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I Blame Myself

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    I Deserve This. - Hello and thank you for reading my story, First of let me tell you about me, I am fifteen and have a great family, two younger sisters and my parents still live...
    ThisSocietyKillsMe ThisSocietyKillsMe 13-15, F 2 Responses May 12, 2012

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    For Everything - Its all my fault. It always seems that it is. I grew up beliving everything bad that happened in the world could have been prevented by me if i had been better...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2009

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    I blame myself for my friends suicide. We had an argument that night about my cutting and he lost it. Told me he couldn't handle the pain I was putting him through. His last words...
    PraiseGod101 PraiseGod101 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    This Is My Fault And I Know It - about six months ago i got pregnant i cried thinking i hated it about a day later i fell in love with the idea of having a baby not ever 4 days...
    loveme00 loveme00 16-17, F Sep 1, 2012

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    It Is A Terrible Habit - I feel like I have no one to blame but myself. We're all in charge of our own destinies, right? So why did I put myself here? Nobody made me do it. I can...
    SonicReducer75 SonicReducer75 36-40, M Feb 26, 2010

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    For A Lot. - I can blame myself because it was my fault. I got into drugs and alchahol when I was 13. When I turned 15 I became friends with a guy and a girl (I won't say names...
    TheDarknessWithinMe TheDarknessWithinMe 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 13, 2011

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    Wasn't Strong Enough - I was emotionally unstable. I had been through a nightmare of a first marriage- things I'd rather not discuss right now. However, losing the baby...
    angelwings626 angelwings626 41-45, F 24 Responses Dec 15, 2008

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    I Encouraged My Mom to Go For a Cancer Treatment That Has Harmed Her - I am so sorry I became the person in our family that researched all my mom's medical maladies and options...
    chablis2103 chablis2103 36-40 1 Response Dec 16, 2008

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    I am 1 out of 11 brothers and sister all from the same mom and dad.. One of my brothers passed away 15 years ago and his name was Blake Logan weber.. And one day as we were young i...
    chadwjordan23 chadwjordan23 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    There was this guy who I liked and he liked me back, we talked endlessly and I was happy. Sadly when we started talking he had to move schools, but he would always visit me after...
    mysterioushime mysterioushime 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    Stupid - I knew where this was heading. My brain desperately told my heart to stop....if only it had just listened. Now it's too late and I'm where I knew I'd be......hopelessly...
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 9, 2013

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    I Blame Myself For My Mums Death - I was always moved around, never stayed in one place more than 6 months. My mother couldn't be without a man so would move from one disasterous...
    buscleaner buscleaner 31-35 May 2, 2010

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    My Daughter - I blame my self for my daughters lost.im thinking maybe if im there i should have done something or i could saved her life or maybe she fought if she knew that we are...
    Sad12mom Sad12mom 26-30, F Mar 13, 2013

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    :( ;( friday 21st march........sun shone brightly and day started,had a list of chores to do......my lazziness and ignorance to work proved a real blame n taunt fr me.... why s it...
    Mughee Mughee 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 21

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    I do everything wrong. I have a friend, and she always blames others for every little thing. Ususally she's just joking, and she doesn't REALLY blame me, or someone else. But it...
    littlewolf1 littlewolf1 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    everybody hates me. I don't blame them. I hate me too. im 14. I had sex with my (now ex-) best friends older brother 8 times. im now possibly pregnant. have a drug addiction, and...
    huntycoco huntycoco 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I spend a lot of time by myself Because my boyfriend, the man who I thought was the love of my life, never has time for me. His kids come first. Can't put him down for that because...
    jorellie jorellie 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    I'm becoming emotionless day by day. My face no longer holds a smile nor a frown just a blank expressionless slate. My thoughts are getting into me and so far they are winning...
    wretchedgirl wretchedgirl 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    Yesterday something happened in the girl change room Someone put my friend close in bathroom then she blamed me when I did't do it. I got mad punched something hurt my nucleus .
    KMR4632 KMR4632 18-21, F Mar 26

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    You can't blame me for something I haven't done. I'm not a bad person, but you've succeded on making me feel like one.
    superwholock superwholock 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    The day comes when we decide that it no longer serves us to blame our parents, our family, our circumstances or anyone or anything else and we decide its time to move forward...
    toufie1 toufie1 22-25, M Apr 2

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    I don't know where to start, in my 36 years of existence my life has been complicated ever since. I have an unusual family to start, I have an adopted older sister which had been...
    jopet jopet 31-35, M Apr 4

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    I live in squaller. I think I do it on purpose so I can blame poverty for not finding any success as an artist
    tarkovsky tarkovsky 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I'm 21 years old, currently away at college. The only family I have is my mother, and we've been literally poor for about a year now. The thing is, we sold one house 7 years ago...
    janefloyd janefloyd 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I seem to blame others for my own problems... I know it's not them. I'm delusional and I need someone to take responsibility for my shortcomings. I don't think I used to be like...
    Es777 Es777 26-30, M 16 hrs ago

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    I told you guys that I hated myself. Now I am in a messy circumstance and I felt everything was falling apart. I might not finish my degree on time when the financial stance is not...
    InFiDeL0020 InFiDeL0020 26-30, M Mar 24

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    It's been over half a year since I cut myself for the first time. I got home from school and had been stressed and as they say "when it rains, it's pouring". I got inside my...
    iSabishii iSabishii 18-21, F Mar 24

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    Here the past few days I've been dealing with a lot of insecurity and self esteem. I was talking with my best friend today and I think I have a really good idea of what I would...
    needinganescape needinganescape 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    ( Short story: Prologue) My last hope Everything stops. Times stands still. There he lies on the cold ground. Here I’m standing just staring down as death whispers on the end...
    TweDee TweDee 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    It took me a while to realize that somewhere along my path of life I actually managed to lose myself in reality. I lost old friends and gained new ones and realized I had changed...
    ariel2891 ariel2891 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    We're all here for the same reason right? We all hate ourselves. But I don't know if I actually hate myself or I just can't find anything about myself that I like. Or I think...
    caseylouise caseylouise 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I do this as a way of figuring myself out. I love diving into the deepest depths of my innermost desires and thoughts, exploring myself and learning new things every day. I love to...
    JustAnotherHuman34 JustAnotherHuman34 18-21, M Mar 28

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    I started to really hate myself when I was about 9 or 10. I don't know why but as I was going through the day I realized all of the stupid things I do, how pathetic I am and I...
    skinnylittlewrists skinnylittlewrists 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 31

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    I came to a realisation today that I have given up on myself. I have been putting on a brave front for the most part, but inside been struggling with inner turmoil. I was driving...
    NewDay NewDay 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    I once read an interesting perspective about the people you will encounter in your life, it states: "25% of people you meet: will never like you; 25% of people you meet: won't...
    FussBox FussBox 26-30, F Apr 7

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    I wouldn't call it loving myself, but rather that I find myself to be one awesome, one of a kind person. I am intelligent, hard working, easy going, open, and honest, to name some...
    bkf2 bkf2 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I've only been on EP for three days, and it's already helping me with my ongoing battle with depression. Or rather, it's helping me to help myself. I'm the kind of person who...
    xeian xeian 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    My biggest problem right now is not knowing how to handle the most basic situations. I find myself stuck, unable to explain myself, or my feelings, throwing everything into a box...
    Mirabal19 Mirabal19 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I am a tom boy kinda girl.. but so what!! i love myself now n don't care what others think of me.. i love to try out new things ...so what if others don't like it. i love to deal...
    90colors 90colors 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    For the longest time I have invested my time thinking about my friends and family and whether I have upset them. Whether I said something wrong. Whether I offended them. Whether I...
    moorelove3168 moorelove3168 18-21 2 days ago

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    Today I had yet another deep conversation with my acting professor. He told me how I should just ignore people's judgements and go past that, how I shouldn't be afraid to be myself...
    Realitea Realitea 18-21, F Mar 18

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    My arms throbbing with pain after being hit on the arm with a plank of wood. The woman continues to scream. Continues to shout. Continues to remind me why everything is my fault...
    revolucion revolucion 22-25, M Mar 19

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    When I make a mistake, I hate myself, I get angry with myself & I want to hurt myself & punish myself!!! I feel worthless. I suffer from depression & social anxiety. I mentally...
    l2thedoublej l2thedoublej 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 24

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    I've been trying to concentrate on things about myself I like rather than my flaws. It's so much harder than I thought it would be. I always catch myself comparing myself to other...
    daniefaye32346 daniefaye32346 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    My birthday came and went without fanfare on Valentine's Day. Yes, I am a year older 57. While part of me feels young, my body still feels sluggish. I bought myself a new...
    bemyvalentine bemyvalentine 51-55, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 4

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    Yeah, I am myself, 100% I'm the original G. So many goddam people always ask me how and why I change how I act and behave and stuff depending on where I am and who I am with...
    bluemetalchick9 bluemetalchick9 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 5

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