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I Broke My Own Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 218 People

    I Am So Afraid Of Getting 'abandoned', 'ignored', 'deserted'-- So When I See The Signs I Withdraw First..

    I met this guy on a dating site. He was a new member and so was I. After we hit on many messages on the site, he finally asked for my email address. He eventually deleted his account on that site and that's what I also did. :) We were both contented and happy knowing each other...
    MsControlfreak MsControlfreak 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 4, 2011

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    I Do This Every Sing Day

    It's almost impossible for me not to break my heart. Because everytime I think about the time mine has been broken I starts hurting and cracking more. So.... Yea
    PoemSinger45 PoemSinger45 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 30, 2011

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    I Was A Jealous Fool

    I had love. He was the best guy ever, but his best friend "loved' me. so he'd tell me things like oh ur no ur bf's cheating on u and stuff like tht...Well I started to believe him aftr awhile...so wen we were talkin i swear i heard some chick in the back ground calling someone...
    MiAmor4Eva MiAmor4Eva 13-15 1 Response Jan 30, 2011

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    I Just Didn't Realize It At The Time

    Now, its too late.  Or I am letting it be too late.  Sometimes when you go through a door, you can't go back again.  I just wish I could go back in time, don't we all, and change things.  I know now that things would never be the same.  But when I look...
    nonmihi nonmihi 26-30, F Mar 20, 2010

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    What May Happen

    There was a man who was looking for a place to confess all of his feelings without being judged. After many days of searching he found a site, called Experience Project. The site was perfect. After registering to the site he posted a few confessions, most of which were about Love...
    JonnySlackMallon JonnySlackMallon 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 6, 2011

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    Still Thinking..

    I'm starting to think of him more and more.  Its crazy.  Its like as soon as I accepted the fact that I would never be going back to there again.. I went ..wait a minute.. so now its starting to drive me crazy.  He told me to call him many times, but I can't...
    nonmihi nonmihi 26-30, F Mar 23, 2010

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    For as long as I could remember,

    I wanted my first time to be special and with someone I loved. I wanted something special because I hadn't taken care of myself that well. I've never had the most confidence or the best looks so I wanted to treat myself at least once. Unfortunately, I messed up as usual. I fell...
    markymarkb markymarkb 18-21, M Jan 27, 2014

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    sharpTresHombre sharpTresHombre 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 30, 2010

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    Dear Shelley, it has been 23 years

    since we last saw each other. You are my first true love and I deeply regret never telling you how I felt all those years ago. I was deeply in love with you but was embarrassed about expressing my feelings and I was afraid. I am so sorry that I walked away from what probably...
    Ziggels Ziggels 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 3, 2014

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    I Wish I Could Change The Fact...

    She loved meI loved her back,I broke her heartshe forgave me for that,I thought I could forget herHow wrong was I,I blamed myselfI wanted to die,She took me back.I got some newsand deserved a slap,We broke up againAll to do the right thing,I wanted to dieSo I could finally fly...
    TheAngelOfDeath TheAngelOfDeath 16-17 37 Responses Apr 2, 2011

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    Went To Bat With A Broken Heart And Swung Long Past The Strikeout.

    When we used to run together I never felt better. I feel in love with you on that bike trail, you made me realize what my other was doing to me. You gave me the courage to make the change. You showed me that there was better out there. I remember sticking our tongues out at each...
    Tarushurse Tarushurse 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    And Then I...

    Sent a message to his phone saying "I miss You"... that was all I said.  Sort of random, and I shoudn't really have done it.  How do I have the right to say that I miss him now?  I don't.  I miss him because I made him go away, its my own fault.. not his...
    nonmihi nonmihi 26-30, F Mar 30, 2010

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    Our Breakup

    I know you didn't wanna break up, and god it hurt so bad :,( ........ Hearing your sighs ... And crying on the phone. It literally broke my own heart. And I don't think I'll ever live it down! Till I just die
    BlackWidowMassacre BlackWidowMassacre 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    I cried for you last night and I cried for you this morning...sounds like I'm grieving over a death, but in a way, I am mourning. The way you ignored me and my questions and the...
    JandL2013 JandL2013 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 19

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    Darling I'm falling in love with you, but your eyes don't see me yet. I look up and see dull, grey, steel clouds filling every centimetre of the sky. The sky is hoarding so much...
    Macyyyy Macyyyy 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 23

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    Met this girl and fell for her hard... And fast. I completely changed my life for her. Quit escorting... Quit social media dating sites... Cut back my alcohol consumption...
    Ownedforaprice Ownedforaprice 22-25, F 15 Responses Feb 17

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    Weird,strange feelings,I don't like him like that i dont think i ever did,but still it's hard to forget him.I'm starting to kinda hate him lately.and im just sad too because I put...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    It's been nearly 4 years and I still love him smh
    ivettefromtheblock ivettefromtheblock 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    Let it be...just let it go...forget about him...please find the strength and move on. Obviously, he doesn't care what you think anymore...don't contact him. Don't reply to him...
    JandL2013 JandL2013 31-35, F Feb 18

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    I deleted his contact from my phone, but what good would that do? His email is already imprinted in my brain. After a week since I emailed him asking for closure, I caved in...I...
    JandL2013 JandL2013 31-35, F Feb 23

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    I find myself thinking about you a little more lately, even though I know I shouldn't. I can't help but think of you when I hear certain songs or when I drive certain places. I...
    readum16 readum16 26-30, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    .. and even though you broke my heart, I picked up all the pieces and placed them back in your hands .. J
    Josephine8 Josephine8 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 7

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    I gave a girl a gift for Valentine's Day and she broke my heart and started to talk crap behind me behind my back. I didn't even get a thank you. The least you could do is act...
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M 3 Responses Feb 13

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    My first love broke my heart and I can't get over it 😔
    Marleylove07 Marleylove07 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    I used to believe in promises, i trusted easily(which was really naive of me). Until i experienced a series of empty and broken promises that broke my heart again and again. It...
    Shimmerz479 Shimmerz479 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 21

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    It all started on a summer day, I still remember the moment when I met her. She was a young and innocent girl, we share a similar background of a lone foreigner travelling to a new...
    thebiggestwhatif thebiggestwhatif 18-21, M Feb 12

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    He broke up with me two days ago out of nowhere. One minute we were making Indian food , he was telling me how happy he was and grateful that I was cooking for him and the next he...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 5

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    well, i'm pretty sure that's where this is going. i have been talking to this boy for exactly two months today. everything has been going perfect- until last night. it was like...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    I had to break up with my boyfriend. He was so good to me, but he ignored my kids. After 15 months I had to decide if I wanted to keep just dating him, knowing it would never...
    Marcibella Marcibella 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 20

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    Another Goodbye ButterflyI wish she wasn't so upset,when she left me,mad as she was when she left,but it's the only way she knows how leave me,believe me,I know the type,so...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M Feb 15

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    Another Goodbye ButterflyI wish she wasn't so upset,when she left me,mad as she was when she left,but it's the only way she knows how leave me,believe me,I know the type,so...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M Feb 15

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    It's been two weeks now, and the snow is now reaching eighty feet ... the worst snowstorm in the history of Boston. It's been two weeks since I have last seen you, held your hand...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    The anguish within The physical pain of brokenness A positive being, that can be crushed within moments A race that is constantly being ran, only to never see the finish line...
    SecretEscape SecretEscape 36-40, F 4 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Really getting tired of getting my heart broken. And just when I get my heart broken you get dived in on by cam girls, african dating scams, liars, etc. It really can make you...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Well my heart is gone I started talking to someone I meet on this site and I really have strong feelings for him. But I don't think its going to go no where we haven't talked all...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    In my country, there is a song that said "toothache better than heartache".. When i was a boy, i never feel the heartache(broken heart).. I think the song is totaly wrong.. But...
    WayangPanda WayangPanda 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    My skin is not a tough armor, its too thin and easily broken. The air i am inhaling is attenuating with each gasp for breath. My shins are quivering and small hairline fractures...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 5

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    After he broke up with me by an email ... I finally replied him ... with a broken heart : *** *** I believe every word you said, honey, and I respect any decision you've made. I...
    findemmawoodhouse findemmawoodhouse 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 12

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    Nobody knows me better than you. I am a mess. A creep craving for attention and accceptance from people. Insecure little girl scared of loneliness. Still can't defend even her own...
    phoebechan phoebechan 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    For the Heartbroken You took all the love I offered Even all my dignity Made me think my love was ugly Then threw it back at me Now my stomach feels so hollow My ego feels...
    squizz5 squizz5 41-45, M 6 Responses Feb 10

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