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I Can Admit to My Addiction

EP addiction is not such a bad thing 34 People

    Too Scared To Admit It

    I sit in a dark corner of my special place and enter into a different world, my own world, a world where i know i belong...my heart starts beating fast as soon as i start doing it, i know its wrong and am not supposed to be there but i can't stop myself. If i told anyone...
    ufutaa ufutaa 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 13, 2012

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    I Am a Pill Junkie

    I've always been a bit of a crazy mofo when it comes to experimenting with substances, especially prescribed and in pill form.  I developed an addiction to Nurofen Plus by just taking 6 a day and after 6 months I am completely trapped and and I took at least 72 of them a day...
    Morfius Morfius 26-30, M Nov 28, 2008

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    I always say I won't do this anymore but when push comes to shove I give into my addiction. Everyday it's the same thing over and over.... I wait until my iPhone battery life is at...
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    Bare with me... this might turn into a novel. My boyfriend and I have been together for almost two years now. It's been a roller coaster of events with his gambling. What makes it...
    evamestanza evamestanza 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Aww, I'm really so sorry son. I hated to see you like this, I really did, man. Hated to see you, and could barely bear to look at you, standing there at the margin of my office and...
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    TheOutsidersPower TheOutsidersPower 13-15, M Apr 10

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    Lgl700 Lgl700 51-55, M 3 days ago

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    ChespinsHat ChespinsHat 18-21, M Mar 21

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    ilikewinter13 ilikewinter13 18-21, M Mar 27

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    Everynight I lay in bed and say never again. "Tomorrow will be different" but no..it's always the same, it never stops, I'm worthless, I can see how my friends are so happy and I'm...
    tnbc12 tnbc12 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I have been through a lot in my life. Child abuse, ACOA, drug and alcohol addiction, self injury, suicide attempt, loss of friends and loved ones, mental illness and recovery. I...
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    Ever since I was about 13 its been nagging me at the back of my conscience. Every car ride I would get the thought stuck in my head that i should open just open the door. Fall out...
    baaron4 baaron4 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I admit it , sex , sex , sex
    andreaxdrea andreaxdrea 16-17, F 9 Responses Mar 24

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    I hate to admit it but I am. Everything in my life is great right now except the looming date in which my ex will be released on parole :( I start feeling sick if I think about it...
    Magdamay Magdamay 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I hate it when someone tries to make me feel guilty for no obvious reason. Saying no obvious reason because when I am wrong, when I do something wrong, when I know that I hurt...
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    I fell in love over 20 years ago and never let go. We loved one another but the timing was off, again and again. After years of heartache, I trusted my head over my heart and...
    blueskies100 blueskies100 36-40 Apr 2

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    Living My Own Piece of the Canadian Dream For the last six months I've worked as a part-time cashier and CSR at London Drugs. Every day I have thrown myself into it with gusto...
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    I love most genres of music. Its amazing how therapeutic music can be. It can soothe,console,comfort,completely change my mood. Its quite powerful when i think about it I have...
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    soulmateseeker soulmateseeker 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 19

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    broadwaybabe99 broadwaybabe99 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    ginnygirl123 ginnygirl123 31-35, F 23 Responses Mar 27

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    LizzyDeviya LizzyDeviya 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Even to herself. Just so everyone is clear from the outset, this is not a complaint, nor is it an indictment of my friend (I call her than, because she really is my friend - my...
    tdguy tdguy 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    Um, yeah.... "Somebody That I Used To Know" Now and then I think of when we were together Like when you said you felt so happy you could die Told myself that you were right for...
    SpiritQuest2014 SpiritQuest2014 46-50, F Apr 1

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    Can't help it. I even try to make up plots and everything during the day so I can dream about it whenever I have a chance to close my eyes.
    PandaHaven PandaHaven 18-21, F 10 Responses Apr 7

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    to all the parents out there are you wondering why your kids are lying well you may not know it but you taught them to for example if you just get home and a vase has been broken...
    Jackbussen Jackbussen 13-15, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Mostly with teachers or people I know. I love it when I dream of it because I can feel it ;)
    lunamars lunamars 16-17, F 10 Responses Mar 20

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    All the time I dream of sex. I know that it's not for my age but what can I say. I get horny sometime do I dream.
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 25

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    Okay so I'm bi and I hate to admit it to my close friendship I feel like they will judge me and I get really scared taking about it to people
    charbarx charbarx 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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