I Blame Myself For The Loss Of A Dear Friend

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    I have lost so many dear friends.

    Some for me being gay, some because I wasn't attractive enough to advance to romance, and so on. All of the flawed cogs in these relationship machines were mine, so it seems.
    beautifulbizarre beautifulbizarre
    18-21, F
    Aug 16, 2015

    Her Name Was Blackdepths On Daily Strength...

    I was in Love with her. She was the 1st girl I had ever truly fallen in Love with. She was suicidal one night and I tried so hard to be there for her and Love her, and help her through what she was going through, but it wasn't enough. After not hearing from her a week, I found...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 2, 2012

    I do blame myself for the loss of a dear friend,

    we were the best of friends in middle school, and she was in a very dark place and i didnt see it until it was too late, and by the time, there was nothing that I could do. She died, and I didn't see it coming and it tears me apart to this day.
    HisLittleAriel HisLittleAriel
    26-30, F
    Aug 16, 2015

    Forgiveness And Regret.....

    May 25th, 2008....that's the date when she took her own life. A date that's forever burned into my memory. I only knew her for a short time. Some say it's too short of a time to develop any feelings for a human being. Maybe so, but I didn't know how much time I had that day. Same...
    Timster91 Timster91
    22-25, M
    5 Responses Jul 3, 2010
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