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    I think I may have borderline personality disorder. It's a little hard to deal with. I know something is wrong with me and I don't want to live my life thinking that and not doing...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 26

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    Nov. 20, 2014 5:30pm I don't know what is wrong with me. I felt so happy when I got home. I felt so much love for mj and I was just on cloud nine. But I guess my flight reached...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 12

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    I think I might have borderline personality disorder. I am bulimic and am also diagnosed with general anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder. I am taking medication to help...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 26

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    I happened to find a book in the bookstore about a year ago..."Borderline Personality Disorder for Dummies." I just opened it to read it some...and it was ME. Finally...something...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    Today is thanksgiving and I feel so worthless. None of my friends text me to say happy thanksgiving. I got no phone calls today at all. Like I'm just a loser. My mind is all over...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 27

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    I had sex with my ex again and right after, he was texting HER, setting up plans for later. I feel so stupid and used. I just sat there and acted extremely cold like always until I...
    poodahpop poodahpop 18-21, T 1 Response Dec 1

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    Yo. I think I have BPD. All the things people talk about experiencing and the symptoms of borderline are things I experience. Eating disorder, self harm, self-hatred, etc. Any...
    Emilyyyyy Emilyyyyy 18-21 Dec 6

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    Don't know why I get so upset. My boyfriend is away for a lads night out and I'm left at his house. And I dunno why but I got so upset begging him not to leave me. What is wrong...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Today I have seen so many of my personalities come out. I hate it. I wish I could go back to being who I was before all my mental problems started. I love that personality.
    sadly203 sadly203 18-21 Dec 7

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    So today is a holiday, the only two friends I have aren't talking to me. I hold them so dearly and I feel like they're dead... I don't know why this happens. I'm close to just...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    My mpd, at least the one that i register most with, is named Savannah Mae Carter. On my profile that's what it says, so people i know personally can't find me online. Anyway her...
    iamaphrodite iamaphrodite 18-21, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Just got officially diagnosed with it (though I had some idea of possibly having it for some time now). It's like having two personalities: one child and one adult. One day I'll...
    Kckiss88 Kckiss88 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    I always solely blamed myself for all of the guys I had sex with, and I'm just now realizing that it's not completely my fault. Yes I know I am mostly to blame, but it's kind of...
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 25

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    Every time I am visiting my parents and my other siblings are visiting too I feel like I don't even exist. I know if I said anything to them though they would think I'm being...
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    So I'm convinced that I'm in love with a celebrity. But my delusions got to me, and I kept talking to her, telling her all about how she wanted to crush me. But I then realize that...
    Explorerofknowledge Explorerofknowledge 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 27

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    It's my first holiday with my family that I'm not on any medication, and I'm already so anxious about it.
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 27

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    I'm happy. Then BAM I'm sad. Then BAM in mad.
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 27

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    I feel so deeply sad. 😔 Like what's the point of me being here because no one likes me. My brother hates me I think because he never wants to talk to me anymore. He just walks...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 28

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    once I was at this birthday party thing with my family and we shared a table. plus I have an anxiety of tight places. I get unhappy and I can't control what's going on, I just...
    VictoriaHall VictoriaHall 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    I can definitely feel a manic episode coming on and I hate that I can feel it coming but can't stop it
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 29

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    Super happy! Went to the park with fam. At first I wanted to be alone but then I sucked it up and my dad got me to have fun. I was on cloud 9! Held a baby alligator. We went eat...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 29

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    5 am! Don't think I'm getting any sleep
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    I'm so depressed right now. :( I feel like I'm drowning. I'm drowning in a salty river of sadness. It hurts me to be this sad. My whole body feels like its being held down and I...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 29

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    when words are not enough 
    IAmOptimusPrime IAmOptimusPrime 22-25, F Nov 30

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    My brother wouldn't help me decide which dress I should wear to church abd he seemed mad at me. I went in my room and cried. I felt like he and everyone else in the house hates me...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 30

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    I asked my brother if he could help me pick a dress to wear to church because I had a hard time deciding. He said no and seemed mad. I went in my room and cried. I felt like he and...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I had an argument with my dad today. Made me want to kill myself. It it weren't for my brother I would've probably gone through with it. But he got in my car and managed to calm me...
    nuttyduck nuttyduck 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    I get hurt even by people's tones of voice and I cry easily, I wish I was never born
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 30

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    Does anyone know of any borderlines being able to love? Or getting better and stopping the lies n cheating?
    superempath superempath 31-35, M Dec 2

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    I want to be in control. In control of my actions in control about my thoughts but I don't think I ever will be. And that's terrifying. Does anyone know what will help me? I have...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I grew up believing that I would be something amazing. I have a spotty history of divorced, absent parents; child abuse from a stepfather; social ineptness; and depression. When...
    hellaborderline hellaborderline 22-25, M Dec 2

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    Had a good day at school even though I always feel self conscious. Especially when I am trying to be social.
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I hate being so paranoid. Cant even drive at night without panicking or being paranoid.
    yesiigarciaa yesiigarciaa 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    I feel that way! by now! i have been alone most of them! i travel alone, go to eat or do other things alone, i always wanted to a nice lovely and beautiful gf! but it never got one...
    Idontknowwhomiam Idontknowwhomiam 22-25 2 Responses Dec 3

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    Hiya im a Mike an im a alter.. heh the Host just kinda up an left locked himself up an well we dont really have anyone in charge... but lately iv been aware most an iv been finding...
    LoonyBinOffical LoonyBinOffical 16-17, M Dec 3

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    Has anyone here managed any successful kind of self-treatment for this?
    animamia animamia 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    Why is recovery so bad? Because you need to bring up the worst **** to then move on. You need to get so much worse before getting better. So being semi stable goes to **** as I'm...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    Every time I meet someone in person I get really close to them and like them a lot and then the next second I want to distant myself from them and feel like their two faced for no...
    T055 T055 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 4

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    Feeling extremely bloated. But I had an ok day at school. Hope I stay ok but I never know when my mood might change. Please I hope I stay ok.
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    i dont even know why im writing this nothing helps i dont care anymore my mood is low everydasy i feel like a lonely ugly pig i cant get out of this i dont know what to do you guys...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    I hate myself so much right now.. I snapped on my fiancee and told her that I hate her and told her that she is stupid several times. I literally do not know why she is with me...
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    I must be really dense. About a year ago, my wife had some bad panic attacks...and we found she had OCD...and upon finding out what it was... she said she's been this way forever...
    WtfAmIHearing WtfAmIHearing 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    WHY DOES EVERYONE HATE ME!!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITG ME! LIKE UGGGGHHH!!!
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 4

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    Omfg! I hate myself so much right now. I felt like literal **** because we went to a pizza buffet place and I ate 3 cinnamon sticks, 3 pizzas and a pie. I felt fine but like 30...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Dec 4

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    I was diagnosed 4 years ago and completed my therapy. I think I am relapsing. I had everything under control. I was functioning better then ever before. Now my mood is so unstable...
    lauraslark lauraslark 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 5

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