I Bipolar Ex-meth Addict and Struggling

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 14 People

    Think About It All The Time

    I've done meths for 18 years I've been diagnosed with bipolar,hidden personalty disorder and antisocial disorder.I've been clean 1 year.I struggle everyday because I can still taste the meths.I tell myself I don't need it and all the time I want it.I was homeless lost my job and...
    echo67 echo67
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Dec 21, 2009

    Beginning Of The End

    I feel broken most of the time now. Little things catch my eye. White spots on the window or mirror. I'm always tempted to hold my lighter underneath. See if it smokes. White spots on the floor. If I pick one up, suddenly I can see the other 300 pieces and have to do that too. I...
    BallerGirl12 BallerGirl12
    22-25, F
    Mar 16, 2011

    Reality Is Always My Fate.

    It has been 8 years now. I am 45. I managed two years clean in 2008-09 by voluntarily takinghair follicletests to show my kids mom. To prove to everyone. In 2010 istopped the tests and of course relapsed. I am not officially diagnosed bipolar but my Psychologist...
    selfishrollercoaster selfishrollercoaster
    41-45, M
    Oct 26, 2012
More Stories