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I Broke My Own Heart

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    I Am So Afraid Of Getting 'abandoned', 'ignored', 'deserted'-- So When I See The Signs I Withdraw First..

    I met this guy on a dating site. He was a new member and so was I. After we hit on many messages on the site, he finally asked for my email address. He eventually deleted his account on that site and that's what I also did. :) We were both contented and happy knowing each other...
    MsControlfreak MsControlfreak 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 4, 2011

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    For as long as I could remember,

    I wanted my first time to be special and with someone I loved. I wanted something special because I hadn't taken care of myself that well. I've never had the most confidence or the best looks so I wanted to treat myself at least once. Unfortunately, I messed up as usual. I fell...
    markymarkb markymarkb 18-21, M Jan 27, 2014

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    Our Breakup

    I know you didn't wanna break up, and god it hurt so bad :,( ........ Hearing your sighs ... And crying on the phone. It literally broke my own heart. And I don't think I'll ever live it down! Till I just die
    BlackWidowMassacre BlackWidowMassacre 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    I had the opportunity to open my marriage

    and met two amazing men that have added incredible things to my life. My choices jeopardized my marriage and I have decided to let these men go....my heart feels so lost and broken. The only way I see to survive now is to shut my heart down and protect the memories and intense...
    LizzyThomas3434 LizzyThomas3434 46-50, F Mar 12

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    I Wish I Could Change The Fact...

    She loved meI loved her back,I broke her heartshe forgave me for that,I thought I could forget herHow wrong was I,I blamed myselfI wanted to die,She took me back.I got some newsand deserved a slap,We broke up againAll to do the right thing,I wanted to dieSo I could finally fly...
    TheAngelOfDeath TheAngelOfDeath 16-17 35 Responses Apr 2, 2011

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    What May Happen

    There was a man who was looking for a place to confess all of his feelings without being judged. After many days of searching he found a site, called Experience Project. The site was perfect. After registering to the site he posted a few confessions, most of which were about Love...
    JonnySlackMallon JonnySlackMallon 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 6, 2011

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    Still Thinking..

    I'm starting to think of him more and more.  Its crazy.  Its like as soon as I accepted the fact that I would never be going back to there again.. I went ..wait a minute.. so now its starting to drive me crazy.  He told me to call him many times, but I can't...
    nonmihi nonmihi 26-30, F Mar 23, 2010

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    I Just Didn't Realize It At The Time

    Now, its too late.  Or I am letting it be too late.  Sometimes when you go through a door, you can't go back again.  I just wish I could go back in time, don't we all, and change things.  I know now that things would never be the same.  But when I look...
    nonmihi nonmihi 26-30, F Mar 20, 2010

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    Went To Bat With A Broken Heart And Swung Long Past The Strikeout.

    When we used to run together I never felt better. I feel in love with you on that bike trail, you made me realize what my other was doing to me. You gave me the courage to make the change. You showed me that there was better out there. I remember sticking our tongues out at each...
    Tarushurse Tarushurse 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    I Do This Every Sing Day

    It's almost impossible for me not to break my heart. Because everytime I think about the time mine has been broken I starts hurting and cracking more. So.... Yea
    PoemSinger45 PoemSinger45 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 30, 2011

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    sharpTresHombre sharpTresHombre 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 30, 2010

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    I Was A Jealous Fool

    I had love. He was the best guy ever, but his best friend "loved' me. so he'd tell me things like oh ur no ur bf's cheating on u and stuff like tht...Well I started to believe him aftr awhile...so wen we were talkin i swear i heard some chick in the back ground calling someone...
    MiAmor4Eva MiAmor4Eva 13-15 1 Response Jan 30, 2011

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    Dear Shelley, it has been 23 years

    since we last saw each other. You are my first true love and I deeply regret never telling you how I felt all those years ago. I was deeply in love with you but was embarrassed about expressing my feelings and I was afraid. I am so sorry that I walked away from what probably...
    Ziggels Ziggels 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 3, 2014

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    And Then I...

    Sent a message to his phone saying "I miss You"... that was all I said.  Sort of random, and I shoudn't really have done it.  How do I have the right to say that I miss him now?  I don't.  I miss him because I made him go away, its my own fault.. not his...
    nonmihi nonmihi 26-30, F Mar 30, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I want to follow my heart, but it seems like whenever I do negative events follow. I guess I sometimes forget to take my brain with me; sometimes I get way ahead of myself. I do...
    strawberryviolet strawberryviolet 22-25, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I would like to thank you with my deepest sincerity. This was and still is a site that allows me to express my deepest emotions, drain my unwanted pains, and to understand one's...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    THE DAZZLERS; my very own dance team...its my biggest desire....i can't explain how much i love dance...i adore it...i want to build up my own dance team in school...our school is...
    Ahaanaa Ahaanaa 13-15, F 12 hrs ago

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    i broke up with her over the phone because i hadn't seen her in three months because her parents don't like her leaving the house for anything but school
    nobodynose1 nobodynose1 18-21, M 14 hrs ago

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    Last year I went off of my antipsychotics and I think that I damaged my heart. I've been on them ever since but every time I lay down on my chest or back my heart slows down and...
    Jesusfoundme Jesusfoundme 31-35, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    where do broken hearts go?
    Faith0615 Faith0615 26-30, F 16 hrs ago

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    Guys, take some time off and read this The Fluttering Hearted Flirt - http ://wp.me/p67thY-C May give you a fresh look at your own vision. I write to inspire.
    whatishappening15 whatishappening15 22-25, F 16 hrs ago

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    God, it wasn't even really official or anything... We had just started talking about how we could turn a Long Distance thing into more of an in person thing. It just hurts so much...
    TK13 TK13 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I just went through one of the most trying two years of my life. I apologize beforehand, because this might get long. My long-term boyfriend and I broke up a few months ago and I...
    soraji soraji 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I have a broken heart and that's ok. See I loved him, I do love him but I deserve better...I wasn't a priority to him or to myself. I'm tired of my messages and calls being ignored...
    CeMar CeMar 31-35, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    Well, I'm new here, still I'll give it my best shot. (I apologise in advance for the long read) I'm not going to tell you who I am or where I'm from, but if any of you people out...
    Scarecrowthebeast Scarecrowthebeast 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    You know your heart is broken when you cry randomly for no real reason or when you feel this heavy weight in your chest that won't go. You know its broken when someone tries to get...
    Voldemortia Voldemortia 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    A broken heart again I've had my heart broken twice in a row. First time I have been dumped and I felt sad, angry and disappointed. It was 3 years ago. Now, it was a mutual break...
    grunf grunf 26-30, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm just so emotional right now because some people are just pathetic and don't know how to treat someone right. I honestly don't know why you would say that you love me at one...
    BrycePluck BrycePluck 13-15, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    It's been five months since you went away You left without a word and nothing to say When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul But it wasn't good enough for you, no So I...
    CasseMoi CasseMoi 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It's not my whole family it's my sister when she was about 15 she started running away it started out only lasting for 2 days then 5 days then a week now me and my sister are...
    faith1015 faith1015 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Searching for something That may never be known A messed up mind Turns a heart to stone Memories carried in the heart Figments of wild imagination One's existence now a hostage...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    This is a long story.... Just before beginning of the school year this year this guy added me on Instagram he was native like me n he lived in the same area I was living in. So I...
    cassie200015 cassie200015 13-15, F a week ago

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    The girl I loved cut me out of her life for no reason and I'm really at a loss. I'm young, gay, and meeting girls was always hard for me; I've been in relationships before and they...
    whoaitsalex whoaitsalex 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    There's a box With a lock In the corner of a room. In a house On a hill, That's hidden deep from view. And I know, Never doubt- There is something deep inside.. It's my heart...
    Livedeliberately Livedeliberately 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 26

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    I was engaged nearly a decade ago to a boy. He is a man now and i am a woman. He is the first one who kissed me, who held my hand, who touched me and after all these years when i...
    tee2810 tee2810 26-30 Jul 26

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    Broken and empty, sad and blue. The one that I loved and trusted has now hurt me too.. ill never forget those words that I read.. all these feelings I have built up inside are now...
    lostnlonley32 lostnlonley32 31-35 Jul 26

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    I loved her so much with true heart and she broke my heart.I am so sad.I cant get out of it
    asif25 asif25 22-25, M Jul 23

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    I am siddique. .2011 I worked in a sneaker store she worked with me too .her name is brenda .that time we in same store the first day she came to worked I still remember she had...
    mohiuddin1980 mohiuddin1980 31-35, M Jul 23

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    Last night a x girlfriend from a month ago called me crying. Her step dad kicked her out and she wanted to stay here. Well we hit the store I bought a bunch food for her, we had a...
    Justme2103 Justme2103 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 23

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    It feels like I follow him around and annoy the crap out of him. Like a lost puppy. I sit around hoping he'll text me or hoping he'll respond. I want to so bad just leave and get...
    amrosi amrosi 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    we've been friends for years. we've never dated but I thought we both had serious feelings for eachother but apparently they weren't mutual. Now everything has changed and things...
    EarthLorde EarthLorde 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I was with a guy for 7 months. In that time he told me he wanted to spend his future with me. On Valentine's Day he gave me a promise ring. I was head over heels in love with him...
    thisbeautyunknown thisbeautyunknown 22-25, F Jul 21

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    I think it's kinda ****** how someone's willing to come into your life for the second time just to hurt you all over again. why come back when you're not into a commitment? idk, I...
    itllkillme itllkillme 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 21