I Build Walls Around My Heart

Ok so I recently got out of a relationship with this guy. It wasn't a bad relationship, but it also wasn't a good one. So after I found out I was single a couple days AFTER he posted it on Facebook (childish) I called him nd a...

I was always that type of girl which guys never felt attracted to... Till I got out of mine teenage years.
Creating ''walls'' around my heart always prevented me of getting it broken and made it hard to trust other people. I decided...

I think thats pretty normal for people who have been hurt a lot in life. Letting people in after experiencing heart break is something that is scary to many people. What makes it worse, is often, our emotions are so raw from being hurt...

Hmmm finally, I found a group which I think this story fits in.

(People who read my story about closing my door for another relationship often advise me not to do it. Not to surrender etc. and always look forward that someone will...

Each experience I have been through in my life has only verified that my heart needs to be guarded. Through time it seems as though my heart is in a high security prison. A prison? yes, because even when I want to show someone my...

I think the walls can come up as a consequence of all types of mistreatment, call it abuse if you want. I personally think emotional abuse can be particularly damaging, as I have learned from experience. Over the years, in what I...

I want to be more open. I would like to be able to trust and express my feelings. I would love to give 100% of myself to someone. I just can't. I always hold back a little, hesitate, act distant and cool. The thing is, I'm not a distant...

Ever since i lost my ama i never learned to love again (this being 10yrs later) . It sim one bad thing happens after the other,i have pushed my sistrs n bros away unwittingly koz im so scared of loosing ppl that i feel that "mybe if i...

When my walls are up is when I'm empty. I feel absolutely nothing. Not love, not joy, not friendship, not excitement, not pain. Over the years I think I've learned not to internalize the anger and hurt that leads to a mental breakdown...

It's going to take a lot to get in next time.  I think I made it to easy, I let people in to soon and loved them to much. I've always wore my heart on my sleeve and  I used to think it was a good thing, but I've learned if you're not...

Only b/c I want to know that I matter enough for you to break through them.

I definitely do this deliberately, because I feel emotions deeply, and being an empath doesn't help me in this area of my heart.  When I fall in love, I fall hard, and my passion is too intense for most men.  I do not have many...

An ancient Chinese emperor sits on his throne after his daily security check. His fortress is build like a labyrinth, littered with infantry highly trained swordsmen’s, units of Calvary, and human walls of archers and...

I am came from ..... what ever i don't care, but i never ever hart my self again. that is why am the l only one close in my self. she is.....!

Trying to learn to deal with hurt that stems from my spouses affair.I just like so many others am looking for answers.How do I keep this kind of pain from ever coming into my heart again? I found a solution, but not the solution.Either...

I'm gonna be here for you baby
And I'll keep my word
Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard
And I wanna die in your arms
In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm
And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And...

Sometimes a crack develops in the wall...
Should I leave it open to risk possible pain or should I seal it?
Should I allow that wall to crumble one layer at a time?...perhaps not...safer this way!
Maybe just a crack will be okay...

I`m a good person, just have the wrong taste in women, God only knows its the story of my life...especially recently...I fell in love with a girl who was my friend, well she claims shes still my friend...I had already built a wall...

I was upset by the wall you kept up against me. You knew you had built it and told me and you said you could not help it. What I denied of myself was the wall I had built against you. You had shared so much of what you want from me, but...