Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Blame Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 148 People

    My Daughter

    I blame my self for my daughters lost.im thinking maybe if im there i should have done something or i could saved her life or maybe she fought if she knew that we are there.its very hard for me to tell my daughter that if she cannot fight for it its okay for her to rest,to tell...
    Sad12mom Sad12mom 26-30, F Mar 13, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    For A Lot.

    I can blame myself because it was my fault. I got into drugs and alchahol when I was 13. When I turned 15 I became friends with a guy and a girl (I won't say names). He became my best friend, she my girlfriend. I was a fence/theif and a user/ they were honer students and had a...
    TheDarknessWithinMe TheDarknessWithinMe 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 13, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Deserve This.

    Hello and thank you for reading my story, First of let me tell you about me, I am fifteen and have a great family, two younger sisters and my parents still live together and love each other. We're not poor but not rich either, I am content with everything I have and get along...
    ThisSocietyKillsMe ThisSocietyKillsMe 13-15, F 2 Responses May 12, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I blame myself for my friends suicide.

    We had an argument that night about my cutting and he lost it. Told me he couldn't handle the pain I was putting him through. His last words to me were "I'm sorry. Sorry I loved someone so damaged. Sorry I met you. Sorry for this"
    PraiseGod101 PraiseGod101 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    For Everything

    Its all my fault. It always seems that it is. I grew up beliving everything bad that happened in the world could have been prevented by me if i had been better. Some things My father's death My great-grandmother's death My neighbors suicide My family...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    When I was 14 I was raped,

    there was two lads in the room and when I went to the police it was my word against there's, the police said I was lying and they wouldn't believe me and it broke my heart, everyone including my parents thought I was lying. A few weeks back my best friend told me she was raped...
    shannonnicole5189 shannonnicole5189 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 30, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Encouraged My Mom to Go For a Cancer Treatment That Has Harmed Her

    I am so sorry I became the person in our family that researched all my mom's medical maladies and options over the years. Yes she has survived with Liver cancer after eye melanoma for over two years but her SirtSpheres in September didn't help and may have harmed her. I blame...
    chablis2103 chablis2103 36-40 1 Response Dec 16, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    This Is My Fault And I Know It

    about six months ago i got pregnant i cried thinking i hated it about a day later i fell in love with the idea of having a baby not ever 4 days later i found out my baby was already died i feel like this is my fault my body didn't take care of it. the next day was Easter and i...
    loveme00 loveme00 16-17, F Sep 1, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Blame Myself For My Mums Death

    I was always moved around, never stayed in one place more than 6 months. My mother couldn't be without a man so would move from one disasterous relationship to another, dragging me along for the ride. Her final relationship ended with her death. She has got into an argument with...
    buscleaner buscleaner 31-35 May 2, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Wasn't Strong Enough

    I was emotionally unstable. I had been through a nightmare of a first marriage- things I'd rather not discuss right now. However, losing the baby, attempting suicide, etc. would have been enough to shake even the strongest person to his/her core. I convinced...
    angelwings626 angelwings626 41-45, F 24 Responses Dec 15, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Stupid

    I knew where this was heading. My brain desperately told my heart to stop....if only it had just listened. Now it's too late and I'm where I knew I'd be......hopelessly lost in the undertow of my emotions.
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 9, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It Is A Terrible Habit

    I feel like I have no one to blame but myself. We're all in charge of our own destinies, right? So why did I put myself here? Nobody made me do it. I can't point a finger at anyone. I need to take responsibilities for my own actions, but where does it cross the line into blame...
    SonicReducer75 SonicReducer75 36-40, M Feb 26, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I am 1 out of 11 brothers

    and sister all from the same mom and dad.. One of my brothers passed away 15 years ago and his name was Blake Logan weber.. And one day as we were young i took him out side so we could ride our little bikes and we were at the mail box and we saw are dad coming down the street...
    chadwjordan23 chadwjordan23 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 3, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I blame myself when things don't go right even if its not my fault because the only one who can fix the problem is myself. also sometimes its good to vent but who wants to listen...
    me0883 me0883 22-25, M Apr 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I know it wasn't my fault... WHY do I still blame myself... I feel like I messed up some how in this whole situation
    Catho Catho 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I dont need someone else in my life who only knows of constantly blaming me....already have enoug
    tiya78 tiya78 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's not your fault...clearly...it's not your fault...you stood up against the world and took an oath not to give up when the going gets rough...you knew it all along...so it's...
    N22B N22B 26-30, M Mar 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    If he's in a mood and responds negatively it hurts real bad, I'm sure I've done wrong and need to change or he won't care & love me or maybe he just doesn't :(
    Aagatha Aagatha 36-40, F Apr 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My ex broke up with me, and I felt awful, he said that it was because he needed space because of his depression, but before he said that, he said "Before we were dating, I really...
    callXmeXrose callXmeXrose 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    As far as I can remember, my own self-consciousness stemmed from being made fun of on an almost daily basis for having a pot belly as a child. Along with having a pot belly, I was...
    dude2278 dude2278 31-35, M 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Letting go takes Love. To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can not do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it is the realization that I can not...
    Changeling79 Changeling79 36-40, F 6 Responses Mar 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Sometimes I cause my own headaches. I need to keep myself from sinking into the "what if's", "how come's","what's the purpose ","should I's", and "why not's". I surprise myself...
    aLadywithoutaclue aLadywithoutaclue 22-25, F 21 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I didn't realize how much I hate myself. I'm always comparing myself to others and I'm used to reminding myself that I am an awful person. I don't think that's working out for me...
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M 1 Response 20 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I remember being good at writing. Decent at drawing as well. I grew up being told I was "wise beyond your years..." and could hold a conversation with any group of adults. Scores...
    Demise Demise 22-25, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    In the moment. In that moment. I was not myself - the one I always have been, no more. A promise made, broken. I made the right choice, and it's haunting me. The thoughts, the...
    LuluMoualla LuluMoualla 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm just weak.... you know, like, I'm the type of person noone wants to end up like. weak willed, no personality, a pushover and just plain stupid. will probably be exploited my...
    MangaFanJudy MangaFanJudy 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have attempted suicide before. It's never honestly bothered me much if people fall to pieces or if they move on with their lives. I really don't care either way because I won't...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Me blames Tv for plenty of scummy bipeds.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I like people that that don't touch my computer. touching my computer really feels like a major crime to me. I bought it, I paid for it, and I've worked hard to protect my mental...
    okay62 okay62 70+, F Mar 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I hate it when people blame the victim. It's never the victims fault. I don't care what they were doing, where they were or how they were dressed. A crime is a crime, and whoever...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's odd but I have found myself but it's hard finding ways to express the bits of me left but I'm giving it a shot and to some manner it's working
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 1 Response 21 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I always hate myself for being awkward but I have friends and a gf that say I'm not awkward and it's just in my head, I know they mean well but my head still keeps on saying I'm...
    Just1n12345 Just1n12345 18-21, M 20 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I hate myself for still being in love with a girl, who walked over our serious long term relationship, because her parents did not approve me(I am not from her 'culture'.
    eternallonely eternallonely 26-30, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have learned over the past and being in a sexless relationship for several years and not having a partner male or female that I have become my own lover in pleasuring and playing...
    Pantyluvr55 Pantyluvr55 56-60, M 13 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My cousin was visiting over spring break and we had a tickle fight. He pinned me down and tickled me so much I peed myself.
    KaitlynS1996 KaitlynS1996 18-21, F 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    To find You. ((Lose Myself by Tobymac))
    astrokitty4341 astrokitty4341 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    By that I mean I'll say something once and repeat it once, twice, thrice, etc. I do this because if I don't get some sort of reply first time over, than I think that I wasn't heard...
    lunarsolar36 lunarsolar36 13-15, T 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    for being a coward. It really ****** me of! Especially with my mom. I am just so afraid of she is going to react. I AM SO ******* STUPID... The first time I told her I had a bf was...
    DRgirl809 DRgirl809 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My pale eyes contrast his darkness But my darkness matches his His wicked mind captured mine and I have stayed willingly I lose focus with him Feeling only the sensations my body...
    BexAddiction BexAddiction 36-40, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm playing with myself right now
    KateSpade88 KateSpade88 26-30, F 2 Responses 34 mins ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Ever since I was younger, I don't react to disappointing others very well. I had always been wary about how they see me and how I should act around them because I feel like no one...
    JalynArr JalynArr 16-17, F Mar 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Why.Must.I.Be.Here? I can't handle myself. I just can't... I'm so done and over myself.. I sell myself short, I disrespect myself, I intentionally hurt myself... I'm all sorts...
    Catho Catho 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel