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I Broke My Own Heart

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    Still Thinking..

    I'm starting to think of him more and more.  Its crazy.  Its like as soon as I accepted the fact that I would never be going back to there again.. I went ..wait a minute.. so now its starting to drive me crazy.  He told me to call him many times, but I can't...
    nonmihi nonmihi 26-30, F Mar 23, 2010

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    For as long as I could remember,

    I wanted my first time to be special and with someone I loved. I wanted something special because I hadn't taken care of myself that well. I've never had the most confidence or the best looks so I wanted to treat myself at least once. Unfortunately, I messed up as usual. I fell...
    markymarkb markymarkb 18-21, M Jan 27

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    I Wish I Could Change The Fact...

    She loved meI loved her back,I broke her heartshe forgave me for that,I thought I could forget herHow wrong was I,I blamed myselfI wanted to die,She took me back.I got some newsand deserved a slap,We broke up againAll to do the right thing,I wanted to dieSo I could finally fly...
    TheAngelOfDeath TheAngelOfDeath 16-17 37 Responses Apr 2, 2011

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    I Was A Jealous Fool

    I had love. He was the best guy ever, but his best friend "loved' me. so he'd tell me things like oh ur no ur bf's cheating on u and stuff like tht...Well I started to believe him aftr awhile...so wen we were talkin i swear i heard some chick in the back ground calling someone...
    MiAmor4Eva MiAmor4Eva 13-15 1 Response Jan 30, 2011

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    I Am So Afraid Of Getting 'abandoned', 'ignored', 'deserted'-- So When I See The Signs I Withdraw First..

    I met this guy on a dating site. He was a new member and so was I. After we hit on many messages on the site, he finally asked for my email address. He eventually deleted his account on that site and that's what I also did. :) We were both contented and happy knowing each other...
    MsControlfreak MsControlfreak 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 4, 2011

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    Went To Bat With A Broken Heart And Swung Long Past The Strikeout.

    When we used to run together I never felt better. I feel in love with you on that bike trail, you made me realize what my other was doing to me. You gave me the courage to make the change. You showed me that there was better out there. I remember sticking our tongues out at each...
    Tarushurse Tarushurse 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    I Do This Every Sing Day

    It's almost impossible for me not to break my heart. Because everytime I think about the time mine has been broken I starts hurting and cracking more. So.... Yea
    PoemSinger45 PoemSinger45 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 30, 2011

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    sharpTresHombre sharpTresHombre 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 30, 2010

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    Our Breakup

    I know you didn't wanna break up, and god it hurt so bad :,( ........ Hearing your sighs ... And crying on the phone. It literally broke my own heart. And I don't think I'll ever live it down! Till I just die
    BlackWidowMassacre BlackWidowMassacre 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    What May Happen

    There was a man who was looking for a place to confess all of his feelings without being judged. After many days of searching he found a site, called Experience Project. The site was perfect. After registering to the site he posted a few confessions, most of which were about Love...
    JonnySlackMallon JonnySlackMallon 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 6, 2011

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    Dear Shelley, it has been 23 years

    since we last saw each other. You are my first true love and I deeply regret never telling you how I felt all those years ago. I was deeply in love with you but was embarrassed about expressing my feelings and I was afraid. I am so sorry that I walked away from what probably...
    Ziggels Ziggels 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 3

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    I Just Didn't Realize It At The Time

    Now, its too late.  Or I am letting it be too late.  Sometimes when you go through a door, you can't go back again.  I just wish I could go back in time, don't we all, and change things.  I know now that things would never be the same.  But when I look...
    nonmihi nonmihi 26-30, F Mar 20, 2010

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    And Then I...

    Sent a message to his phone saying "I miss You"... that was all I said.  Sort of random, and I shoudn't really have done it.  How do I have the right to say that I miss him now?  I don't.  I miss him because I made him go away, its my own fault.. not his...
    nonmihi nonmihi 26-30, F Mar 30, 2010

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    Must Use Someone Else MUSE My heart is still broken, every action I think of taking...
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    Those words you said "I want to remain as friends" and "I knew you liked me for a while" took me by surprise. I didn't know what they until a couple of hours later when I finally...
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    My boyfriend broke up with me almost a week ago. I feel a combination of confusion, anger, and sadness. He was my inspiration to let go of all the toxic people in my life. He was...
    Shonda Shonda 22-25, F Dec 7

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    Should i believe him? He said he still loved me when he broke up with me, he said i wasn't supportive, i was pushy and demanding, that i broke his heart and couldn't bring...
    SnowCrystall SnowCrystall 26-30, F Nov 28

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    I can't help it it's my fault I lost him it's my fault I can't get him back. it's my fault for me crying to sleep it my fault for the fresh cuts the mental breakdowns the tears. I...
    TealMarie TealMarie 16-17, F Dec 7

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    I never believe people When they said how much it hurts To have your heart broken Until It was me Lying on my bedroom floor With mascara running down my face gasping for air crying...
    ShadowRiver ShadowRiver 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 15

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    He broke my heart once , I went back to him he did it again , then once again. You think I would learn my lesson. Why do I pick all the heartbreakers ?
    randaleigh randaleigh 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 6

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    He made me cry last night, but not because he did anything bad, just because I'm breaking my own heart after him. He's happy, so I'm happy right? He's the only person who can make...
    SuicidalSilence SuicidalSilence 13-15 1 Response Nov 30

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    Sometimes I feel because of the among of attention I give to love. A guy broke my heart and I've never been the same since then. Hate that about me.
    VisionsofJohanna17 VisionsofJohanna17 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I hate you making me feel this way......why you give up just because of the distance. We always say to each other that someday we will be together and it will be worth it. You said...
    Shai15 Shai15 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    The people who broke my heart were my unrequited crushes. And that were many. After 34 years of being rejected i think i give up. I know i find noone for me anymore. It just never...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35 Dec 4

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    I can't get over him. I can't stop thinking about him. I wish I could just forget the past year. Forget him. Forget it all. Erase everything from my memory. Stop feeling...
    Miranda240 Miranda240 26-30, F Dec 9

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    I still love him and I always will He broke my heart . He completely ruined me . I gave myself to him wholly and now I'm alone He treated me like a princess and I thought he was...
    MichelleSmith9898 MichelleSmith9898 16-17, F 6 Responses Dec 13

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    My boyfriend broke up with me at the start of the month, he ruined my birthday as most of the day I was crying my eyes out. I'm trying to be okay with him being gone. It's so hard...
    J3N11 J3N11 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    I fell in love with a boy who I loved/love very much. We were perfect for eachother however he was older than me and even though I wanted to ignore his he couldn't, he was...
    lovevshate89 lovevshate89 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    I love to sketch, write, craft and cook something new...!!There are times in my life that i feel so bored that i can think of doing only 1 thing. I take out my sketchpad and start...
    fuchsiadev fuchsiadev 18-21, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Last night was the hardest night of my life. Almost three years ago, I met a wonderful man. Clever, intelligent, funny, respectful : someone a lot of women would call perfect. He...
    FromDuskTillDawn FromDuskTillDawn 22-25 Dec 8

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    This isn't about a past relationship or anything. It's actually about pets. I used to have a cat named Misty whom I've had for seven years (the longest my family had ever owned...
    Jesxica Jesxica 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I didn't mean to fall in love with him--I just did. He was just a schoolmate back in College. But ever since one of my classmates said that we looked good together, my suffering...
    ayamesan16 ayamesan16 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    I am doing ok, yes life has at times been difficult, but I am a very positive and optimistic person, and I really care about others. One of my passions is writing, I have a blog...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M Dec 3

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    Sadly I do. Sad topic isn't it. To know that once you had a big wonderful family, now it's all broke and gone.
    Xunig11 Xunig11 13-15, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    There he goes from this warm land The killing blow from my own hand Into the darkness which he has found Into a realm where there is no sound His life is gone he's useless now It's...
    fenrirandimpachi fenrirandimpachi 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It's such a devastating experience to have a broken heart.. The physical and emotional turmoil is so deep no words can accurately say. Physically if one has a heart attack medicine...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    You Have A: WHIMSICAL HEART! You believe that love is magical and special. You dream of being swept off your feet, and you can't help but cherish the feeling of falling in love...
    BrokenHeartedOlicityShipper BrokenHeartedOlicityShipper 70+, F 2 hrs ago

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    WARNING: this is VERY long. During school and hanging out with friends, I can be the most talkative and cheerful person to be around. And that's what hides the truth back at home...
    vintagechick14 vintagechick14 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    Your Heart Is: RED. (strange, I thought it would be black, but then again.. black is a shade, not a colour) You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart...
    BrokenHeartedOlicityShipper BrokenHeartedOlicityShipper 70+, F 8 hrs ago

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    I sometimes wish I didn't have such a soft heart but I probably wouldn't be the same person I am today. I've always had a soft heart for the underdog that's trying to do the right...
    countryguy30 countryguy30 22-25, M 58 mins ago

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    From my head, to my heart to my very soul I feel so broken. the pain is so unbearable some days, then other says I simply have a heart beat I feel so numb.I am to trust people who...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Nov 27

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    I dont really know what is my personality. i somtimes feel iam honest, sometimes feel that iam the most bad person on earth. its been 24 years now i might me living more 30 year...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 13