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I Block Out Whats Going On Around Me When It Hurts

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    I remember every time my parents hit me every time except this one. I guess I either blocked it out or it was because I was too young,I remember other beatings from this time in my...
    Kitty1997 Kitty1997 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    It's 4:05am. My thoughts are just racing tonight and I'm unable to sleep. I figured maybe if I just got a few of them down I'd be able to pass out. We'll see. I've started...
    wtfgirl001 wtfgirl001 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    On the 22nd, I have a phone interview for the Disney Internship Program and I am so excited and nervous. This is the final step in the process. I have been practicing answering...
    bawstenbrewin bawstenbrewin 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    even though I'm usually the one being left out. wich is why when I'm not and I see someone who is I get the strength usually and go tell them they can be with me
    dathglas dathglas 13-15, M 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I completely shut down. My heart is aching and what makes it worse is I can never seem to express myself when hurting. I laugh a lot and hide behind my smile. I have to, especially...
    MeTooMeenu MeTooMeenu 31-35, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    This happened to me about a month ago, a few days after my birthday. I met this guy on here who goes by the nickname, “thekillingjoke8.” At first, we were just getting to know...
    CaliTexan37 CaliTexan37 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I hate my life sometimes. So it's easier for me to listen to drown myself in music than deal with real life
    Deathlover26 Deathlover26 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I really do hate that. I delete most people when they inbox me and they say hi or hey! I don't block people who say that I just delete the message because blocking someone for no...
    Kornisone Kornisone 26-30, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    This morning by my brother. I was almost there and had my ***** going hard. When I saw him I was so close that I couldn't stop. When I was finished he was gone
    emily69all emily69all 18-21, F 12 Responses 4 days ago

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    I travel for business every week or two, a couple hours each way. Usually the return trip is late evening, arriving near midnight. Last week I finished early, and decided to...
    allingoodfun allingoodfun 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    ABSURDITY!!!! About three days ago, I received an UNSOLICITED message from someone claiming to be a male between the ages of 56-60. Their screen name was "Bcups". Again, this is...
    Virgo4Whore Virgo4Whore 46-50, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I can't even sleep without music... this is insane!!
    LilitaMateo LilitaMateo 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm a DJ so all I do is listen to music, it won't matter what time of the day it is.
    Sofia20122013 Sofia20122013 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Music makes me fell lime there is nothing to fear it takes me to my own little world
    GenocidalFrisk GenocidalFrisk 13-15, M a week ago

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    yesterday i have listend to one song for like 2 hours because my heart was broken nobody noes it but me
    SEDDIKMBM SEDDIKMBM 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I think i bacame addicted by music :) if I have to choose between music and drugs , I will choose music lol :D
    Daymond18 Daymond18 16-17, M a week ago

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    Apocalyptica... So beautiful
    Rustedarmor Rustedarmor 22-25, M a week ago

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    I have a song for almost every emotion and every sentence go ahead and test me and say a sentence and I'll type up some lyrics
    silentwolf3 silentwolf3 16-17, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Four words. Panic! At The Disco
    HotMess96 HotMess96 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Been listening to My Chemical Romance today I love Welcome to the black parade ^_^
    EmoMusicLuv EmoMusicLuv 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I have spent 2 or 3 hours today just downloading playlists on youtube.... I love three days grace and fall out boy ^_^
    EmoMusicLuv EmoMusicLuv 13-15, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Currently have this song on endless repeat ..It is one of my favourites ..https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hPC2Fp7IT7o  --  I AM REALLY SO BROKEN INSIDE AND NO ONE KNOWS...
    RowenaBrana RowenaBrana 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 3

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    I've been doing so well.. And now I am not... I am doubting my slef... Everything about me, everything I want, everything I hoped for I am doubting.. Just one of those days that...
    love0914 love0914 18-21, F Feb 1

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    I see a lot of people say that when you're dating someone new, and especially on that ever-important first date, the conversation should be kept light and stay away from polarising...
    Elspet Elspet 26-30, F 11 Responses Feb 1

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    i was looking at posts on ''i've been blocked by someone'' it's funny when people can't handle the rejection. there are always reasons why people block you. i don't mind someone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 31

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    Whenever I'm home alone for long periods of time, I find it thrilling to just liberate myself. But I will only do it if no one will see. I'm no exhibitionist. But going around...
    BareFeet199958 BareFeet199958 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    I was , 9 years old and we were poor, my mother was with, at the time a guy she wasn't married to and had now 2 kids with him, they were renting properties, making arrangements...
    vvonderwoman vvonderwoman 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    Ok here it goes Height 5'1 and a half Weight . 104 Cups A ( almost a B though ) Jeans : 1 Shirt: small or medium Shoes 8 and a half USA ( girls ) Underwear : 5...
    kittenmajor kittenmajor 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 29

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    Six years ago, at my grandfather's funural, I put on my headphones and listened Coldplay a song. I thought it doesn't have to be a sad memory at all! I wanted to accept the death...
    Nonotu Nonotu 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    Anyone around my age in the mood of chatting send me a msg with ur number and I'll add u on my whatsapp. it doesn't matter if ur a man or a woman I'm here to make new friends and...
    asilver2 asilver2 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I am really stressed out. this is wha t I sent to my brother, because I'm getting off my phone more. I'm sorry for those who care and enjoy to talk to me everyday. I'll still try...
    ToukaKirishima ToukaKirishima 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    If you're going to post a controversial topic, why block those who are respectful but disagree with you? It only makes YOU look weak... And please - feel free to disagree. I won...
    ynotjenn ynotjenn 41-45, F 29 Responses Jan 26

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    i love having headphones on when i listen to music it makes it much easier to get immersed and lost in the music for a few hours. i like to listen very closely to how the songs are...
    Territowel Territowel 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 25

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    Music helps me tune out all the things I don't want to hear, both mentally and physically. And I feel a person can find their true self with music.
    MysticRoses MysticRoses 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    I need to listen to music wherever I go and I would feel antsy and fidgety when I'm not. If I'm at school, I'd go somewhere quiet during the break and be alone for the whole 30...
    isolophilic isolophilic 16-17, F Jan 25

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    Buds in. World out. Enough said.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 24

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    I was just blamed for being raped, because I didn't report it at the time. I was called selfish because I never said anything, and for the fact that I didn't tell the guy raping me...
    Singlemother78 Singlemother78 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    I like having sound low so I know what's going on and people think I don't
    wildfred wildfred 61-65, M Jan 23

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    So I have this friend that has I guess you can call jealous problems, people have the same friend and sometimes I hang out with her more because she doesn't have kids and it's just...
    Snowflake107 Snowflake107 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    Oh what I really love take a walk with my beats by Dre headphones... And psytrance on full volume. It takes all my anxiety and depression away. I'm in my own world for a while and...
    realcomplicated realcomplicated 26-30, M Jan 23

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