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I Broke My Own Heart

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    Still Thinking..

    I'm starting to think of him more and more.  Its crazy.  Its like as soon as I accepted the fact that I would never be going back to there again.. I went ..wait a minute.. so now its starting to drive me crazy.  He told me to call him many times, but I can't...
    nonmihi nonmihi 26-30, F Mar 23, 2010

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    I Just Didn't Realize It At The Time

    Now, its too late.  Or I am letting it be too late.  Sometimes when you go through a door, you can't go back again.  I just wish I could go back in time, don't we all, and change things.  I know now that things would never be the same.  But when I look...
    nonmihi nonmihi 26-30, F Mar 20, 2010

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    What May Happen

    There was a man who was looking for a place to confess all of his feelings without being judged. After many days of searching he found a site, called Experience Project. The site was perfect. After registering to the site he posted a few confessions, most of which were about Love...
    JonnySlackMallon JonnySlackMallon 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 6, 2011

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    Our Breakup

    I know you didn't wanna break up, and god it hurt so bad :,( ........ Hearing your sighs ... And crying on the phone. It literally broke my own heart. And I don't think I'll ever live it down! Till I just die
    BlackWidowMassacre BlackWidowMassacre 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    I Do This Every Sing Day

    It's almost impossible for me not to break my heart. Because everytime I think about the time mine has been broken I starts hurting and cracking more. So.... Yea
    PoemSinger45 PoemSinger45 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 30, 2011

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    Went To Bat With A Broken Heart And Swung Long Past The Strikeout.

    When we used to run together I never felt better. I feel in love with you on that bike trail, you made me realize what my other was doing to me. You gave me the courage to make the change. You showed me that there was better out there. I remember sticking our tongues out at each...
    Tarushurse Tarushurse 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    sharpTresHombre sharpTresHombre 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 30, 2010

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    And Then I...

    Sent a message to his phone saying "I miss You"... that was all I said.  Sort of random, and I shoudn't really have done it.  How do I have the right to say that I miss him now?  I don't.  I miss him because I made him go away, its my own fault.. not his...
    nonmihi nonmihi 26-30, F Mar 30, 2010

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    I Wish I Could Change The Fact...

    She loved meI loved her back,I broke her heartshe forgave me for that,I thought I could forget herHow wrong was I,I blamed myselfI wanted to die,She took me back.I got some newsand deserved a slap,We broke up againAll to do the right thing,I wanted to dieSo I could finally fly...
    TheAngelOfDeath TheAngelOfDeath 16-17 37 Responses Apr 2, 2011

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    For as long as I could remember,

    I wanted my first time to be special and with someone I loved. I wanted something special because I hadn't taken care of myself that well. I've never had the most confidence or the best looks so I wanted to treat myself at least once. Unfortunately, I messed up as usual. I fell...
    markymarkb markymarkb 18-21, M Jan 27

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    I Am So Afraid Of Getting 'abandoned', 'ignored', 'deserted'-- So When I See The Signs I Withdraw First..

    I met this guy on a dating site. He was a new member and so was I. After we hit on many messages on the site, he finally asked for my email address. He eventually deleted his account on that site and that's what I also did. :) We were both contented and happy knowing each other...
    MsControlfreak MsControlfreak 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 4, 2011

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    I Was A Jealous Fool

    I had love. He was the best guy ever, but his best friend "loved' me. so he'd tell me things like oh ur no ur bf's cheating on u and stuff like tht...Well I started to believe him aftr awhile...so wen we were talkin i swear i heard some chick in the back ground calling someone...
    MiAmor4Eva MiAmor4Eva 13-15 1 Response Jan 30, 2011

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    Maybe I'm crazy, maybe I'm young and stupid. So I'm not going to call what we had more than dating. But I've never had such strong feelings for someone... It wasn't to long ago...
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    I am in the middle of a rough divorce. This is not like the other times I have lost at love. I was married to someone else when my wife and I met and she was engaged. Long story...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    No one ever tore down my walls like that, no one ever made me feel so loved. No one ever touched me like you did. And no one ruined me as beutifully as you. You broke into my heart...
    ColourfulDreams ColourfulDreams 13-15, F Oct 10

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    I remember meeting you. I remember sitting with my friend, talking nonsense. We were laughing about something so silly. When I heard a voice, oh a beautiful voice. I looked...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Two years ago today I never thought my life would change forever. October 20, 2012. I got pregnant at 16. All of these emotions are flooding in. I never thought I would actually...
    forgottenheart forgottenheart 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    My crush broke my heart he blocked me on twitter
    jujufruit12345 jujufruit12345 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 13

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    I've been crushing on this guy for about a month now, and I'm really shy around him! I just feel like we're meant for each other! But today at lunch, my friend told me that she saw...
    Lunamoon16 Lunamoon16 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Do you ever get excited about something silly that happens with the person you fall for and want to share it with your friends? You think they care about you. They are actually...
    imshattered imshattered 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    Ya..... I didn't want too like seriously it just last time I had a girlfriend I broke her heart by accident... I couldn't do that to her she means so much to me I just knew if it...
    Coolman42801 Coolman42801 13-15, M 4 Responses Sep 25

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    I have a broken heart and it's the worst feeling in the world I feel so helplessly abandoned My heart break is caused by the sudden realization that no one in my life has ever...
    applesnbananas applesnbananas 51-55, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    When I wrote this experience I didn't think that such experience exist. That I am the only one. But when I see the experiences I feel I can relate. Although I have never been...
    YesIAmACat YesIAmACat 16-17 Oct 16

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    I can't do it anymore. I wanted to be strong. I don't want to guilt him. I didn't guilt him last time. He came back on his own. I only left him two messages, neither pressuring nor...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 3

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    Almost a year ago, the love of my life left me for another man, whom she had a child with. We were together for almost 12 years and besides our kids, I've never loved another human...
    midwesterndad74 midwesterndad74 46-50, M 4 Responses Oct 13

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    I don't know what to do. I can't persuade him of anything. He has to figure it out on his own. I just hope the happiness and love I brought into this relationship is enough for him...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    Amorophobe… I was perusing my diary from a year ago and decided to share this, mostly for the benefit of the countless friends who have had their heart broken on EP. The...
    SleeplessKnight SleeplessKnight 41-45, M 11 Responses Sep 25

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    I feel like a broken hearted girl , too be ( && ) #LOVE with someone who I feel like they cheating i don't understand WHY do I put MYSELF thru this LUST we have , my hold LIFE...
    Moneea Moneea 22-25, F Oct 15

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    I don't know where to even begin. My life has been a tumultuous failure thus far. I'm 23. In that23 years there has been nothing but heartache, failure and misery. I suppose there...
    MissManaged MissManaged 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    Well, this story if full of pain, and I'll be true to the thoughts and emotions that I felt at the time. Let me preface this though, with that while not full recovered, I am much...
    Anex61636 Anex61636 26-30, M Oct 4

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    I carry a 38 S&W for protection, I am a responsible gun owner, and believe in the right to protect myself.
    Dixiechic66 Dixiechic66 46-50, F 6 hrs ago

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    I thought I was a prisoner before but as of last week, its much worse. my husband, myself and our son moved in with family because my great grandmother was in need of care and...
    MadReese MadReese 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    I don't know how, or why, I keep going back to you, or why I don't just let you go. I know this is gonna end in disaster and heart break but I'd be willing to give my heart to you...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Sep 28

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    Or any night. Or any day if broken by societal crap. Why broken. In america. Makes no sense. Until i see hollywood. And vegas. And watch people. And see how...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    Marjority of my experiences in love involve my heart broken.. I believe I need to trust that person before my heart is really in it, the smallest mistakes I can't help but walk...
    caitilinj caitilinj 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 4

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    I don't know how to describe it anymore. I am in so much emotional pain I can't even make it through the morning without wanting to cry. I just feel so incredibly alone all the...
    Tantalustay Tantalustay 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 8

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    How quickly a heart can be beating in sync one minute then sank the next. The room crumbles down around you, and the world becomes gray from the once blue. I take in a deep breath...
    Spicedpecan0617 Spicedpecan0617 61-65, F Oct 11

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    I still checking my Ex facebook. And I know if meet him I will disappointed . He was 8 years old young and he wasn't even good kisser and I don't know. We almost had a sex and I...
    olsen1004 olsen1004 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 2

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    I had it broken again I'm never letting it get broken again I'm never letting any guy get close to me No more boyfriends just guy friends My heart is shattered And it can never...
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Why do we have to make people unhappy in quest to be happy? I don't know what is worse - having my heart broken or remembering that ones I broke. Whoever invented the way we...
    Offoff Offoff 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I want mend broken heart I wish you'd get out of my heart Quit leaving pictures of us there. Quit painting yourself in the red dress we danced in and then threw away by our...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 31-35, M 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    (using google translate) well.. i love someone like a brother and they lie 2 me and my brother and a lot of ep family and frends like this? :'( okay, i give up.. you wanted my...
    killercukee killercukee 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 5

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    There they go. Spent so much time. Closer than ever. This time it was more emotional than physical. For the first time maybe. When she had felt that it was not a complete friends...
    Xyanii Xyanii 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 16

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    It's time to let go ... I love this article gives me some hope !! When I was about 18, I met a girl who changed my life. She opened my eyes to a part of the world – a part of...
    fiestychica fiestychica 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    **** all the guys that have ****** me around and used me! I'm sick of being there ******* puppet! Im a woman with my own choices! I need to find myself a good man!
    wannaplay122 wannaplay122 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 12

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