I Broke My Own Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 221 People

    For as long as I could remember,

    I wanted my first time to be special and with someone I loved. I wanted something special because I hadn't taken care of myself that well. I've never had the most confidence or the best looks so I wanted to treat myself at least once. Unfortunately, I messed up as usual. I fell...
    markymarkb markymarkb
    18-21, M
    Jan 27, 2014

    I Was A Jealous Fool

    I had love. He was the best guy ever, but his best friend "loved' me. so he'd tell me things like oh ur no ur bf's cheating on u and stuff like tht...Well I started to believe him aftr awhile...so wen we were talkin i swear i heard some chick in the back ground calling someone...
    MiAmor4Eva MiAmor4Eva
    13-15
    1 Response Jan 30, 2011

    Still Thinking..

    I'm starting to think of him more and more.  Its crazy.  Its like as soon as I accepted the fact that I would never be going back to there again.. I went ..wait a minute.. so now its starting to drive me crazy.  He told me to call him many times, but I can't...
    nonmihi nonmihi
    26-30, F
    Mar 23, 2010

    I had the opportunity to open my marriage

    and met two amazing men that have added incredible things to my life. My choices jeopardized my marriage and I have decided to let these men go....my heart feels so lost and broken. The only way I see to survive now is to shut my heart down and protect the memories and intense...
    LizzyThomas3434 LizzyThomas3434
    46-50, F
    Mar 12, 2015

    I Wish I Could Change The Fact...

    She loved meI loved her back,I broke her heartshe forgave me for that,I thought I could forget herHow wrong was I,I blamed myselfI wanted to die,She took me back.I got some newsand deserved a slap,We broke up againAll to do the right thing,I wanted to dieSo I could finally fly...
    TheAngelOfDeath TheAngelOfDeath
    16-17
    35 Responses Apr 2, 2011

    Went To Bat With A Broken Heart And Swung Long Past The Strikeout.

    When we used to run together I never felt better. I feel in love with you on that bike trail, you made me realize what my other was doing to me. You gave me the courage to make the change. You showed me that there was better out there. I remember sticking our tongues out at each...
    Tarushurse Tarushurse
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Oct 20, 2013

    And Then I...

    Sent a message to his phone saying "I miss You"... that was all I said.  Sort of random, and I shoudn't really have done it.  How do I have the right to say that I miss him now?  I don't.  I miss him because I made him go away, its my own fault.. not his...
    nonmihi nonmihi
    26-30, F
    Mar 30, 2010

    What May Happen

    There was a man who was looking for a place to confess all of his feelings without being judged. After many days of searching he found a site, called Experience Project. The site was perfect. After registering to the site he posted a few confessions, most of which were about Love...
    JonnySlackMallon JonnySlackMallon
    22-25, M
    1 Response Aug 6, 2011

    I Just Didn't Realize It At The Time

    Now, its too late.  Or I am letting it be too late.  Sometimes when you go through a door, you can't go back again.  I just wish I could go back in time, don't we all, and change things.  I know now that things would never be the same.  But when I look...
    nonmihi nonmihi
    26-30, F
    Mar 20, 2010

    Our Breakup

    I know you didn't wanna break up, and god it hurt so bad :,( ........ Hearing your sighs ... And crying on the phone. It literally broke my own heart. And I don't think I'll ever live it down! Till I just die
    BlackWidowMassacre BlackWidowMassacre
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 20, 2013

    I Do This Every Sing Day

    It's almost impossible for me not to break my heart. Because everytime I think about the time mine has been broken I starts hurting and cracking more. So.... Yea
    PoemSinger45 PoemSinger45
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Jan 30, 2011

    I Am So Afraid Of Getting 'abandoned', 'ignored', 'deserted'-- So When I See The Signs I Withdraw First..

    I met this guy on a dating site. He was a new member and so was I. After we hit on many messages on the site, he finally asked for my email address. He eventually deleted his account on that site and that's what I also did. :) We were both contented and happy knowing each other...
    MsControlfreak MsControlfreak
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 4, 2011

    Dear Shelley, it has been 23 years

    since we last saw each other. You are my first true love and I deeply regret never telling you how I felt all those years ago. I was deeply in love with you but was embarrassed about expressing my feelings and I was afraid. I am so sorry that I walked away from what probably...
    Ziggels Ziggels
    46-50, M
    1 Response Nov 3, 2014

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