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I Broke Down Today

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    I Break Down Alot.

    You know when you have those days, when you wake up and you just know it's going to absolute balls. Well today was certainly one of those days. I i'm fighting a losing battle against my depression, trying to hold it together is always very hard for me. I managed to do it for...
    hsat hsat 16-17, F Nov 27, 2009

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    I've Reached the Edge

    Today I did a very hard thing.  I pawned the MOM necklace and a diamond heart pendant that my daughter in the Army gave to me "just because" and I broke down and cried right there in the pawn shop.  When she gave me these things I thought she did it because...
    Comprehensive2 Comprehensive2 31-35 1 Response Feb 23, 2008

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    I did mean to, but it happened

    for the first in a while, usually i using cutting to prevent this sort of thing, but I've been trying to prevent myself from cutting. I've felt on the edge of an anxiety attack for a while now but I've been trying to contain myself. Trying to prevent everyone from seeing whats...
    ImAlittleLost09 ImAlittleLost09 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 25, 2014

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    Actually....

    I am in the middle of a really bad breakdown, that is why I am shutting everyone out. I don't need them to know, JUST how unstable that I truly am. I feel so ashamed for how out of control that I am feeling, and for doing what I am doing....
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 12, 2010

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    Finally

    After some weeks of holding back the tears I finally broke down.. I couldn't hold back anymore. I pick my mobile, go to his name and press 'Call'. He picked on the 3rd ring.  I told him how I been trying to stay strong but I couldnt' anymore.  I miss him and he...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 25, 2009

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    I couldn't help it. I couldn't keep my emotions

    inside of me anymore. Since I was home alone at the time I just let it out. I let out my anger and my tears. I cried for almost an hour. I never usually break down but this was the second time in that I've broken down this week.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 13, 2014

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    Actually Tonight

    I thought my roommate was going to bring me leftovers, but he didn't. There was nowhere for me to go for dinner. I realy was hurt. I got all numb and depressed after. I still am. I'm going to bed now.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 27, 2009

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    I'm Getting To That Point....

    Not much keeping me together at this point. I feel like I am going to break down, very soon....
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 12, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    well, i'm pretty sure that's where this is going. i have been talking to this boy for exactly two months today. everything has been going perfect- until last night. it was like...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    I normally don't really listen to Kelly Clarkson (as talented a she is)..but I came across this song and it describes my life PERFECTLY right now!!!! I swear to god I am coming out...
    MFeisty MFeisty 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    Im feeling down today , actually quite off this week , but i cant write that to you , because i cannot put anything negative on you . I feel lost and abandoned each day im growing...
    Carversgirl2015 Carversgirl2015 18-21, F Feb 4

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    I have never been happy. Now that may sound like an exaggeration, but I'm telling you God's honest truth. Their are times when I feel angry or sad, or complacent, but never happy...
    TheIncredibleMrNobody TheIncredibleMrNobody 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 19

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    In my country, there is a song that said "toothache better than heartache".. When i was a boy, i never feel the heartache(broken heart).. I think the song is totaly wrong.. But...
    WayangPanda WayangPanda 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    i keep getting my heart broken, I don't think that anyone will ever love me. Guys only see my body , and only want to **** me. I want someone to love my they way I am, my...
    justa333 justa333 18-21, F 5 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Day three of him last texted. The reality is settling in and I still feel numb with the occasional sparks of pain in my entire soul. I feel my heart is actually breaking and I...
    reem999 reem999 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    I am heart broken coz i feel in love with my friend who doeant care about me hahaha
    aloneme79 aloneme79 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Today is my birthday but my friends celebrated with me two days ago...haha.. they can't wait..we were so crazy meeting at 9 pm heading home at 6-7 am...Hahahaha..I celebrate my...
    teachocolate teachocolate 41-45, F 54 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I just saw The Internet's Own Boy. And I just posted this in response: EP Link But I really want to say something else. He was broken. He had his ideals, his life, he worked on...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 2

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    Whatever I post at any given day is my current emotion but it does mellow. Sometimes I write the events of the day because I only wanna vent out. There's no one in my real world...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    My wife ran away 2 month ago. Now she is taking our son away from my custody. 6 years ago when we moved together, everything seemed perfect. I realize today that I was just an...
    TrustworthyEric TrustworthyEric 41-45, M 2 Responses Feb 3

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    Yesterday was one of those days. I was triggered the night before by something I can't admit to anyone about. It's way too painful. I hate those days though but when you have a...
    JustaSillyfairy JustaSillyfairy 46-50, F 5 Responses Feb 10

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    We all are you know, broken in some way or another. I'm told it's the human condition, born imperfect creatures and die the same. I think most of us work on what we know is...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 6 Responses Feb 18

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    Monday, March 2, 2015....Today I'm wearing white Calvin Klein Body micro modal bikini briefs. They are so soft and fit so well. I just love them!
    Undieguy Undieguy 36-40, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I spent my day off from work today just lounging around the house in my silky soft Victoria's Secret floral satin pajamas and silky soft panties and even took myself a long hot...
    nylonbritches nylonbritches 51-55, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    It all started on a summer day, I still remember the moment when I met her. She was a young and innocent girl, we share a similar background of a lone foreigner travelling to a new...
    thebiggestwhatif thebiggestwhatif 18-21, M Feb 12

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    I'm thinking ... How we physically injure ourselves and usually no matter how badly, we can be mended, yet there are no band-aids for hearts. To deny ourselves love, is such a...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F Feb 12

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    I broke up with him today. Of course I'm hurt, but I was constantly accused of being a liar, a manipulator, a deceiver, and a cheater. I am not any of those things. He was always...
    Dreambrother Dreambrother 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 20

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    Many young women today are a bit tired of the usual relationships that they have with men of their age. This is why it is no surprise nowadays that we see a lot of Younger...
    celinecc11 celinecc11 26-30, F Feb 2

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    Many young women today are a bit tired of the usual relationships that they have with men of their age. This is why it is no surprise nowadays that we see a lot of Younger Women...
    celinecc11 celinecc11 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 2

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    I hate being "that girl". You know which one I'm talking about. The one who just sits there complaining about a failed relationship. I really tried to be okay today. I started by...
    WaywardIngenue WaywardIngenue 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    For the Heartbroken You took all the love I offered Even all my dignity Made me think my love was ugly Then threw it back at me Now my stomach feels so hollow My ego feels...
    squizz5 squizz5 41-45, M 6 Responses Feb 10

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    Today is the memorial of by brothers death. 8 years ago today he died and my world hasn't been the same. Yet it seems to not affect anyone but me. I'm alone dealing with something...
    jay415 jay415 16-17, F Feb 17

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    It's healing now. My bags are packed, light and heavy. The smell of you is almost gone. I'm scared of your darkness. But see you won't win. I still believe in love. I still...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    When you try your best, but you don't succeed When you get what you want, but not what you need When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse And the tears come...
    Mrunderstood Mrunderstood 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Another Goodbye ButterflyI wish she wasn't so upset,when she left me,mad as she was when she left,but it's the only way she knows how leave me,believe me,I know the type,so...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M Feb 15

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    Another Goodbye ButterflyI wish she wasn't so upset,when she left me,mad as she was when she left,but it's the only way she knows how leave me,believe me,I know the type,so...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M Feb 15

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    I'm not exactly sure when the first major fracture hit me with such force that I looked at the world in a much darker way. The people who tell you they love you, only to find out...
    BethKristin BethKristin 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    It's been six days and a couple hours since we broke up. There is radio silence in your end. The spell you cast on me is slowly dissolving, and the things I see about you I am...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 9

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    I fight fires for a living. In fact, I jump out of a plane into a wildfire for my job. I jumped a fire and had to climb a tree to retrieve para cargo and ended up falling 50ft out...
    crono84 crono84 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 9

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    What These surveys do is give The cash to the one that create the website link for it. You are just finishing surveys for another human being and producing them cash whilst losing...
    Ethan3088hnz9 Ethan3088hnz9 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    damn. I didn't know you could have your heart ripped out of your chest twice by the same person. have to say im pretty hurt. 2 years of memories and love thrown down the drain all...
    lorinnicole lorinnicole 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    You said I was special. I was breathtaking, I was beautiful. I didn't really care about your words, but i believed you believed them . I believed in your kindness and not the...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 21

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