I Believed

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    The Sea

    The Sea Take my hand. Come with me. Under the water we will swim. We can live life free in truth with no conditions and unreasonable expectations.   Take my hand. Come with me. Life under the sea is very different from life on land. The fishes live in a world where there are...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers
    31-35, F
    12 Responses Jun 11, 2010

    I Believed

    I'm kinda crushed cause I believed.  I feel just like a kid would feel, when they find out that Santa Claus doesn't exist.  :(
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 31, 2011

    I Used To

    It has been a very long time. I used to believe in Christ and God and all of that. I didn't choose to believe, it was simply how I was raised. Everyone believed that I knew of. It was like believing the earth went around the sun. It was a given. As a teen I began to...
    BittenDog BittenDog
    46-50, M
    Dec 14, 2010

    The Rain

      The Rain   The rain, I can feel it on my face. I can feel the wetness in my hair and on my body.  None of this matters as I lift my face to the sky.  The rain-washes me clean.   The clouds cover the sun. I am here, in this moment...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 22, 2010

    With Shattered Dreams...

    When I was younger I believed in fairy tales, but those days have gone and passed. I look into a mirror and see nothing but shattered glass. A hope for the future always ran through my head, but alas that was the past. With all of life views have changed and more things come to...
    WingedGuardian WingedGuardian
    13-15, F
    May 16, 2011

    I'm A Miracle..

    My mama had me when she was 27 yrs old..at a very young age she have a goiter and had many operations that the doc advised her to bear a child because it will be hard for her sooner or later... She asked a child to Mary's Shrine in Baclaran Philippines..thus my name Mary Grace...
    mgey mgey
    26-30, F
    Dec 27, 2011

    Mr. Everything

    Tell me I’m beautifulAnd I will flash a smileMake me laugh and giggleKeep me guessing for a whileGive me a kind tickleMr. Shy need not applyMy nature can be fickleBut I like my man agileTo find you irresistibleYou must be clever mixed with charmSeducing me with wordsSet of four...
    Iflovedoesntmatterwhatdoes Iflovedoesntmatterwhatdoes
    46-50, F
    Sep 16, 2013

    Light And Movement

    Light and Movement    I close my eyes. Dreaming of a new reality. Beautiful thoughts. My world filled with vivid colors and early daydreams. I imagine vibrant lights and perfect movements like a crystal dangling  in the sun.   I hold on tight...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Sep 8, 2010

    Vous Avez Mon Coeur

    Vous avez mon Coeur You have my heart. Here it is.  Sensitive and trusting. All my love from me to you.   You have my heart. My love is pure and true. Love should be experienced and not just felt. All my love from me to you.   You have my heart. Intense and...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers
    31-35, F
    9 Responses Jun 11, 2010

    ,by what my grandmother told me,

    that the if you're married to someone who you don't know, never had seen before or dead could end up really married to them but by a spiritual connection and things usually ends badly for the living...
    TheTofuMaster TheTofuMaster
    22-25, M
    Aug 18, 2014

    I Believe You Can

    I Believe You Can I feel very lonely tonight.  I don't have anyone to call and it is late.  I just want to be loved and adored.  Will you love me?   I feel very lonely tonight. Take my hand and close your eyes. We can go anywhere, together...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 20, 2010

    When Im Older

    When I'm older, I will become many many things. A doctor, teacher, police officer, a scientist of the human body, a professional singer, and dancer, and most of all...... I want to go to college in NY.... To become a fashion designer... P.S there was more things I wanted to do...
    frost7 frost7
    16-17, F
    Jul 3, 2013

    If It Could Somehow Be...

       IF IT COULD SOMEHOW BE... Would you listen closely to my heart song? Would you hear the beat of my heart as it calls out your name? Would you be with me and love me forever? Sigh. (Wishing I could go back in time.......finding you first and holding you tight.) Your body...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Feb 3, 2011

    Lost In Reactions

    Lost In Reactions Like murky water, why do you hide? Why is this happening yet again? No reply. All that is left is scattered imagery, thoughts and emotions.   Are you everywhere but nowhere? Are we swimming upward in the same direction? No reply. These feelings are...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 7, 2010

    For T

      FOR  T   I am a dreamer. I know I am. I wish to see the good in everyone and everything around me. I wish to see the world with rose-colored glasses because I know the pain of what the world really is. This is too much for me to feel, you...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers
    31-35, F
    10 Responses Apr 26, 2010

    Believe(d)

    I'm losing hope. I'm done trying, it hurts to speak.  I numb myself in ways I shouldn't. I find beauty in my pain and rainy days. I'm giving up. I'm not killing myself. I don't think I want to. I think I want to wait and see what happens to me. But I'm giving up on trying...
    bathanie bathanie
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 7, 2010

    Come Back To Me

        Come Back to me   I look at you and you are so handsome. However, I don't know who that girl in our picture is. I still love you, need you and desire you. I don't always understand you. Lately, you don't talk to me. Can you...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers
    31-35, F
    7 Responses Apr 22, 2010

    Again. And was fooled.

    Again. Needlessly, as it generally happens. But they day I stop believing you actually exist, I will die. So please hurry. Find me. Happy New Year, wherever you are, my love.
    bettyajz bettyajz
    41-45, F
    Dec 31, 2015

    Just When I Think I Understand

    Just When I Think I Understand   Just when I think I finally have a grasp on who I am and what I want out of my life,  I realize I do not. I thought I understood what the world is about. I realize now that I know absolutely nothing at all! The disheartening thing is...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers
    31-35, F
    5 Responses May 20, 2010

    When I Was A Child

    When I was a child, I dreamt of colorful moments like postcards. My joy was flowers in springtime. I made funny faces and gave butterfly kisses.   When I was a child, I dreamt I could be anything my heart desired. Real or imagined. No dream was too big...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers
    31-35, F
    8 Responses Apr 20, 2010

    City Streets

    City Streets   City streets. Cars and trucks are loud. People rush by, Talking and laughing.   Birds chirping. Sun shining. Music playing. Children biking.   I say, “Hello!” to a stranger passing by. He smiles and admires...
    catwhiskers catwhiskers
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Apr 20, 2010

    Justice

    I used to believe in the justice system. I believed that is was generally just and good. I used to believe that the police were there to help people, until I was on the receiving end of a police interrogation. I used to believe that we were all innocent until proven guilty until...
    BittenDog BittenDog
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Dec 14, 2010

    Related Experiences

    This is goodbye and hello. As most of you know, Experience Project is only moving to a new address. You can find an announcement at http://exp2.xyz, and the preliminary new site...
    Ewizo Ewizo
    56-60, F
    1 Response Apr 21
    i wonder if she meant all those things she said.you told me that if you got mad and said hurtful things i should just ignore them because you dont mean them.i wonder if you really...
    lanbanan lanbanan
    18-21, T
    Apr 21
    EP. Experience Project. What a place. When it first appeared, I was using it as a way to express myself. I was in a foreign land and felt the need to connect to people who might...
    LysanderFremont LysanderFremont
    26-30, M
    Apr 21
    Am I sad? Sorta and not really... You see, I've always believed that social media is just ways for people to share their lives with others. Well I'm always working so hard on my...
    UrbanRonin UrbanRonin
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    In the middle of the journey of life, I came to myself within a dark wood where the straight way was lost. -Dante I may have lost myself somewhere along this long road home, or...
    KikFindme12thNumber KikFindme12thNumber
    22-25, M
    Apr 20
    So many things I could free myself of but don't. Do I simply not do so because I am weak? Or is the excuse of procrastination be used because I am weak? I am weak yet not. You are...
    GrinchFairy GrinchFairy
    16-17
    Apr 20
    Strange things I believed in. Aliens. Reptilians pretending to be human beings and making themselves high important people on this planet. Like the TV SHOW .."V" Secret Societies...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    5 Responses Apr 19
    I have been in a very dark place for a couple of years. I don't really tell anyone exactly why because it sounds so stupid to me. it could have really been caused by a combination...
    4gotwhereiwas 4gotwhereiwas
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    When I was about...10 1/2 and down, I had a good family. I believed we all loved each other. Well. At 10 1/2 my dad got a night job. He always slept in the day. So he didn't spend...
    GodOfWords GodOfWords
    26-30, F
    Apr 19
    This will be a long post but I hope you bear with because this is something that’s been eating at me for a while. I fell in love with the most amazing girl I’ve ever met. The...
    Tobey94 Tobey94
    18-21, M
    Apr 19
    My Undying Love for Ed...It’s been 3 years since I last wrote a blog about my first love. Now, I’m going to write again.I don’t know how I will start my blog...
    red2006 red2006
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    It's been some years... I remember times when I regularly had that image and voice on my mind which brought me to fantasies I wouldn't have believed I could ever have. So...
    OpenlyHonestly OpenlyHonestly
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Apr 19
    This is my final story on EP. It's also a love letter of sorts, for Him... It's not something I ever in a millions years imagined myself doing, but it happened. Three days after...
    TheGoddessB TheGoddessB
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 19
    That I love you. Two years ago, I found you here, & now that the place that gave us our beginning will soon be gone, I just wanted to write one last goodbye, before we start...
    AlaiahMay AlaiahMay
    18-21, F
    Apr 17
    The Beu Sisters - Once Upon a Broken Heart Once upon a broken heart I was walking alone in the dark Looking for a way to start again What I wouldn't give for a friend There was no...
    Dafhunter Dafhunter
    22-25, M
    Apr 16
    I never thought a suicide would come in my life and shake it so. I never believed her, I thought she just wanted attention. She had everything. I thought it was a phase. I thought...
    1jeni 1jeni
    51-55, F
    Apr 15
    https://youtu.be/gVILookzrPw The One ~ Kodaline Tell me, tell me that you want me And I'll be yours completely for better or for worse I know, we'll have our disagreements Be...
    poetz13 poetz13
    36-40, F
    Apr 14
    So I have 4 facts about Tommy. 1. I love Tommy because of obvious reasons. 2. Why the **** does young Tommy not remotely look like Roger Daltrey? The person who was in charge of...
    ZosoJimmyPage ZosoJimmyPage
    18-21, F
    Apr 14
    I feel like I have never been mentally here on Earth. Ever since I began to comprehend language and think critically I have never felt like I was meant to be on this Earth. This...
    MillennialStarSon MillennialStarSon
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 14
    You always know, even before they tell you. My ex didn't even tell me until long after we broke up, and subsequently they started stalking me. I was told by a friend. A few months...
    randycham randycham
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 14
    Everybody needs a story to relate too. its only natural for us to want others to feel what we feel, so that we can feel understood and good. My story is one a lot of girls can...
    Ameeeraaa Ameeeraaa
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    its my ex- I didn't even know about it for almost an entire year, something like 8 or 9 months, i had no idea. I was chatting with some friends in a skype group, and one told me...
    randycham randycham
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 14
    Goodbye EP. .... you made it possible for me to get more interactions with people than i get in physical in my day to day . i didnt met much people there, but i also lived weird...
    topazeus topazeus
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Apr 13
    Why? Because God is so good to me. :D Haha. God doesnt fail to make me happy amidst the troubles. ;p Yesterday, I tried to get powers from God cus I had a final interview. Haha. :D...
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 13
    We were just the same, she was the best friend I ever had, the closest person to me in the whole world. I never knew anyone before her I could meld with so well. She believed in my...
    marchingelephant marchingelephant
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 13
    I am ugly, fat, annoying, stupid, worthless, hopeless, forgettable and straight up a piece of trash. I am ******* mental. Anorexia, bulimia, body dysmorphic disorder, depression...
    taehyun taehyun
    13-15, F
    21 Responses Apr 12
    The first time a man tried to hit me, my sister got in the way. He broke her arm. He apologized profusely all the way to the hospital. Explaining how it was all an accident... How...
    Lullacus Lullacus
    22-25, F
    Apr 12
    Prologue (to the story of "Kikkuli", a Maryannu or Mitannian horselord who really existed, and who changed the history of the world.) Can you really be blamed for perfidy when...
    hartfire hartfire
    56-60, F
    1 Response Apr 12
    I was a young, intelligent, motivated kid growing up aspiring to become a Computer Engineer. But as time passed, problems rose between my parents turning into dark days. I've been...
    SoulMadness SoulMadness
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 12
    the title says it all. most of my life has been pain and sorrow both mental and physical you think that eye patch on my eye is fake no its 100% real. I made sacrifices for people...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    Apr 11
    I still get a little agitated when I remember the unfortunate experiences I've had with "friends". I don't regret these experiences though, because they've instilled a kind of...
    glitterpuff glitterpuff
    22-25, F
    Apr 11
    This is embarrassing My name is Damien I am a male teen crossdresser It was a school day and I forgot that I had painted my nails last night red so it was no problem really. I...
    EvaMarie1406 EvaMarie1406
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 11
    Every morning when I wake up, throughout the day, and before I go to sleep I get this feeling. This feeling that overwhelms me with dread. The kind of dread that makes you feel...
    Shrekalicious Shrekalicious
    13-15, T
    Apr 10
    i have had love and i have lost love and in my short life i am even certain in every sense of my being that i did find what most people refer to as "the one" this isnt the first...
    Blt207 Blt207
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    When I was about 10, I met this guy who's around my age. years have passed, I still can't believe that this guy is my best friend. We have the same likes, we go to the same school...
    stracrossedvagabond stracrossedvagabond
    22-25, F
    Apr 9
    This is my story. It is long, but I hope you all can relate to it. A year ago I went on a catholic retreat called Kairos and I gave a speech on my ideals and how to find them and...
    cmom96 cmom96
    18-21, F
    Apr 9
    useless human ive proven to be a truly useless human. im destructive. I'm a monster. i broke like a toy fell into a lonely void i lived for destruction as the only definite...
    demonsaint demonsaint
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 9
    useless human ive proven to be a truly useless human. im destructive. I'm a monster. i broke like a toy fell into a lonely void i lived for destruction as the only definite...
    demonsaint demonsaint
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 9
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