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I Broke My Own Heart

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    And Then I...

    Sent a message to his phone saying "I miss You"... that was all I said.  Sort of random, and I shoudn't really have done it.  How do I have the right to say that I miss him now?  I don't.  I miss him because I made him go away, its my own fault.. not his...
    nonmihi nonmihi 26-30, F Mar 30, 2010

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    I Just Didn't Realize It At The Time

    Now, its too late.  Or I am letting it be too late.  Sometimes when you go through a door, you can't go back again.  I just wish I could go back in time, don't we all, and change things.  I know now that things would never be the same.  But when I look...
    nonmihi nonmihi 26-30, F Mar 20, 2010

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    Still Thinking..

    I'm starting to think of him more and more.  Its crazy.  Its like as soon as I accepted the fact that I would never be going back to there again.. I went ..wait a minute.. so now its starting to drive me crazy.  He told me to call him many times, but I can't...
    nonmihi nonmihi 26-30, F Mar 23, 2010

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    Our Breakup

    I know you didn't wanna break up, and god it hurt so bad :,( ........ Hearing your sighs ... And crying on the phone. It literally broke my own heart. And I don't think I'll ever live it down! Till I just die
    BlackWidowMassacre BlackWidowMassacre 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 20, 2013

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    What May Happen

    There was a man who was looking for a place to confess all of his feelings without being judged. After many days of searching he found a site, called Experience Project. The site was perfect. After registering to the site he posted a few confessions, most of which were about Love...
    JonnySlackMallon JonnySlackMallon 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 6, 2011

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    I Wish I Could Change The Fact...

    She loved meI loved her back,I broke her heartshe forgave me for that,I thought I could forget herHow wrong was I,I blamed myselfI wanted to die,She took me back.I got some newsand deserved a slap,We broke up againAll to do the right thing,I wanted to dieSo I could finally fly...
    TheAngelOfDeath TheAngelOfDeath 16-17 37 Responses Apr 2, 2011

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    I Am So Afraid Of Getting 'abandoned', 'ignored', 'deserted'-- So When I See The Signs I Withdraw First..

    I met this guy on a dating site. He was a new member and so was I. After we hit on many messages on the site, he finally asked for my email address. He eventually deleted his account on that site and that's what I also did. :) We were both contented and happy knowing each other...
    MsControlfreak MsControlfreak 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 4, 2011

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    Went To Bat With A Broken Heart And Swung Long Past The Strikeout.

    When we used to run together I never felt better. I feel in love with you on that bike trail, you made me realize what my other was doing to me. You gave me the courage to make the change. You showed me that there was better out there. I remember sticking our tongues out at each...
    Tarushurse Tarushurse 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    For as long as I could remember,

    I wanted my first time to be special and with someone I loved. I wanted something special because I hadn't taken care of myself that well. I've never had the most confidence or the best looks so I wanted to treat myself at least once. Unfortunately, I messed up as usual. I fell...
    markymarkb markymarkb 16-17, M Jan 27

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    I Do This Every Sing Day

    It's almost impossible for me not to break my heart. Because everytime I think about the time mine has been broken I starts hurting and cracking more. So.... Yea
    PoemSinger45 PoemSinger45 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 30, 2011

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    He broke my heart the worst possible way yet here I am, still loving him with everything I have.
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    I never thought I could love someone as much I loved him. He have me 6 months of happiness, we argued and fought. But he Actually loved me. He was my first, and I was his. We told...
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    You see, I fell in love with a girl.. We've been having on and off fights for 3 years since we've met. It's mostly because I'm selfish and all I ever cared for was myself. Now we...
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    I have been in love with a guy for such a long time and we had an on and off relationship which was long distance. Every time we broke up it hurt me and he would constantly tell me...
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    i am feeling broken.. just can anybody help me out on concentrating on my life & not think what my ex is doing? i am always thinking what she is doing, she might be messging that...
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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
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    You shattered my heart into tiny pieces, but yet I still have feelings for you... I don't get it.
    Thatbrokengirl1 Thatbrokengirl1 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I sometimes think that karma has come to bite me in the ***! Why? Maybe because i took feelings for granted but i always tried not to hurt anyone. Yet im left hurting now...
    essjay26 essjay26 26-30, F Apr 7

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    I still don't understand how it happened! So there was this guy in the military I meet him in December and we really got to know each other .. I ended up having sex with him it was...
    Gabydoll19 Gabydoll19 18-21, F Mar 25

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    I was with the same woman for 22 years we have three kids together and I am divorced as of last week she has had three affairs in our 21 year marriage I still love her I am deeply...
    ichael70 ichael70 41-45, M 4 Responses Mar 30

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    "You can love someone and not want to spend time with them" I love her so much, but I know she is better of without me, and I am without her.
    Amidala97 Amidala97 16-17, F Apr 7

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    I know it's over...I do. I know that whatever we had, that connection, is now gone. I know that it will never be like that again. I'm trying not to contact you for silly reasons...
    Arcavala Arcavala 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    She texts me every single time she's drunk. And it's so ******* hard to pretend that I don't care. I miss her so ******* much, and I love her to death.
    Amidala97 Amidala97 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I think I secretly still do but I don't want to admit it to myself and I just mask it but trying to hate him.
    tamingthefox tamingthefox 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    where I come from, most often than not you marry your high school sweetheart. I've had 2 serious boyfriends in my lifetime (that doesn't count guys I've casually dated & hung out...
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    She was broken. Her heart lay in billions of pieces, spread about the floor like tiny specs of dust. It would be impossible to tell that her heart had even been there at all, had...
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    Oh yes, i remember that. People broke my heart. But God is stronger then that. If you face evil and hurt, you dont have to suffer this way. I have solution! Im with god now and he...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I've had a hard life, emotionally and socially and minus all the details it's been really damaging and depressive. No matter how hard I tried I could get out of the pits and it...
    mayorMax mayorMax 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 4

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    My ex broke my heart, I can't seem to get over her. It's like I can't do anything any more I'm really really anxious it gets hard for me to breathe and my heart beats so fast. She...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 26

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    Life was good! simple! And i was happy! A new semester started at high school and this new kid had joined! No one really cared but Eventually he stared liking one of my best...
    lisamarie26 lisamarie26 22-25, F Apr 3

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    He was my best friend, and he was in love with me, i was afraid bc he was an absolute player, and made out with a different girl every day. So i lost him, he was very very mad...
    marshmallowthing24 marshmallowthing24 13-15, F Apr 8

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    It's a relationship through the internet. We talked a lot through fb and sk*pe, but I loved him. I broke him up because he was too childish, and because I'm afraid if I kept it...
    BisexualGirl95 BisexualGirl95 18-21, F Mar 30

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    10years ago somebody broke my heart and i hate the guy so much !
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    Been seeing someone for yrs now. But broke my heart extremely hard. Made me lost all I had.
    softly75 softly75 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    Today, I chose to break up with my Muslim boyfriend. I'm still deeply in love with him. I made this choice because of my faith, I'm christian. Being in a relation with him was like...
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    My best friends funeral was yesterday. A huge part of my heart was buried with him, along with all our other friends. He's broken our hearts. We will never be the same again.
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    I just had a baby boy 5 months ago with my boyfriend of 2 years. I'm only 17 and my boyfriend went to jail for 3 months and now that he's been out he's broke my heart. When he got...
    Aligirl1 Aligirl1 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I am a widow my husband died about 6 years ago. Life was good for a while I had money and a paid for car and house, I was working doing very well on my own. Then here come the...
    car0403 car0403 51-55, F 14 hrs ago

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    Once again, I find myself picking the wrong men.. What is it about me that chooses men who eventually go back to their ex!! My heart is breaking slowly..so I met this guy and we...
    Xococoxo Xococoxo 18-21, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    Leave It All Behind What can I do? How can I prove – that you are: Every little bloody thing, yelling at the passing lights, Is this what you wanted when you said, darlin...
    SaveYourWords SaveYourWords 16-17, F 14 hrs ago

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    I know you're all going to say 'you're 14 don't worry' lalaalala all that **** ... But I'm sure for a kid who aha bipolar, anxiety and a lot of other problems it might me...
    MrJenks MrJenks 13-15, M 6 hrs ago

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    Most days, I can't even stand to look at myself in the mirror anymore. I am disgusted by the girl I see staring back at me. What is wrong with her that she can't see what a mess...
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    A Letter To Myself 22 March 2014 1:53 AM Dear Sam, I know what you're going through, I know how you feel. No one knows you better than me, I reside in you. It's over. Why do...
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    I had just answered a question that inspired me to write this. I had my first genuine relationship with a girl that I truly liked but she ended up breaking up with me because she...
    PitchDaffy PitchDaffy 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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