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I Can Admit to My Addiction

EP addiction is not such a bad thing 35 People

    Too Scared To Admit It

    I sit in a dark corner of my special place and enter into a different world, my own world, a world where i know i belong...my heart starts beating fast as soon as i start doing it, i know its wrong and am not supposed to be there but i can't stop myself. If i told anyone...
    ufutaa ufutaa 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 13, 2012

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    Hi Everyone

    This is an addict who used weed>Booze>Pills>Heroine for 30 long years before he could admit his disease of addiction & surrender.Clean for about 3 yrs now. Shall share details later on.Love n ((HUGs)) to all
    domking domking 46-50, M Nov 18, 2009

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    I Am a Pill Junkie

    I've always been a bit of a crazy mofo when it comes to experimenting with substances, especially prescribed and in pill form.  I developed an addiction to Nurofen Plus by just taking 6 a day and after 6 months I am completely trapped and and I took at least 72 of them a day...
    Morfius Morfius 26-30, M Nov 28, 2008

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    Three Years Back

    Three years back I put up my hands and admitted that yes I am an addict and from then on my whole life started changing- here's the story ....            Some three years back , on this date a member of NA(Narcotics Anonymous...
    domking domking 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 13, 2010

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