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I Can Admit to My Addiction

EP addiction is not such a bad thing 43 People

    Too Scared To Admit It

    I sit in a dark corner of my special place and enter into a different world, my own world, a world where i know i belong...my heart starts beating fast as soon as i start doing it, i know its wrong and am not supposed to be there but i can't stop myself. If i told anyone...
    ufutaa ufutaa 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 13, 2012

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    Three Years Back

    Three years back I put up my hands and admitted that yes I am an addict and from then on my whole life started changing- here's the story ....            Some three years back , on this date a member of NA(Narcotics Anonymous...
    domking domking 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 13, 2010

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    Hi Everyone

    This is an addict who used weed>Booze>Pills>Heroine for 30 long years before he could admit his disease of addiction & surrender.Clean for about 3 yrs now. Shall share details later on.Love n ((HUGs)) to all
    domking domking 46-50, M Nov 18, 2009

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    wolffive wolffive 51-55, M 2 Responses Feb 15

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    I Am a Pill Junkie

    I've always been a bit of a crazy mofo when it comes to experimenting with substances, especially prescribed and in pill form.  I developed an addiction to Nurofen Plus by just taking 6 a day and after 6 months I am completely trapped and and I took at least 72 of them a day...
    Morfius Morfius 26-30, M Nov 28, 2008

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    I guess most can't.I have made mistakes often and I have always admitted them.
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 8 Responses Mar 23

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    those people should get special credit.
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    my addiction is pretty different its a coping mechanism I use being extremely flexible I suck myself yes I have the ability to suck myself I do it because of my past problems and...
    nronic1 nronic1 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    my addiction is pretty different its a coping mechanism I use being extremely flexible I suck myself yes I have the ability to suck myself I do it because of my past problems and...
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    my addiction is pretty different its a coping mechanism I use being extremely flexible I suck myself yes I have the ability to suck myself I do it because of my past problems and...
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    Music is my addiction 🎶 I can't seem to live without it 💕 It's the only thing that gets me thru the day gets me thru life!! it starts with song lyrics and a guitar in the...
    xdontletmedrownx xdontletmedrownx 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    my addiction is too strong. i can't control it. and worse...it feels so good part of me don't want to stop. i need help
    jojape1995 jojape1995 18-21, T 1 Response 1 day ago

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    yeah so basically scientist found out that love is more akin to an addiction rather than an emotion. And if you think about it this kind of rings true, i mean you are basically...
    ajgamer ajgamer 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    kimmy24 kimmy24 22-25, F Mar 18

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    Stunned.  Alan, I can't believe you're gone. You suffered much and numbed what you couldnt deal with, inspired many, entertained and taught many. Humble, you knew too well...
    SteelButterfly SteelButterfly 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    Mine are self harm, starving myself, and sex. Being a sex addict doesn't sound all that bad, and sometimes I can work with it, but I can be such a huge ***** and it's really...
    KittyCunt KittyCunt 18-21, F Mar 31

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    Lord knows I would never say this to any of my family or friends. it's Just that, when I was 14 I started experimenting. Smoking weed, drinking, taking pain pills. Oxycontin...
    HeyIThappens HeyIThappens 18-21 1 Response Apr 9

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    terriblefixations terriblefixations 22-25, F Mar 24

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    LeeseeDoll LeeseeDoll 22-25, F Mar 24

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    All of my friends are quite different than me. Our differences outnumber the many common interests we share. I actually have two roommates, I am an bisexual Agnostic who...
    DemonFeyLove DemonFeyLove 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 7

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    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I study in an all girls school, I'm currently in my senior year. I do love boys,but I have a different love for gays, Im pro LGBT community. I grew up in a Chinese community. There...
    helpmexxx helpmexxx 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    Idk what to do. I've put on about 40 pounds from binge eating. My mind goes so fast when it comes to food so some times I eat before I realize I even ate anything. I'm not as...
    pawsandclaws pawsandclaws 22-25 3 days ago

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    I'm paranoid.. I keep messing up my relationship. i don't know how to control my anger .. don't know how to control myself ... I try so hard till my veins in my neck clogs ... I...
    mergirl123 mergirl123 18-21, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    CANADA Canada stands on the platform, having missed its train. there's not another 'til who knows when. so here we shall remain. under the same old policy, Canada lumbered along...
    paulie138 paulie138 66-70, M 44 mins ago

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    Why men don't write advice columns... Dear Walter: I hope you can help me here. The other day I set off for work leaving my husband in the house watching the TV as usual. I hadn't...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 5 Responses Mar 21

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    Don't get me wrong, I love my parents. It's just... sometimes (most of the time) I wish they would get divorced. My mum is easily pissed off and my dad constantly shouts and swears...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 9

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    BenJimmy BenJimmy 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    My son's father cheated on me a few times I just found out a couple of months ago when he finally admitted it. at the point I had already been moved out for two months. I don't...
    butterfly1614 butterfly1614 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    This was taken late September 2014How did all this happen?Recently I lost my lover, soulmate and best friend to a rare autoimmune disease. We were not married because we would joke...
    readytogowithher readytogowithher 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 27

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    I never can. I don't like admitting things to myself... I don't like thinking of myself as weak
    shygyal30 shygyal30 16-17, F Mar 28

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    My wife left about 9 months ago, I tried everything to convince her not to do this to us. We have to boys 5 & 8. So she has been doing whatever she wants. I have heard her tell me...
    manoeste manoeste 36-40, M 3 Responses Apr 3

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    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    MrWinstonSmith MrWinstonSmith 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I love you but I refuse to go the rest of my life knowing that you are watching my every single move. If you don't trust me then let me go. Just admit to your cheating and spying...