I Binge On Food

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 872 People

    I Cant Stop

    Maybe I dont really want to stop. In one way I hate doing it and I always regret it and hate myself intensly for doing it but in another way, it keeps me going. Its become a part of who I am and Im scared that im nothing without it. Im just so afraid that there is nothing to...
    pine90apple pine90apple
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 24, 2009

    When I feel depressed I

    either want to eat everything in sight or I don't want to eat a single thing.
    amadchic amadchic
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Oct 22, 2014

    ok it's really bad cause it's like an everyday

    thing so like I don't eat all day then I eat out for dinner and sometimes I just have a hotdog from home mostly so I guess I'm kind of healthy ok so let's start with breakfast...I can't stand it I hate breakfast I hate the smell and even the thought of breakfast so I rarely eat...
    xlovelybutterflyx xlovelybutterflyx
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 1, 2014

    Accepting What I Do.

    I am a binge eater. I have a very bad relationship with food. It's all I have ever known. It was the only way I was taught to deal with any and all of my emotions. " Don't ever cry in front of a man." My mother would say to me after she got a call from my male teacher about kids...
    rileyone rileyone
    31-35
    2 Responses Oct 7, 2013

    I don't overly eat to the point to call it

    binging, but I do each sometimes and I can't control myself around food. Like I just had two bowls of soup, and I'm about to have an apple. It's 1 a.m. I'm so sick of it. I need to get rid of it but everyone is sleeping.
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount
    16-17, F
    Apr 17, 2014

    Are healthy all day, had a great workout

    and then I came home for dinner. I had three full plates of pasta and ravioli😞😞 I have no portion control.
    sbarry5 sbarry5
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 22, 2014

    Salted Caramel peanuts

    and Chipotle peanuts...I was wrong, bad mix
    boobaloo22 boobaloo22
    36-40, M
    Nov 6, 2015

    Isn't That a Normal Binge...???

    I thought that it was normal to binge on food.  Is there really anything (other than drugs) to binge on??? You can't binge on air.  Or couches, or hair.  Right.  Because binging is about putting something in, right? Well, there!  I do eat way too much...
    skinnybitch skinnybitch
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 11, 2009

    I can barely tell what's a binge

    and what's not anymore. Apparently it's not normal to eat an entire bag of Reese's cups with two sodas and some pizza. It just tastes so good and I have to eat it for some reason.
    bingeater bingeater
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 28, 2015

    Ever since I could start controlling what I ate

    and when I ate it, I've been experimenting with eating times and how much I eat. I started eating less and less to the point where I had only a small snack a day like pop tarts or a sandwich. I lost 40 pounds but I noticed I would go through periods of time where food would...
    slater666 slater666
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jul 20, 2014

    I'm so shameful! Went to Lobster

    and crab buffet and I ate until I was bursting my seams. If you want to know: it's in Morongo Casino, near Palm Springs, they have it every Thursday, all you can eat Maine Lobsters! Yummmmmy! Crabs too.
    zorba04 zorba04
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jul 2, 2014

    Trying so hard not to go in my kitchen

    and eat everything! I have done so well today eating healthy food.
    sbarry5 sbarry5
    22-25, F
    Oct 21, 2014

    Almost Obese Again.

    I've been fattening up rapidly due to my horrible diet. Mushroom cheese pizza, whole blocks of chocolate, bags of crisps make up my days of gluttony. A lot of my snacking happens late at night when I can stuff my belly and not get any stares if I venture out of my bedroom...
    gainergirl19 gainergirl19
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Jun 14, 2013

    I have been doing really well lately

    and am beginnig to lose weight but I'm so close to binging again.
    lostboyraymond lostboyraymond
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Mar 1

    Yes....I Binge a Lot At Night...

    Cakes, potato crisps, savoury biscuits, candy, soft drink, popcorn. Mmmmmmm. And then, I brush like a fiend....I weigh 50kgs and I'm not Bulimic. I know I shouldn't whine, but even if I eat like a pig, nothing freaking gains but depression and effed up blood glucose. Oh and...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Feb 9, 2009

    Why cant i stop binge-ing ?

    ? I ate like a monster i want to loss weight . I workout everyday but it all ruined because the binge .. I hate my self i dont what to do .. Why should i be like this ? I'm depressed
    CamillaMillys CamillaMillys
    18-21, F
    Aug 23, 2014

    Over The Weekend

    over the weekend, i ate 12 sets of a dozen doughnuts every day from friday to sunday. That is 432 doughnuts. Some I turned into doughnut hamburgers. I also 2 xl large pepperoni pizzas with extra pepperoni and cheesy bites crust. i also chugged  a ton of coke and sugary coffee...
    fatbellygirl fatbellygirl
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Apr 19, 2011

    I Binge Eat

    I can't remember exactly when I started to binge on food. But once I started, it felt so good in the moment because I felt like I was protected from all my problems by binge eating- food is the ultimate source of my comfort. I wish it wasn't. It's like a vicious cycle- I'm...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 15, 2009

    Me and my wife are going to binge on donuts

    today and lay around feels so good
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 4, 2015

    Binge Eating Without Limit

    When my wife was thinner, she had to stop her food binges when she was so full she felt like she was going to throw up. Now that her stomach has been stretched out by years of overeating, there doesn't seem to be a limit to how much she can stuff herself with food.
    jcruz jcruz
    31-35
    4 Responses Apr 5, 2012

    I didn't get a chance to talk about this last

    night, so I'm explaining myself now! Dinner last night consisted of pizza - one of my favorites. And since I've been trying this whole weight gain thing... I figured I would try to eat a whole pizza! I can tell you now, I didn't succeed, haha. I did come close though; I was only...
    danfo98 danfo98
    16-17, F
    Mar 18

    I Can Not Stop

    I've been binge eating for the past 3 days, I can't stop this!!! I need to be locked away somewhere so I can stop...I'm gonna be over 300 pounds before the end of this new year!
    piggyvickie10 piggyvickie10
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 2, 2013

    I have cycled between binging

    and strict dieting for most of my life. It is partly emotional eating, partly eating from boredom but the biggest thing is the illicit thrill of saying screw the diet, I'm going to eat as much as possible. I am a bit of a perfectionist and have high, probably unrealistic...
    Akaol Akaol
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 8, 2014

    I can't control my eating habits.

    ..i wish i could eat more healthy but I'm like addicted to chips...sometimes i eat it for breakfast...i can't force myself to cook and when i do, i just wolf down the whole thing...like 2 days food cause it's tasty and you do that if you haven't eaten a cooked meal for days...so...
    Nesigurna Nesigurna
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 8, 2015

    It's weird how you know what you're doing is

    wrong but you just keep doing it. It's a vicious cycle, someone chain me up!
    gracijela gracijela
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 24, 2015

    Went to the doctors to get tested

    for diabetes. This could actually be possibly due to all the sugar binges that have been excessive the last two years.
    sbarry5 sbarry5
    22-25, F
    Oct 27, 2014

    I'm a huge binge eater.

    Normally people vomit it back up, but not me. I binge maybe once a a day or two.
    kat990 kat990
    13-15
    Jun 28, 2014

    I go through stages. I'm sure the time of the

    month plays a role in here.
    Roz2014 Roz2014
    41-45, F
    Nov 12, 2014

    My Birthday Binge

    I recently celebrated my birthday and my parents allowed me and my friends to go to the mall the follwoing weekend...While at the mall they shopped for clothes while I ate my numerous snacks. After four hours of shopping we decided to go to lunch. At first we went to the food...
    fatsonja fatsonja
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 29, 2012

    and I'm gonna stop. I think.

    One day. For sure.
    CallMeShayYeah CallMeShayYeah
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 17, 2015

    I Try To Binge Eat No More Than Once A Week!

    For the last 5 months, I started binge eating once a week on sour cream and onion chips by Lay's. Oh my gosh, they were really REALLY hard to put down! I would eat like 5 bags in one sitting. Unfortunatey, tonight I didn't have my chips so I ordered a pizza and ate 75% of it. And...
    michelleindsm michelleindsm
    36-40, F
    Sep 26, 2013

    Today I totally cracked on my diet.

    . I ate 3 crispbread with ham, a cocunut ball and one piece of bread with ham and egg... I'm so upset, because it was going so well.. Yesterday I ate one crispbread, one piece of meat and that's it... And the day before that I ate a piece of bread and an apple... I feel like I...
    cherrychillz cherrychillz
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 18, 2014

    I worked out the other day!

    Imagine that, I actually worked out until I couldn't stand. Then, the next day I ate out in an eat all you can buffet... I ate so much sushi (my favorite) until, I couldn't stand...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 31, 2014

    I have to stop making brownies,

    I just binged ate the rest just so they wouldn't be in the house. Loose loose 😕
    sbarry5 sbarry5
    22-25, F
    Oct 29, 2014

    I Promised Myself I Wouldn't.

    It all started when my mom gave me a what to eat and what not to eat book for Christmas.I got highly affened by it and ran up to my room Christmas day crying - let alone to say I was 10 at the very least when this happened. In 7th grade I HAD to sit with people that made fun of...
    NicolePear NicolePear
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Dec 16, 2012

    I just binged are so much.

    I feel so so sick and feel like I might just get sick.
    sbarry5 sbarry5
    22-25, F
    Oct 27, 2014

    I had been doing so well.

    I have gone back to my binging ways and I feel so down and upset. The antidepressants have helped me with my mood but haven't stopped me from binging. I don't know what to do. I can't understand why it keeps happening. I will never love myself like I used too. I hate this...
    danyellelakin danyellelakin
    22-25, F
    Mar 9

    I Have Binge Eating Disorder

    So many people tell me how I'm such a beautiful girl but...... There is always the but. I get told this by people all the time, family members, doctors strangers......but then they try to say nicely, you would look even prettier if you lost s little weight. Or sometimes they say...
    FluffyRN32 FluffyRN32
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jun 6, 2013

    I love forcing food into my mouth till I feel

    feel and keep doing it till I feel like I'm going to burst open. I put on my tightest clothes and just shove food and feel my shirt get tighter and my jeans squeeze tightly. After I rub my swollen stomach as I gulp down down soda and get even heavier. I would love it...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Dec 26, 2013

    Wow I just had over like 3000 calories in one

    sitting. I'm slim but that's not the point, it's the horrible feeling of losing control. I mean yeah I obviously dread the gaining weight part, but it's the act itself that makes me feel like such an animal. I don't purge after. This is notoriously emotional eating. I wish...
    Cstar68 Cstar68
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 24, 2014

    I Regret It Later

    When I feel sad, lonely or confused I try to find comfort in food, and later when the scale starts calling me fat, I regret it. But I never learn my lesson!
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Apr 19, 2009

    I've been told that my appetite is admirable,

    but I feel disgusted. I'm just going to get fat and gross. I eat my feelings then I want to punish myself for it. On the opposite side, I've been looked at funny because I have "unusual" habits which only makes me feel worse. Unique is the same as weird. Stop judging me and...
    Annapie Annapie
    18-21, F
    Jun 29, 2014

    Today

    I wish I had a normal habit in regards to my eating patterns. I wish that I could carry myself in a manner that was responsible to my body. It disgusts me to think of what I just ate. I can't help but gag. Why did I eat like that? What made me consume what I did? How did I lose...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    8 Responses Dec 15, 2010

    Binge eating has ruined my life.

    I feel so uncomfortable in my own body. I wish I could be how I used to be and not think about when my next binge will be and how or what I'm going to do to try and stop it!
    danyellelakin danyellelakin
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 3

    I Dont Want To Stop Bingeing

    I constantly binge my belly is so huge now it needs never ending supply of food. My mum was shocked when we out for lunch last wek when I ate 2 big mac meals and 2 cheeseburgers with fries 3 large strawberry milkshakes and 4 hot apple pies only to then go next door to greggs and...
    blubber2 blubber2
    26-30, F
    12 Responses Apr 19, 2011

    Binge eating chocolate in bed.

    I feel so guilty, but can't stop.
    sbarry5 sbarry5
    22-25, F
    Oct 15, 2014

    Today I Ate

    Today I ate 300 hot chicken wings, a casserole dish of fried mac and cheese, a carrot cake, a 10 lb turkey and 84 doughnutes.
    fatbellygirl fatbellygirl
    22-25, F
    11 Responses Apr 23, 2011

    I've come to the conclusion

    that I am a binge eater.. After cleaning my room I discovered one side of my room (closest to the wall next to my bed) the place I hid all my lolly wrappers.. Last night I bought a block of chocolate and stuffed myself in less then 20 minutes with as much chocolate as I could...
    hospitalrooms hospitalrooms
    31-35, F
    Jun 19, 2015

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