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    It took me years of searching, but I finally found it. The answer to pretty much everything wrong with me. Why I do what I do. It's beautiful. In an awful, you have a personality...
    jaisikae jaisikae 26-30, F 5 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I was recently given a provisional diagnosis of Schizotypal Personality Disorder. It seems strange because I always felt there was something wrong. I have always had these stray...
    Explorerofknowledge Explorerofknowledge 18-21, M 12 hrs ago

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    My results... Disorder | Rating Paranoid | Low Schizoid | Low Schizotypal | Moderate Antisocial | Moderate Borderline | Low Histrionic | Moderate Narcissistic | Moderate Avoidant...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 6

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    Disorder | Rating Paranoid | Moderate Schizoid | Low Schizotypal | Moderate Antisocial | Low Borderline | Moderate Histrionic | Moderate Narcissistic | High Avoidant | High...
    fallenrach fallenrach 26-30 Nov 6

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    I thought I'd curiously give this a go for a little bit of fun and out of interest for my results .. *drum roll* Disorder | Rating Paranoid | Low Schizoid | Low Schizotypal...
    WanderingxYingxYang WanderingxYingxYang 46-50, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    Disorder | Rating Paranoid | High Schizoid | Low Schizotypal | High Antisocial | Moderate Borderline | High Histrionic | Moderate Narcissistic | Moderate Avoidant | High Dependent...
    NihilImpetus NihilImpetus 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 7

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    My Results: Paranoid:Low Schizoid:Low Schizotypal:Moderate Antisocial:Moderate Borderline:High Histrionic:Low Narcissistic:Moderate Avoidant:High Dependent:High Obsessive...
    Blanche08 Blanche08 31-35, F Nov 6

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    I've always wondered how many of us are affected by our personality disorders, not only in the 'real' world, but in the cyber world as well? Personally, I still find it difficult...
    mlynnikens mlynnikens 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    I have borderline Personality Disorder. I have known for a long time that I had something wrong but did not find out until a couple months ago. I am really just looking for...
    kamykamz kamykamz 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 8

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    Hi beautiful people! I'm new here but so far I'm loving it. Well, I don't know if I have this or not. But reading about APD I feel like they were describing me. Being honest, I...
    almasolitaria312 almasolitaria312 26-30, F Nov 13

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    I haven't posted in a while however I wanted to get something out. I seem to attract women that are amazing and beautiful and smart. Also some how have borderline personality...
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    You know that moment when an answer to a question you weren't even thinking about suddenly hits you, and you wonder how you could have overlooked it before when it was so obvious...
    EdgeOfSanity EdgeOfSanity 22-25, M Nov 12

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    Please someone tell me whether or not these are signs that I have BPD. - I'm 18 years old and will be 19 in December. -I'm a lefthander. - I'm the eldest child. -I have a very...
    DestinationUnknown1995 DestinationUnknown1995 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    I just got my diagnosis a few days ago, and I'm so disturbed to know the truth.. I've always known about the depression, and it felt good to be able to label the anxiety disorder...
    Shaaydixie Shaaydixie 16-17, F Oct 25

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    Hi I have BPD, PTSD and bipolar disorder. I was wondering if someone on here that is also suffering that may could help me. I'm miserable. I am on an antianxiety and antipsychotic...
    WolfOfDreams WolfOfDreams 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    Disorder | Rating Paranoid | Moderate Schizoid | Low Schizotypal | High Antisocial | Moderate Borderline | Moderate Histrionic | Low Narcissistic | Low Avoidant | Moderate...
    Hiiamawhovian Hiiamawhovian 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    I used to think I had BPD, but I have found stability. I am who I am, with a complex personality, I have many sides, but I have found a stable me.
    MentalTravelor MentalTravelor 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    Whenever I get depressed I get the worst thoughts, all these doubts come into my head and all the horrible things anyone's ever said to me are back in my head. I can never just...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Sometimes when I'm afraid, I just need someone to hold me and tell me everything will be ok. Or when I'm lonely for someone to tell me they'll always be there for me. Or when I'm...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    im tired of life im worn out tired of getting up iwent to therapy yesterday they dont really help ast mental health just talk about balance my pain is too much i feel like i live...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F Oct 23

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    I NEED ADVICE! So when I first fragmented, I was mostly in control. I kept Sigma and Epsilon (the first two Alter's) in check. No one knew what was wrong with me, so that caused...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 23

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    I have not been diagnosed by a clinical psychiatrist, but I have never been so sure of something.
    Plutonianbabe Plutonianbabe 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 23

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    So everyone "pray" for me. To whatever you believe in, pray that my boyfriend never leaves me and I finally get my happy ending.. Way to much past trauma to deal with another...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 23

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    I just lost my mind a few hours ago and went on a rant for hours I apologize. Everyone's afraid of me now, right? Sorry I'll pay for all the sins soon.
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F Oct 23

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    I am extremely shallow with emotions concerning looks, so people I find attractive and change my mood very fast I cry, starve myself or even cut myself if I feel hated and disliked...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F Oct 23

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    What are the best pills to take to kill yourself? I'm doing it tonight
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 9 Responses Oct 23

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    I'm sorry if you're a close friend and I asked why'd you leave me it's because I don't put in any effort to maintain contact and feel as if when you don't talk to me you don't care...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F Oct 24

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    Is it in my nature to lie and manipulate others by using exaggeration? It's all true I exaggerated everything
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 24

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    Yes I'm still alive, if it wasn't for my bf (now ex) and sister and her bf Doug I would have killed myself last night. I am checking myself in to a mental institution today to see...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 24

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    I went to the psychiatric unit in the hospital and the psychiatrist didn't take me seriously, I'm having another panic attack, no one will help me or listen to me everyone's...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 24

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    i have detected many symptoms of DPD in me over the past, and every single one of them leaves me in a situation where i'm stressed out. i feel i'm too clingy to my friends, i used...
    monophxbia monophxbia 13-15, F Oct 25

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    My boyfriend and I of two years have not spoken in 3 days...The longest we have ever gone (aside from his time in the military). It was an amazing romance for a long time. I...
    Nicoleashleyxo Nicoleashleyxo 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 25

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    A question that I've always wanted to ask. Does anyone have an alter by the name of Hyde? I've always wondered...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M Oct 25

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    I always just thought I was crazy because of the medicine I was on and now that I'm off of it, it is really upsetting to realize that I'm still messed up and even more depressed...
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 25

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    Whenever I get upset about something and try to talk it out, I feel like whoever I am talking to thinks that I am imagining the whole situation. Sometimes I feel like my parents...
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 25

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    I really need someone to calm me down..
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 26

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    I have been good for a while, I've been taking my medications and went through some things which aren't that good and I was still ok. I do not know what is happening right now...
    faceless84 faceless84 22-25 1 Response Oct 26

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    I miss how beautiful and happy I used to be before everything..
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    I have made a few friends at work and have hung out. I thought they were great and then today at the movies we were walking in the door and I looked at him and I was repulsed like...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 4 Responses Oct 26

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    "Do you consider me a friend", she asks and I find myself caught off guard, as a deer caught in the headlights, a child with a hand stuck in the cookie jar. I bite my tongue to...
    mlynnikens mlynnikens 22-25, F Oct 27

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    One of my alters have alters. I'm a Russian doll.
    AhtnamasH AhtnamasH 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    I feel embarrassed that I'm in a mental hospital because of my bf leaving me. Obviously I'm here for other reasons too but that's the main one and I just feel like such an outcast...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 9 Responses Oct 27

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    I feel like each day I keep evolving into this person that I don't even know and that I definitely don't want to be..
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    I really don't know how much longer my fiancee will be able to put up with me.. Lately I've been screaming and yelling at her for barely anything at all and it's like it just comes...
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    Well, I did it again. I let my thoughts bubble up into a fit of rage. I am so bitter and cold today. It all started this morning. Waking up , realizing this is it for now. I am...
    ashless ashless 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 29

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