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    I'm losing hope. I'm done trying, it hurts to speak.  I numb myself in ways I shouldn't. I find beauty in my pain and rainy days. I'm giving up. I'm not killing myself. I don't think I want to. I think I want to wait and see what happens to me. But I'm giving up on trying...
    bathanie bathanie 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 7, 2010

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    Mr. Everything

    Tell me I’m beautifulAnd I will flash a smileMake me laugh and giggleKeep me guessing for a whileGive me a kind tickleMr. Shy need not applyMy nature can be fickleBut I like my man agileTo find you irresistibleYou must be clever mixed with charmSeducing me with wordsSet of four...
    Iflovedoesntmatterwhatdoes Iflovedoesntmatterwhatdoes 41-45, F Sep 16, 2013

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    For T

      FOR  T   I am a dreamer. I know I am. I wish to see the good in everyone and everything around me. I wish to see the world with rose-colored glasses because I know the pain of what the world really is. This is too much for me to feel, you...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 10 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    Justice

    I used to believe in the justice system. I believed that is was generally just and good. I used to believe that the police were there to help people, until I was on the receiving end of a police interrogation. I used to believe that we were all innocent until proven guilty until...
    BittenDog BittenDog 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 14, 2010

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    City Streets

    City Streets   City streets. Cars and trucks are loud. People rush by, Talking and laughing.   Birds chirping. Sun shining. Music playing. Children biking.   I say, “Hello!” to a stranger passing by. He smiles and admires...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 7 Responses Apr 20, 2010

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    I Believe You Can

    I Believe You Can I feel very lonely tonight.  I don't have anyone to call and it is late.  I just want to be loved and adored.  Will you love me?   I feel very lonely tonight. Take my hand and close your eyes. We can go anywhere, together...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 20, 2010

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    I'm A Miracle..

    My mama had me when she was 27 yrs old..at a very young age she have a goiter and had many operations that the doc advised her to bear a child because it will be hard for her sooner or later... She asked a child to Mary's Shrine in Baclaran Philippines..thus my name Mary Grace...
    mgey mgey 26-30, F Dec 27, 2011

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    When Im Older

    When I'm older, I will become many many things. A doctor, teacher, police officer, a scientist of the human body, a professional singer, and dancer, and most of all...... I want to go to college in NY.... To become a fashion designer... P.S there was more things I wanted to do...
    frost7 frost7 13-15, F Jul 3, 2013

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    I Believed

    I'm kinda crushed cause I believed.  I feel just like a kid would feel, when they find out that Santa Claus doesn't exist.  :(
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2011

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    The Rain

      The Rain   The rain, I can feel it on my face. I can feel the wetness in my hair and on my body.  None of this matters as I lift my face to the sky.  The rain-washes me clean.   The clouds cover the sun. I am here, in this moment...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 22, 2010

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    Vous Avez Mon Coeur

    Vous avez mon Coeur You have my heart. Here it is.  Sensitive and trusting. All my love from me to you.   You have my heart. My love is pure and true. Love should be experienced and not just felt. All my love from me to you.   You have my heart. Intense and...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 10 Responses Jun 11, 2010

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    Just When I Think I Understand

    Just When I Think I Understand   Just when I think I finally have a grasp on who I am and what I want out of my life,  I realize I do not. I thought I understood what the world is about. I realize now that I know absolutely nothing at all! The disheartening thing is...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 5 Responses May 20, 2010

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    Come Back To Me

        Come Back to me   I look at you and you are so handsome. However, I don't know who that girl in our picture is. I still love you, need you and desire you. I don't always understand you. Lately, you don't talk to me. Can you...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 7 Responses Apr 22, 2010

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    Light And Movement

    Light and Movement    I close my eyes. Dreaming of a new reality. Beautiful thoughts. My world filled with vivid colors and early daydreams. I imagine vibrant lights and perfect movements like a crystal dangling  in the sun.   I hold on tight...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 8, 2010

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    If It Could Somehow Be...

       IF IT COULD SOMEHOW BE... Would you listen closely to my heart song? Would you hear the beat of my heart as it calls out your name? Would you be with me and love me forever? Sigh. (Wishing I could go back in time.......finding you first and holding you tight.) Your body...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 3, 2011

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    When I Was A Child

    When I was a child, I dreamt of colorful moments like postcards. My joy was flowers in springtime. I made funny faces and gave butterfly kisses.   When I was a child, I dreamt I could be anything my heart desired. Real or imagined. No dream was too big...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 8 Responses Apr 20, 2010

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    Lost In Reactions

    Lost In Reactions Like murky water, why do you hide? Why is this happening yet again? No reply. All that is left is scattered imagery, thoughts and emotions.   Are you everywhere but nowhere? Are we swimming upward in the same direction? No reply. These feelings are...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2010

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    I Used To

    It has been a very long time. I used to believe in Christ and God and all of that. I didn't choose to believe, it was simply how I was raised. Everyone believed that I knew of. It was like believing the earth went around the sun. It was a given. As a teen I began to...
    BittenDog BittenDog 46-50, M Dec 14, 2010

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    With Shattered Dreams...

    When I was younger I believed in fairy tales, but those days have gone and passed. I look into a mirror and see nothing but shattered glass. A hope for the future always ran through my head, but alas that was the past. With all of life views have changed and more things come to...
    WingedGuardian WingedGuardian 13-15, F May 16, 2011

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    The Sea

    The Sea Take my hand. Come with me. Under the water we will swim. We can live life free in truth with no conditions and unreasonable expectations.   Take my hand. Come with me. Life under the sea is very different from life on land. The fishes live in a world where there are...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 13 Responses Jun 11, 2010

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    ,by what my grandmother told me,

    that the if you're married to someone who you don't know, never had seen before or dead could end up really married to them but by a spiritual connection and things usually ends badly for the living...
    TheTofuMaster TheTofuMaster 22-25, M Aug 18

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    I believed when you die your spirit moves on into a new life, like a new human body. A new you, we just won't notice it. I still believe it :3
    Ashleygolden Ashleygolden 13-15, F Dec 16

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    "I won't hurt you or leave you, i promise." What a load of bull. I believed you and all you gave me was a heartbreak. Whatsmore, you just made it harder for me to trust someone...
    Shimmerz479 Shimmerz479 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 19

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    SHE asked Me "who I was", and when I Offered to Tell her, she says "No Thanks". SHE is Mixed Up. (Then she Curses at me; so I Blocked her.)
    desireindisguise desireindisguise 56-60 Nov 30

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    As a youth I was naïve, but I lost that young man in the tall grass of Viet Nam. I use to oppose prostitution, until I saw women that engaged in prostitution to survive and...
    Jones47 Jones47 61-65, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    I am a Palestinian, although my Egyptian side dominates me in terms of looks and accent, yet I never lost my Palestinian side, I count myself as one ( I am both, an Egyptian and a...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 13

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    i had always believed a perfect person was impossible, and i believed you could change yourself. but i believed it was impossible for someone else could change you without any self...
    imjustateen imjustateen 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 10

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    I was raised in the RCC, attended their schools, started questioning their doctrines, was a Bible reading Protestant for decades, and finally left Christianity about ten years ago...
    Kate95350 Kate95350 61-65, F Dec 19

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    What more lies will unravel? Why couldn't he just tell me to my face? I bet he wasn't working all of those weekends. I bet he wasn't falling asleep on me at 9 and even 8:30 at...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    Fifth grade graduation. It's sort of bittersweet isn't it? Watching us running around as naive as we were. You going to the camera yelling, "I PASSED I PASSED" and me laughing in...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Dec 4

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    Do You Want To Change The World? Has there ever been a time when you wanted to change the world? If you have just said no I don't believe you! At some point, I believe that we...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M Dec 7

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    Before, I believed in crushes. I was once a naive, silly girl who believed in falling in love with a Prince Charming who would sweep you off your feet would be something that...
    Horselover29 Horselover29 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    Logical problems with horoscopes and astrology: 1) Since the Earth spin drifts slightly, the constellations shift by at 1 degree every 72 years. Over time, roughly 2000 years...
    findmeholdmehateme findmeholdmehateme 18-21 Dec 17

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    I was once a young beautiful woman, who believed in love being magical. A power that defy all odds and invincible. What I learned was that I was foolish and arrogant. I didn't...
    cl0udyskies cl0udyskies 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 19

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    Was Christ Born on December 25th? Christ was born in the fall of the year. Many have mistakenly believed He was born around the beginning of winter—December 25th! They are wrong...
    dsardes dsardes 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    What if you lost your ability to Love ? What if the ability to enjoy everything was taken away from one day to the next ? This is a glimpse into my life suffering from a mental...
    jeromeleegriffin jeromeleegriffin 41-45, M Nov 30

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    I think what hurts the most is that I believed you. Believed in us, and thought you did, too. Now, I question myself, and my judgement. If I could fall for you, and had no clue, no...
    Stylesavvy Stylesavvy 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    29th post. Some happy memories that spring to mind, come from the greatest source of fulfilment in my life. My daughters, and although they are 19 and 17,there is nothing I wouldn...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F Dec 2

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    I met my child's father, Z at work. He was married and I I was engaged to H. It was a volatile relationship. I befriended Z. He was someone new to talk to. Something besides the...
    lostinmommyview lostinmommyview 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 5

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    Be specific that you select a topical vitamin c treatment which will be Mild to the pores and skin as it fights fantastic traces and wrinkles—plenty of suppliers that make these...
    Alexander0493fzr1 Alexander0493fzr1 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    Thank God For Tomorrow! When I was 15 I believed that I was gifted - how or why, I don't know - But I believed it. I knew then that no matter what I did, my life would be...
    Jacob63 Jacob63 51-55, M 2 Responses Dec 7

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    You don't harbour my love anymore My heart is lost in the storm Baby let me come back home I'm lost alone in the cold I've never felt more at home in your arms I've never felt...
    brokenandtwisted brokenandtwisted 22-25, F Dec 8

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    I have been with my husband for 3 years now, and during the first year it was just him and I. I knew he had kids, two of them, a girl and a boy, the girl the eldest. They did not...
    edeadior edeadior 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 9

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    So I have this nice blue budgie that has recently been widowed (his green husband died). I believe the cause of death was curmudgeonly budgie syndrome. Truth is he was always a...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart 46-50, F Dec 9

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    I am still so angry. I don't know how to process these feelings and they are eroding my adult life, holding me back from being a successful person. Mental illness runs in my...
    momshelle momshelle 26-30, F Dec 9

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    When people tell me that I MUST have kids, I literally feel like this: http://theoatmeal.com/comics/kids I don't want children, and have never been interested in children. The...
    spacepixie spacepixie 26-30, F 5 Responses Dec 10

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    I had been married for 23 years when I fell in love with another man. I had felt disconnected from my husband for a lot of years but thought I was doing the right thing by staying...
    Alucia66 Alucia66 46-50, F Dec 11

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    My school wants me to talk at the mental health assembly about my story. I am not sure what to talk about. I remember when I first started showing symptoms. When I was 13 I was a...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M 5 Responses Dec 12