specific white pigeon daily. He viewed the inevitable death of the...
    AlphaLion AlphaLion 22-25, M a week ago

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    You have no idea how much I have cried today. I have so much pain and she only concerns herself with that abuser and expects me to as well. Except she's mad at him, I should too...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 6 days ago

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    It's just as good as it gets, ain't it? While rummaging through the documents in my Fake Mother's Room, I discovered evidence on how she was reported to the state of New York for...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    Oh where to begin.. I was born in this country in 1966 (yep I'm getting old lol) It is not what it used to be. There is so much wrong here now I cannot keep up.. Maybe this...
    lymesparkly lymesparkly 46-50, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    The N. I. V. INFECTION Introduction This work of exposing the new versions comes from convictions I established in the late seventies while I was still a member of the United...
    churinga churinga 70+, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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