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    I met a man before in my home state Hawaii that has Multiple Personality Disorder. He was also blind. His main personality was named Andy. He and I met while I traveled on Handi...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Recently been told I may have Borderline Personality Disorder. It's not a confirmed diagnosis yet, but I'm pretty sure I have it, definitely makes more sense to me than the...
    atremain atremain 18-21, F Apr 3

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    My problem with getting this diagnosis was that I used to not like the fact that everyone gets labels. I mean, I still feel like certain terms get thrown around way too casually...
    showusyoursouls showusyoursouls 18-21, F Apr 1

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    My life has been a constant battle in so many ways and i feel i will always have to battle to keep as stable as i can and to stay away from toxic people. I don't hate people that...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Caged. Heavy; light; pounding; relaxing; broken; glued. This is what goes on inside her head, because this is who she is; a girl diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. She...
    danielle18 danielle18 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    First let me say that I am the Man that is married to a wonderful woman and I was just recently initially diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. Reason I am on this post...
    Piercer7132 Piercer7132 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 19

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    Okay.. well, Im a 16 year old girl, been in and out of the hospital for depression, selfharm, anxiety. That was all two years ago. I've lived with a dad that has pretended that i...
    Soldottern Soldottern 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    i have borderline personality disorder maybe i have to join another group lee anne
    maddisongrace maddisongrace 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I have borderline personality disorder
    isabel44 isabel44 16-17, F Mar 30

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    I have PSTD and personality disorder which I don't know how to handle.
    godswish49 godswish49 46-50, M 2 Responses Apr 4

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    I was diagnosed with Schiztotypal Disorder in 2011 and ever since then things have begun to be understandable yet difficult. It explained why I feel detached and disconnected from...
    m4ch1n3121 m4ch1n3121 22-25, M Mar 21

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    ***Before you read this: I am NOT looking for sympathy and/or pity; I'm trying to explain a little what living with this disorder is like. Please don't feed the narcissist's supply...
    LiquidThinking LiquidThinking 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    I haven't actually been diagnosed with this disorder but I have all the symptoms of it. And I have a hard time getting close to people. I'm just trying to start to open up more to...
    chaos16 chaos16 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    I have BPD and I'm totally my own worst enemy, I've learned over the years that when things are calm and peaceful I sabotage my own life because I'm more comfortable in chaotic...
    BeautifulBorderlineJunkie BeautifulBorderlineJunkie 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Disorder Rating Paranoid: Low Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: Moderate Antisocial: High Borderline: Low Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: Very High Avoidant: Low Dependent...
    pleasesaywhy pleasesaywhy 18-21, F Mar 16

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    Hi, I don't have apd but my husband does. it's very hard living with someone with this disorder. Everything is on his terms and if something goes wrong it's like walking on egg...
    Lmm14 Lmm14 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 18

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    Hello, I finally found somewhere where I can finally share my story. I just want to put these out on small little intervals so that it's not too much. I am the queen of this host...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F Mar 31

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    I am the host personality and will go by Spark, my older alter is going by Airia, and the younger alter by Dia (short for Diana). I also have paranoid Schizophrenia that I am still...
    InsanitySpark InsanitySpark 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Paranoid: Very High Schizoid: High Schizotypal: High Antisocial: Moderate Borderline: Moderate Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: High Avoidant: High...
    illmindofhayley illmindofhayley 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    We are not ill. We are not BPD. We have BPD. Don't let yourself be labeled ill...cause we are not. WE ARE VERY SMART PEOPLE, who just can't control our emotions, not ill. We are...
    nellagrr nellagrr 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    and I read a post from someone today, where they stated that "we are not ill," and I told her that I do identify with it as an illness that I want to recover from. I said that the...
    serendipitysparkle serendipitysparkle 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 16

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    So very misunderstood. Wish there was a local meet up I could go to to connect to other people with this.
    xyourxonlyxstarx xyourxonlyxstarx 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    I'm starting my first DBT group tomorrow night, and aside from the few days that I was in the hospital, I've never done any kind of group therapy before, and I really don't know...
    showusyoursouls showusyoursouls 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 17

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    It has been a rough day for me emotionally. My boss told me he wants to talk to me on Friday. Why would he tell me on Monday that he needs to talk to me in Friday?! My mind is...
    Australianladybug Australianladybug 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 17

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    I've been almost a prisoner in my room for about six months paralyzed by depression. I feel like I've been abandoned. I feel like I've been rejected, shamed and humiliated. Much...
    Jackal208 Jackal208 56-60, M 4 Responses Mar 17

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    I have suffered from depression and excited that I remember, at least as far as back as first grade. I recently going out and was diagnosed by a psychiatrist with AVPD. I am...
    AnAvoidant AnAvoidant 31-35, M Mar 18

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    My husband has AvPD. Everyday is like walking on eggshells. The littlest thing will set him off, it could just be forgetting yo turn a light off and he explodes. He thinks everyone...
    Lmm14 Lmm14 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    I was diagnosed with BPD well over a year ago. It's been a difficult journey thus far. And although I am doing much better than I used to be, I feel myself regressing. I'm...
    JBean3893 JBean3893 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    I was diagnosed with BPD about a year and a half ago. I was in denial and didn't get the help that I needed. It was my husband who figured out that their was something wrong and...
    mamakate09 mamakate09 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Social mugging: Held at eye point in a crowded room having your interests, hobbies, life story and all other precious and valuable social information demanded of you. At every...
    Beth403 Beth403 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    Why is lying associated with BPD?
    Australianladybug Australianladybug 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 25

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    I left work today :( A little background. I was diagnosed BPD (among others) 5 years ago and have been on disability since then. Disability has that wonderful program where for...
    whoamifooling whoamifooling 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I hate when randomly BPD starts taking over out of no where. It's like from 0 to 10 quickly. There's no feeling kinda bad it just goes to horrible. I hate being like this. I want...
    Australianladybug Australianladybug 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I spend my free time filling my head with fantasies of running away. Running away from the life I know, maybe I'd be better if I started over somewhere else. No one knows you, you...
    jhib jhib 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Does anybody else suffer from Bulimia or anorexia? Drinking? Cutting? roleplaying (I live in my mind) I do all the above but I think my bulimia has gotten really bad :(
    whoamifooling whoamifooling 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I meet this girl who I got so close to I began to breath the air she breathed. I wanted to be so close to her all the time and when she went out with her friends I use to get so...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F Mar 27

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    This just isn't fair. I am in so much anger, and pain. I hate my impulses, and I hate getting hurt and not getting over it quickly. I keep cutting, but each time it gets deeper...
    nellagrr nellagrr 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    Has anybody been to the Mclean Hospital in Belton MA? I have their website pinned to my favorites. I dream of the possibility of being a go there. Unfortunately, people don't see...
    whoamifooling whoamifooling 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    The only time this issue truly affects me anymore is when I hurt the one person I love more than anything. He knows I was ill in the past but I will never tell him about my...
    kerrence23 kerrence23 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    Just found a support group @ Http//www.supportgroups.com Check it out if you wish
    Jackal208 Jackal208 56-60, M Mar 28

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    Balancing in an unbalanced world. Walking on a tightrope with the wind blowing. Falling apart while simultaneously trying to catch the pieces. That's how I've been feeling the...
    greeneyes91 greeneyes91 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    If i say the sky are purple, how come everyone say they are blue? I can see it! its purple! its right there! like the rest of my mind and feelings, why wont you see it? why are you...
    RoDeLeon RoDeLeon 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I'm feeling my rage come out and I'm trying to keep it in but it's hard. I lash out and act unrecognizable when it happens. I hate being hurt and I hate anything that may resemble...
    Australianladybug Australianladybug 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    Starting at a young age I felt alone, empty, and misunderstood. It was such a normal feeling I almost didn't realize it wasn't "normal". What was wrong with me? ADD? Depression...
    certzjbd23 certzjbd23 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    Shadow ~ queen of host body. Tells people what to do and is married to Riley; husband in another realm. Glenda ~ super afraid of everything but mainly germs. Can be sometimes mean...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Today was good but then my husband is showing me no attention. We temporarily live in different cities during the week and he acts like he doesn't care. I feel rejected constantly...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I have nobody to talk to. I've never felt so alone and I'm scared of getting bad again
    kristinaloo kristinaloo 18-21, F Apr 1

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    I don't know how to fight the constant pain I feel
    kristinaloo kristinaloo 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    Questioning everything right now even my existence
    kristinaloo kristinaloo 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Definitely feeling manic right now. I have been so productive it's insane. It almost seems like a good thing but I know that it will most likely interfere with my sleep tonight. I...
    HaileyBee92 HaileyBee92 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 1

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    I hate when someone tells me to ignore the way I'm feeling and if I ignore it enough it will go away. You don't feel what I feel so stop trying to give me advice. It's so annoying...
    kristinaloo kristinaloo 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 1