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I Believed

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    I'm losing hope. I'm done trying, it hurts to speak.  I numb myself in ways I shouldn't. I find beauty in my pain and rainy days. I'm giving up. I'm not killing myself. I don't think I want to. I think I want to wait and see what happens to me. But I'm giving up on trying...
    bathanie bathanie 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 7, 2010

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    The Rain

      The Rain   The rain, I can feel it on my face. I can feel the wetness in my hair and on my body.  None of this matters as I lift my face to the sky.  The rain-washes me clean.   The clouds cover the sun. I am here, in this moment...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 22, 2010

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    When I Was A Child

    When I was a child, I dreamt of colorful moments like postcards. My joy was flowers in springtime. I made funny faces and gave butterfly kisses.   When I was a child, I dreamt I could be anything my heart desired. Real or imagined. No dream was too big...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 8 Responses Apr 20, 2010

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    Mr. Everything

    Tell me I’m beautifulAnd I will flash a smileMake me laugh and giggleKeep me guessing for a whileGive me a kind tickleMr. Shy need not applyMy nature can be fickleBut I like my man agileTo find you irresistibleYou must be clever mixed with charmSeducing me with wordsSet of four...
    Iflovedoesntmatterwhatdoes Iflovedoesntmatterwhatdoes 41-45, F Sep 16, 2013

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    I Believe You Can

    I Believe You Can I feel very lonely tonight.  I don't have anyone to call and it is late.  I just want to be loved and adored.  Will you love me?   I feel very lonely tonight. Take my hand and close your eyes. We can go anywhere, together...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 20, 2010

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    For T

      FOR  T   I am a dreamer. I know I am. I wish to see the good in everyone and everything around me. I wish to see the world with rose-colored glasses because I know the pain of what the world really is. This is too much for me to feel, you...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 10 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    Come Back To Me

        Come Back to me   I look at you and you are so handsome. However, I don't know who that girl in our picture is. I still love you, need you and desire you. I don't always understand you. Lately, you don't talk to me. Can you...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 7 Responses Apr 22, 2010

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    Just When I Think I Understand

    Just When I Think I Understand   Just when I think I finally have a grasp on who I am and what I want out of my life,  I realize I do not. I thought I understood what the world is about. I realize now that I know absolutely nothing at all! The disheartening thing is...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 5 Responses May 20, 2010

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    Light And Movement

    Light and Movement    I close my eyes. Dreaming of a new reality. Beautiful thoughts. My world filled with vivid colors and early daydreams. I imagine vibrant lights and perfect movements like a crystal dangling  in the sun.   I hold on tight...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 8, 2010

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    When Im Older

    When I'm older, I will become many many things. A doctor, teacher, police officer, a scientist of the human body, a professional singer, and dancer, and most of all...... I want to go to college in NY.... To become a fashion designer... P.S there was more things I wanted to do...
    frost7 frost7 13-15, F Jul 3, 2013

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    I Believed

    I'm kinda crushed cause I believed.  I feel just like a kid would feel, when they find out that Santa Claus doesn't exist.  :(
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2011

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    ,by what my grandmother told me,

    that the if you're married to someone who you don't know, never had seen before or dead could end up really married to them but by a spiritual connection and things usually ends badly for the living...
    TheTofuMaster TheTofuMaster 22-25, M Aug 18

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    The Sea

    The Sea Take my hand. Come with me. Under the water we will swim. We can live life free in truth with no conditions and unreasonable expectations.   Take my hand. Come with me. Life under the sea is very different from life on land. The fishes live in a world where there are...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 13 Responses Jun 11, 2010

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    With Shattered Dreams...

    When I was younger I believed in fairy tales, but those days have gone and passed. I look into a mirror and see nothing but shattered glass. A hope for the future always ran through my head, but alas that was the past. With all of life views have changed and more things come to...
    WingedGuardian WingedGuardian 13-15, F May 16, 2011

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    Justice

    I used to believe in the justice system. I believed that is was generally just and good. I used to believe that the police were there to help people, until I was on the receiving end of a police interrogation. I used to believe that we were all innocent until proven guilty until...
    BittenDog BittenDog 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 14, 2010

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    City Streets

    City Streets   City streets. Cars and trucks are loud. People rush by, Talking and laughing.   Birds chirping. Sun shining. Music playing. Children biking.   I say, “Hello!” to a stranger passing by. He smiles and admires...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 7 Responses Apr 20, 2010

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    I'm A Miracle..

    My mama had me when she was 27 yrs old..at a very young age she have a goiter and had many operations that the doc advised her to bear a child because it will be hard for her sooner or later... She asked a child to Mary's Shrine in Baclaran Philippines..thus my name Mary Grace...
    mgey mgey 26-30, F Dec 27, 2011

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    Vous Avez Mon Coeur

    Vous avez mon Coeur You have my heart. Here it is.  Sensitive and trusting. All my love from me to you.   You have my heart. My love is pure and true. Love should be experienced and not just felt. All my love from me to you.   You have my heart. Intense and...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 10 Responses Jun 11, 2010

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    I Used To

    It has been a very long time. I used to believe in Christ and God and all of that. I didn't choose to believe, it was simply how I was raised. Everyone believed that I knew of. It was like believing the earth went around the sun. It was a given. As a teen I began to...
    BittenDog BittenDog 46-50, M Dec 14, 2010

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    If It Could Somehow Be...

       IF IT COULD SOMEHOW BE... Would you listen closely to my heart song? Would you hear the beat of my heart as it calls out your name? Would you be with me and love me forever? Sigh. (Wishing I could go back in time.......finding you first and holding you tight.) Your body...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 3, 2011

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    Lost In Reactions

    Lost In Reactions Like murky water, why do you hide? Why is this happening yet again? No reply. All that is left is scattered imagery, thoughts and emotions.   Are you everywhere but nowhere? Are we swimming upward in the same direction? No reply. These feelings are...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2010

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    This experience category is my new favorite. It reminds me of when I believed in magic. I had forgotten that I once knew everything was possible. To be that child again, I'd...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 7

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    I met a girl in 7th grade (she was in 8th). I was an awkward loser, and she was pretty and popular. We became friends a year later, after she moved to high school and I was still...
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