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    In high school I had friends who took Sociology, and they would tell me that they thought of me when learning of BPD. It never phased me, until meeting my Borderline neighbor, and...
    grindhound grindhound 22-25, T May 12

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    So my name is Jazmin and i have four other personalities. it took me awhile to figure out why i had this Disorder, or what it was. Firstly Multiple personality disorder is a mental...
    ScarletandRose ScarletandRose 13-15, F 1 Response May 8

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    I lash out for hours at a time, then I might get depressed for hours at a time. others I'm really happy. sometimes super excited over nothing. I started looking at symptoms of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 2

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    I just got diagnosed with APD at my psychiatrist's office. I knew I had ADD early on, Social Anxiety Disorder in highschool, but not until now, some 10 years later do I finally get...
    sakurakil sakurakil 26-30, M 1 Response May 7

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    My borderline is getting worse these few days.I have sort of over dosing on anxiety pills.Between the trade off of being in extreme pain,and being somewhat okay I chose whatever...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 2 Responses May 17

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    A couple of days ago I was sure my husband was an undiagnosed narcissist with passive aggressive tendencies. And while he still continues to display traits and behaviors consistent...
    blutiger blutiger 41-45, F May 9

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    I love a man with this disorder. He is on medication but I still find him exhausting and impossible to get a long with... I'm loosing an uphill battle.. May be time to cut ties...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 9

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    I think this disorder will cause me to be alone forever.
    SoulSearcherLover SoulSearcherLover 18-21, F 2 Responses May 11

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    my bpd has been diagnosed as dissociative disorder now. i have been through the winner the last two weeks. everything seemed fine with smoking weed even the va doctors said it is...
    LITVET LITVET 41-45, F 1 Response May 14

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    I smoke copious amount of marijuana to help my anxiety, BPD, and eating disorder every day. I wish there was another option that was just as effective.
    forshewasacoffin forshewasacoffin 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm mostly always mean to people especially my mom. I would get irriated and annoyed if she ask me about something that I think it's very obvious and it answers itself or think...
    AndreaCulea AndreaCulea 22-25, F Apr 30

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    my borderline seems to differ in alot of ways from the experiences I'm reading. i have other issues that help to form this mess in my head but i dont identify with the normal...
    bloodRedd bloodRedd 26-30, F 2 Responses May 11

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    I realize now how much having borderline personality puts a damper on your relationships. It makes everything feel so unstable. And it's like I am scared to lose anybody in my...
    KairiKipling KairiKipling 18-21, F 1 Response May 18

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    My husband and his oldest son both use marijuana to self-medication their Borderline Personality. But honestly, it does nothing for the anger, rage, and other negative behaviors...
    SaraIsBroken SaraIsBroken 31-35, F 1 Response May 22

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    I became extremely depressed to the point of suicide and I lied to my friend about having schizophrenia and then I lied to her about getting help 3 times, because I didn't have...
    breakfreex breakfreex 26-30, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I get into so many fights with my good friends - like yelling at the top of my lungs fighting. My temper/desperation for love and approval are a horrible mix.
    SoulSearcherLover SoulSearcherLover 18-21, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I can never put my thoughts into words.
    SoulSearcherLover SoulSearcherLover 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    i need to vent i needed my dad see now im buried it i needed my father he was always at work i was blow drying my hair and i felt like i was goin goff the deepend no pain i gues si...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 6 hrs ago

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    Are any of you in New York? I'm trying assemble a group of mutual understanding, and yes i have BPD myself.
    Calamityy Calamityy 22-25, M 5 hrs ago

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    The other day, I was in a mood and arguing with my husband (as is common anymore) and before I could catch it, I said something pretty awful, even for me. I said, "Lately, I spend...
    justarandom justarandom 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    i dont really know what to qt to write really i feel like im not connected ive beenwatching tv havent been able to cope barely hangoing on i have a stubborn kid in me who refuses...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response May 1

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    I'm in the hospital again after another suicidal freak out last night. My bf restrained me from overdosing. He knocked on my sisters bedroom door and said he needs help because I'm...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 6 Responses May 2

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    i feel like i cant go on i have apart in me well the depressed kid has rejected everything doesnt have the will to go on life is passing me bad i look for a home i never had i dont...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F May 2

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    I was recently diagnosed with bpd, I'm 29, and I feel like I've been lost for a better part of my life. I'm hoping that things will start to get better as I continue with treatment...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 3

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    im feeling ereally funny and sick inside i feel like im not here im in my head i feel likei want to go off the riken deep end i cant feel my emotions ive beena cting fun all day no...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 2 Responses May 3

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    does anyone know of or have experienced and can explain dissociation in relation to BPD to me? if u don't have an answer don't bother leaving a comment...no bs.
    bloodRedd bloodRedd 26-30, F 2 Responses May 3

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    Feeling like everyone is a trigger... The simplest thing is irritating more than usual. 😩 the weather is too nice for this.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 4

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    Alright, where to begin? I hope only those with BPD read this. It's incredibly incredibly insensitive and very damaging to a Borderline person when someone who doesn't understand...
    Vaecia Vaecia 22-25, F 6 Responses May 5

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    About a year and a half ago I went through psychosis for about four months after using drugs. I'm embarrassed about a lot of the stuff I thought/ said/ did during this time...
    gabbii22 gabbii22 31-35, F 2 Responses May 6

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    Saw the movie shame.That is exactly how it is being borderline.I think I am somewhere in between.Being Demisexual,empath and borderline is a strange **** up of emotions.You have...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 2 Responses May 8

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    In the past month, a lot has happened. I'll warn you in advance that this is a long post, but I think it might help some of you to feel less alone. I hope it does. So. I dated a...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 6 Responses May 10

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    I can't have normal relationships. Any good relationship I get myself into, I end up becoming destructive and craving intensity. I don't like nice guys, nice girls. I want...
    borderlineeverything borderlineeverything 16-17, F 1 Response May 10

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    Anyone else have that one person in your life that you try to avoid because she triggers every emotion you try to bottle up? Her very presence ignites the most intense BPD emotions...
    tribe1855 tribe1855 22-25, M 4 Responses May 10

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    does anyone else have an alter ego?
    himenoko143 himenoko143 18-21, F 1 Response May 11

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    Ah,so shared vision turns out my founder is delusional.He wants this grand idea of a vision to be executed and cant even put a ******* business plan. Meanwhile he is derailing all...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 1 Response May 13

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    I'm really trying this time but if he does not walk out the door and leave me eventually he will die. So either way he will leave me.
    SirsKnottyGirl SirsKnottyGirl 26-30, F 1 Response May 13

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    today was better...it feels good to have a good day...
    bloodRedd bloodRedd 26-30, F May 13

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    just found out what the problem was
    vishar vishar 18-21, M 1 Response May 14

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    Right now any time there is mention of death, my brain goes "that's a great idea, let's die, you want to die" which is highly unhelpful when you're trying to be happy. Why do I...
    Ambernonymous Ambernonymous 18-21, F 3 Responses May 14

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    I'm scared to be in friendships or relationships because I turn into an emotionally manipulative codependent mess and I don't want to ruin anybody
    borderlineeverything borderlineeverything 16-17, F 1 Response May 15

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    i am afraid of people...being around them, talkng to them... is anyone else this way? if so...how do you deal with it?
    bloodRedd bloodRedd 26-30, F 1 Response May 15

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