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    I think I may have borderline personality disorder. It's a little hard to deal with. I know something is wrong with me and I don't want to live my life thinking that and not doing...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, T 22 hrs ago

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    I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder about one month ago. Borderline can consist of emotional disegulation, anger, disruptive interpersonal skills and other things...
    sarahcas sarahcas 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    My results... Disorder | Rating Paranoid | Low Schizoid | Low Schizotypal | Moderate Antisocial | Moderate Borderline | Low Histrionic | Moderate Narcissistic | Moderate Avoidant...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 6

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    Disorder | Rating Paranoid | Moderate Schizoid | Low Schizotypal | Moderate Antisocial | Low Borderline | Moderate Histrionic | Moderate Narcissistic | High Avoidant | High...
    fallenrach fallenrach 26-30 Nov 6

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    I thought I'd curiously give this a go for a little bit of fun and out of interest for my results .. *drum roll* Disorder | Rating Paranoid | Low Schizoid | Low Schizotypal...
    WanderingxYingxYang WanderingxYingxYang 46-50, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    Disorder | Rating Paranoid | High Schizoid | Low Schizotypal | High Antisocial | Moderate Borderline | High Histrionic | Moderate Narcissistic | Moderate Avoidant | High Dependent...
    MeSolumRelinquatis MeSolumRelinquatis 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 7

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    I think I might have borderline personality disorder. I am bulimic and am also diagnosed with general anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder. I am taking medication to help...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, T 22 hrs ago

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    My Results: Paranoid:Low Schizoid:Low Schizotypal:Moderate Antisocial:Moderate Borderline:High Histrionic:Low Narcissistic:Moderate Avoidant:High Dependent:High Obsessive...
    Blanche08 Blanche08 31-35, F Nov 6

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    It took me years of searching, but I finally found it. The answer to pretty much everything wrong with me. Why I do what I do. It's beautiful. In an awful, you have a personality...
    jaisikae jaisikae 26-30, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've always wondered how many of us are affected by our personality disorders, not only in the 'real' world, but in the cyber world as well? Personally, I still find it difficult...
    mlynnikens mlynnikens 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    I have borderline Personality Disorder. I have known for a long time that I had something wrong but did not find out until a couple months ago. I am really just looking for...
    kamykamz kamykamz 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 8

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    Hi beautiful people! I'm new here but so far I'm loving it. Well, I don't know if I have this or not. But reading about APD I feel like they were describing me. Being honest, I...
    almasolitaria312 almasolitaria312 26-30, F Nov 13

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    I haven't posted in a while however I wanted to get something out. I seem to attract women that are amazing and beautiful and smart. Also some how have borderline personality...
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I was recently given a provisional diagnosis of Schizotypal Personality Disorder. It seems strange because I always felt there was something wrong. I have always had these stray...
    Explorerofknowledge Explorerofknowledge 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I was diagnosed not too long ago, and the therapist said he didn't feel qualified to see me. Not that it really matters, since I was laid off and lost my insurance. I haven't told...
    Saithe Saithe 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Today is thanksgiving and I feel so worthless. None of my friends text me to say happy thanksgiving. I got no phone calls today at all. Like I'm just a loser. My mind is all over...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 1 Response 49 mins ago

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    You know that moment when an answer to a question you weren't even thinking about suddenly hits you, and you wonder how you could have overlooked it before when it was so obvious...
    EdgeOfSanity EdgeOfSanity 22-25, M Nov 12

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    Please someone tell me whether or not these are signs that I have BPD. - I'm 18 years old and will be 19 in December. -I'm a lefthander. - I'm the eldest child. -I have a very...
    DestinationUnknown1995 DestinationUnknown1995 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    Hi I have BPD, PTSD and bipolar disorder. I was wondering if someone on here that is also suffering that may could help me. I'm miserable. I am on an antianxiety and antipsychotic...
    WolfOfDreams WolfOfDreams 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    Disorder | Rating Paranoid | Moderate Schizoid | Low Schizotypal | High Antisocial | Moderate Borderline | Moderate Histrionic | Low Narcissistic | Low Avoidant | Moderate...
    Hiiamawhovian Hiiamawhovian 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    I am deeply loving ... a bit too loving, perhaps. Diagnosed with HPD 2 years ago, and struggle with it on many days. Married to my best friend ... but this disorder is ever...
    yogasummer yogasummer 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    I used to think I had BPD, but I have found stability. I am who I am, with a complex personality, I have many sides, but I have found a stable me.
    MentalTravelor MentalTravelor 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    So I'm convinced that I'm in love with a celebrity. But my delusions got to me, and I kept talking to her, telling her all about how she wanted to crush me. But I then realize that...
    Explorerofknowledge Explorerofknowledge 18-21, M 12 hrs ago

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    It's my first holiday with my family that I'm not on any medication, and I'm already so anxious about it.
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 6 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I'm happy. Then BAM I'm sad. Then BAM in mad.
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, T 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    "Do you consider me a friend", she asks and I find myself caught off guard, as a deer caught in the headlights, a child with a hand stuck in the cookie jar. I bite my tongue to...
    mlynnikens mlynnikens 22-25, F Oct 27

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    One of my alters have alters. I'm a Russian doll.
    AhtnamasH AhtnamasH 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    I feel embarrassed that I'm in a mental hospital because of my bf leaving me. Obviously I'm here for other reasons too but that's the main one and I just feel like such an outcast...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 9 Responses Oct 27

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    I feel like each day I keep evolving into this person that I don't even know and that I definitely don't want to be..
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    I really don't know how much longer my fiancee will be able to put up with me.. Lately I've been screaming and yelling at her for barely anything at all and it's like it just comes...
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    Well, I did it again. I let my thoughts bubble up into a fit of rage. I am so bitter and cold today. It all started this morning. Waking up , realizing this is it for now. I am...
    ashless ashless 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 29

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    Sometimes I think I exceed the standards of a schizoid but that is my secret to lock away, a secret that will never see the light... There are some, some creatures of light and...
    mlynnikens mlynnikens 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    The true despair of living with a borderline is the travesty of the "good" days
    DebC75 DebC75 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    I have five alters that I keep in check for the most part, one of them has been acting up lately because he represents my sexual side and my dad's girlfriend's son is hot, add that...
    idenmarshals idenmarshals 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 31

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    I'm undiagnosed and was told to have the traits since I don't fit in the criteria to be diagnosed. This battle with my emotions is hell. I don't ever wish it on my worst enemy...
    SolitarySol SolitarySol 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 31

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    I've always known I was a very emotionally unstable person but as I graduated highschool it has gotten much worse. By all rights I should live an incredibly happ life. I am a good...
    NothinButLove NothinButLove 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 31

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    It is an internal demon at times, controlling my thoughts, controlling my words...some days I am a puppet on a string .....I fight it back as best I can, never letting it fully do...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 1

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    I feel like an emotional wreck everyday. I feel irritated and impulsive. I'm taking 1mg risperidone and 40mg lexapro. I'm supposed to be taking 300mg of lithium carbonate 3 times a...
    highorlow highorlow 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    Sometimes I hope that I drink enough so that I don't ever wake up.
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 2

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    I have controlled the condition, but I feel at certain times it comes back! I feel and think too deeply and sometimes do things like fight someone out of something that a normal...
    FinalSoldier FinalSoldier 13-15, M Nov 2

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    im feeling angry and fructrated i dont know how to copw with this sick illness i dont wan to do nothing i treat myself like a piece of **** i dont want tobe around know one i feel...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 3

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    And I can't ******* cry. I can't feel anything. Except pissed. I'm ******* pissed that no guy will ever want to be with me forever. Pissed that my ex thinks he can text me saying...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 4

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    I've been reading a lot about BPD online, and I'm pretty sure I have it. My therapist didn't agree. Can someone tell me what BPD symptoms are and what a person suffering from it is...
    littlemissrainy littlemissrainy 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 5

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    How does music affect you guys? The internet won't answer me, so I figured I might get more if I asked more directly. For me, music has a very strong and direct effect on my...
    psychoticpsy psychoticpsy 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 5

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    I'm in a psychiatric hospital and guess what? typical me... I have a crush on another patient. 😊 I feel like I'm in jr high again. It's been awhile since I've had a "crush" haha...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 5

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