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    feelings make everything worse and sometimes make everything better.. gawd the rollercoaster ride is getting to me today
    Tattooedgirl864 Tattooedgirl864 31-35 3 hrs ago

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    Is there anyone here who has had another former or co existing diagnosis with borderline personality disorder? I was diagnosed with Autism in my childhood but one psychologist I...
    rainbowsmangos2015 rainbowsmangos2015 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    This acting.......this constant acting like everything is fine, act like I can handle things, act like there is nothing wrong, act like I love my family, act act act act! I don't...
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Yeah I remember why I don't let myself feel for ppl. Ppl will always cause you pain. It's best to just wall yourself up and stay in your cell alone and lonely. It's a duller pain...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    ****VERY LONG DEscriptION****I've never told anyone about this before and it's one of my darkest secrets. But I have 3 alters that make up "me." They don't have names so I gave...
    Ikebanna69 Ikebanna69 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    "To love is a dangerous path for me." —Michael (Me)
    Calamityy Calamityy 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 27

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    Are there any other borderline males like myself?
    Calamityy Calamityy 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 27

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    I have at least 3 distinct personalities. It's difficult to know which one is the real me.
    zarpanzur zarpanzur 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I first started to notice I wasn't 'normal' when I was 14 years old. I would flip out so quickly over small things, and I don't mean just have a temper tantrum.. I would break...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 25

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    Do any of you guys find yourself easily obsessed with subjects, ppl, objects. places ect. ??
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 25

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    two days ago i was ready to divorce my husband. this am, he made love to me and i loved it. i don't want a divorce. i want security. i don't want to talk to anyone else in the...
    LITVET LITVET 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    If you want to what Borderline Personality feels like watch the links below. It'll give you an inside look. Watch "Borderline Personality Disorder - What it feels like" on...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    I was just in emotion mind RAGE, ANGER.. everyone in my path got a taste of it and I didn't care. I get fed up with being ran all over sometimes and I explode! People need to...
    ms5271115 ms5271115 36-40, F Aug 24

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    "if i accept what you are and love you anyway, what does that make me?" -angela valdez, POWERi finally finished watching season 2 of power! for those who don't follow the show...
    goodheartmavin goodheartmavin 31-35, F Aug 24

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    I think one of the hardest parts about 'having borderline' (I say it like this because you are of course not defined by it) is that you have this chronic feeling of inadequacy...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 24

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    Nothingness!!! I woke up to flat, numb, nothingness. As much as I hate being manic or on a really bad low I think id rather have either of them right now. This feeling or lack of...
    LJglasgow LJglasgow 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    So like I've noticed that through out myself, especially as I've gotten older, I have gotten very terrified about ppl leaving me. Which is of course the abandonment issues with our...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    It's ironic how I can be completely ruthless to some people whereas I can be very gentle, accepting and kind towards those I have chose to cherish.
    Calamityy Calamityy 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    I started having symptoms around six months ago. Since then I've been in therapy and together my therapist and I realized that I have two alternate personalities. One is my age. He...
    reaperthejack reaperthejack 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    i dont feel like writng as nothing seems to help im having trouble getting up to face the day dont feel like showering yesterday was different the nothing helps i feel nothing i...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F Aug 23

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    what is the difference between avoidant personality disorder and social anxiety disorder?
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad 18-21, F Aug 23

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    Dissociative Identity Disorder/DID/formally known as MPD or multiple personality disorder. A lot of people have no idea what it means so I decided to write something about it and...
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F Aug 22

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    Hi all! I do not have BPD but I am getting worried about Sarah, who is a friend of mine, and I am wondering if you could please help me? I think she has BPD because of the...
    Thia999 Thia999 56-60, F 3 Responses Aug 21

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    I have not been diagnosed officially, but both my psycholigist and psychiatrist believe that I have a personality disorder. My psycholigist thinks it may be Bi-Polar II but does...
    Myzery Myzery 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    My other personalities all have their own way of talking, they have their own style and even my eye color changes sometimes. In this picture you see me and Iris, one of my other...
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F Aug 21

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    i have been married to my husband for 15 years we have 3 kids. We met in high school. My life has been great until we started having problems and I cheated on him. I was totally...
    Judyh44 Judyh44 41-45, F Aug 21

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    Question- has anyone found any good coping strategies that help them deal with BPD ?
    LJglasgow LJglasgow 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    I think because of bpd, when I experience any thoughts of judgments against myself, they are magnified by ten. The father of my three children is engaged to be married. I want to...
    ms5271115 ms5271115 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I was diagnosed with bpd over a year ago. I am currently dealing with a flood of self judgment after finding out my kids father is engaged now I am struggling to not make this...
    ms5271115 ms5271115 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    Im struggling with self harm and anxiety. All while being recently diagnosed with bpd and dealing with being gay, there's so much going on. Sometimes i get so over whelmed by...
    thatonekid07 thatonekid07 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 18

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    My mother and her family emotionally abused me until I was in my early twenties. Therefore I often feel worthless, like I was born a bad person, and that no one likes/cares about...
    OnyxOrOrion OnyxOrOrion 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    I am frustrated bc of problems w mental health care.
    Marlena1977 Marlena1977 36-40, F Aug 18

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    that would be me!!! I have BPD!!!
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 Aug 18

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    OMG emotional roller coaster im so fucken drained. I was obviously to happy/manic today n now here comes the come down grrr!!!!. im so mad upset n exausted at the same time. can...
    LJglasgow LJglasgow 26-30, F 6 Responses Aug 18

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    idk if I actually have multiple personality disorder, but suffering from border line personality disorder makes me feel like I have different personalities due to my ability to...
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 1 Response Aug 18

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    my alters really wear me out
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    Yup, I'm friends with some of them and we get along, they understand they can't go weird with my body. Then some of them just enjoy being difficult, arguing with my husband or best...
    FloridaGirl93 FloridaGirl93 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    In some romantic or sexual situations when the person lets u down easily do u end up just spinning in this deep hole of loneliness?? Which then makes u reach out to them and makes...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    I'm very new here... And I've recently come to terms with my alters. There's three of us. I am Santi, and the other two are Meza and Sopa. We're all very confused of how we came to...
    censoredbysopa censoredbysopa 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    it's been days since i learned of my guy's "other side" or what i've coined "his darkness". "his darkness" was unsuspecting. one day we were "normal" and the next day my world...
    goodheartmavin goodheartmavin 31-35, F Aug 17

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