I Boderline Personality Disorder

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    I am brave and fearless I am adventurous I am protective I am am a very sad at times I don't trust easily I don't judge people I am nice unless you hurt someone I care...
    Slenderman23 Slenderman23
    13-15, F
    Apr 21
    Ok my EP story.. I first joined this site in May 2011 under the name "EpicUnicorn" (lol) because I was getting bullied at school. (I've recently removed all the content on there...
    ragd0ll ragd0ll
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 21
    I'm so tired of people not knowing I have DID. I want them to know how I struggle daily with myself. If they only knew then maybe they'd understand what I'm going through. Only, I...
    SystemofShadows SystemofShadows
    36-40, M
    Apr 21
    Hi, I kinda need to say what I keep keeping to myself, and here is the only place I could think of to express all this. So yeah, I know that I don't eat like everybody, I'm...
    BleedingPanda BleedingPanda
    22-25, M
    Apr 20
    mycaremedical mycaremedical
    41-45, M
    Apr 20
    My mom thinks my boyfriend is too fat/ugly for me
    agirlwholikesherdaddy agirlwholikesherdaddy
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Apr 19
    I have been off my meds for 3 weeks now and I feel great. I don't know why my mania hasn't kicked in. Iv had my down moments but Iv been normal... It feels weird to feel normal. I...
    Flowerpower5678 Flowerpower5678
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    Depression R' Us 04/18/16 Some people may not have an understanding of depression, and what's it like to have it. To explain this term, I'm going to share some definitions...
    NaomiSunshineJourney NaomiSunshineJourney
    31-35, F
    Apr 19
    What's this about? Where can I take the test?
    LauraBowker LauraBowker
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Apr 19
    Don't marry a rich man. Marry a good man. He will spend his life trying to keep you happy. No rich man can buy that!
    Roseebee Roseebee
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 19
    I think I have a problem... You see it's kind of hard for me to explain but let me try. Maybe it's a severe case of split personality disorder, who knows. But one particular issue...
    EscapingUrLies EscapingUrLies
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    Yes I do. And I won't let any of them stop me. *Major-depressive disorder, general anxiety disorder, attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD), and most likely borderline...
    DarkAngel24 DarkAngel24
    18-21, F
    Apr 19
    I am totally strange and weird but i have a smart and unique personality.
    Knickster24 Knickster24
    22-25, M
    Apr 19
    Hey, So I'm posting this because I'm really struggling and contemplating ending everything because I can't see a way out. Any advice, past experience, hope, people in the same boat...
    ShellFlower119 ShellFlower119
    18-21, F
    Apr 19
    I didn't think that it's a disorder really. I thought I just can't stand the boredom. I may can handle physical pain, at some level of emotional pain but boredom means death for me...
    Nonotu Nonotu
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 19
    In 2008, the right of my "pursuit of happiness" was trampled upon. I had done nothing wrong, but an illusion had already been spun. They were the victors, I became their...
    Boshie Boshie
    66-70, F
    Apr 19
    Hello, I’m a casting director in NYC and I'm working on a new TV show centered around BDD. The premise of the show is to help viewers understand BDD and to provide help to those...
    ahecht101 ahecht101
    46-50, M
    Apr 18
    Hello, I’m a casting director in NYC and I'm working on a new TV show centered around BDD. The premise of the show is to help viewers understand BDD and to provide help to those...
    ahecht101 ahecht101
    46-50, M
    Apr 18
    Write about your experienceHello, I’m a casting director in NYC and I'm working on a new TV show centered around BDD. The premise of the show is to help viewers understand BDD...
    ahecht101 ahecht101
    46-50, M
    Apr 18
    I went to a certain therapist, the only one in town, three times over the course of two months. My dad had made appointments for me because, well, he walked in on me hurting...
    shybot shybot
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 18
    Is chanting in my head a bps trait or is it something else? I'm trying to figure out if the chanting is a hallucination or not.
    ParanoidGirl ParanoidGirl
    26-30
    Apr 18
    This generation ******* ****** me off. Especially those on tumblr. People think it's cool to have some kind of mental health disorder to fit in. Whether it be "social anxiety...
    Hipstercatlover Hipstercatlover
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 17
    Since when do you all have your alter? Mine is here I guess since I was born he's more like an older brother to me right now than only an alter. He was more of a boogeyman to me...
    TightnShady TightnShady
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    Funny huh? I like reading quotes about love, but I have no clue what love even feels like. Let me guess, the inability to feel love counts as a disorder too? It wouldn't surprise...
    EridianaAndErin EridianaAndErin
    13-15, F
    Apr 17
    *sigh* I could tell she wasn't in a good mood before she even replied. I just hope I didn't screw up again, last time I texted her when she was in a bad mood she didn't talk to...
    EridianaAndErin EridianaAndErin
    13-15, F
    Apr 16
    I've felt with the constant ups and downs for as long as I can remember. I used to think it was just hormones when I was growing up, I wanted it to be hormones. in my 3rd year of...
    wanderlustxxx0 wanderlustxxx0
    18-21, F
    Apr 14
    I battle with depression,OCD,Anxiety and SPD (Schizotypal Personality Disorder). I had some hallucinations too. Having mental disorders is a very sad thing,i wish i was normal :(
    Batwoman1968 Batwoman1968
    18-21, F
    Apr 14
    Hey there! i have this disorder since i was 13. I started to have a strange behaviour and weird thoughts. My obsession with death and sick things got worse,i don't think it's a...
    Batwoman1968 Batwoman1968
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    At Age 12, I started skipping maybe 1-3 lunch breaks a week. It was innocuous. At 14, when I skipped lunch daily, it stooped being innocuous. When I start feeling like I needed to...
    AsYetNameless AsYetNameless
    13-15, T
    Apr 14
    A year ago I attempted suicide for the first time. I don't remember exactly what the reason was at the time but it had to do with my parents and my life being screwed up in the...
    abby3333333 abby3333333
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 13
    Not something you say out loud, eh? As addicts go, I've been lucky. Given alcohol, drugs & cigarettes a wide, wide berth. But I've had addictions, and I've had near-addictions...
    AsYetNameless AsYetNameless
    13-15, T
    Apr 13
    After 2 years of being absolutely fine, I have relapsed into my old ways, don't even recognise myself anymore.
    breakersflow breakersflow
    18-21, F
    Apr 13
    I am ugly, fat, annoying, stupid, worthless, hopeless, forgettable and straight up a piece of trash. I am ******* mental. Anorexia, bulimia, body dysmorphic disorder, depression...
    taehyun taehyun
    13-15, F
    21 Responses Apr 12
    How am i suposed to feel when a family member or anyone says something like I think you have a personality disorder or asks you if you have . I mean it makes me feel ****** and...
    breakinghope breakinghope
    16-17, F
    Apr 12
    Folks, I've been suffering from this disorder since I was a teenager. I'm 46 now. I'm currently in remission. Here's my regimen: no nightshades, animal products, chocolate...
    jenn25601 jenn25601
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 11
    I know some things can't be fixed, only managed..baby I don't want to fix you, I just want to love you
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 11
    I was just diagnosed at age 45. What the heck is going to happen to me?
    Noraathompson Noraathompson
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Apr 11
    Thanks to my depression, bpd and other stuff i have found myself crying myself to sleep. It's even worse since my parents, and sister don't know about it when i try to tell them i...
    KittyLoverForever KittyLoverForever
    13-15, F
    Apr 10
    After years of deleting my profile and moving on from this site convincing myself I didnt need it anymore, here I am in the same group that got me started. I'm glad to see this...
    livefree93 livefree93
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    I have anorexia and I'm trying to recover, but it's so hard. For every small step I take forward, I seem to have a bigger setback after that undoes my progress. I want to get...
    Silent711 Silent711
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 9
    Its funny.........my mom always thought I just had a wild imagination. Turned out it wasn't exactly that. It wasn't til I was 14 I realized what it was. First time Ace came out was...
    Ace43262 Ace43262
    22-25, F
    Apr 9
    9 alters and I wish I didn't have them, but at the same time I love them. Jade- sexual Unknown- sassy, sarcastic, smart *** Goldie- laughs at everything Sadie- bipolar, easily...
    wolftherianGrace wolftherianGrace
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 8
    I'm fat but struggle with anorexia. Labeled as EDNOS.
    ThisPaganChild ThisPaganChild
    18-21, F
    Apr 8
    Irrational intelligence. No commonsense. Borderline personality disorder. But blame me.
    moonsent moonsent
    61-65, F
    Apr 8
    FOR THE LOVE OF GOD I CANNOT JUST FIX MY EATING DISORDER I FKING CAN'T IF I TOLD SOMEONE TO JUST STOP BEING DEPRESSED OR JUST STOP HAVING ANXIETY ATTACKS I WOULD BE A FKING A...
    Indigo27 Indigo27
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 8
    I'm even using the "alternate personality" I made as a username to keep myself anonymous. I'm 17 and I have this whole other family, friends, boyfriend (Johnny Depp ofc) that...
    isabellaandre isabellaandre
    16-17
    Apr 8
    So many times I feel unloved and pushed away, when I try to help. Loving someone with a Border Line Personality Disorder is heartbreaking the at times, and can be very lonely.
    InterestedMe123 InterestedMe123
    51-55, M
    4 Responses Apr 8
    OPEN HEAVENS FELLOWSHIP DAILY DEVOTION THE NEW CREATION IS A DIVINE PERSONALITY 1 Corinthians 15:47-48 The first man is of the earth, earthy: the second man is the Lord from...
    ganyoji ganyoji
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 8
    I'm new to this page. My doctor suggested I try and find an online support group. So here I am. Is there anyone here who has been diagnosed with Body Dysmorphic Disorder, An Eating...
    LoopsieLou LoopsieLou
    22-25, F
    Apr 7
    I am finally doing well enough to move out to my own apartment I think and living with my mom has really stunk the last little while but my mom said that if I move out there is no...
    ParanoidGirl ParanoidGirl
    26-30
    Apr 7
    A group of us decided to do an early dinner at a nicer restaurant on the water in a resort beach town. In fact the drive took us through a number of beach communities. It was not...
    nuwalker nuwalker
    66-70, M
    1 Response Apr 7
    Bad experiences coming out as DID: Family (at first!!) *Some* people at school (but I didn't really come out to them I guess, they just noticed or something) Fiancé's family...
    Indigo27 Indigo27
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 7
    My boyfriend broke up with me. I have had a difficult life, struggled with horrible depression and anxiety sense the age of 6years old, when i first started being addressed, as I...
    anonlovely anonlovely
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 6
    Since I was 8 years old I have been in and out of severe depression. I was medically neglected as a child, and emotionally abused. I have Complex PTSD, Major depressive Disorder...
    scumbagwill scumbagwill
    31-35, M
    Apr 6
    It's been over 2 and a half years since I was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. Sometimes I think I have borderline personality disorder. I check for almost all the...
    UnicornsOfHope UnicornsOfHope
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 6
    Fuming. Are we to generalise all those with a limp, or all those who get a physical illness? Are they all the same? Two programs on TV this week where the 'perpetrator' is suddenly...
    happytolearn happytolearn
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Apr 6
    I walk in the crowd, i look at people I find everyone beautiful, their skin, the way they are. I feel like everyone is beautiful in their own way. But when it comes to me...
    Swifthoughts Swifthoughts
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 6
    There were plans to do a long dissertation on why I care more about personality than looks but there was a distraction on Facebook that I'd rather address. The thing was a group...
    nuwalker nuwalker
    66-70, M
    1 Response Apr 5
    3 months in. I've had a lot of good days, I've had more bad. The more time that passes, the good days happen more frequently & the bad days happen less. I find I'm able to deal...
    kchristine7 kchristine7
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 5
    Sometimes the only thing worth fighting for is Love
    ollifer ollifer
    36-40, F
    Apr 5
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