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I Blame Myself For Things Gone Wrong

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    Gone Wrong

    If it is my fault, then I will blame myself.  If it is not my fault, I will not.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Sep 30, 2011

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    It's Not The Victims Fault.

    yet we all blame ourselves. what if i did this, or did that. screamed louder? resisted more? told sooner? told at all? cried more? begged more? pleaded more? ran? hid? fought back? fought at all? what did i do? what didnt i do? why did this happen? what wrong have i done? truth...
    monsterwithinme monsterwithinme 18-21, F Dec 20, 2011

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    Life Gone Wrong

    I feel somtimes the way my life has turned out is my fault if I would of went school when I was 18 instead of getting involved in things I should have not.  I was lost at 18.  Now I'm a mom with 2 amazing wonderful children 5 and 6 I feel like i'm letting them down...
    Babygirl1977 Babygirl1977 26-30, F Jan 8, 2010

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    I Think Everything Is My Fault And Blame Myself For Everything

    I blame myself for anything that goes on around me, or that happens to the people around me. my dad left mom's favorite dish hanging off the table, the cat nocked it over, it broke, it was my cat must be my fault, and instantly i start shaking and wondering what the punishment...
    stoiccloset stoiccloset 18-21 1 Response Oct 11, 2009

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    Idk.

    He said it's not my fault. I said it was. It's all because of my ****** up mind and my over emotional responses to absolutely everything. He said it's his fault. I said it wasn't.   He said no matter what it's not me this time. That's the one thing he wanted me to know...
    cookiecakes cookiecakes 18-21, F Oct 11, 2009

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    He Died

    My dad died a year ago, and I sometimes feel like it's partially my fault. It started when he had the stroke in September. My mom had went to check on him in their room, and saw that he'd fallen out of bed and wasn't acting right. I went in to see, and realized it was likely a...
    SagesBabie SagesBabie 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2009

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    Why Can't I Be Better?

    I had a patient.  He was very ill, needy, rude, demanding, pushy, childish and immature, and generally sucked the life out of me anytime I had to deal with him.  He died today.  After a meeting with him and his son, he left, and by the time he got home he was in such severe...
    cedricsmom cedricsmom 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 7, 2011

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    My Friend

    My best friend has had a lot happen to her in the last few years and I've managed to blame myself for a whole lot of it. She was in a snowboarding accident a few years ago. I was the one who convinced her to go snowboarding that day. She and her boyfriend of 2 years reached a...
    BleedingMascara BleedingMascara 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 15, 2008

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    Life Fell Apart...

    April 1st 2007 - My life came crashing down around me.  My other half was taken away from me.  My husband was an immigrant from England.  He was brought over when he was 9 years old.  His family never got him his paperwork.  So when we married, I filed...
    IrishEyes IrishEyes 21-25, F 4 Responses Sep 20, 2007

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    I Blame It All On Me

    i remember when i first went out with my ex it all went smooth till prob 3 weeks and then he tried to go to the next step i wasn't ready for that specially since hes brother was in the same room so i told him i have to go so i ran upstairs grabbed my bag and left after that he...
    meaglouait meaglouait 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 6, 2011

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    "my Colonscopy"

    A colonscopy is a piece of cake. Mmmmmmmmmmm,piece of cake. Im hungry, just kidding. I would have never jeopardized my colonscopy by introducing solids the day of Evacud to. Every dream, and i had many involved accidentally eating something i should'nt which meant ANYTHING. I did...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 24, 2011

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    I Almost Lost My Arm From A Hena

    I went to Hong Kong Summer of 2012 for vacation as I've always loved my heritage and culture as a Chinese American. I spent the next 2 months staying with extended relatives and living with them. I spent everyday observing and interacting with people who live their lives vastly...
    bfung bfung 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 22, 2013

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    The Chains Of Habit Are Generally Too Small To Be Felt Until They Are Too Strong To Be Broken

    Blame…. It is such an ugly word, yet I get blame piled on top of me on a daily basis. If I were to be able to make it through an entire day without being faulted for someone else’s problem, I do not know if I would even recognize my own life. Having the finger...
    TypicalPisces TypicalPisces 31-35, F Dec 7, 2010

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    Where Did I Go Wrong In Life?

    hello please hear me out please.where do i start this is tough... ok I am 43 Male i live in Britain.I live with my Mother and her boyfriend who drive me mad (she is 63 i love her)but we clash and old people do become annoying yes?(they love life) i hate every minute of mine.I am...
    defoekeane defoekeane 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 2, 2013

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    I Was Abused......... Until I Reached The Bed

    I couldnt stop the abuse on myself inflicted by my family, and when things fell apart i blamed myself!
    HelenParis HelenParis 22-25 Mar 8, 2012

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    Even Though I Know I Didn't Do It.

    It's so hard to get past the guilt of things gone wrong. Today I feel like I ruined everyones day....I asked to be left alone for a bit....that I just needed some space to deal....and he snapped at me and everyone else. He smashed the door and porch gate...he put a hole in the...
    luckypickle luckypickle 26-30 29 Responses Nov 15, 2009

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    I hate always being the bad guy and being blamed as the reason why things went bad, Nd fights. I try to talk things out Im complaining, I show I care, love, and concerned I worry...
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    trappedgirl17 trappedgirl17 16-17, F Feb 21

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    Look, this is my first time writing an entry here. Sometimes you've just got to share some memories/moments or even people in our lives that have set you on your path today. This...
    introvert98 introvert98 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 9

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    So I've searched up for websites that will tell me how many calories I burn a day doing my regular day routine. Also for the past week I've been counting the amount of calories I...
    FlabPack FlabPack 22-25, M a week ago

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    There's really two of me trying to live inside one body. The first me, the one everyone see's is the crazy, loud, fun, easy going, party animal glam guy. That me is always having a...
    FlyingMonkies FlyingMonkies 36-40, M 2 days ago

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    Took a damn bus this morning to go get some stuff done , it was snowing REALLY bad , I do not feel good . I have extremely thick hair from my father's side of the family......one...
    Shaadoww Shaadoww 36-40, F 3 hrs ago

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    Since I have no idea what direction I want to take in my life right now, I've decided to make a list of things to consider... You might call them goals. What I want out of life...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I don't hate myself for the way I look anymore ... I hate myself for the person I am ... I realize how ******* awful I am to everybody!! I'm just so mean to people all the time and...
    suicidalblonde suicidalblonde 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    I,m 68 my wife is 66 weve been married since our teens 49 years now.we have both been loyal and love one another to bits still.but last month my oldest pal and both our friends...
    plastow plastow 61-65, M 1 Response Feb 7

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    please resolve or have committed to resolving all your intimacy, sexual or otherwise, that have hindered you in the past from wanting to be wanted before you ask me to want you. I...
    myvoyce2 myvoyce2 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    When you said apathetic, it struck me in many ways. The most apparent intent behind that was the team switch, from offense to neutral. Now it's only me left fighting, which is a...
    InsaneDane InsaneDane 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    Keeping that in mind helps me feel less shifty about myself when relationships of any kind go south, since I have a tendency to blame myself.
    kathornes kathornes 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I tried writing this experience once but it shut down in the middle, so I'm a little frustrated but I'll try again. I was saying that I find myself doing things just for the sole...
    Shamandora Shamandora 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    That is what I sometimes have woken up thinking about. Or pay to keep someone else in company. So desperate, so alone, so much needing to be touched or talk. Feeling so unable to...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Feb 18

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    Anyone looking for a cute relationship with a little person? I'm 4'5" and I only get hit on by young kids and much older men. I don't want to blame my dwarfism but I'm so tired of...
    dizzy82 dizzy82 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    If you play with fire, you're going to get burnt.... Why did I let this happen? Someone is going to get hurt... And I hope it me and not the people involved... I've ****** up...
    catho catho 18-21, F Feb 10

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    My brother and I just had an argument. He sucks at arguing because of how he drags the focus of the argument to other things. Things like me. He constantly insults me for being...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 6 Responses Feb 13

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    As the way I grow, I am still understanding myself and things around. In the meantime, I would like to work on myself when things get a bit hard. But still I like to remain the...
    Someplaceisnice Someplaceisnice 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    I used to feel a lot of anxiety regarding my gender and sexuality, but over the past few months I've started accepting myself more and more, and stopped trying to change things or...
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    I hate myself for being very impulsive and listening to the things my mind tells me to do..things i ought not to do and which i don't want to but i still do it for the temporary...
    Roadofillusions Roadofillusions 26-30, M Feb 4

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    everyday, i make up stories, talk about things that stress me out, talk about and think about the outcomes of almost everything that happens to me. i can talk to myself for hours...
    andylovesyou23 andylovesyou23 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 7

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    When I listen to the music I like, I search for ratings online. And if the music is rated horrible. I feel like that I am a horrible person. And I can't get rid of it because I...
    lostfreakinglost lostfreakinglost 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 15

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