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    3 days without an episode now someone came on our property and he's out there with his gun threatening to shoot people. The day started off okay ... But we are in a downward spiral...
    bpdwifelife bpdwifelife 41-45, F 10 hrs ago

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    No matter how normally we behave; no matter how much love , care and respect, the moment they know we have BPD, they choose to protect themselves and run away from us. Medications...
    deceptiveoutofcloset deceptiveoutofcloset 26-30, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    It should always be about personality. I have three best friends who are complete opposites of each other in every way. Everyone is different and unique. Looks are just the package...
    KellerKing13 KellerKing13 18-21, F 8 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    Today,I found a few self-help tips and was excited to try them and change my life but then I looked at a few pictures of me and I thought why bother, I would still remain ugly. And...
    uglyshyguy uglyshyguy 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I'm planning on gathering more BPDs like myself. Message me if you're interested
    Calamityy Calamityy 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    If you can get ahold of BLUE DREAMS from Ca, that is a 3 hour window of much happiness and relief from any soreness or tense muscles. And coming down is like floating on a feather...
    shaymenae shaymenae 46-50, F 3 days ago

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    I'm blowing everyone off. "I can't stay out late again." "I need to clean my room." "I'm not hungry." "I have stuff to do." "I want to come, but I don't know if I can." Bullshit...
    missmalky missmalky 18-21, T 4 days ago

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    So I'm due on Friday to get a diagnosis for what I'm sure will be borderline personally disorder. When I was younger I had a psychiatric assessment done and borderline was...
    Livingwithbpd Livingwithbpd 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Just found out that I have Histronic P.O. not the bipolar I've been taking meds for years for. So down. What a mess I've become and what a fricken fool I've made over the years of...
    shaymenae shaymenae 46-50, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Looking in the mirror seeing myself and not feeling good enough, not feeling "hot" enough. Not seeing the movie star body on my body, instead seeing some freak who doesn't...
    ginganinja33 ginganinja33 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    It's as if I'm drowning in a sea of pain. I don't understand anything when it comes to this disorder. I don't understand why it has to make us feel the way we do. I know we all...
    ginganinja33 ginganinja33 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    You're not sick or crazy. The world is just simplistic and flawed.
    Calamityy Calamityy 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm sitting here on my own sipping wine straight out the bottle, with the television playing in the background. I can feel a rage bubbling inside of me, I feel angry, hurt and...
    busybrain busybrain 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    My experience of narcissistic personality is bitter sweet. It's sweet because I love the high from it. I'm proud of it. From being able to manipulate a person to adore me and do...
    porsia75 porsia75 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 26

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    What an awful existence. A combination of childhood traumas and inherited brain chemistry, making one sad sack of a human being. Always jumping to the worst conclusion, always a...
    BigBaddaBoom BigBaddaBoom 26-30, F Jun 26

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    I am so empty feel lonely I love my husband like crazy then we fight and my love turns to anger and hate them I get depressed love him again it's a horrible cycle. Sometimes I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 25

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    I'm obsessed with a man in a different country who doesn't want me so I'm intent on ruining his life.
    janiegirlUK janiegirlUK 41-45, F 3 Responses Jun 25

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    My Borderline personality disorder is ruining my life.The disorder make me very afraid of abandonment and have mood swings.I have a lot of anger and can't stand when people...
    Iloveowl Iloveowl 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    My whole existence is based on other people...every thought, every action. Every movement I make is to make people think I'm cool...Every activity I do is to impress people, and to...
    TheGentleman001 TheGentleman001 18-21, M 4 Responses Jun 24

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    I think I have known that I had borderline personality disorder since I was in my teens. My, then, therapist diagnosed me with disthymia. After thirteen years of cognitive...
    sugarbabysub sugarbabysub 31-35, F Jun 23

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    My boyfriend and my mother both have borderline personality disorder. My mother is in denial, my boyfriend is not. It cannot be cured. But it is something that can be lived with...
    FlourescentBlack FlourescentBlack 31-35, F Jun 23

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    The days are getting harder. And now that I have moved back into my mother's house... I find that I cannot control my anger and temper. I have never been an angry person so this...
    anderablack anderablack 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    I feel empty when I am bored. I don't have a strong sense of identity or purpose. I hate this feeling.
    CrazyDaisyeee CrazyDaisyeee 18-21, F Jun 22

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    Me and my mum clash! She thinks I'm attention seeking, needy and self absorbed. I resent my mum, she brought me into this world against my will, and she shows me no love. I...
    busybrain busybrain 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    Lying in bed, I feel as though the life has been sucked out of me. No energy. My rooms smells of cigarettes and there are empty wine bottles on my floor. I lie in bed full...
    busybrain busybrain 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 22

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    Okay, so I did it. I did the "right" thing. I did not get drunk, I did not cut. I took my meds like a nice compliant teenager... And now, I'm tired and cranky because that's what...
    missmalky missmalky 18-21, T 4 Responses Jun 21

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    I don't know if any of you identify with this, but I'm not sure if I WANT to get better...I don't know if I'm scared...or it's a defense mechanism or what...I've been working on my...
    TheGentleman001 TheGentleman001 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 21

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    There's nothing worse than trying to be happy, when ur not happy. Trying to be okay, when's nothings okay. Trying to live when everything makes you suffocate. Wanting to live but...
    kayleisma kayleisma 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 20

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    I've finally been diagnosed, people now take me more seriously
    treescarab treescarab 22-25, F Jun 20

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    I haven't been diagnosed with borderline personality but I know my behaviour isn't normal. I have an overwhelming feeling of emptiness. As a teenager I was anorexic, and I have...
    busybrain busybrain 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 18

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    anyone with bpd on certain meds? im 40mg daily on prozac but i still have radical shift in mood and behavior so should i be on a mood stabilizer or antipsychotic?
    bloodyborgiabastard bloodyborgiabastard 26-30, M 5 Responses Jun 16

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    So, I wake up to find out my mom stopped my therapy. Told them I didn't need it anymore. I have bpd, depression, anxiety, bipolar disorder, ptsd, and 2 eating disorders.. I need my...
    Suicidekisses Suicidekisses 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    Hope this helps. I came across a question somewhere about a guy who seemed to have textbook signs of bpd,and was in pain.I could not answer that question then,but I will answer it...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 16

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    I think I should just die. No one gets alone with the real me. I have 1 friend and am losing a lover... * sigh*
    BurnMyDread BurnMyDread 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    The person I love is going to leave me because this awful thing that infects me and I'll be back down to 1 person who knows the real me until he dies from that disease this year...
    BurnMyDread BurnMyDread 18-21, F Jun 16

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    I'm in this state of euphoria at the moment where everything is going to be okay and I'm going to get a job and find somebody who'll love me but I'm lying to myself and i know deep...
    snowflxke snowflxke 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    Having BPD, depression and social anxiety and trying to be a good wife and good mother is a big struggle. I know I'm not good enough for my husband, he deserves the world, someone...
    queenofdragons8 queenofdragons8 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 13

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    It's not in my plans to "have" this condition forever. I will keep working on myself but today I'm just wondering how many more friendships will I lose and how many more chaotic...
    DifferentbyNature DifferentbyNature 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 13

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    I normally don't tell people because I'm afraid of them judging me or not wanting anything to do with me when they find out about my other personalities but I mainly joined this...
    FloridaGirl93 FloridaGirl93 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 13

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    I have been suffering with APD (avoidant personality disorder) for a while now. I've stopped answering calls, text messages. I'm scared of social interaction with people and feel I...
    Briahj Briahj 13-15 3 Responses Jun 11

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    My Pnes is the worst and also the best thing about me. Since my diagnose three years ago my personality has changed. I've gone from being quiet, shy and didn't really talk much. To...
    VolunteerMouse VolunteerMouse 22-25, F Jun 11

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