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I Broke Down Today

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    Actually....

    I am in the middle of a really bad breakdown, that is why I am shutting everyone out. I don't need them to know, JUST how unstable that I truly am. I feel so ashamed for how out of control that I am feeling, and for doing what I am doing....
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 12, 2010

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    I'm Getting To That Point....

    Not much keeping me together at this point. I feel like I am going to break down, very soon....
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 12, 2010

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    Actually Tonight

    I thought my roommate was going to bring me leftovers, but he didn't. There was nowhere for me to go for dinner. I realy was hurt. I got all numb and depressed after. I still am. I'm going to bed now.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 27, 2009

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    I couldn't help it. I couldn't keep my emotions

    inside of me anymore. Since I was home alone at the time I just let it out. I let out my anger and my tears. I cried for almost an hour. I never usually break down but this was the second time in that I've broken down this week.
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2014

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    I Break Down Alot.

    You know when you have those days, when you wake up and you just know it's going to absolute balls. Well today was certainly one of those days. I i'm fighting a losing battle against my depression, trying to hold it together is always very hard for me. I managed to do it for...
    hsat hsat 16-17, F Nov 27, 2009

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    Finally

    After some weeks of holding back the tears I finally broke down.. I couldn't hold back anymore. I pick my mobile, go to his name and press 'Call'. He picked on the 3rd ring.  I told him how I been trying to stay strong but I couldnt' anymore.  I miss him and he...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 25, 2009

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    I've Reached the Edge

    Today I did a very hard thing.  I pawned the MOM necklace and a diamond heart pendant that my daughter in the Army gave to me "just because" and I broke down and cried right there in the pawn shop.  When she gave me these things I thought she did it because...
    Comprehensive2 Comprehensive2 31-35 1 Response Feb 23, 2008

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    I did mean to, but it happened

    for the first in a while, usually i using cutting to prevent this sort of thing, but I've been trying to prevent myself from cutting. I've felt on the edge of an anxiety attack for a while now but I've been trying to contain myself. Trying to prevent everyone from seeing whats...
    ImAlittleLost09 ImAlittleLost09 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 25, 2014

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    There's that saying about sticks and stones may break my bones but words or wherever... Who ever said that is a liar...uh words do hurt. Today some one was in my face and kept...
    TheresAPossibility TheresAPossibility 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Maybe because it's Monday. I can't seem to shake this down feeling. I can't find the words. Kinda blank. Well tomorrow is another day. It will be better I'm sure.
    Hm3454 Hm3454 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    How many other families, people and friends do you know that have broken relationships? Now I want you to think of a trait in common that you can see in all those involved in it...
    dabram71 dabram71 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    Today's my birthday! Yesterday was super crappy cause my car broke down ... But my bf came to the rescue ^-^ he jump started my car and followed me to pepboys and while my car was...
    Chickie328 Chickie328 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 28

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    I just couldn't help but cry today. I got a headache after eating and then I just began to think more about my future and broke down. I'm sorry. I can't do this. I'm a 20...
    Lunan0va Lunan0va 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    My car broke down, my uncle passed away, and I lost my job this is the worst day of my life :( I wish I had somebody to talk about it :(
    IsMyStory IsMyStory 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    My girlfriend broke up with me last week and I can't get over her. She broke up with me because she said she doesn't feel the same way anymore. We were together for 13 months. She...
    KyleHoward96 KyleHoward96 16-17, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    My bf and I were together for a year and a half almost. Our relationship was a series of ups and downs. Moreover my bf use to date a girl for 9 years and were almost close to...
    LD02 LD02 22-25, F 12 Responses Mar 28

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    I haven't been able to really talk about this until now, and I'm a writer, so think it'll help if I just tell about my first, and last, love. His name is Randy, and I've loved him...
    JLester1700 JLester1700 18-21, F Apr 9

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    When your Heart brocks, no-one can hear the sound. But only one can feel it, yeah that's you. A broken heart is one of those experiences that all of us as humans can share, yet...
    epkumar8 epkumar8 26-30, M 16 hrs ago

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    my boyfriend broke me and changed me broke me 1. He was mad 2. he was abusive to other people 3. he will lash out at anytime 4. he is mentality unstable
    sarahhoek sarahhoek 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    There is a question I want to understand. Why can't everyone tell the truth and learn to love again? Do you know....what it feels like to be broken and used? Scared and confused...
    soldiergirl2 soldiergirl2 41-45, F 6 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    "If Today Was Your Last Day" My best friend gave me the best advice He said each day's a gift and not a given right Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind And try to...
    littlegirl03 littlegirl03 18-21, F a week ago

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    I woke up in such a p*ssy mood 2day that I just got up, took my dog out, looked around 4 a cpl minutes & then said "**** it, I'm going back 2 bed. I just couldn't see anything good...
    Rocknroller1262 Rocknroller1262 51-55, M 5 hrs ago

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    the biggest impact. I believe that everyone, sooner or later, has this thing happening in their lives which will change them forever. It’s not comparable. For the one’s who...
    deleleleteddd deleleleteddd 13-15, F Mar 30

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    Write about your experienceRelationships are at the core of what it means to be human. Nobody wants to live life alone, nobody wants to live life without warm, loving relationships...
    skykidx1 skykidx1 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    So... It's been just over a year since I broke up with my ex boyfriend for being unfaithful. I feel like I'm over him and happy with having friends, socializing and being single. I...
    TheCake4 TheCake4 22-25, F 13 hrs ago

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    You actually can die from a broken heart. The chemicals that cause he feeling of depression are poisonous the the heart. In high enough amounts they can cause a heart attack. It's...
    Thespistx Thespistx 26-30, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    i went to my friends house with my cousin . and we went down to the big stream that was about idk a mile or two . well any way when we get there we clime on the swinging rope and...
    gdent16 gdent16 13-15, M 2 hrs ago

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    It was her 22nd birthday yesterday and she is now the same age as me. I meant to write this story yesterday but that never happened. Many times have I shared the story about the...
    Orchards Orchards 22-25, M Apr 15

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    As relating to my previous experiences, it was my dream to meet my love H today on 18th April as it was our first anniversary. Though we have broken up.. But Still i was able to...
    TheLivingDead TheLivingDead 18-21, F Apr 18

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    Today is my birthday! And upon this glorious day, I turn 22. What a lovely age
    SophisticatedPsychopath SophisticatedPsychopath 18-21, F 17 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    It is good here in Stockholm, it's 13 degrees Celsius and the sun is making it around 18. So today it will be the first day if the nude season. Hopefully I will not be alone.
    mrosso mrosso 51-55, M 18 hrs ago

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    its funny, everyone if discussing serious matters or fighting and they are all grumpy... however i am absolutely happy today... i got 2 chocolate frappes this weekend .. a treat i...
    totorolover totorolover 13-15, F 14 hrs ago

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    Who would miss me if I died today? Not many !!!!!! My mum, my 2 teenage daughters and that's about it. My wife? No! My family ? No! My "friends?" No!!!! What a sad indictment to...
    jspiscean jspiscean 46-50, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I wrote a new blog post today. After having been told by the man that what would make it easier for him would be if I didn't talk about the relationship, or about anything sexual...
    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Well it is no tragic heart breaking romance, It's simple , my Father left eleven years ago on January 13, 2004. He just up and left I was six years old and I just got back from a...
    DevinaLockwood DevinaLockwood 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    Once again..... Shoutout to the ******* who broke my heart. We've known each other for several years and have been "talking" for the past several months. We've tried to plan dates...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    So today I met this little She was so cute and sweet and bright and she was my new friend I noticed she has some bruises on her face and I asked her what they were from She said...
    JalenFrankie616 JalenFrankie616 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I expect that it will be today. Another promise broken again. I'm telling it's fine but I want to scream out loud because I'm really pissed off now. But I need to control my temper...
    RedThatDescribesMe RedThatDescribesMe 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    To all of you with a broken heart, those of you who find it difficult to make it through the day, those of you who are in pain, those who can't picture happiness...I just want to...
    teenagemutantninjaturtles teenagemutantninjaturtles 26-30, M Apr 7

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    So today in the parking lot of the warehouse I work at some jack *** was not paying attention and was on his phone which wouldnt be so bad if he was following the speed limit of 5...
    Jwolf1342 Jwolf1342 18-21, M Mar 26

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    This was by far the best day of my life. It was just absolutely perfect. My ex and I broke up a month or so ago because my dad's against interracial relationships. He didn't think...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F Apr 12

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    I'm financially frustrated! I know one thing's for sure once I'm out of the woods I'm not turning back EVER! It's a long and complicated story on how we ended up struggling...
    GeekyGangstaGirl GeekyGangstaGirl 22-25, F 2 days ago

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